Zhang Mo, who settled in Thailand, has no one to restrict his lifestyle. Once upon a time, Zhang Guoli was heartbroken for this son, but now Zhang Mo has long been unrecognizable.
With a mouth full of stubble and dull eyes, he smoked the expensive cigar in his hand vigorously to get by. This "cigar" is very expensive for ordinary people, equivalent to the amount that ordinary office workers can earn after ten days of work, but here in Zhang Mo, it is just a little gluttonous thing, and one will disappear.
Does Zhang Mo still remember the scene when his mother was overjoyed over a piece of meat in his hometown? I am afraid that in this absurd and arrogant day, he has already forgotten all kinds of things in the past.
Today's Zhang Mo really has unfettered freedom, but behind this freedom is his father's unconditional pampering and funding. In the face of such a son, I'm afraid any parent will sigh.
Zhang Mo's growth process is not as warm and happy as we imagined. His parents divorced due to emotional disharmony, which undoubtedly brought indelible damage to him when he was still an infant.
When Zhang Guoli left his wife Luo Xiuchun and threw himself into the arms of his new love Deng Jie, Zhang Mo, who was only 6 years old, still didn't understand what this divorce meant to him. As a child, he only knew that his father would no longer come home, and his mother's face would often show a sad look.
After going to school, Zhang Mo began to realize that he was different from other children. His classmates ridiculed him for not having a father, which made Zhang Mo's heart sprout the fear of being abandoned. He cried and asked his mother why he didn't want him, but he was angrily reprimanded.
The indifference of both parents made Zhang Mo's heart more and more fragile, and also planted the seeds of rebellion in the future. When Zhang Guoguo's career was successful, he remembered this forgotten son again, and took Zhang Mo, who graduated from junior high school, to his side.
But at this time, the wounds and shadows in Zhang Mo's heart have been deeply rooted, and even if Zhang Guoli wants to make up for his mistakes, it will be useless. The road has gone astray, and Zhang Mo, who has been in the future, has gradually lost the possibility of turning back.
In 1997, Zhang Guoli found that his son Zhang Mo was quite talented in acting, so he introduced him to the film and television industry and encouraged Zhang Mo to obtain a Chinese opera degree. At that time, Zhang Guoli still had a trace of expectation, wanting to make up for the mistakes he made in his son's growth through this way.
However, Zhang Mo has gradually embarked on a road of no return. During his Xi studies in Chinese opera, Zhang Mo beat his girlfriend Tong Yao and was expelled. This also became an important turning point in Zhang Mo's life.
He began to indulge in the life of singing at night, and spent his days in bars and nightclubs looking for fun. Wine and beauty seem to have become the only way for Zhang Mo to dissipate his energy. Later, driven by the psychological drive of seeking greater stimulation, Zhang Mo came into contact with drugs.
For him, this is just another form of entertainment, but it is a red line that cannot be crossed before the law. In 2012, Zhang Mo was arrested by the police for drug use.
Under Zhang Guoli's operation, he was released after only two weeks in detention. However, the French Open is magnificent, and the intricate trajectory of life will not be far from Zhang Mo.
The brief detention after his arrest did not make Zhang Mo repent, and he not only continued to use drugs himself, but also allowed others to take drugs right under his nose. In 2012, during a police raid, Zhang Mo was arrested again.
This time, even if Zhang Guoli came forward to intercede, it could not change the result of Zhang Mo's sentence to fixed-term imprisonment. After spending some time in prison, Zhang Mo finally regained his freedom, but it was not a happy event for him.
The stain left by his arrest for drug use made it difficult for him to survive in the entertainment industry, and he also lost interest in continuing to pursue any career. After being released from prison, Zhang Mo was decadent and casual all day long, describing him as withered.
Seeing such a decadent son, Zhang Guoli decided to hand over most of the company's shares to Zhang Mo, hoping that he could manage the company's business and get his life back on track. However, Zhang Mo was not interested in the operation of the company, and after getting the equity, he chose to leave China and live in Thailand.
For Zhang Guoli, he kept shielding his son, but he still failed to stop Zhang Mo from going astray again and again. As a father, he was criticized from all walks of life, and his heart was also tormented.
And Zhang Mo gained fame and fortune, but he did not repent at all and squandered his father's hard-earned money at will.
After coming to Thailand, Zhang Mo lived a life without any rules. He has nothing to do all day, and relies on his father Zhang Guoli for all his living expenses. On the surface, it seems to be a good and leisurely day, but the emptiness in Zhang Mo's heart has not diminished at all.
He still smokes expensive cigars as always to please a little mouthful, how similar to the rich second generation who focuses on showing luxury in China. For Zhang Guoli, his son is not only unrepentant, but also indulges in a life of wasted time, which is undoubtedly the greatest harm to the old man.
Over the years, he has continued to pay tolerance and love for his son, but in exchange for disappointments again and again. 's son is not successful, and he has also been criticized by the outside world. Looking at his son who is far away in Thailand now, how much remorse does Zhang Guoli have in his heart? If time could be turned back, should he have gritted his teeth to maintain this family and given his son a complete environment to grow up? If his son's problems had been discovered as soon as possible and brought him back on the right track, would everything have been rewritten? All kinds of assumptions tormented Zhang Guoli, but the reality was monolithic and merciless.
The only thing he can do now is to continue to support his son silently and obey his son's wishes. And Zhang Mo has truly had absolute freedom, his life in Thailand is all at his own disposal, and no one can form any restraint on him.
Observing Zhang's uninhibited lifestyle, we can't help but reflect on what factors affect a person's growth trajectory. Obviously, Zhang Mo's life is deeply troubled by the trauma of his childhood.
The damage caused by the breakdown of the parental relationship, as well as the ridicule and exclusion of classmates, all planted a shadow in Zhang Mo's heart. If he had grown up in a complete and harmonious family and received the abundant love of his parents, Zhang Mo might not have formed so many rebellious and violent tendencies.
A person's character needs to be guided and inspired by long-term and stable growth process. But time cannot be turned back, and the mistakes of the past cannot be remedied. The story reminds us that as parents, we should recognize the love and understanding that our children need to grow up.
Only by giving children a complete family and fulfilling their educational responsibilities can we avoid the recurrence of such tragedies and let children grow up healthy and happy.
Everyone deserves a new choice, but only if someone is willing to give expectation, not let it go.