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Xu Fan, an influential actress in the film industry, shines in the entertainment industry with her excellent acting skills and unique charm. However, in the emotional world, she has gone through a lot of twists and turns.
When her career reached its peak, she was willing to give her mother's nature in order to win the favor of her director's husband.
The actress's emotional journey can be described as ups and downs, she exchanged the fiery love of her youth for endless pain, exchanged the selfless dedication of maternal love for the happiness of marriage, paid countless efforts, and tasted the bitterness and bitterness of love in the world.
Now, Xu Fan, who has entered the twilight of his life, is full of endless emotion for the choices he has made.
Xu Fan has been deeply influenced by Peking Opera culture since he was a child, and has developed a strong interest in this unique art form. She was born with a unique feminine temperament, which contained an indescribable charm that made people fall in love with it.
In the past seven years, Xu Fan has seized the precious opportunity to enter the performance department of a well-known art academy twice, and finally stepped into this sacred hall after many difficulties and dangers.
In her first year at the college, she gained a lot of new knowledge that she had never heard of before, experienced a new learning environment and atmosphere, and was full of endless expectations for the future.
On that sunny day, Xu Fan unexpectedly met Mr. Wang Zhiwen, who was heroic at that time. It was love at first sight, and she immediately developed a deep admiration for this talented man.
Wang Zhiwen is burly and graceful, with a pair of bright eyes that are sometimes gentle like water, sometimes sharp like a knife, so that Xu Fan can't resist his charm and is deeply intoxicated by his eyes.
However, in the following year, Xu Fan was shocked to find that Wang Zhiwen had become their mentor, and she was ecstatic, as if a new chapter had been ushered in in her life. After learning that his mentor had no family, the young and enthusiastic Xu Fan did not hesitate to launch a passionate pursuit of Wang Zhiwen, ignoring the opposition and doubts of the people around him.
Immersed in a strong theatrical atmosphere since childhood, Xu Fan shows a unique and charming temperament. Under her ardent pursuit, her relationship with teacher Wang Zhiwen quickly sublimated, igniting the spark of love.
In the face of Xu Fan's delicate face full of youthful vitality, how could Wang Zhiwen suppress the strong impulse in his heart? In the time that followed, the relationship between the two became deeper and deeper, and they were inseparable and snuggled up to each other.
As the years went by, their teacher-student romance became known on campus. Although some classmates disagreed, Xu Fan had completely ignored these worldly eyes and gossip, and she had fallen into a deep obsession with Wang Zhiwen.
Therefore, she firmly chose to spend the rest of her life with her teacher Wang Zhiwen, and the two even rented a warm residence together outside the school and started their sweet two-person world.
In this small rental house, they are like a couple in love, enjoying a carefree and loving life. Xu Fan takes care of Wang Zhiwen's daily life, and Wang Zhiwen regards Xu Fan as a treasure and takes good care of him.
They aspire to integrate each other into their marrow and never be separated.
However, the good times are always short-lived. When Xu Fan succeeded in his studies and was about to enter the society, the spiritual distance between the two gradually widened. The age gap and the gap in status make it more and more difficult for Wang Zhiwen to bear the controversy and pressure brought by this relationship.
What's worse is that as time goes by, Wang Zhiwen's temper becomes more and more irritable, and he often yells at Xu Fan.
Finally, one day, after a fierce quarrel, Wang Zhiwen was furious and mercilessly expelled Xu Fan from the door of the rental house! Xu Fan stood alone at the door, his heart aching like a twist, and tears sliding down like beads of broken threads.
Perhaps it is because of the huge difference in personality, or the difference in age and region, that they did not make it to the end after all. With the end of this teacher-student relationship, Xu Fan's attitude towards feelings has become more and more indifferent, and this painful experience has become an eternal scar in her heart.
Xu Fan's life is like a drama full of tension, magnificent and fascinating. It wasn't until she met the well-known director Feng Xiaogang that the plot of this drama changed dramatically again.
As we all know, the talented film and television giant Feng Xiaogang and his current wife Xu Fan, their encounter is like a fairy tale quietly unfolding on the filming site of the movie. When we met for the first time, there was a subtle awkwardness in the atmosphere, and it turned out that Director Feng was concentrating on the creation of the role of the film, and made a rather harsh criticism of the acting skills of one of the female actors, boldly stating that her acting ability needed to be improved urgently.
However, at this time, he didn't realize that the actress who was mercilessly criticized by him was sitting behind him, and his sharp remarks were heard word by word by Xu Fan.
In the face of such a sudden face-to-face accusation, Xu Fan showed extraordinary courage and composure, she did not flinch because of this, but responded with grace and calmness. This calm and atmospheric demeanor deeply attracted Feng Xiaogang and made him immediately firm in his determination to pursue Xu Fan.
Since then, Feng Xiaogang has frequently invited Xu Fan to dinner under various pretexts, trying to shorten the distance between the two. However, Xu Fan always remained calm and rational, politely rejecting every invitation from him, which made Feng Xiaogang more and more admired and longed for her.
However, Xu Fan is by no means a weak woman. She knew her charm and Feng Xiaogang's heart for her, so she decided to take that step bravely. Finally one day in 1993, Feng Xiaogang took the initiative to ask her out.
They meet in a high-end restaurant, and the atmosphere seems a little strange and tense for a while. In order to break the deadlock, Feng Xiaogang drank three glasses of spirits in a row, and frankly expressed his appreciation and love for Xu Fan.
It was from this date that they gradually got to know each other and their relationship grew deeper.
Soon after, Xu Fan successfully became one of the main heroines in Feng Xiaogang's films, and her career was in full swing. And this relationship has also paved many conveniences and opportunities for her life path.
With the deepening of the tacit understanding between the two, Feng Xiaogang's works have also achieved great results, which can be called a model of double harvest in career and love.
However, Xu Fan could no longer endure the embarrassing situation he endured as a "third party". So, she began to put pressure on Feng Xiaogang, urging him to end his last marriage as soon as possible and join hands with her to enter the palace of marriage in the open and upright marriage.
Under Xu Fan's perseverance, Feng Xiaogang finally parted ways with his ex-wife and ended his past marriage. In this way, after seven long years of waiting and entanglement, Xu Fan finally successfully ascended to the position of the main room and became the legal wife of the famous director.
Although Xu Fan had to compromise in the face of certain unreasonable requests that violated her own morals and values in order to achieve her current status, such as giving up having offspring and acquiescing in her husband's cheating, etc., after finally succeeding in taking the position, she said that everything was worth it, and her heart was full of endless joy.
However, it is not an easy task to say otherwise. Soon, Feng Xiaogang made a decision that shocked her deeply and helplessly - to terminate the parenting plan between the two. It turns out that Feng Xiaogang has always had a deep guilt for his late ex-wife, thinking that his original divorce hurt him too much, so he decided to go all out for the rest of his life to take care of the children left by his ex-wife and no longer give birth to other heirs to make up for it.
In the face of such absurd and extremely strict requirements, Xu Fan's inner pain cannot be described in words. As a woman, childbearing is the most basic and important right in life. However, in order to defend her newly-won status as a wife, she had to force down her grief and tearfully nod her head in agreement.
As a result, in the course of more than 20 years of marriage, they have never conceived a child. Whenever he sees other people's families having lively and lovely children, Xu Fan always has an irrepressible envy and jealousy in his heart.
However, she can only bury this emotion deep in her heart, and always remain silent to the outside world.
In addition, there is another thing that bothers Xu Fan, that is, the lace news about Feng Xiaogang frequently appears in the newspapers. Although she knows that these rumors are difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood, in order to stabilize her position as a wife, she can only choose to forbear and acquiesce, and ignore the outside world.