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If love has an afterlife, when I wrote this topic, I was a little unable to help myself, and Leizi's touching and embarrassing experience resurfaced in my mind. If Leizi is still alive now, he is already 47 years old, and it can only be said that time flies, and in a blink of an eye, it has been 22 years since Leizi left this world.
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Leizi was my high school classmate, and one of the few classmates I was able to play with in high school. In the early 90s, most rural families were not wealthy, and almost no one had any money left in their hands except to fill their stomachs. At that time, in order to provide for me to go to high school, my parents had to tighten their belts to live a hard life, and the food expenses of more than ten yuan a month could make my mother so worried that she couldn't sleep.
Leizi's family is similar to ours, and my parents only know how to dig in the field, except for raising pigs and chickens, the family has no additional income. At that time, our daily breakfast for students was porridge and a solid steamed bun, the master of the canteen added edible alkali to it when he was boiling porridge, and he could not see a complete rice grain in the porridge, and he could cook a large pot of porridge with very little rice, the school porridge was not limited, as long as you could drink it, you could drink it casually, but the porridge was drier and drier the more you drank it, and many students would have their lips curled from time to time because of the porridge, and the school did not provide pickles, and the students solved it by themselves. At that time, classmates with slightly better family conditions would share a bag of mustard for 2 cents a bag with two or three people, and classmates with slightly worse conditions would go to the market town to buy the kind of pickled and ready-made kohlrabi cut into shreds.
I have a good chat with Leizi, not only because our family conditions are very poor, but also because we are both more introverted and don't like to be noticed, and our academic performance is about the same, belonging to the upper middle class, although I work hard, but we both have short-legged subjects, I am poor in math, and he is poor in English. In the class, people like me and Leizi are the most easily ignored, neither naughty nor mischievous, not outstanding in academic performance, not actively involved in any activities organized by the school, and very average family conditions, without any memorization.
96 years of college entrance examination, I and Leizi both failed, I was 5 points away from the minimum admission score line, Leizi was more than 20 points behind, I didn't want to increase the burden on my parents, I chose to go to Suzhou to work, Leizi did not believe in evil, and chose to repeat. Although one of Leizi and I went to break into society, the other stayed in school to study hard, and there was a gap of more than 300 kilometers between the two people, we would still contact by letter, and I would also take out a little money from my small salary from time to time and send it to Leizi by registered mail, and I would also mail him a few study materials, and Leizi would also tell me some things that happened at school.
Through a year of hard study, the unbelieving Lei Zi Huangtian lived up to his heart, and finally successfully entered a second normal college in our city, when Lei Zi told me the good news, I was happy for him at the same time, and there was a sour feeling in my heart, Lei Zi successfully went ashore, and I could be a teacher in the future, which was an iron rice bowl, and I could only live by part-time work, wandering around outside. Later, after Leizi and I exchanged letters intermittently for a period of time, I felt that there were fewer and fewer topics that the two of us could talk about, and we slowly broke off contact.
Later, I heard from other classmates that after Leizi went to the Normal College, his father had a very serious chronic disease, and the family could not afford his study for a while, and it was a girl named Xiaomei in Leizi's same village, despite the opposition of her parents and the gossip of the people in the village, she insisted on using the money earned by her part-time job to support Leizi to continue studying, and also helped Leizi's father to heal, as if she was Leizi's daughter-in-law. Xiaomei is one year younger than Leizi, and she has liked this little shy boy since she was a child, and Leizi often played with Xiaomei when she was a child, but he opened his mind relatively late, and he never thought anything wrong about Xiaomei.
After graduating from the Teachers College, Leizi was assigned to our alma mater and became a high school history teacher. Since Xiaomei has sponsored Leizi to study in college for a long time without regrets, and has taken money to treat Leizi's father, so that he can continue to complete his studies, Leizi has made a decision, in this life, Xiaomei will not marry, Xiaomei's kindness to him is too great and heavy, and he can't repay it. Leizi is affectionate and righteous, he has never been in love with any girl during college, and everyone who knows him knows that he has a fiancée in his hometown, these are all things that Leizi took the initiative to tell others, for fear that others will think he is abnormal.
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In the second year of Leizi being a teacher, he officially married Xiaomei, and those who chewed the root of their tongue behind their backs are now pretending to be happy for Xiaomei, saying that she has vision, and all these years of hard work have not been in vain. After Xiaomei and Leizi got married, she worked as a salesperson in the school's school-run store, although the salary was much worse than Leizi, but the work was easy, compared with those women of the same age who had to plant a baby in her mother-in-law's house after getting married, Xiaomei fell into a blessed nest.
Leizi and Xiaomei's days after marriage are not shocked, plain is true, the only fly in the ointment is that the two have been married for a long time, but Xiaomei has not been able to get pregnant, the couple both went to the hospital for a check-up, and did not find anything wrong, the doctor said let them wait, let it be, don't be too anxious, since the two are in good health, they will definitely come.
Who knew that after more than a year, before Xiaomei became pregnant, Xiao Lei suddenly had a swollen lymph node in his neck for some reason, and when he touched it with his hands, he could obviously feel a small peach-like hard lump, and he lost his appetite for eating, and no matter how delicious the meal was, he couldn't arouse Leizi's appetite, not only that, but his abdomen would have inexplicable pain, fever at night, and night sweats.
Leizi didn't take it too seriously at first, and then the hard core of the lymph nodes became bigger and bigger, and under Xiaomei's repeated urging, he went to the people's hospital in the city. The doctor's words made Xiaomei suddenly feel that the world was spinning, how could this be possible? Leizi is not yet 30 years old, and they don't even have a child yet, what is God going to do?
A few days later, Leizi's biopsy report came out, lymphoma was in the advanced stage, and it had spread! At that moment, Xiaomei's eyes were black, she couldn't stand steadily, she wanted to cry but couldn't cry, Leizi couldn't accept this cruel reality for a while, he couldn't imagine that he would get cancer at a young age, and it was still in an advanced stage. After suffering for so many years, life is finally a little better, and God has made such a big joke with him again, this is ready to kill him!
No matter how difficult it is for Leizi and his wife to accept the fact that cancer is terminal, but no one can change this cruel reality, as time goes by, Leizi's body has undergone a series of changes, although as a public teacher, Leizi enjoys publicly-funded medical treatment, and there is no need to worry too much about the cost of treatment, but not all diseases can be cured by spending money, Leizi's disease is that no matter how the doctor treats it, the condition will still get worse day by day, and in the end there is no cure, there is nothing more desperate than this!
Just when Xiaomei was busy taking care of Leizi, her menstrual leave had stopped for two or three months, Xiaomei didn't think much about it at first, until she was nauseous and vomiting at every turn, Xiaomei originally planned to go to the doctor to prescribe some medicine to eat, but the doctor learned that she hadn't come to her period for two months, so she asked her to do a urine test, but it turned out that Xiaomei was pregnant! At that time, the two of them looked forward to the moon and stars every day, hoping to win the jackpot as soon as possible, but now that they have really won the lottery, Xiaomei is not happy at all.
When Leizi learned that his wife was pregnant, he was in a good mood, he no longer had any hope for his illness and the world, even if God let him die now, he could accept it calmly. But now the situation is different, he has a new fantasy about this world, and he is especially eager to see his child come to this world with his own eyes, God doesn't know why he is so cruel, and at the same time blocking the hope of life for Leizi, he left him with such a trace of longing.
The days passed like this, seeing Xiaomei's belly getting bigger and bigger day by day, she could feel the child making a fuss in her belly, but Leizi's physical condition over there was getting worse and worse, and she was suffering in pain every day. Later, there was only one month left before Xiaomei's due date, but at this time, Leizi's lymphoma had also become stage 4, and his body was deteriorating, and he had lost his phase, and he could leave at any time. In order to be able to see the child when he was alive, Leizi was full of desire to survive, gritted his teeth and endured all kinds of illnesses and tortures, and stubbornly fought against the disease with perseverance. Even in this case, Leizi still resolutely disagreed with Xiaomei's caesarean section and refused to let the child come to this world in advance.
Patients with terminal cancer are physically miserable, and many patients are bent on death at this time, because life is too sinful. But Leizi is different, he has been desperately persevering, several times the hospital has issued a critical illness notice, even the doctor thinks that he may not be able to save him, but every time he survives, his vitality is not ordinary tenacity. The patients and their families who live on the same floor as Leizi know about Leizi, and everyone silently prays for him in their hearts, hoping that God can open up the net, so that Leizi can meet the child in his lifetime, and don't leave with regrets.
But just when Xiaomei had a pregnancy reaction, on the day of delivery in the hospital delivery room, Leizi's condition suddenly deteriorated, this time the disease was menacing, and there was a look of not taking him away and swearing not to give up, Leizi's body indicators fell very much, and it didn't work, and the medical staff in the oncology department also knew that the reason why Leizi could hold on for so long was to see the unborn child, and they also knew that Xiaomei was about to give birth, so in order to meet Leizi's last wish, the medical staff were trying their best to compete with death, hoping that he could see his child before he died。
Fate is sometimes so cruel, the people of heaven are willing to Lei Zi, can only be regarded as a comforting word, Lei Zi has persisted for so long, he can see his child, God just didn't give him a chance, at the last moment before the child came, Lei Zi closed his eyes forever with endless regrets. He and the child rushed to life and death, just like two parallel lines, without intersecting or stopping, they just passed by straight by.
When everyone learned that Leizi couldn't see his children in the end, they were extremely sorry, hated the unfair fate, hated God for not opening his eyes, even if he gave Leizi a little more time, it was good to let their father and son look at each other, and they had to make Leizi's life full of regrets!
Xiaomei gave birth to a boy, whether the child's eyebrows or face, which is like Leizi, as the child grows up day by day, there is the shadow of Leizi everywhere in that demeanor and eyes, which is simply another version of Leizi. A few years later, when I learned what happened to Leizi from others, I sighed for a long time and felt deeply sorry for my old classmates, but later when I saw Leizi's son with my own eyes, that little Leizi, I suddenly felt less sad. Some people say that everyone has a past life, this life and an afterlife, saying that fate has a reincarnation, maybe this Xiao Leizi is the reincarnation of Leizi's life, he just changed his identity and accompanied Xiaomei - his favorite person came!
After Xiaomei gave birth to her son, the school took care of their mother and son, and asked her to take care of the student carport, which is specially used for students to park their bicycles, and there are few students who usually go in and out, Xiaomei occasionally goes to sweep the floor, and opens the iron door of the carport all day on Friday afternoon and Sunday, so that the students can pick up and park their cars, and the salary is the same as when the school runs a store. Xiaomei guards her son and has always been reluctant to remarry, whenever others persuade her to look at the point and take another step forward, Xiaomei will tell others that she has a son in her life, and it is enough to have a son of Leizi.
Many years have passed, I heard that Leizi's son is more talented than his father in learning, and was admitted to a 211 polytechnic university in the province, although Xiaomei has always been single, she has opened a supermarket in her hometown for many years, and hired more than ten people to work for her, and her life is not worse than others. I think Leizi should be very relieved to see Xiaomei's mother and son like this in the sky, although fate is too cruel to him, the two people who are the most concerned about him and the most relieved are not bad. If love has an afterlife, if life really has a reincarnation, I sincerely hope that the Leizi in the next life can live a good life, love once, and not have so many regrets.
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