Youth is like a wild song, experience high and go through the low, in the roar will always return to the calm after the end of the music, some people say that youth let us understand the bitterness of life, but also let us taste the baptism of time, when you are looking forward to it, when you go, afraid that it is too fast, even before you really understand, it will quietly disappear from your side. People who like to hang on their youth are often no longer in youth, that is, after being abandoned, they are used to pay tribute to the memories of those who have not, appeared or passed by, because those who can't go back feel precious.
The first time I met July, it was at Xiao Xi's birthday party, that day because of the traffic jam on the rainy road, when I arrived it was three o'clock in the morning, three hours had passed since Xiao Xi's birthday, and the people in the private room had drunk all the pieces, I even said sorry words to Xiao Xi, and took out the birthday gift prepared for her from the wet backpack. It was a little brown teddy toy, and Xiao Xi had said that she would raise a sticky and angry teddy dog in the future, so that in the future, if she met the kind of boy who died without a face and a harrah, she would know how to deal with it.
After the penalty of three cups, xiao xi pulled to a table in the private room to participate in a game, the game is very simple, the beer bottle that is empty on the table, everyone takes turns, the person who turns needs to promise the person who is pointed at the mouth of the beer bottle, three men and three women around the table are arranged in a circle in order.
The first turn must be today's birthday star, Xiao Xi very seriously rolled up her sleeves, turned the beer bottle hard, the beer bottle hit the glass table to make a clanging sound, with the effect of friction resistance The speed of the beer bottle turning is getting slower and slower, and finally the bottle mouth is fixed opposite Xiao Xi The little fat man wearing deep myopia glasses, his name is Xiao Qiang, people around him love to joke about calling him Strong Xiao Fat, in fact, his real name is Zhou Xiao Qiang, the company is downstairs in Xiao Xi, it is said that the first time he saw Xiao Xi, he was deeply attracted. The ghost made the god run to the company with Xiao Xi, and finally was stopped by the security guard before running away, from then on, there was always a time period every day to guide the aunt of the elevator to become him, until he took the strawberry cake prepared for Xiao Xi every day and took the elevator to leave, he did not know that the cake Xiao Xi had not eaten once, and every time he gave the same fat girl at the front desk.
Omarga, how did God not open his eyes so much, how could he bump into him, no, no, you have to start again. Xiao Xi said with a playful face. Because today I am a birthday star and have a privilege. Rules are rules, and today's birthday is no exception. However, before Qiang Xiaochu could say his request triumphantly, Xiao Xi grabbed the unfinished cake next to him and flew over and directly hit him in the face. Don't say, swallow me back, and next time don't send strawberry cake to the old lady, the old woman's taste has changed earlier. Looking at the innocent little fat, everyone laughed bitterly.
Xia Yi, Xia Yi, you are almost there. Xiao Xi kept urging me, and this time the beer bottle was aimed at a girl sitting diagonally opposite me, wearing a tight white dress, straight shoulder-length hair, and her confused eyes could occasionally be reflected in the flickering light, as if she was an outsider here.
July, it's you yeah, help me all summer one, how perverted the requirements can be mentioned, try to mention as perverted as much as possible. Xiao Xi stepped over a person next to him and sat directly next to the girl.
Ah, me. The girl looked back in a trance, and it took a long time before she swallowed back what she was going to say, and finally squeezed out a few words. Can you sing a song with me, Tao Zhe and Jolin Tsai's "Today You're Going to Marry Me?"
The warm blossoms of spring take away the sentimentality of winter
The breeze blows a romantic breath
Every love song is suddenly full of meaning
I just saw you at this moment
The warm fragrance of spring flowers takes away the hunger and cold of winter
The breeze blows unexpected love
The singing of the birds brought us closer
I suddenly fell in love with you at this moment
Listen to me
Walk with me hand in hand
Create a happy life
Yesterday you were too late
Tomorrow will be a pity
How about marrying me today?
......
Singing and singing, no one knew what was happening, and July squatted on the ground and cried.
Later, Xiao Xi learned that An An, who had been in love with July for five years, left on her birthday, in fact, Xiao Xi's birthday was also July's birthday, but she did not tell anyone.
Then in July through Xiao Xi added my WeChat, she said thank you to me, thank you for singing that song with her that day, that was the first time she participated in the company's annual meeting, she and Ann sang the first song, after singing that song, Ann confessed to her in front of colleagues in the whole department, at that time she did not know why she did not consider it and agreed, maybe in this huge city she needs a dependence, she also needs someone to accompany, she grew up in a very secluded small mountain village, the idea of son preference in that place is particularly serious, From childhood July lived in that family like an outsider, a person struggled in this city, Ann gave him a lot of help and care, let a person who didn't know anything about her begin to take root in this city, she didn't know if it was love with Ann at that time, Ann's parents had lived abroad for a long time, he was also very highly educated, she and he felt the gap between the whole galaxy, just felt that he felt special warmth, maybe that was the love she wanted, and had been loving like this.
On her birthday, it happened to be the premiere of Mission Impossible 5 in the city, they made an appointment to watch it together after work, and they didn't miss every one of the previous films, because this was Ann's favorite series, and she once accidentally found a note that Ann had clipped in the book, which said: Mission Impossible 5 was just July's birthday in the early morning of the premiere in the city, and I wanted to let everyone witness my marriage proposal for July in the movie hall. The arrival of this day in July was very painful, and she was also looking forward to it, she carefully dressed herself early and waited for the happy moment, but she did not wait for Ann's arrival until the end of the movie in July. Ann sent her a message at the airport. In the years of youth we are destined to miss, July sorry, I can't go against the will of the family, I am the only son and only heir of the family, I need to unite with Catherine to survive this family crisis. On the way to Xiaoxi's birthday party in July, Ann boards a plane to Los Angeles.
Xia Yi you know, at first I could not forgive him, and then I knew that the youth that everyone experienced always had its meaning, everyone accompanied you through the road, there will always be some walking and walking and scattered, the people who can't stay at least show that it is not a right person, the wrong time, the wrong place, came a wrong scatter. When July said this, she sat on the bus to Daocheng Aden. She said that was the first stop Ann had promised to accompany her, because it was a place where she could purify her spiritual practice.
I say. Since you have put it down, why do you still want to go, that place heard that the altitude is very high, the air is very thin, are you not afraid of altitude sickness can not come back.
July said with a smile. There are some things you can never do without saying goodbye to the past. She said, Xia Yi you know, I left for Daocheng that night Ann came to see me, he said that he was unhappy, that is not the life he wanted, but I rejected him, under the orange light to see his disappointed departure back My heart still hurts. Maybe it is not so easy for the person you have loved to let go easily, but life still has to go down, and the scenery of the next paragraph may be suitable for you, and no one can promise anyone for a lifetime.
I was called the day I was leaving Daocheng in July. Xia Yi do you know, what is lost is youth, what is lost is not called youth, it is just a fragmentary blank in your memory, and it may never be complete again. She said with a distinctly more relaxed tone, this place you really should come to see, it has snowy mountains, it has glaciers, it has sea seeds, meadows and forests, it is said that this is the soul of Shangri-La, the last Shambhala. Then she said it very seriously. Thank you Xia Yi, thank you for coming to my youth.
Thank you July, you have your footprints in my youth, thank you for telling me such a pure land, I will definitely go to see it when I have time.
Once Xiao Xi called and asked me. Xia Yi, it is more important to find someone you love in love, or it is more important to find someone who loves me.
I didn't joke with her in a good mood. Lu Xiaoxi I think it is more important for you to find a male teddy than a person. Only to see a strong little fat desperate voice from the other end of the phone said. Xiao Xi will be the Teddy in your life for the rest of your life. I hung up the phone as the two men laughed and played on the other end of the phone.
There is no right or wrong in love, and it is most important that you think it is appropriate.