First entry into the rivers and lakes: the beginning of the crew's career
That summer, the sun in Beijing seemed unusually soft. Chen Yulin is stirring extremely complex emotions in her heart, as a fledgling actress, it is a rare opportunity for her to participate in the production of this film and television drama. With an investment of hundreds of millions, this film and television drama is a heavyweight production, and the qualifications of every actor participating in it are untraceable. In the face of these senior actors with deep qualifications, Chen Yulin felt unprecedented pressure.
Participating in such a large-scale production for the first time, Chen Yulin felt a different intensity of work from the beginning. Every day, I run around the set from morning to night, practicing Xi dialogues and learning Xi acting skills. This is unknown to a newcomer, but she knows that only by constantly practicing herself can she gain a firm foothold among these senior actors Xi Whenever she feels inadequate, she chooses to look back and look for her shortcomings and areas for improvement. Under the almost crazy intensity of learning Xi, Chen Yulin gradually adapted to this new environment and gained a lot of experience.
2 Star Journey: Meet Wu Xiubo
In the busy days on the set, Chen Yulin unexpectedly met Wu Xiubo. Wu Xiubo is one of the key actors in this film and television drama, with profound qualifications and is also famous in the film and television industry. When the two first met, Wu Xiubo enthusiastically told Chen Yulin not to be too nervous, and then gave her a lot of acting advice. This big actor from Hubei gives the first impression of sunshine and gentleness, and his words have a trusting charm.
Since meeting Wu Xiubo, Chen Yulin has found that he often discusses the details of the script or acting skills with the senior senior. Wu Xiubo's help to her continued to increase, and the two naturally started a more in-depth exchange. In the day-to-day interactions, Chen Yulin gradually became dependent on Wu Xiubo, and every guidance from Wu Xiubo made her more confident on the shooting scene. And Wu Xiubo himself does not seem to be indifferent to this junior.
Emotion Budding: Dark Passion
As the relationship with Wu Xiubo became deeper and deeper, Chen Yulin gradually found that his heart was attracted by this senior. With Wu Xiubo's care and help, her acting skills have also improved day by day, shining on the shooting scene. Every moment with Wu Xiubo, Chen Yulin felt extremely relieved and happy. Gradually, she realized that this happiness not only came from the work itself, but also from her emotional admiration for Wu Xiubo.
At the same time, Wu Xiubo also had subtle changes to Chen Yulin. Whenever he saw Chen Yulin's eyes or movements to understand others, he couldn't help but stay and look at her for a while. Gradually, personal communication outside of work increased, and the feelings in the eyes of the two became stronger during small dinners and conversations. Chen Yulin gradually immersed himself in this secret relationship, and was willing to pay more just to stay by Wu Xiubo's side, even if it was a little bit of time after work.
4. Sweet Imprisonment: The Bond of Love
With the passage of time, Chen Yulin found that all his time and attention seemed to be unable to extricate himself from this secret relationship. In order to spend more time with Wu Xiubo, she began to sacrifice her career and personal life without reservation. After the work is completed, she just wants to follow Wu Xiubo and act completely according to Wu Xiubo's wishes.
And Wu Xiubo's control over Chen Yulin is becoming more and more obvious. It was only with Wu Xiubo's consent that she was "allowed" to participate in some activities. Chen Yulin gradually discovered that whether he was happy or not depended on Wu Xiubo's mood that day. This deep emotional conquest and control made Chen Yulin feel unprecedented helplessness and emptiness. She has completely become Wu Xiubo's entourage in life, and her will is completely dominated by Wu Xiubo.
Inflated desire: the gradual progression of greed
When Chen Yulin first met Wu Xiubo at the finale party of the TV series, he was attracted by his temperament and charm. After that, the two had many contacts in the workplace and gradually developed feelings. Chen Yulin, who graduated not long ago, was persuaded by her boyfriend to leave her parents and live with Wu Xiubo. Wu Xiubo has brought a lot of enjoyment to her life, and the two of them walk the streets to shop every weekend, and the car has been upgraded from a car to McLaren.
Chen Yulin gradually became addicted to this kind of life, longing for higher material comforts. In order to satisfy his girlfriend, Wu Xiubo began to open rooms in hotels around the country to invite Chen Yulin to dinner, and even rented a beach villa to spend the weekend together. But spending far exceeded his income, and Mr. Wu began borrowing money from friends and relatives to make up for the shortfall. Chen Yulin didn't know it, and just cared about getting deeper and deeper. At the same time, the living conditions provided by Wu Xiubo for Chen Yulin made other celebrity friends envious, and they realized that they needed a more upscale life to maintain their status.
Deteriorating Relations: The Struggle Between Money and Power
Wu Xiubo continued to find connections to borrow money, and sure enough, he opened a more upscale life, and Chen Yulin found a new goal. Wu Xiubo was dissatisfied with his wife's pursuit of consumption, and the two began to quarrel. At a party, Chen Yulin noticed the ostentation of the new businessman Shan Zhe and asked Wu Xiubo to participate in a more advanced event. Wu Xiubo couldn't bear it, and Chen Yulin began to communicate with Shan Zhe privately.
Wu Xiubo was furious when he found out about this, and the two started a tug-of-war. Chen Yulin continued to put forward higher requirements, and Wu Xiubo gradually fell into an embarrassment. At a birthday party, Shan Zhe provocatively gave a limited-edition watch, which Chen Yulin accepted in front of Wu Xiubo. A physical altercation broke out between the two in public, and their relationship deteriorated to despair.
The End of the Dead: Extortion
In order to retaliate against Wu Xiubo, Chen Yulin began to conspire with Shan Zhe to systematically carry out online slander and extortion against Wu Xiubo and his company. Wu Xiubo discovered clues in time and grasped evidence to report the case. At the same time, Wu Xiubo suffered a divorce lawsuit again, and Chen Yulin asked for high alimony.
The police finally caught Chen Yulin and Shan Zhe on the grounds of organizing crime. The two acted in serious violation of the law, and the court sentenced Chen Yulin to five years in prison and Shan Zhe to seven years. Wu Xiubo was sentenced to divorce without support and was fully out of danger. Chen Yulin has been criticized since then and has fallen to the lowest point in his life.
The Prison Years: A Deep Reflection
Life in prison is extremely difficult for Chen Yulin. The repetitive and tedious schedule of each day made her extremely depressed. What's more, for the first time, she was forced to be alone, with no material comforts to soothe herself. During this time, Chen Yulin repeatedly recalled the bits and pieces of his previous relationship with Wu Xiubo. She gradually realized that her previous life was completely based on material support, and her heart was empty.
For this reason, Chen Yulin began to self-correct through reading. She knows that only by finding inner peace can she get out of the predicament. After leaving prison, Chen Yulin was determined to change, no longer insatiable, and went with the flow to create a new chapter in his life. Regain your freedom
The moment Chen Yulin walked out of the prison gate, he breathed deeply into the fresh air of the world. After many days of captivity, she finally regained her free body, but she could not get rid of the burden on her heart. Life after being released from prison was not easy. His former career and reputation have long since plummeted, and it is difficult to be interviewed as before. Some netizens cruelly accused her of her mistakes again and again. Chen Yulin listened to the discussion of the crowd, and couldn't help but feel sad again.
Fortunately, there are relatives and friends around to support each other. His mother escorted him every day, and Chen Yulin gradually realized that family is the most foundational thing. A former colleague also occasionally contacted to show goodwill. These warm hands allowed Chen Yulin to find support in difficult moments. Through a friend's introduction, Chen Yulin began to take over the work of community activities. This relatively quiet job is just right for her to recuperate at this stage. Every time on the way to work, the spring breeze is blowing and counting his life, Chen Yulin gradually settles down and attaches importance to the present.
Reflect on yourself
Whenever night fell, Chen Yulin hid in the room and flipped through the photo albums left behind from that year. A few years ago, she had a bright smile and a lively and cheerful smile, but she didn't expect to be as scarred as she is today. Looking back on the past, Chen Yulin understands that greed and Wu Xiubo's doting are both at fault. But she felt more deeply that she was young and frivolous, and greedy for change, which was the main reason for the breakdown of the relationship. Now that I have grown up and understood, I understand the people and things that should be valued, and I should not be confused by appearances.
Chen Yulin put his hand to his heart and wept silently. These tears brought her infinite salvation and washed away the dirt and sins that had accumulated in her heart for many years. She is determined to grasp both hands in the future and move forward with self-improvement.