At that young age, Zhang Di met a literary and artistic young man Feng Xiaogang. The literary and artistic atmosphere exuded by Feng Xiaogang deeply attracted Zhang Di and made her have a strong interest in Feng Xiaogang. In contact with Feng Xiaogang, Zhang Di found that he was not only a literary and artistic youth, but also a thoughtful, responsible, and pursuing person.
It was the spring of 1991, and in the city of Beijing, the breath of spring was getting stronger and stronger. Nurse Zhang Di in the respiratory department of the Third Hospital of Beijing Medical University, this is the end of her busy day's work, she is now standing at the entrance of the hospital, waiting for the bus. At this time, Zhang Di was dressed in a white nurse's uniform, with a faint smell of disinfectant on her body, but her face looked tired, obviously after a long day's hard work.
However, despite this, Zhang Di's eyes are still firm and full of expectations for the future, she knows that as long as she persists, she will be able to make greater contributions to her work and bring more gospel to patients On this spring night, Zhang Di's heart is full of hopes and dreams, and she believes that as long as she works hard, the future will be better.
In this cold winter day, the wind is raging, and in order to keep warm, she meticulously puts on her down jacket. Her arms were tightly wrapped in her clothes to minimize the exposure of her body, and her hands were tightly clutched in her pockets, trying to use the warmth of her pockets to dispel the cold. She frowned and pursed her lips as if she were in great pain.
However, she did not give up, she still persevered in the cold, waiting for the arrival of spring.
26-year-old Zhang Di has a delicate appearance, and she is tall and eye-catching in the crowd, so she has become the object of many people's pursuit. Among her suitors are rich and powerful, and if she wants, she can find a better partner to marry. However, she finally chose a mediocre-looking man - Feng Xiaogang. This surprised many people and did not understand why she chose a man who was not as good as her as her husband as her husband.
That year, Zhang Di met Feng Xiaogang through her cousin. Feng Xiaogang was working as an art assistant at the Beijing Urban Construction Group at the time, and he did not have the prestige and status he has now, he was just an ordinary-looking young man, and even had some obvious acne marks on his face, which made him inconspicuous among the crowd of that era.
But he launched a passionate pursuit of Zhang Di, and she was instantly attracted by this enthusiasm and began to be moved by his sincerity, which made her feel fresh as a fledgling.
"Feng Xiaogang can not only act in movies, but also paint! He once drew a sketch portrait for me, and this portrait is very detailed and lifelike, which makes me very proud!" Zhang Di unabashedly boasted to her best friends at a friend's party.
She continued, "This portrait is so precious that I hang it in my bedroom all the time, and every time I see it, I think of Feng Xiaogang. Her best friends listened to her words, and couldn't help but sigh: "Feng Xiaogang is really versatile!"
Zhang Di looked at the portrait hanging on the wall, in which she was in the prime of her youth, she couldn't help but fall into deep thought, recalling that good time, she couldn't help but smile with joy.
Zhang Di was gradually attracted by Feng Xiaogang's unique personal charm, and despite facing strong opposition from relatives and friends, she chose to marry Feng Xiaogang without hesitation. After getting married, Zhang Di not only took on the responsibility of the family, carefully took care of her husband and children, but also took the initiative to take care of her mother-in-law who was bedridden after a stroke, proving that she was a virtuous and filial daughter-in-law with her own practical actions.
Feng Xiaogang fell in love with Xu Fan at the beginning of his career and proposed to divorce Zhang Di, but Zhang Di did not agree for the sake of the child, but Feng Xiaogang still insisted on divorce.
In 1991, within a few years of marrying Xu Fan, Feng Xiaogang's screenwriting career began to gradually emerge and constantly make new breakthroughs. In this year, a love movie called "The Great Satan" written by him was intensively preparing in Beijing, attracting the attention of countless audiences and film critics, making Feng Xiaogang's position in the industry increasingly consolidated.
On this day, Feng Xiaogang was wearing a black T-shirt, jeans and sneakers, his whole body exuded a casual atmosphere, his delicate facial features looked more three-dimensional under the sun, with a tall nose bridge, deep eyes, and a cold face, looking like a model, every movement can attract everyone's attention. He came to the studio, to the place he was familiar with, where he had shot countless films, created countless classics, and he had become Xi to the environment, Xi to everything here.
However, today's studio seems to be a little different, a little mysterious, a little unusual, he feels a little strange, I don't know why he feels this way He walked into the studio, but at the door of the equipment room, he glanced at an actress and looked at each other - She is the rookie actor Xu Fan, an actress who has just debuted, a beautiful woman, a woman full of charm She is tall and elegant, wearing a white dress and white high heels, she looks like a goddess, and people can't help but want to take a few more glances at Feng Xiaogang and feel a little surprised.
He didn't expect to meet Xu Fan here, he knew that she was a rookie actor, but he hadn't seen her movies, nor had he heard her songs, he just knew that she was a rookie actor, a very potential actress He felt a little curious, wanted to know why Xu Fan was here, wanted to know why she was with him, wanted to know everything about her, he knew that Xu Fan was a smart woman, a wise woman, a talented woman, she would definitely have a lot of things to say to herself, and there would definitely be a lot of questions she wanted to ask herself He also knew。
Xu Fan is a charming woman, an attractive woman, a talented woman, she will definitely have many fans, there will be many suitors, however, he doesn't care about these, he only cares about Xu Fan's feelings, only cares about her thoughts, only cares about her happiness He wants to be with Xu Fan, wants to work with Xu Fan, learn Xi together, grow together He knows that this is an opportunity, a rare opportunity, a chance to change his fate He doesn't know if Xu Fan will promise himself, but he is ready, he is ready to sacrifice, he is ready to bear everything He believes that as long as he works hard, as long as he persists, you will definitely be able to succeed, and you will definitely be able to get Xu Fan's heart.
Xu Fan has just graduated from Chinese opera, and he is in the best youth of his life. She was dressed in a light blue dress, which set off her slender figure and pure and immaculate temperament. She wears a pair of sunglasses on her head, which makes her look even more mysterious and fascinating, and makes people want to get close to her and explore her deep inner world. In the eyes of the 25-year-old Feng Xiaogang, she is like a blooming flower, beautiful and full of vitality.
He was so captivated by her beauty and charm that he never got out of control.
For Feng Xiaogang, Xu Fan in front of him is like a dazzling sunshine breaking into his boring life. In the process of filming the movie, the two gradually got to know each other, and Feng Xiaogang found that Xu Fan was a very talented actor, and her performance was very natural and smooth. Xu Fan was also attracted by Feng Xiaogang's talent, and the two gradually fell in love with each other and started a very sweet relationship.
Due to their busy schedules, Feng Xiaogang and Xu Fan often have to spend long hours on the set, and their relationship has become deeper in this shared experience. In Feng Xiaogang's films, Xu Fan often plays an important role, and the tacit cooperation between them also brings more highlights to the film.
Although their relationship has always been very low-key, they have secretly established a relationship in the corner of the set and have become a recognized couple in the circle. Although the two have not been together for a long time, their relationship is very stable and deep, and they have become one of the most important people in each other's lives.
For the sake of Xu Fan, Feng Xiaogang began to gradually alienate Zhang Di, who was waiting for him at home.
Feng Xiaogang, who has been married for many years, still goes his own way, and even launched a 7-year divorce tug-of-war with his wife Zhang Di, and finally divorced in 1999. In these long 7 years, Feng Xiaogang has been looking for a suitable opportunity to ask Zhang Di for divorce. And Zhang Di has always been very persistent in the face of his divorce requests again and again, she doesn't want to divorce, she still loves Feng Xiaogang, and hopes to continue to live with him.
But as time went by, Zhang Di gradually understood that she couldn't change Feng Xiaogang's decision, nor could she change his heart Finally, in 1999, Zhang Di chose to sign a divorce and fulfilled Feng Xiaogang's wish.
On the day she signed the divorce, Zhang Di shed tears of heartbreak, she saw Feng Xiaogang's joy, and also felt his ruthlessness and indifference. Feng Xiaogang couldn't hide the excitement in his heart, he could finally be with Xu Fan openly, and he no longer had to worry about others accusing him of being a negative man, nor did he have to worry about his reputation being affected.
He can finally be with Xu Fan legitimately and enjoy their sweet love life.
Zhang Di raised her daughter independently, and Feng Xiaogang remarried Xu Fan.
After the divorce, Zhang Di did not ask Feng Xiaogang for any property distribution, but chose to leave a smaller house for herself and her 9-year-old daughter Feng Siyu. She couldn't bear to let her daughter, who had just come out of grief, suffer another blow and take on the responsibility of raising her alone.
During the day, Zhang Di was busy working in the hospital, and only returned home at night, and then she would cook for her daughter Feng Siyu, and patiently teach her daughter to do her homework. Zhang Di devoted all her time and energy to her daughter's growth.
On the second day after signing the divorce with his ex-wife, Feng Xiaogang immediately couldn't wait to marry the young and beautiful Xu Fan. At the wedding scene, Feng Xiaogang's face was full of pride, and Xu Fan was very excited.
10 years later, Feng Xiaogang's film career reached its peak, but the Xi of merry has not changed. His scandals were often reported, and extramarital affairs became commonplace.
Zhang Di looked at the photos of Feng Xiaogang and various actresses in the report, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart. Daughter Feng Siyu asked her suspiciously: "Mom, will you regret choosing to divorce your father in the first place?" Zhang Di smiled faintly and shook her head, she had seen through everything.
Feng Siyu successfully grew into a film editor, and Zhang Di lived a peaceful life.
Under the careful care of her mother, her daughter Feng Siyu grew up smoothly, inherited her father Feng Xiaogang's love for movies, studied at the Beijing Film Academy and New York University, and eventually became an excellent film editor.
In 2016, the 25-year-old Feng Siyu took on the role of chief editor for the first time in Feng Xiaogang's new film, which was their first time working together, and Feng Siyu was both excited and nervous.
On the set, Feng Xiaogang will often walk to his daughter Feng Siyu and care about her work. Feng Siyu deeply admired her father's talent and courage, and she began to understand why her mother fell in love with this man back then.
Every time Feng Xiaogang took Feng Siyu and his second wife Xu Fan to appear in a high-profile and take a group photo, Feng Siyu's face would always show a trace of disgust. She couldn't completely let go, and her mother's marital tragedy repeated itself before her eyes.
Zhang Di lived a quiet life. She lives alone in her former home, not forcing herself to smile as she used to. As the years passed, her inner peace was restored, and she could finally truly live for herself.
The inner world of the tragic protagonist can only be comprehended by himself.
Zhang Di said that this marriage tragedy, which lasted for more than 20 years, was the most painful experience of her life.
She once loved with sincere feelings and gave everything, but when the beauty was coming, she was betrayed and abandoned. The pain caused by the marriage change can only be experienced by herself, and she cannot speak to outsiders.
In the middle of the night when she had countless insomnia, Zhang Di couldn't help but recall the past. She looked at the photo of her daughter Feng Siyu when she was a child, her thoughts were misty, and tears slipped quietly. Those past events formed a deep pain in her heart, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.
Maybe on a charming night, Zhang Di and Feng Siyu will share this story together. She wants to talk about her betrayal of her marriage because of her sincere dedication, as well as the endless sadness and sadness hidden behind her smile.
This is a heart-wrenching story that delves into a woman's inner twists and turns.