01
Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Chuan De slowly spoke: "Xiaoxiao, since the accident in my family, you are the first person to take the initiative to care about me. There are some things that I can't tell you too clearly, believe me for your own good. ”
Later, he added: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, knowing too much is not good for you. ”
I nodded and encouraged Chuande: "It's normal for me to care about you, we are friends." When I was in the Gu family before, you took care of me very, very well. ”
Say two "very" in one breath.
It's definitely an outpouring of my true feelings.
Because of Chuande's kindness to me in the past, it is coming to my heart little by little: "Don't be sad, there are still many people in this world who care about you." During the time you didn't come, Chubby was talking to you in front of me all day long. ”
Chuan De smiled: "Chubby, does he miss me, or does he want me to invite him to dinner?"
As soon as the words fell, Chuan De and I laughed together.
The atmosphere instantly relaxed, I covered my mouth and laughed, and said, "Don't look at the little chubby mouth is a little greedy, but he really cares about you." And Sister Li, she must be very worried about you. ”
Chuan De's expression darkened.
Raising his neck and staring at the end of the bottomless alley not far away, he said in a deep voice: "Our Gu family is sorry for Sister Li, it stands to reason that she has worked hard in our family all these years and has thought about my grandmother everywhere, and she should be given a pension to enjoy her old age." ”
It's a pity that she was affected by my father, and the hard-earned pension money was wasted. My dad is to blame, and Sister Li is the real innocent victim. ”
"My grandmother told me that when this incident passed, she wanted to give Sister Li a small pension after cashing out the things in her hand, which should be used as compensation for her. ”
I hurriedly asked, "Sister Li, how is she now?"
02
Chuan De said with some reluctance: "After I find a suitable house and move out, Sister Li will leave." ”
"Ah, what about Sister Tang?"
"Sister Tang has left a long time ago, do you think my family can still invite two aunts in this situation?"
This is true, after Chuan De told me about the current situation just now, my first reaction was that the Gu family would probably have to live an ordinary life in the future.
After all, face is not as important as lining, and the most important thing at this time is to find ways to save money, and to save a little bit.
I said pertinently: "Yes, there is really no need to invite two more aunts." But if even Sister Li is gone, then who will take care of the old lady?"
Chuan De sighed: "I have also thought about this problem, I have been looking for a house everywhere in the past few days and found out how difficult it is to buy a house that can accommodate everyone in the family. ”
"I used to hear people around me complain that housing prices are rising too fast and that it is difficult to buy a house, but I don't feel it at all. ”
"But it wasn't until I personally followed the agent to look around the house that I realized how difficult it was to buy a decent house in the area where we used to live. My grandmother has lived in this area all her life, but she didn't expect to have to move her old family when she was old. ”
This sense of disparity, although grandma didn't say anything on the surface. But I knew she must be uncomfortable. ”
Don't talk about the old lady, as an outsider hearing this.
It's not a taste in my heart.
I suddenly remembered someone: "Then Mr. Oe, didn't he figure out a way with you?"
"My dad can't protect himself now, and he definitely can't count on him. The Yao family's matter this time is too big, and the implication is widespread. Good things don't go out, but bad things spread thousands of miles. The news that my dad was called to the police station has spread throughout his unit. ”
"My father's unit leader used to see my grandfather's face, and he turned a blind eye to him, because the Gu family was good before. But now as soon as this happened, his leader also turned his face. ”
03
When I heard that Mr. Oe had an accident, I immediately asked nervously, "Mr. Oe, what's wrong with his leader?"
"The wall fell down and everyone pushed it, and my father's leader actually looked at him unpleasantly for a long time. In fact, I don't blame my dad for this, you also saw my dad's work attitude when you were working at my house, doing nothing all day, fishing for three days and drying nets for two days. ”
"If I were his leader, I would have had an idea in my heart. ”
"It's just right now, new and old grudges are counted together. ”
"My dad wants to take advantage of this incident to get him out and get a quiet situation in front of him. ”
I shouted anxiously: "That's not good, if Mr. Oe has no job, the Gu family will have no income at all." You haven't graduated from college yet, and you'll be looking for a job for at least a year after you graduate. ”
At the moment, I admit that I am vulgar.
But in front of Chuande, I don't feel ashamed.
Chuan De nodded: "I also know that it can't be done, but if it was done by my father's leader in the past." My grandmother was moving around, and she always found some face. But because of the trouble with the Yao family, almost everyone is secretly laughing at us now. ”
"Some people say that our Gu family steals chickens and rice, and there is no way to turn over. My grandmother made a lot of phone calls, and her old friends didn't just avoid her. When she was sick and hospitalized, there was no one who came to see her. ”
"In the face of the lonely ward, although my grandmother didn't say anything, I never saw her smile, and Sister Li told me that she found her pillow wet several times. ”
Although I have been out to work for a short time, there are many evil things in this world. The four words of the world are cold and cold, which is an understatement, but only those who have experienced it can understand the feeling of suffocating and powerless everywhere.
04
I had to comfort Chuande and said, "If you find a good house and move out, Sister Li will go back to her hometown." If something happens, old lady, don't be polite, just ask me to help. ”
Chuan De smiled at me gratefully: "Thank you, Xiaoxiao!"
"I haven't done anything yet, so why are you saying thank you to me. ”
"I don't know, maybe I've seen too many cold faces and white eyes lately. You didn't do anything, but I feel warm when I look at you. ”
Chuande's words moved me a little.
He should have had a very difficult time during this time.
I offered to say, "When you move, can I help out?" or before you move, I can help with the tidying up. ”
"It's too tiring to let Sister Li do these jobs alone. Sister Li is old after all, and so many things have happened during this time, which is not a small blow to her. ”
"If it's too hard, I'm afraid she'll be overwhelmed. After all, your family has lived for three generations, and it's not easy to pack everything up. The old lady is in charge, and I'm going to help with the head office, right?"
川德点点头：“嗯，谢谢。 ”
"We are friends, and there is no need to say thank you for this little thing. Chuande, what are you going to do next?"
"I will look for a job as soon as I graduate, and I will no longer think about what to do to go to graduate school. ”
I am full of confidence in Chuande: "You are a person who graduated from a prestigious university, and it will definitely be no problem to find a good job." ”
The expression on Chuan De's face did not look optimistic: "Everyone says that I am a prestigious university, but in fact, my major is very unpopular. At that time, my grandmother wanted me to go to a prestigious university so that I could have face in front of my relatives and friends. ”
05
"My grandmother's plan was for me to have a diploma from a prestigious university as a stepping stone, and then find connections to help me find a good job. Who knew that people were not as good as heaven, and things had come to this point. ”
Chuande's words are like pouring cold water.
I shuddered: "What are you studying?"
"Philosophy."
I opened my mouth wide: "What, philosophy, what kind of job is suitable for me after graduating from this major?"
Recently, because of the registration, I talked a lot with the teacher in charge of admissions, and of course Zhang Tianzhe also helped me a lot. By talking to them, I came to the conclusion that choosing a good major is very important for finding a job in the future.
I can't say that the old lady's plan for Chuande is wrong.
If the Gu family didn't go through such a great change, it should be very good according to the old lady's idea. It should be easy to help Chuande arrange a decent job with the connections of the Gu family, after all, Chuande has a very well-known diploma foundation.
Or let Chuande go to study abroad with Yao Jing, no matter where he goes to interview for a job, the resume he takes out is very good.
It's just that people are not as good as heaven.
Now it's all messed up.
But even so, I am still full of confidence in Chuande: "Don't be discouraged, you are a person who graduated from a prestigious university." And you are capable and have good appearance conditions. I'm sure you'll get a good job when you graduate, come on!"
Who knew that I couldn't find a little happiness on Chuande's face, his heart was heavy, and he was dressed in black, as if he was one with the lonely night around him. Those deep sorrows that can't be dissolved, I can't bear to see him who was once proud and sunny become so decadent.
How good he was at that time!
06
With a heavy heart, none of us spoke again.
Walking silently all the way to the downstairs of the staff dormitory, Chuan De pointed to the dark door: "Are you sure, won't let me send you upstairs?"
"No, I'm used to it. ”
"Xiaoxiao, sometimes I really admire you. ”
Taken aback, I quickly asked, "Why?"
"You have an exuberant life force in you that I don't see in other people. People who are close to you will be infected by you unconsciously. ”
"Aren't you exaggerating? I didn't actually do anything. ”
Chuan De shook his head: "Although you haven't done anything earth-shattering, you are trying to move up in your own life trajectory." It feels like a small piece of grass, which may not be as bright as a hundred flowers, but it is alive in the cold earth with its stubborn vitality. ”
Chuan De's words made me a little embarrassed.
I was fine, but I never felt as good as he said I was.
羞涩的我连忙摆手：“不敢当！”
Chuan De took one last look at the doorway that Hei Hei seemed to be able to suck you into: "It's not early, you go back early to rest." If you need me to send you back after work, you don't have to tell me directly. Since we're friends, you're welcome. ”
"What's so embarrassing about that?"
"Actually, I should thank you, if it weren't for you today, I would have been dragged to supper by Chubby. ”
Hearing Chuande say this, I asked seriously: "When are you going to talk to Xiaopang about your family?"
Chuan De was a little embarrassed: "I'll talk about this later, I don't want to mention it to anyone now." After all, it's not a good thing, if I meet people, I say that I feel miserable and deliberately win the sympathy of others. ”
07
Thinking from another perspective, I can understand Chuande's scruples.
But it doesn't mean that I approve of his approach: "Chuande, you and Xiaopang have known each other for so long. I'm sure if you tell them what's going on at home, they'll really help you. ”
Chuan De's voice raised inexplicably: "I don't need help from others. ”
After saying that, he didn't look at me anymore and turned to leave.
Leaving me in fear, looking at his distant back as a devout disciple. It wasn't until I was chilled by the cold wind in the middle of the night that I came back to my senses and turned away.
It was the first time I had met Kawatoku, who had such sensitive and fragile nerves, and it felt like everything was unreal. Thinking about what Chuan De experienced during this time, it seems to explain the past.
I slept soundly that night.
At least Chuande Ping'an appeared.
The next day, while I was singing, the guest who gave me the flower basket yesterday reappeared. He was generous and gave me another flower basket.
Because of yesterday's conversation, this time we sat down like old friends and chatted very naturally. When he heard that I had just come out to sing, he said excitedly: "Xiaoxiao, you will definitely become more and more popular in the future." ”
I smiled and didn't say much.
In fact, I had a plan in my heart that when I graduated in the future, I would quit my job no matter how I developed in Rosemary. I have no prejudice against the profession of being a singer, but I feel that there should be more possibilities in my life.
And the environment around me is that everyone likes to chase stars, but for the people who sing in the bar, they often wear colored glasses to look at it, and the disrespect that is inadvertently revealed between words often makes me sad for a long time.
08
I can understand the reason behind these perceptions, after all, a small percentage of the practitioners who go in and out of these Fengyue places do misbehave.
As soon as I finished talking with the guest who gave me the flower basket and was about to change my clothes, a few strong men of five big and three thick rushed in from the rosemary.
The leader was a middle-aged woman with a sturdy face and body, and as soon as she entered the door, she grabbed the waiter who passed by her and asked, "Xiao Jiangxi, where is she?"
The woman struggled to break free and protested, "Let me go!"
The woman did not relent: "You tell me Xiaojiangxi, where is she?" Otherwise, you won't want to open your doors for business today. ”
Several men of five years and three thick surrounded the two people who were arguing: "Sister, say whatever you ask?"
"You let go of me, how do I know where Xiao Jiangxi is? You have the ability to find it yourself, what is the matter if you catch me and don't let go?"
I saw that the girl who was caught lived in the staff dormitory, and she and Xiao Jiangxi should have a good relationship in private. A few days ago, I saw Xiao Jiangxi generously give her a dress that I didn't like.
Presumably because of this, the girl didn't tell the group of people who came to Xingshi to ask where Xiao Jiangxi was.
When the two sides were arguing, I saw Xiao Su running quickly over there. With the emergence of capable Xiao Su, presumably the problem should be solved soon.
Thinking so, I twisted my waist and walked towards the dressing room.
The overly tight costumes often make me feel like a different person when I wear them. It feels like putting on a pair of voluptuous heels, and you have to step out of the amorous footsteps to be suitable.
09
Ignoring the waves of arguing not far away, I walked into the dressing room alone.
Just as I was pulling down the curtain of my daily change of clothes, there was a sound behind me. I had just pulled down the suspender of one side of the evening dress, and I was so frightened that I quickly turned around and asked nervously, "Who, who?"
A pair of frightened eyes were looking at me nervously.
I was puzzled and asked, "Xiao Jiangxi, why are you here?"
At this time, there were already shouts outside the door curtain, mixed with Xiao Su's stern warning: "This is the dressing room of our performers, and we can't go in and out casually." If you do this again, I'm going to call the police. ”
A middle-aged woman's sharp voice quickly overshadowed Xiao Su: "If you have the ability, you can report it!" Just let the police come over to help the old lady arrest the junior, I want to take a good look at who the police will help when the time comes." ”
"You're the manager here, right? Hurry up and call the police, as a leader, you can't control the people under your hands from hooking up with married men. When the police come, I'll tell them that you instigated them. “
"I also want to tell the police that you are in a black shop. Ostensibly a bar, it's actually a nasty place specializing in pornography. The ghost knows if that waitress from Xiaojiangxi is in the same group as you, and if you wear the same pants. ”
"Why don't I come to Xiao Jiangxi to settle accounts, what are you doing here? Do you have a leg with that little sassy hoof, then congratulations on being brothers with my husband." ”
The woman's words caused laughter from several sweaters around her.
Even though Xiao Su can usually speak well, but being splashed with sewage for such a plain reason, he also became angry: "Hey, keep your mouth clean." If you have something to do, you go out with Xiao Jiangxi and don't make trouble in the bar. ”
10
Obviously, they didn't take Xiao Su's words seriously.
Because I was inside the curtain, I heard rummaging around outside. Soon, it should be on my side.
I looked back at Xiao Jiangxi, she looked at me pitifully with pleading eyes, and kept waving her hands and silently begged me for help.
At this moment, Xiao Jiangxi's cynicism at me flashed in my mind. Hatred rushed to my heart, and at that moment, there was an impulse to open the curtain and let Xiao Jiangxi be dragged out by that group of fierce and evil people.
But then?
Looking at this posture, if Xiao Jiangxi is found and taken out by them, there will definitely be no good fruit to eat. Xiao Jiangxi, who has slender limbs, is the opponent of the middle-aged woman with a full face, not to mention that she has so many helpers by her side.
Don't think about it, if Xiao Jiangxi is found by them, he will either be beaten to the point that he is completely skinned, or he will be dragged on the street and humiliated in public. No matter which one it is, it is not a trivial matter for Xiao Jiangxi.
After the curtain was ruthlessly opened, I subconsciously screamed: "What are you doing, you hooligans?"
The strong man who opened the curtain was stopped by my screams. He stared at me all the time, and in a fit of rage, I pushed him with all my strength: "Shameless, you get out with me, peek at other people's clothes, are you sick?"
Seeing this, Xiao Su hurriedly rushed to the door curtain to block it: "Hey, I told you that Xiao Jiangxi is not here." This is the dressing room for our bar performers, and you've offended our staff just now. If I call the police, I don't think you will be able to eat the good fruit when the police come. ”
At this time, I was very cooperative, and deliberately complained in a crying voice: "Brother Su, these hooligans came out of nowhere." I'm a good little girl, you have to help me make decisions if you're peeked at like this for no reason. You call the police, I'm going to go to the police and accuse them of hooliganism. ”
Hearing me say this, Xiao Su said to the middle-aged woman, "Sister, Xiao Jiangxi is really not here." You see, if you make a big deal out of it, it's not good for everyone to call the police. You see you've all turned the bar upside down, or you might as well go back with your brothers. ”
Probably because it was a loss, the dressing room finally quieted down after a while.
(To be continued!)
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