#头条创作挑战赛#
As one of the three great Russian writers, Dostoevsky became famous as a young man and was once pinned on high hopes by famous artists.
However, he doesn't seem to expect to take a smooth sailing path in life.
In 1849, he was sentenced to exile for his opposition to the Tsar, and later became seriously ill and tortured.
Perhaps it is because of his compassionate mind and tortuous and suffering experience that he pays special attention to the difficulties of the people at the bottom, and his works also deeply reflect the reality of the current society.
Mr. Lu Xun once commented that Dostoevsky was "the great interrogator of the human soul".
In the novels he creates, the twists and turns of the storyline and the delicate psychological descriptions will always resonate with readers.
Like his early work "Nedochka", a girl who lives at the bottom of society.
Faced with an alcoholic father and an irascible mother, she goes from being a weak and helpless child who needs to be protected by others, and eventually grows into a young girl who can bravely protect others.
Seek love, feel love, give love.
In the story of Nedochka, we are always reminded of that sentence.
He who loves his neighbor also loves himself.
Nedochka's misfortune begins with her stepfather.
Stepfather Yefimov was a clarinet musician, but his technique was terrible.
It wasn't until one day, when he inherited a violin, that everyone discovered that he was a highly talented violinist.
However, the best masters, talent and hard work are indispensable.
But Yefimov did not use good talent as a motivation to work hard, but as a capital to show off.
He is arrogant, defends his boss, insults his friends, and puts his life in an embarrassing situation step by step.
In order to make a living, he took a fancy to the meager inheritance that Nedochka's mother inherited from her husband and hurriedly started a family.
After marriage, Yefimov still had bad Xi. Alcoholism, bragging, not doing his job all day, and neglecting to practice Xi piano.
Until twilight appeared, Yefimov found himself with nothing.
However, instead of reflecting on it, he blamed his wife for his failure.
He began to complain about the burden of his family, the injustice of his friends, and the injustice of his fate.
One day, when he wanted to pick up that violin and compete with someone else.
only to find that his proud talent had quietly left him in so many years of depravity.
In life, there are also many people like Yefimov.
They like to think about the cards they don't have, but they never care what cards they have.
There was such a sentence in the novel "Shi Sheng".
Everyone wants to be born in a good family, but your parents can't choose what kind of cards are given to you, you can only try to play it well.
A disadvantaged background is more challenging, but it can be seen as a stumbling block for you and a driving force for you.
The "Kulishov effect" in psychology states:
In many cases, the world we see is a projection of our inner world, not a reality.
When we imagine something in our hearts, we wear tinted glasses or mental hints to prove ourselves right.
Make excuses for not trying hard in blind prejudice.
As everyone knows, everyone's future is in their own hands.
No matter how much you owe you a bad background, you can find a way to win them back.
Not long after, both parents died, and Nedochka became an orphan.
Fortunately, fate did not abandon her, and she was adopted by Duke X by accident.
In the face of great changes in her life, she was a little helpless, and she didn't understand etiquette, so she was disliked by the female dependents.
She lived alone in the mansion until the appearance of the Duchess Katya, who changed her life.
Nedochka described the first time I saw Katya: "The first time I saw her, a certain happiness, like a sweet premonition filled my heart. ”
Katya is beautiful and cute, loves to laugh and make trouble, is the little sun of the family, and Nedochka likes her very much.
However, the governess, Madame Lyotard, often reprimanded Katya for her progress, causing Katya to initially dislike Nedochka.
Until one time, Katya almost got punished for a prank that ran into the old Duchess, and it was Nedochka who took the blame and accepted the punishment.
Since then, the two children have opened their hearts and become best friends.
They play with each other and tell each other how much they like each other.
During her time with Katya, Nedochka felt pure love and warmth for the first time.
In the past, she became humble and timid in order to get her father's love, and she only knew how to please blindly.
And now she understands that true love has no conditions, no need to cater to it, and it will not make people afraid, but make people happy.
She began to become cheerful, laughing, and regained the childishness that rightfully belonged to her.
American psychologist Frank Cadler said:
"One of the most unfortunate facts of life is that the first major ordeal we suffered came from family. ”
Perhaps you are just as unfortunate as Nedochka, growing up in an environment of deprivation.
Maybe you are not as lucky as her to be accepted by a noble family.
However, a bad birth is not an excuse for us to refuse to be better. Never forget that who you are depends on yourself.
The road is long and the line is coming.
Don't feel sorry for yourself, don't feel sorry for yourself, heal your wounds, and sort out your emotions, so that you can have the possibility of upward.
Soon after, Nedochka was sent to Katya's sister Alexandra to raise.
She once said of Alexandra: "She was a mother, a sister, a friend to me, a substitute for me, a substitute for me, and a nurture of my youth." ”
Over the course of eight years, Nedochka grows into a hardy girl with a thoughtful and independent personality, and gradually discovers the twisted intimacy between Alexandra and her husband, Peter.
To outsiders, Peter is very gentle, but in the eyes of Nedochka, Peter is cold, gloomy, and moody towards his wife.
This makes Alexandra always act cautious, cautious, and even a little neurotic in front of Peter.
Until one time, Nedochka stumbled upon a love letter written to her by Alexandra's former lover.
Peter had long known about the existence of the letter, and in those old-fashioned times, he saw it as evidence of his wife's infidelity to him.
Peter has been using this incident to suppress, abuse and all kinds of cold violence against her.
Nedochka realized that her stepmother had done nothing wrong, and that it was just a ploy Peter's use to satisfy her own selfish desires.
So, when Peter hurt Alexandra again, Nedochka bravely stood up and exposed Peter's hypocrisy.
In the sea of life, who is not alone and always walks alone.
But the beauty of the world is that there are always people who are willing to give their love for others.
When you see someone upset, don't look at it coldly, but comfort it.
When someone asks for help, unfortunately they are saddening, but they lend a hand.
Knowing that someone is in trouble, he is not alone, but comes forward to help.
Believe in love, feel love, pass on love, you use love to others, and others will return you with love.
Those who accumulate love will have love and good results.
Those who love others are actually loving themselves.
Wang Xiaobo once said this when evaluating this book.
I read the book and remember the first half for the rest of my life. I still think it's one of the best books available, worthy of a tome.
"Nedochka" is actually an unfinished work.
Although we have not finished writing, we might as well see a cautious, observant little girl under the delicate brushstrokes of Tuo Weng, because of the nourishment of love, she will eventually become a confident, brave, independent and strong girl.
Perhaps, in the story of Nedochka, there is more or less its own shadow.
We are timid and inferior, we long to be loved, and we are afraid of being disliked and abandoned.
But no matter how bad the environment we are in, please don't lose the ability to work hard.
Only by not giving up on yourself and trying to love yourself can you build a lighthouse in your heart, illuminate yourself, and warm others.
When we are deep in the mud and try to make ourselves bloom, we will always encounter butterflies standing still.