01
I guess it's because of the depression of being forced to go on a blind date, which made me lose my mind temporarily. And Xiaojun's appearance just right made me choose to reveal what I had hidden for a long time.
After the words were spoken, I was a little more relaxed.
Crush is a successful pantomime, and when you say it, it becomes a tragedy!
As I became more relaxed, I gradually calmed down.
I pulled Xiaojun over and made a vicious appearance, and instructed, "Hey, don't you hear anything about that just now?" Chuan De: As you said, it's hard to take care of yourself, it's impossible between us. ”
Xiaojun looked at me silently with sympathetic eyes: "Hey, since you have decided to follow that person's mother in the future." It's also a good thing to think about these things as soon as possible, so don't fall deeper and deeper. ”
I nodded: "I didn't feel much outside before, but this time when I came home, I found that the distance between me and him was indeed very large." ”
Xiaojun smiled in understanding: "You have different backgrounds, different experiences, and even different educations, and you will be very different when he comes back from studying abroad in the future." ”
"Xiaoxiao, you are a smart person to listen to my advice, don't fall too deep. That person's family is too complicated, my mother and grandmother, just these two women who don't deal with each other are enough for you to drink a pot. ”
The earnest person continued to say to me: "Xiaoxiao, there is something I won't hide from you. Before I got along with my friend, my relative's wife had also thought of introducing me to a girlfriend. ”
I raised my eyebrows: "Just your cousin's wife?" ”
"Yes, my cousin has a good impression of me. She has a niece who is three years older than me, and she still hasn't found a suitable boyfriend. When my cousin first mentioned it to me, I immediately refused. ”
"Xiaojun, why is this? Your cousin has good intentions, and with your character, she will go to see her and say that it is not appropriate. ”
02
Xiao Jun Lisuo shook his head: "Seeing that my cousin is like this now, I have broken off the idea of looking for a local." Everyone's lifestyle is different, and trouble is inevitable after marriage. ”
I said quietly, "That's true." ”
The past between Mr. Oe and Linda is not the best proof.
Uncle's house is not far away, and it didn't take much time for Xiaojun and I to arrive. Pushing the door in, Uncle's house is indeed very deserted.
Although the door is hung with a red and bright door god, the house is full of all kinds of New Year's food. But except for Uncle, only his gray-haired old mother was left in the huge family, sitting there with a blank expression.
Seeing us coming, the old man's wrinkled face finally had a hint of life, and he kept greeting us.
One will pour water, and the other will desperately stuff all kinds of food into my hands and Xiaojun: "Baby, eat more." ”
Xiaojun is not outside, and he is as comfortable as his own house when he enters the door. I hurriedly greeted my uncle and aunt, and my aunt touched my hand and whispered, "My granddaughter will be as old as you in a few years." ”
Uncle pretended not to see the scene in front of him, and silently turned his head and pulled Xiaojun to chat about family life. I whispered, "Auntie, why don't you go into the city with my uncle?" ”
A trace of helplessness flashed in the eldest lady's eyes, and she whispered to me: "I'm not used to being there, and I can't even find anyone to talk to from morning to night." Eat、I'm not used to it.、Live、It's just such a small room.,Where is there such a comfortable home.。 ”
My mother's words made my heart ripple.
The eldest lady seemed to like to talk to me very much, and later Uncle personally cooked a few dishes. Xiaojun and I stayed there and finished lunch, and then we left.
03
After the meal, Xiaojun sent me to the door of the house and said, "Xiaoxiao, long pain is better than short pain." Take advantage of the time to go home this time, and you have a good finish yourself, do you hear? ”
I pretended to dislike him and pushed people away.
In fact, I thought about a lot of things in the morning, but Chuande's approach again and again made me confused. Anyway, after the New Year, others will leave, and time is the best weapon to dilute everything.
When I got home, I announced to my parents with a serious expression that I would not call Xiao Song. And I was about to graduate in more than a year, so I was cautious and deliberately said, "Mom and Dad, I spent a lot of money reading this book." If I don't study well in the rest of my life, I probably won't be able to finish my studies. ”
"The homework is too difficult, and I don't have enough time to read books and do problems every day. Even if you don't feel sorry for me, you have to feel sorry for the money I spent. How wasteful are you calculating these tuition fees and living expenses? ”
When my mother heard this, she immediately asked nervously, "Hua'er, how much does it cost?" ”
I deliberately quoted a higher number, and as soon as I heard this astronomical number, my mother immediately jumped out of her chair and said, "Why haven't I heard you mention it before?" ”
I showed a bitter expression: "Am I not afraid that you will be worried?" ”
My mom looked back at my dad, and the person with a solemn expression kept a calm face and didn't speak. My mother leaned over and said, "Hua'er's father, if you don't delay the blind date, let Hua'er finish reading this book first." You see, okay? ”
"After spending so much money, if you can't graduate by then, it won't be a bamboo basket for nothing."
I chimed in, "yes, I'm not smart in the first place. If you don't take the time to work hard, you may really fail the exam in the future. I had two assignments for this final exam, and I was hovering over the passing score line. ”
"If you are distracted from falling in love, there is really no guarantee that you will have to retake the next exam. The make-up fee is expensive, and it will be written in the file. ”
04
Actually, I don't want to lie to my parents, but in my heart I call it a white lie. Instead of competing for a long time, it is better to find a way to make everyone happy without hurting the peace. After all, it's rare for me to go home once, and I want to have a happy reunion with my parents.
My mom waited cautiously for my dad: "Dad, what do you think about this?" ”
My dad had a dark face and didn't speak for a long time.
I didn't dare to catch my breath either.
After a long time, my dad finally spoke: "Okay, since you said so, I'll put this matter off with your mom for the time being." When you go back, study hard with me, and if you can't get your graduation certificate in the future, be careful that I will rush over and break your legs. ”
"The neighbors all know that you are studying there, and if you don't even get your graduation certificate by then, there will be no place for me and your mother's old face."
I was overjoyed, but I didn't dare to show it.
I made a hard effort and swore to God: "Dad, don't worry, I will definitely seize all the time to study hard when I go back." ”
My dad gave a soft "um", and then announced sharply: "Hua'er, you go back and work hard with me, but you must be obedient after graduation." When the time comes, there is a suitable candidate, come back immediately and go on a blind date with me, do you hear? ”
Heaven and man are at war, and I immediately nodded my head to be as well-behaved as a chicken pecking rice.
Dad saw me compromise, and admonished: "You are a girl who should pay attention to the influence outside, since you and Xiaojun are impossible." Then don't get so close to him in the future, so as not to let people gossip. ”
I wanted to say out loud, "Xiaojun and I are good friends." ”
But when I thought of the isolated living environment in my hometown, I had to nod.
05
In this way, a blind date turmoil quietly lost my voice in my anxiety. In the next few days, my parents and I had a very pleasant Spring Festival holiday.
The only fly in the ointment is that the whole person is suddenly a lot rounder. Her white and red skin sparkled thanks to my mother's five meals a day.
The thing I do when I wake up in the morning is to eat, and after eating, I go to the yard to catch up on sleep while basking in the sun. Life is just like that, no wonder so many celebrities throughout the ages have finally chosen to live in seclusion in the mountains and forests, living an idle life without quarrel with the world.
In the past few days when I went home, I was almost caught in this kind of pig-like beauty.
The good days passed quickly, and it was time to separate.
My mother, who was teary-eyed, reluctantly held my hand and began to nag since she got up in the morning: "Flowers, you have to eat on time." To ........."
The same thing was repeated a dozen times by the people who tirelessly took the trouble until the moment I left the house, and the miraculous thing was that I did not dislike it at all, and listened to it with a good temper every time, and repeatedly promised that I would be obedient and obedient.
Before the age of 19, the rebellious girl who disagreed with her mother and would always blow up her hair was gone. In the face of this change between our mother and daughter, my mother was even more sad: "Hua'er, why do you say you have to run so far away without making a sound......"
For the first time, I took the initiative to hug my mother in front of my father, but I never expected that people would be extremely uneasy in my arms without giving face at all.
After hugging me for a long time, he hurriedly pushed me away: "What a person, still hugging my mother like this." Let others see that you don't grow up. ”
06
In the past, I might have been upset or even angry in the face of my mother's "incomprehensible" behavior.
Now that I have seen through their behavior of not wanting to express their feelings, I have fully understood and understood.
Packing my bags again, I waved my hand at my parents, who were no longer young, and left without looking back. I don't let myself turn back, because I don't want anyone to see through my weakness.
The path you choose yourself, you must finish it with gritted teeth.
Since you have made a bet on your youth, you will try your best to see the results,
I had a book in my bag that Chuan De lent me Sanmao, and I happened to bring it back when I went home this time. Every day when I enjoy the sun in the yard, I take it out and read it.
The words between the lines of Sanmao will always easily bring me to that unforgettable time.
I can't go back, and I can't forget it.
It's strange that those have not been diluted by time, but have become clearer.
It turns out that the people who have entered the heart are not forgotten so quickly.
After another tiring journey, I went back to that little familiar rental house. Xiao Hunan hasn't come back yet, and I looked around me because of the separation, and I realized that I had unconsciously regarded it as a second "home".
Take a break and your busy life will begin immediately.
The idle days of my hometown are suddenly like yesterday's yellow flowers.
After a brief cleaning of the room, I set off to work on rosemary. Returning to the stage after a long absence, I actually had a feeling of being separated from the world.
The stage is small, looking up and close at hand.
The stage is very large, turn around, the end of the world.
Because of this small stage, my life has been turned upside down. The past is seen on the stage, but also forgotten on the stage.
The first thing Xiao Su said when he saw me just now was: "In the future, he won't come to perform again." ”
07
I was mentally prepared for Gu Nian not to come to the bar to perform anymore. But on this day, I still can't help but feel a sense of loss in my heart.
When Linda came to me a few years ago, she mentioned: "Xiao Nian is going to be busy after the New Year, and I have to prepare for the IELTS exam." I suggested that he concentrate on his studies and put aside his part-time job for a while. Young people's time is precious, and now is the time to hurry. ”
After Xiao Su finished speaking, he was not surprised at all when he looked at me.
He was a little surprised: "Xiaoxiao, you knew it early on?" ”
"Oh, I heard him mention it, I didn't expect it to be so soon."
Xiao Su looked around to see if there was no one, and cautiously probed: "I heard that Gu Nian's mother came back to look for him, is this true or false?" The two of you usually have such a good relationship, tell me about you Brother Su? ”
I smiled and made a gesture of embarrassment: "Brother Su, it's not that I don't tell you, I really don't know about this." I think you have a good relationship with Gu Nian, you see that he doesn't come to the bar or you came to tell me. Why don't you ask him, and remember to share it with me. ”
After saying that, I pretended to be naughty and blinked.
Helpless Xiao Su glared at me, pointed at me in annoyance and said, "Xiaoxiao, you are getting more and more refined now." Don't say words from your mouth, it seems that it will be difficult to hear a word of truth in the future. ”
I pouted: "Brother Su, I really don't know." ”
"Forget it, I won't tell you. Hurry up and get ready to go on stage, you're eating too well at home. Pay a little attention these days, and you won't be able to wear the clothes on stage. ”
I grimaced at Xiao Su and quickly ran away.
Needless to say, Xiao Suming said, after staying in a place like rosemary that brings together three religions and nine streams for a long time, I am indeed more and more good at Tai Chi. If it's a kind of growth, I think it's not bad.
After all, when sincerity doesn't work, protecting yourself is the first choice.
I can't help but wonder how many hardships have been put behind Linda's ability to be able to handle problems?
08
Two days later, Xiao Hunan also returned.
This Spring Festival has finally officially ended, and all of us have entered a new turning point in our lives. A few days after Xiao Hunan came back, he told me: "Xiaoxiao and Gu Nian have been busy going abroad recently, and Xiaopang also has to prepare in advance for graduation and job hunting." ”
"Their band decided to disband for the time being, and they will go their separate ways. Next weekend, the band wants to get together one last time before officially disbanding, and they are allowed to bring their families over with them. ”
I didn't speak, because I knew I didn't have the right to do it.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Xiao Hunan pushed me: "Hey, you speak." ”
I smiled wryly: "What do you want me to say?" ”
Xiao Hunan looked at me and shook his head: "Hey, I'm watching you all anxious." Gu Nian asked Xiaopang to speak, saying that you must go to the party next weekend. You're going with me then, do you hear? ”
I muttered, "Little Hunan, this is not appropriate, is it?" I'm not in the band, I'm not a family member. ”
Xiao Hunan glared at me: "Hey, when will your damn sense of boundary be able to collect it for me?" What is the relationship between you and Gu Nian, we all know it. Didn't you just have a layer of window paper before, I think it's only a matter of time before you pierce it. ”
I hurriedly covered her mouth: "Hey, you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk indiscriminately." ”
Xiao Hunan pulled my hand away and protested unhappily: "Don't hide it in front of me, don't put on any girl's reserve." Xiaoxiao, I understand your thoughts, since people take the initiative to call you, don't talk about face. ”
I muttered, "It's not a matter of face. ”
09
Xiao Hunan, who put his hands on his waist, glared at me and shouted: "Please, are you not familiar with Gu Nian, or are you not familiar with Xiao Fat?" A few of us have long been good enough to be like a family, Xiaoxiao, I told you that it would be hypocritical to set up a shelf again. ”
"Passed, do you hear that?"
Thinking about it, I nodded, "Okay." ”
Seeing my statement, Xiao Hunan became happy and patted me on the shoulder: "Good, that's right!" This gathering was initiated by Gu Nian, and the place was also chosen by him. ”
I casually asked, "Gu Nian has a treat?" ”
"No, we are all adults with hands and feet, how can we be embarrassed to let Gu Nian pay alone. After talking about AA for boys in the morning, girls are free of charge. ”
As soon as I heard everyone's AA, I couldn't help but think that a long time ago, every time their band had any activities and gatherings, Chuan De rushed to pay for it.
It seems that now after the Gu family's changes, he is gradually learning to mature.
As Chuan De said, Linda's development is very good.
But his mother's money is not blowing in the wind, so he learned to be budget-conscious at first when he considered studying in Japan, the main consideration was that the cost there was much lower than that in Europe and the United States.
I am very pleased with such a down-to-earth change in Chuande.
Seeing that I agreed, Xiao Hunan ran away happily.
She's been very busy lately, and the computer class that Chubby helped her sign up for has officially started. Her current pace of life has kept pace with mine, taking classes during the day and going to work in rosemary at night.
After such a round, Xiao Hunan, who was originally round and jade-run, quickly lost a small amount of weight. She looked at her waist and couldn't help but exclaim: "Mom, I couldn't lose the fat before, but I didn't expect it to be gone?" ”
"This effort is really the most amazing diet pill in the world!"
10
Watching Xiao Hunan shouted: "Xiaoxiao, if I work hard for a few more months, can I wear S-sized clothes as slim as you." I told you that if I lose weight, you will lend me a stinky fart with your beautiful clothes. ”
I was happy for Xiao Hunan from the bottom of my heart, so I waved my hand and said happily: "Okay, wait until that day for me to choose my clothes, Miss Miss." ”
I picked my eyelids: "But only if you lose weight!" ”
Seeing that I was so generous, Xiao Hunan immediately expressed: "I have now tasted the sweetness of hard work, and I will not give up if I am killed." I couldn't understand what you're trying so hard for, but now I can probably understand a little bit. ”
She gestured with her fingers: "Hehe, I don't have much experience, only a little bit." But don't worry, as long as you give me time, I'm sure I'll be able to catch up with you. You think how happy I would be if I could at least sit in front of the computer and type out after I learned it. ”
"No more running around with plates and watching the eyes of the guests."
I gave a thumbs up to the sublimation of Xiao Hunan's thoughts: "My dear, I look at you!" Keep up, keep up the hard work. ”
Every time you want to be better, it may be your future self asking you for help!
Before we meet, something happens.
I had just finished school at noon that day, and now because Chuan De spends most of his time preparing for his TOEFL test outside of school. So we didn't have the opportunity to meet after the year, and we didn't have the benefit of going to his school to eat and eat in the library.
Although I feel a little regretful, there are some things that are better to let it dry slowly over the years than to miss them.
Because of this, I had to go to the cafeteria where my school tasted very average. Actually, I didn't think our school cafeteria was bad at first, but after following Chuan De to their high school and government-subsidized canteen a few times.
The gap opens up sadly in this way - people become picky because they have a choice!
Because I pulled the teacher to ask a question after school, by the time I trotted to the cafeteria, there was already a long queue inside. As I got to the end of the line, I was gently tapped behind me.
Looking back, he was facing Lin Tianhang's bright smile.
(To be continued!) ）
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