When I was in college, there was a special Xi experience that I will never forget. At that time, I was preparing for the final exam of a particularly difficult course, and I put a lot of effort into it.
For better Xi, I also rented a small house, which is very close to the school. In this way, the library is closed at night, and it is convenient for me to go back.
This house was rented to me by a middle-aged lady whose surname was Li. Aunt Li is a very kind person, and often asks me if I have eaten and slept well before my exams.
For the first time, I felt that this kind of Xi life was not lonely.
A few days before the final exam, Aunt Li knew that I was working hard in the exam and took the initiative to invite me to her house for dinner. I was a little embarrassed and thought it would disturb her family life, but she insisted that a meal wouldn't take much time.
The first time I went to Aunt Li's house, I found out that her house was not far from the small house I rented. Her house is very clean and tidy, and the smell of food wafts from the kitchen.
Aunt Li also asked me playfully if my mother often made noodles for me to eat, and I smiled and nodded. At her house, I always had a warm feeling, as if I was back at home.
After eating, I offered to wash the dishes. Unexpectedly, Aunt Li waved her hand and said no, but she went to wash the dishes, and I sat in the living room watching TV and resting.
Gradually, my relationship with Aunt Li was like that of a relative. She always told me some life lessons, and I often shared my Xi life with her.
During this special Xi experience, I felt the warmth of home.
And later, by chance, I learned a fact that surprised me - Aunt Li turned out to be a blind date.
They seemed to be in good harmony, and Aunt Li took the initiative to hold his arm. When I saw the man's face, my eyes almost popped out - he was the landlord of my rental!
"It's... My landlord?" I chuckled in my heart, not knowing what to say. Aunt Li noticed my expression, she smiled a little embarrassedly, and explained to me that she had always thought that I was a very sensible child, so she would take special care of me.
During the conversation, I realized that the warm care I had experienced during this period of time had come from her.
Discovering the other side of Aunt Li made me feel as if I was stuck in a thick fog. It turned out that the seemingly gentle and virtuous woman actually had another side, and I even had doubts about her character.
One day, I suddenly found that some of my valuables were missing, and at first I thought I had lost them accidentally, but more and more items were mysteriously missing, and I began to be suspicious of the people around me.
Once, I found that one of my valuable laptops was missing. I was very angry and decided to go to Aunt Li to ask.
She stammered and explained that she had never seen it, and assured me that she had never touched it. My suspicions intensified, so I decided to turn away, deeply suspicious of her.
I began to be suspicious of everything, and whenever I encountered something small, I would point the finger at Aunt Li.
Sadly, the whereabouts of those valuables are still unknown. This made me even more suspicious of her, and I began to ask her for compensation.
We got into an impasse, and since then, we have become strangers to each other.
I feel overwhelmed by such contradictions. The person I once trusted and relied on so much turned out to be a shadow in my heart.
This is something I never thought about, and I never thought that there would be such a conflict between me and Aunt Li.
Faced with all this, I felt very embarrassed. Aunt Li, or myself, what is wrong? Will our relationship change forever? Gradually, I began to realize that things are not as simple as they seem.
I had a good relationship with Aunt Li until one day something happened that I didn't expect.
That day, when I came home from class, I saw several people standing in front of my house, and one of them was quite familiar to me.
I quickened my pace and walked up, but just as I was approaching, the strange man suddenly pointed at me and said, "This is the person!"
I was a little shocked, and I thought to myself, what could be the matter with Aunt Li, and what could have happened to Aunt Li to cause such trouble? I immediately walked over to Aunt Li's side to explain clearly.
Aunt Li turned around and tried to explain the matter. It turned out that the trouble was in the small house I rented.
And I, as the tenant of this small house, naturally became a party to this matter. Aunt Li has also been fighting for my interests, but Xiao Ming doesn't seem to be friendly to me.
At this time, I realized that there was also a conflict between Aunt Li and her child. Aunt Li was obviously more concerned about my feelings, but her children had other plans, focusing only on the immediate interests.
I felt sad for a while, I thought that Aunt Li was sincere to me, but it turned out that in her heart, her family care seemed to be more important to the child.
I was left in a state of confusion, and I didn't make a decision right away. Aunt Li was also very worried about me, she was torn between the conflict, thinking about her own children and worrying that I would be hurt by it.
The warmth and love brought to me by this special Xi experience seems to be masked by the contradictions of reality at this moment.
Perhaps, this is a test, a test that I am not ready to face.