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Days in the Detention Center - 27. Sign an arrest warrant
One day, when the number two person was in cell 703 to publicize that she was giving manual work, he saw the news that my arrest had been approved, saying that it was the same whether I pleaded guilty or not, and that an arrest warrant would be issued soon.
When I heard the news, I was not panicked or saddened at all, but I seriously doubted the authenticity of this matter!
I was arraigned several times in cell 703, including one with a lawyer. The lawyer introduced herself as a woman whose surname was Jiang.
When the lawyer saw me, the first thing he said was that my case was relatively large and that the state attached great importance to it, and asked me what I wanted to say.
I said that I am not guilty, I am doing business normally, and at most it is a bit of a violation!
The lawyer said: Then why did you come to the detention center? I said that they lied to me at that time, saying that they would let me go home after signing it.
The lawyer laughs!
I said that I would not sign any documents that were unfavorable to me in the future, and I would not sign if you shot me directly!
I was so emotional that my whole body trembled involuntarily.
That kind of whole body trembling violently, I really didn't act or pretend, accompanied by the whole body trembling and sweating, at that time they told me to sit down, not to get excited, but my trembling continued!
I have never had that kind of situation in my life, and I still think about it, I must have suffered a huge grievance in my heart, and my body sent a signal of resistance!
At that time, the lawyer and the uniform looked at each other and arranged for me to be sent back to cell 703.
When I got back to cell 703, I started crying loudly, and my sisters came up to me and asked what was going on?
At this time, some people brought warm water, some people kept patting my back, some people held me and kept comforting me, and some people said don't cry and don't cry.
But I continued to cry, and it was the most enjoyable cry I've ever had in cell 703!
This series of memories made me even more skeptical of the news that the arrest had been approved. First of all, I didn't sign any paperwork, and secondly, I never knew who my accuser was, and what was the nature of the matter I belonged to?
For a period of time after that, they were all saying that I could not be released on bail pending trial because I had a bad attitude and refused to admit my guilt! Moreover, one day, Guo, a correctional cadre, deliberately read a paragraph to me with his mobile phone, the theme of which was that I refused to admit my guilt and could not be released on bail pending trial.
However, it didn't take long for the news from the cell that I was going to be released and go home.
It was as if the spring breeze was blowing the dead grass, and I was full of anticipation and anticipation for life! I held the barbed wire with both hands and looked out vigorously.
It's already winter outside, but in my heart the hope of spring is recovering!
The sky outside looked very high and far away, and I distinctly felt a step closer to freedom.
I remember that the female cell boss once looked at me meaningfully, and that gaze was a little complicated and friendly, and I couldn't understand why her attitude towards me had changed 180 degrees!
It turns out that as long as you are about to go out, you will be envied and respected, thinking that either you are not guilty, or you have a big person helping you!
I still dream when I think about the past! I used to sleep next to the toilet, and there used to be a lot of big ice cubes beside me, and I mistakenly thought that those ice cubes were torture tools, and I thought that the detention center used torture instruments to punish disobedient suspects in the cell at night! Just like when I was arraigned, I saw that strange chairs, I thought it was the kind of tiger chair in the movie! At that time, I repeatedly reminded myself that I could not sign and could not admit my guilt! Unless, I could only compromise if I was really beaten to the point that I could not save my life! Because the most important thing is to live, to live to have a better chance!
When I entered the detention center, I felt and saw that the sky was completely different from the outside, because my heart fell into a black hole and struggled to crawl. The ability to think and act is also completely different, and when you are inside, the self-confidence and arrogance of the past will slowly disappear.
When I got out, it was the 37th day of my detention. My brother-in-law helped me go through the formalities for release on bail pending trial.
It seems that there are some restrictions on release on bail pending trial, and you can't violate the rules, otherwise you can be arrested again!
However, generally if you are released on bail pending trial, you have escaped the catastrophe of your life, and you are greeted by sunshine.
The sun hovers overhead, and all the past is an experience, coloring life in various colors.
Time is a traumatic time
We grinded and grinded the days
In the last memories
Still blank
There should be something
Those smelled flowers
Those slippery rains
Stuck in the crevices of memory
It's not worth mentioning anymore
It's all in the past
An injury is a scar carved into a bone
I can't see it
But in the sleep of the night
There are always shadows entangled
He looked up again and asked the sky
I'll write about it slowly.