The love of bondage is quietly born
The beginning of the story takes place at a college party. After three rounds of drinking, everyone's expressions began to relax and be cheerful, and they chatted in groups of three or five. At this time, Bao Wenjing, who was drunk, came to Bao Bell with drunken eyes and said the shocking words bluntly - "Let's be together".
Bao Bell was speechless for a moment, thinking she was joking. Who knew that she didn't give up, a pair of eyes stared at Bao Bell, and said aggressively, "I'm serious."
Bao Bell was still out of the situation, smiling and persuading her not to make trouble. Unexpectedly, Bao Wenjing's reaction was beyond everyone's expectations, she stepped forward and snatched the cigarette from Bao Bell's hand, and pressed it her arm in full view of everyone, leaving a faint smoke burn mark.
"What the hell are you doing?!" Bao Bell was so anxious that his face turned pale. Bao Wenjing's eyes were full of tears, but there was no pain in it, and she said in a trembling tone: "I said, I'm serious."
If you don't agree, I'll ......," she picked up her glass and threatened to smash it in her face.
This shocking scene was stunned by the people present, and they all did not understand how this seemingly cheerful and sunny girl could fall into such madness. Bao Bell was in a hurry, so he could only nod and agree: "Okay, okay...... Let's be together, you calm down first......" Before the words fell, Bao Wenjing threw the sharp weapon in her hand on the table, and threw herself into Bao Bell's arms with a sweet smile, as if the female devil just now had never existed.
This night, in the eyes of most people, may be just a ridiculous episode, but it is a key turning point for Bao Wenjing. This incredible series of behaviors makes her realize that once her emotions are high, she is difficult to control herself, and she can do anything for love.
Caged love is looming step by step
Bao Bell and Bao Wenjing's relationship seems to be smooth sailing, but the problem is hidden under this warm and happy surface. In this decade of love life, there is no shortage of moments of quarrels and disagreements.
At this time, Bao Wenjing will always fall into extreme emotions - she will shout and smash the items in her hands to vent her dissatisfaction; She would suddenly cry into tears, a handful of snot and tears; What's more, she will pick up the sharp weapons around her that can harm herself, and frantically threaten to kill herself and break up.
In the face of the extreme state of his lover, Bao Bell is loving and afraid, distressed and helpless. He is not surprised by the collapse of Mount Tai in front of him, and often thinks that time can dilute everything.
As long as he coaxes patiently, Bao Wenjing will always gradually calm down. Who knew that this delusion made him underestimate the seriousness of the problem - Bao Wenjing's spiritual world had been set up as his existence, and without him, he would be on the verge of collapse.
As a result, Bao Wenjing began to propose to Bao Bell frequently, each time more enthusiastic and urgent. She will send a complete set of engagement rings for Bao Bell to choose, hoping that he will seize the opportunity to be responsible for her for life; She will suddenly get down on one knee in a romantic atmosphere, expecting a surprise proposal to do wonders.
But every time, Bao Bell would politely refuse because of the pressure of life. He needs time, he needs development, he needs ...... Stay up until the day when the name becomes a golden signboard.
So, Bao Wenjing waited hard. She began to consciously instill in herself the thoughts of "I am his only one" and "He can't lose me without me". She selectively ignored that Bao Bell had a romantic past, and it was precisely because she cared too much that she didn't dare to let go easily.
Once the guard is relaxed, this playboy will drift farther and more beautiful...... Therefore, she has to hold on to him, in her own way, using all kinds of means and methods, to keep him in a cage, even if it is a cruel decision for both people.
The vinegar jar should be idling
After marriage, as Bao Bell's career rose step by step, Bao Wenjing's suspicion also spread. She began to be wary of every actress she co-worked with, for fear that these beautiful actresses would pounce on her "golden flower" like a butterfly.
As a result, the "Husband Defense War" officially kicked off. Whenever she hears that Bao Bell has an intimate scene with an actress, Bao Wenjing will take action immediately - she will personally supervise the scene with her belly, and always keep an eye on every move of the two people; She will look up the woman's background information on social networks to determine whether she has a potential tendency to hunt for beauty.
In the face of this sudden "husband defense battle", all the actresses were deeply inexplicable. During the cooperation period, they only chatted a few words, and sat together for normal warmth, how could it be infinitely magnified into an ambiguous scandal? Isn't this slandering people's innocence? But on the other hand, they also understood that there would inevitably be misunderstandings between husbands and wives on the scene.
In order for the project to go smoothly, they can only endure the humiliation, explain and apologize again and again, hoping to resolve this unfounded dispute.
And from the perspective of a bystander, it is not difficult to judge the strangeness of this - this is clearly a jealous farce directed and acted by Bao Wenjing. Her distorted views make her firmly believe that as long as she is a beautiful actress who has worked with Bao Bell, she must have some kind of purpose.
So these secondary suspicions, these illusory jealousies, became a cloud of resentment in her heart that will never be extinguished. She allowed the resentment to burn and spread, and in the end, it was her own fragile nerves that were scorched.
It's hard to hide the devastation under the halo
As the years go by, Bao Bell, who has a successful career, is gradually shrouded in aura, but we always seem to hear some not-so-beautiful rumors in the report - such as speaking wild words in public, such as treating actresses roughly on the set...... These black spots always make the outside world's evaluation of his character greatly discounted.
But in Bao Wenjing's mind, she has never changed her doting and tolerance for Bao Bell.
In the recording of the show, Bao Wenjing is also creating a positive image of a "perfect husband" for Bao Bell. She intentionally or unintentionally exaggerated Bao Bell's thoughtfulness in life, such as he always remembered to help her add clothes and cover her feet, care about her physical condition, and so on.
Through the rendering of these "small details", she successfully created a gentle and considerate "model good man".
She also never commented positively on the negative news, but only skimmed it off, as if the scandals had nothing to do with what she called Bao Bell.
She is selectively blind and deliberately ignores the real, multifaceted Baumbel. What she needs is a tall spiritual pillar, a moral high ground to rely on, and this is what Bao Bell looks like in her eyes.
So, Bao Wenjing put Bao Bell on an altar. There, he was the center of attention, surrounded by a halo of colors. He became the core of this woman's faith, the sun of her spiritual world.
She needs to constantly examine him, and she needs his light to define herself. This is the essence of Bao Wenjing's deformed love.
It is difficult to reunite after the broken mirror
The sunny and cheerful girl who wandered in the university park is hard to find, and in its place is this woman bound by love and marriage. It is not difficult for us to judge that the deformed relationship between Bao Wenjing and Bao Bell is destined to be difficult to last.
This kind of marriage, which is based on flattery, control, and guard, is itself a paradox. It's too costly, and the pressure to deal with is too heavy.
It's like a crack in a mirror that, once it appears, is destined to continue to expand. One day, the mirror will be shattered, and the illusion of marriage will fall apart.
When that moment really comes, we don't know how Bao Wenjing will feel in her heart. Perhaps she will be furious and resentful of this man to whom she has given so much; Perhaps she will be overwhelmed with grief and regret her years of waiting and persevering.
What will she think of herself, and will she regret her decision? We don't know.
But the only thing we can be sure of is that the moment the mirror shatters will also be an opportunity for Bao Wenjing to reinvent herself. When she finally sees the true face of this man, when she finally recognizes her distorted psychology, maybe she can be spiritually reborn.
We sincerely wish her to retain her last dignity and continue to live warmly in the real world.
After all, a broken mirror is hard to recover. But each of us deserves a second chance to examine and correct ourselves, and then move on. That's what this story tells us.