Chen Chiping's appreciation of literary creation
Do you know I'm waiting for you?
(Chen Chiping short story)
"Do you know I'm waiting for you?": The idiot is dreaming, "There is no real love in the world! It's so good! There is still a kind person in the world who sympathizes with the vulnerable! Listen to me talk about my young years!
The world is unfair to crazy men and resentful women. In this world, it is a very sad thing for a man to wear a green hat.
When I was in elementary school, I tasted "don't hug the pipa", and it was a very painful thing. When I was a child, my parents were teachers, and I lived with them in the teachers' dormitory in public schools, and since I was a child, I had a childhood sweetheart who was one year younger than me. We play together, go to the back mountain together, her house is my home. In particular, her parents liked me very much, because when I was young, I was very cute, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and everyone loved me. I even used to take a nap with her at her house, her father loved her very much, and would feed her a spoon every day to drink white thick and sweet cod liver oil, usually she took a sip, I also took a sip, and I didn't even have to wash the spoon. Ever since I was a child, I felt like I had a father-in-law who loved me. At that time, there were many children of my generation in the same village, boys and girls, so I naturally became a rare animal. In addition to this main palace, I also have many concubines. So when I was a child, just like the emperor, I lived a peaceful life and enjoyed the best of life on earth. "Huang Tai Chi" is nothing more than that!
But the good times didn't last long, when I was in the sixth grade of primary school, there was a strong, tall and handsome Cheng Yanjin in the village, this young man who immigrated with his parents, he was tall, strong, handsome, and able to study. So I felt as if I had put on a green hat, and my heart was often depressed, and even "the troubles of young Werther" would not have come much more than I did.
I was in junior high school for three years, and in high school for another three years, six years, hey, in the golden years of my youth, I watched the two of them do the good things I had done with her every day, and my heart couldn't help but burn with anger, but there were only three helpless voices, "hate, hate, hate!", "hate, resent, resent!" Why am I not as strong as the handsome guys? People have eight muscles, but I am a little weak chicken, and people play taekwondo, while I take the one-way street, and the ways are different, and they don't conspire with each other. Especially when everyone is playing table tennis, I see that they are more affectionate than usual, and my eyebrows are flattering, no matter how good my ball is, I often fly out of bounds and go fishing with Mrs. Jiang!
After the darkness, there is always light, and the result is that the time comes, the handsome guy failed the joint entrance examination, and with my mediocre qualifications at that time, of course I also failed. But the handsome guy didn't retake the exam, but I pressed the right treasure, sacrificed a year, and went to the most expensive medical promotion class in Taipei cram school to study hard for a year, just like that, I was lucky to be admitted to a medical school and became a classmate of today's medical elites. I still remember the day the list was released, and I couldn't help but be amazed: "Ah! It turns out that iron can also be turned into steel. A sparrow can also become a phoenix." Joint Entrance Examination, Joint Entrance Examination, the poor turn over, relying on this move, there is a golden house in the book, and there is Yan Ruyu in the book. This is really a battle to become famous, just like Goujian, the king of Yue in the Spring and Autumn Period of that year, who tasted courage and returned to the country in shame.
After I was admitted to the medical school, the situation reversed, and the green hat I wore changed color. It turned out that my childhood sweetheart, her family lived next door to my house. One day, her mother came to my house and said, "Your son is really successful. Does that mean it's okay for a little girl to change her mind?
Anyway, I turned over and was ready to hug the pipa again. Because the handsome guys and childhood sweethearts were admitted to schools and departments that were slightly inferior to me. So I naturally returned to gravity, and it was so fast that even Newton would have admired it even if he were alive.
When I was a freshman in medicine, every time I went back to my hometown village for a vacation, I would notice that something was wrong with the atmosphere between the two of them. Because my mother and her mother were good friends. My mother liked the girl too, so she hinted to me, "It's time to turn the tables. 」
I obeyed my mother's orders and prepared for a Jedi counterattack. My mother-in-law engraved "Serve the country with loyalty" on Yue Fei's back, and my mother engraved "Wash Snow and Shame" on my head. Because I haven't fought with her for six years, it's really hard to get started! Six years, to be honest, is not too short a time. Especially for boys and girls, from the age of 12 to 18, the physiological changes will be great. In particular, her figure has become soft and plump, and she walks gracefully, which always makes me dare not look at it directly. My younger siblings were also playing side drums and cheerleading. People often say, "Everything is difficult to start", really, to reunite after a long time, separate and reunite, at the beginning will feel very rusty, always feel that you can't get started, at the moment I have mixed feelings in my heart, I don't know how to be good? Think about it, to get the divorced couple back together, to reunite the broken mirror, what a difficult project it will be!
Finally, I made up my mind to write my first "love letter" and send it directly to the university dormitory where she studied. There are no glamorous love sentences in the love letters, nor are there any earth-shattering words such as "ask what is the love in the world, and teach people to live and die?", only the light as clear water "The past can only be recalled", "I keep missing, I miss you, I miss the past", and I reminisce about the bits and pieces of the two little guesses. After all, this was my first love letter in my life, and I was still a lover at the time, young and ignorant, and had not yet learned any high-level love tricks. At that time, she also pushed the boat down the river and immediately replied. After that, we exchanged courtesies with each other. But I never felt the feeling she used to give me in my dusty memories when we were very young.
I hesitated again and again, and realized that I should continue to fight, because if I continued to fight, I would be in a dilemma in the future. Once you get married, you will never be at peace. Fortunately, my mother sent me a solution in time, telling me that the handsome man had a strong reaction, and had actually gone to the woman's house to say that if the heroine did not change his mind, he would be martyred! "Oh my God!" "This is still the case!" Could it be that the famous play of "Romeo and Juliet" is going to be staged in front of my eyes? I immediately replied to my mother: "After much reflection, I decided to withdraw from the battle immediately, and to be an adult and no longer be a third party who destroys the good deeds of others. Sure enough, it wasn't long before I was glad to see them return to their old kindness, and my heart was full of blessings. is really a lover who finally becomes a family, and a comedy ends with great joy. The power of love is so great.
Later, the handsome guy took her to immigrate to a foreign country, had a successful career, loved husband and wife, gave birth to two boys, and both became doctors. I remember when I was in my fifties, to the Lunar New Year, I would go to her hometown to her ninety-year-old father and mother to greet the New Year, her father saw me coming, very happy, brought out a plate of candy, rice cakes, melon seeds and snacks for me to eat, her father also from the arms, took out a big red envelope quickly stuffed on my palm, I am also happy to say thank you, I think he only has a complete distant memory, he can't remember how old I was at the time, he still regarded me as a five-year-old boy who will never grow up in his heart, I am also rejuvenated, with the two elders have to talk and laugh, Bojun has fun。 When I was about to say goodbye and prepare to leave her hometown, her old mother suddenly picked up the telephone in front of me, made a phone call, and told her precious daughter on the other side of the Pacific that I was now visiting her home for the New Year. Her old mother smiled again and handed me the phone, saying that her daughter wanted to talk to me. From the phone, I heard her laughing, very happy, her good health, her life is complete, her husband has a successful career, her son is successful in school, I told her that I am the same, only I have a daughter, but my daughter is also very lovely. Finally I could feel a hint of her childhood. But it's too late, I'm almost old.
If I ever told you, "There is no real love in this world!" please don't be deceived by me! There are still in this world, and there are many of them, and some of them are very touching. Thank you for listening to me after I was drinking, even though it is often said that wine country is a place where there is no real love. But I still want to sing a song to you, the great good man, for washing your ears and listening impatiently to my young years.
The title of this song is "The Tragedy of the Lovelorn". I wrote the lyrics myself.
I look for you in the withered memory,
I wait for you in lost hope,
The autumn leaves stain your valley red,
The river of love reflects your shadow,
But nowadays,
Where will you be?
Where will you be?
I look for you in my frozen memories,
I wait for you in cold hope,
The snow has dyed my black hair white,
Autumn water washed away my infatuation,
But nowadays,
Where will you be?
Where will you be?
About the Author:
Chen Chiping: Born in 1953, his ancestral home is Xianyou, Fujian. He is good at acrylic painting, and also works in seal script and cursive script, especially cursive script. His grandfather, Chen Kaiquan, was an artist who graduated from the Chinese painting group of Shanghai Academy of Fine Arts (the predecessor of Nanjing University of the Arts) and was a protégé of Liu Haisu. His father, Chen Zuru, was a calligrapher and learned calligraphy from his family since he was a child. Chen Chiping's paintings are bold and passionate, full of dynamic beauty.
His works have been published in newspapers such as "China Culture Daily", "People's Representative Daily", "People's Political Consultative Conference Daily", "China Reform Daily", "China Calligraphy and Painting Newspaper", "Collection Express", as well as "Cultural Monthly", "Art Market", "Reader", "Chinese Talent", "Office Business", "China Economy and Trade", "Painting World", "Chinese Art", "China Collection", "Chinese", "People of the Times", "Popular Literature and Art" and other journals, and have been reported by Xinhuanet, China.com, Sohu.com and other media.
In January 2023, "Selected Acrylic Paintings of Chen Chiping" was published by Beijing Arts and Crafts Publishing House, and in June of the same year, her works participated in the "Salary Inheritance: National Calligraphy and Painting Masters Invitational Exhibition" sponsored by the China Women Painters Association and the Modern Gongbi Painting Institute, and was exhibited at Yanhuang Art Museum (Beijing).
In September 2023, "Collection of Famous Artists of the New Era/Edited by Chen Chiping" was published by Beijing Unity Publishing House.