There is a special presence hidden in everyone's mobile phone, he is not a top friend, but occupies a place in your heart, and the dialogue with you is silent for a long time, like a forgotten island, but it stirs up ripples in your heart.
Once upon a time, he was your haven late at night, a resonator of joy, and a resonator of life.
However, from nothing to speechless, to waving goodbye, since then, they have never crossed paths.
You know in your heart that it is impossible for you to continue the frontier by keeping this familiar string of numbers, but you have always hesitated to do so with the "delete" button.
It seems that as long as it is not pressed, this relationship is like a kite with a broken string, although it is fluctuating, it is still held in your hand, and there is an illusion of "unfinished business" that makes you look forward to it.
So, you become an invisible observer of his social circle, quietly paying attention to his life, paying attention to his new and old friends, career ups and downs, and life trajectories, but you are always hidden behind the scenes, without a trace, like a watchman in the night, silently guarding his world.
I remember a close friend once asked me:
Will everyone keep their ex's contact details?
I asked her rhetorically:
Did you delete it?
She stared down at the screen, a helpless smile tugging at the corner of her mouth:
How can you give it?
When asked why, she fell into deep thought, only to feel a thousand words come to her heart, but it was difficult to speak.
Keep contact details but don't talk anymore, talk no more but don't want to delete them.
This kind of entanglement seems to be stuck in an unsolvable labyrinth.
Well, sometimes you have to live a little screwed to be real.
Why do you have to find out everything?
Why they were separated in the first place, and why they are not deleted now, the answers to these questions may have long been drowned in the torrent of time.
Living too soberly supplied, on the contrary, restricts the wings of emotion.
When you can't figure it out, you can do whatever you want, even if it seems a little stubborn, so what?
After all, there are some people in your life that you can let go of but can't erase completely, and there are memories that you can turn the page on but can't erase with one click.
Life is like an unfinished script, there are always regrets and misses.
There are some things that you try your best to fight for, but you don't get what you want, and there are people you love with all your might, only to see the other person leave.
At first, we may be resentful of fate and full of complaints about life.
But gradually, we have learned to accept the imperfections of life and understand that it is normal to ask for it but not to get it.
Personnel change, the reincarnation of the world, we have long learned to calmly face the gathering and dispersion of the people around us, although there are regrets, but there are no regrets.
I don't regret that I once loved each other passionately, and I don't regret waving goodbye at the end, because at that moment, we all gave our best and made what we thought was the best choice at the time.
However, we can still keep a little attachment and nostalgia for ourselves.
Even though you've gone your separate ways to start a new chapter, and even though you know it's too late to revisit, at least you can keep that last concern—it's warm enough to be quietly in your contact list.
You know how to keep boundaries and not to disturb, he doesn't need to notice, it's a sunny day.
Life is like a meandering river, each with its own direction and its own destination.
In the days to come, there is no need to meet again, just need to be wonderful and wish each other happiness and comfort.
Let him be the most peaceful existence in your address book, and everyone will be well, and don't think about the old things.
In this complex world, we are all looking for our own emotional sustenance.
Some people choose to seal their memories, some choose to face them bravely, and some people choose to let go of their feelings.
Either way, it is a kind of self-redemption and growth in our emotional journey.
And the special existence hidden in the mobile phone may be a unique mark in our hearts, which reminds us of the joys and sorrows we have experienced, teaches us to cherish the people in front of us, learn to let go, and learn to find the balance and strength of life in regrets.
In short, everyone has their own emotional forest in their hearts, where there are both laughter and laughter in the bright sunshine and tears and ripples in the rain.
And that special existence is like an old tree in the forest, although it no longer grows, it carries countless stories and has become an indispensable part of our life.
Let's move forward with this unique memory, and learn to love ourselves, others, and the world better in the days to come.