That's exactly what it says. Pu Shu, Clear Stream, once again a real hammer! Other people's hot -
We left, we didn't leave, 123 on the link.
Or maybe --
We made a truce, we tore again, in order to carry mattresses, hurriedly place orders ...
Look at Pu Shu's again, just get to the point:
"I'm alive..."
For a while, the comment area exploded. Someone shouted Pu Shu: You must live well, your song is very important to me! There are even people who wrote the poem "To Pu Shu" online:
More people still care:
"My lovely tree, what's wrong with you?"
It's been almost a month since the last headline. As soon as he shows up, he reports safety, and this peace also makes people faintly worry: What happened to Pu Shu?
01、
For many years since his debut, Pu Shu has always had a twisting force. This time too. Not long ago, at the Foshan Strawberry Music Festival, Pu Shu was placed in the "leading" position.
Although Chen Ren, Dada, and Ma Wei, each of them is also a echo in today's music scene. But many still shouted: Come for Pu Shu. On the night of the event, Pu Shu opened with "Empty Sailboat". As soon as it appeared, the scene exclaimed. The prelude to the guitar strumming, accompanied by the meeting of the stars and sunlight on the big screen. Constantly changing sky, clouds, waves, tides...
And Pu Shu simply chanted: "I face the wind." ”
It is as if pulling people out of the shackles of reality and into the boundless wilderness. And then to the sentence, "What a beautiful and regrettable world, we laugh and cry like this." Another chorus of 10,000 people with tears in their eyes. From the 90s to the "20s", Pu Shu is still the first and only one in the hearts of too many people. Someone said:
"As long as Pu Shu is still singing, youth will never leave."
"As long as Pu Shu is still singing, he can see romance and sunshine in life."
But the back of the romance is also full of reality.
From Hefei, Changzhou, Foshan, to Chengdu, Beijing, Shanghai, Pushu performed 18 performances in two months. Before Shanghai took the stage, Pu Shu's body had already lit up the alarm. He became seriously ill, vomited for three days, and could only eat liquid food occasionally. Even the doctor had clearly told him that he was in bad health and could not perform.
But Pu Shu still insisted on playing and singing to the end.
Why?
Pu Shu, who has always been literary and artistic, answered not "literary and artistic" at all:
To make money.
"The band hasn't made any money in these two years, and I feel responsible." It wasn't said to be for anticipation, for love. It's for money and responsibility. Pu Shu's filter was not broken because of this, but added a layer of sincere blessing, which was more valuable. And for the sake of the band's business platform, this kind of thing is not the first time Pu Shu has done it. Participating in a variety show, others asked him why. He still insisted on telling the truth: I really need money for this paragraph.
But put money on the bright side, and say Pushu who sings for money. But they often do the opposite, saying to themselves that "increase the amount without increasing the price".
For the performance in Chengdu, the organizer originally arranged 40 minutes. Pu Shu, who can completely jam and go offline, sings for an hour. Covered his stomach and supported the whole field, but refused to "paddle" until he was forcibly "closed by the organizer".
Pu Shu is a little twisted on the body. He can eat his own vegetables without going out. He can do without a smartphone, and he has no desire until he seems to disappear from this world. But he never hides it, admitting that he lacks money and needs to make money.
Some people wonder Pu Shu: why is it always impossible to live?
50 years old, 27 years since his debut, half of his life has been winning awards. Why is Pu Shu so short of money? So realistically always mentioning money?
02、
Talking about money doesn't hurt feelings.
Most of the reasons why Pu Shu makes money are for feelings. In the eyes of many people, the band that Pu Shu always mentions seems to be a "mysterious organization".
Only hear its voice, do not see its people, but engage in a band, Pu Shu is serious. Just like his requirements and dedication to music, the band members also need to be in tune and do not look at popularity. In an environment that focuses on traffic and gimmicks, Pu Shu's band is undoubtedly "unsweet".
It can even be said that leaving Pu Shu is equivalent to walking into a dead end.
Pu Shu is also well aware of this reality. So while he shouldered the "traffic" of the band, he was sad that he would do such a thing.
So Pu Shu gives people the feeling that there are usually two words: screw ba.
On the one hand, he is literary and artistic, unsavvy, not stained with mud, cynical, and far from materialism. On the other hand, it is blunt about the world, does not shy away from talking about money, and is more honest about the need to make money. Because behind him, stood a large team of dozens of people, and dozens of families behind them.
Look around at the people who came over an era with Pu Shu. Wang Feng, who once led the rock of "Baojia Street", is now married to the queen of the film and has become a hot search impact professional.
What the public discusses is not his singing and works, but hot search memes again and again. There is also the Mizuki Nianhua that swept the campus folk song era like Pu Shu. Li Jian and Lu Gengjun have long since disintegrated. It is not a good thing to embark on a new journey separately. But it is also difficult to hide regrets, and a realistic sense of frustration.
Pu Shu, obviously you can go it alone.
But like paranoia, he was dead and white, and he had to pull a group of brothers to start a band.
Pu Shu, why does it have to be like that?
In 2012, Pu Shu, who had been hiding from the world for a long time, reappeared. One of the things I want to do is build a band and learn how to play live music. From then on, Pu Shu, who was alone, began to get together with this group of people. Although the photo still looks out of place, for Pu Shu, the band seems to have become a kind of sustenance. It's just that behind the sustenance, there are also responsibilities. For this spiritual pillar, the once "lonely brave" Pu Shu began to stand in the spotlight frequently.
There is a classic line in Hong Kong opera, "The most important thing to be a person is to be happy, and a neat family is the greatest happiness."
But in 2013, the band's guitarist Cheng Xin was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. This "home" that is laboriously supported can no longer be neat, and the Pushu, which is already difficult to be happy, is even worse. The other members avoided talking about it, for fear that Cheng Xin would know that he would not be able to accept it. Only Pu Shu did not know "high emotional intelligence", and said to Cheng Xin very bluntly:
"You have cancer, you may be dying, do you have any wishes, you say."
A good life will be "extinguished" overnight, and Cheng Xin was desperate for a moment when he heard it. Pu Shu did not have much sensational comfort, but just promised: "You can treat the disease at ease, don't worry about anything, I will pay for the medical expenses." Since then, Pu Shu has started commercial performances and concerts, maintaining the expenses of the band and Cheng Xin's medical expenses.
Even if the people around him remind him:
"A few months of treatment has cost you years of income. You have to think clearly, there is simply not enough money in your card. ”
But Pu Shu didn't listen to the advice at all, as long as Cheng Xin still had a glimmer of hope, he never thought of giving up. Even Pu Shu, who has always indulged and loves freedom, plans to force himself into a corner: "If it is not enough, we will sign a company and sell ourselves." Compared to saving people, a contract is nothing. In Pu Shu's view, he chose this group of people, and they also gave themselves strength. Then we must stick to the end, we should pay attention to this elegance in doing things, and we should also talk about this love and righteousness as a person.
So if you get some, you must also give up some.
Those things that he once didn't like, Pu Shu also learned to compromise one by one.
And for the sake of the people and feelings they care about, this "crushing self" is worth it! It's a pity that Pu Shu's running and hard work failed to change back to Cheng Xin's health. On February 6, 2014, Cheng Xin passed away due to illness.
The hospice that Pu Shu gave him still did not sensationalize the tirade. Just red eyes and give eight-character promises:
"I'll take care of your mom."
In the introduction of the Pushu band, there is still a photo of Cheng Xin carrying a guitar on his shoulder and smiling. It's like he never left.
The commemoration of the deceased may be another reason why Pu Shu insists on going his own way and sticking the band to the end. And the middle-aged Pu Shu, who was "irritable" and talked about money, was once an angry young man who was "irritable" when he talked about money. Pu Shu's depression is also said by many to be "little Bourciovian syndrome".
In other words: "pretend".
Pu Shu, what exactly are you "pretending"?
03、
In 1994, Pu Shu, a sophomore, chose to drop out. The reason why he is so rebellious is because college is not what he wants. Pu Shu's father is a professor at Peking University and one of the initiators of the Double Star Exploration Program.
Growing up in the Peking University Family Hospital, Pu Shu's path is almost conventional:
Peking University Affiliated Elementary School - Peking University Affiliated High School - Peking University, study abroad, become a scientist.
When he was a child, Pu Shu did not have many ideas, had good grades as a class leader, and was also a happy child with bright eyes.
It's just that the "junior high school" exam has become his "calamity". With a difference of 0.5 points, Pu Shu failed to enter the planned Peking University Affiliated High School and went to an ordinary middle school. Although his parents never said anything, Pu Shu couldn't stand it:
"I really feel inferior. If you didn't get in, your parents can't be a person. ”
The children in the family home who were admitted also chased and blocked Pu Shuwei, and "squeezed" him with this matter. Pu Shu was depressed, and the light in his eyes also darkened. His parents were very worried and took him for a psychological test.
One of the questions was: "If you died, what do you think will happen to the people around you?" ”
Pu Shu replied: "Indifferent."
The test result was "3 points poor perversion", and Pu Shu suffered: adolescent blues.
The shadow of childhood has also become the root cause of Pu Shu's depression in adulthood.
When Pu Shu was still hovering on the dividing line in life. Brother Park Seok left the compound first and became a wandering singer. Pu Shu was shocked and began to learn guitar, looking for relief in music. The father did not force him, but respected and supported:
"I don't know music myself, but I respect my child's interests, and music is his life, just as academia is my life."
But in the eyes of parents, music is just a hobby, and the road to follow the steps still has to go.
In the year of the college entrance examination, Pu Shu went to the exam hard and got the admission notice from the English Department of Capital Normal University. After the incident, Pu Shu "showed his original form" and said to his parents: "I took the exam for you, so I won't go." "My father took a roundabout route and told Pu Shu how warm and free it was in college. That changed his mind. But when he actually entered college, he found that it was not the ideal thing at all.
So two years later, he decided to drop out of school, telling his parents, "I want to be myself for once." ”
The second elder did not force him anymore, but just told him: We are against it, but you decided to do it yourself.
But in Pushu, it is natural that opposition is invalid. He left school and ran to the creek to play guitar. For a while, the door did not go out and did not step out, closed the door and concentrated on writing songs. Seeing this scene, my mother asked him: Do you want to go out and serve dishes? Pu Shu realized that it seemed like it was time to make some money.
At the right time, Song Ke, a high-achieving student from Tsinghua who returned from studying in the United States, founded an independent brand "Wheat Field Music".
Featuring a campus and humanistic atmosphere. At the turn of the spring and summer of 1996, Pu Shu, who was anxious to make money, was introduced by Gao Xiaosong. Knocked on the door of the wheat field to sell his song.
Holding the guitar, I sang a few songs. After hearing this, Gao Xiaosong was sad, and Song Ke was in tears. Both wondered: Why don't you sing it yourself?
Pu Shu replied: "I just want to sell you songs because I need money to make records." ”
Gao Xiaosong, who does not plan to "release trees and return to the mountains", followed the good way: "Why don't you find someone to help you make records?" ”
Pu Shu still exploded his remarks: "Because these musicians in the circle are fools, they don't understand my songs at all." ”
When Gao Xiaosong heard it, he immediately packed the ticket: "You write songs well, I'll help you out with the record." Pu Shu, who wanted to count the banknotes and turned away, became the first singer signed by Maitian.
But the album matter was pounded for more than three years, and it was not until the end of 1999 that Pu Shu's debut album "I Go to 2000" came out.
There is a way that good food is not afraid of being late.
Pu Shu's unique voice and temperament, plus the blessings of Zhang Yadong and Dou Wei. As soon as it was launched, 300,000 copies were sold, and Pu Shu, together with Jin Yong and Faye Wong, were selected as "Top Ten Cultural Figures" by the Beijing Evening News that year.
Someone commented on the "stone-shattering" Pu Shu:
"The poetic lyrics and fragile voice, like a different kind of recitation, are particularly moving."
As the "white" of the three primary colors of the wheat field "red, white and blue" series, Pushu has become the company's "business card". "Birch Forest" and "Those Flowers" in the album are still the reserved playlists of many people to this day. At the peak of his appearance, Pu Shu became a "character", and various excellent songs and newcomer awards rushed in. The second album "Birthday Summer Flower" continues to create miracles.
In the sluggish years of the record market, 500,000 copies were sold in a short period of time. Others advised Pu Shu to chase after the victory, so that he could hurry up and make an album to make money. Pu Shu replied: Why make money?
Others squeezed their heads to go to the Spring Festival Gala, Pu Shu only felt that it did not match his own style, and tried in every possible way to avoid it.
Finally, under pressure from the company, he cried all night with a quilt. When others were happy together, he looked sad.
Standing on the stage decadent and helpless, lost and disappointed. In the joyful crowd, Pu Shu is like a resting charm. Under the huge surge of fame and fortune, Pu Shu did not have the excitement of "I am finally red". It's depressing, breathless. He felt that the self that was hard to find by the small river was going to be killed by the sea of people and endless flashing lights.
Pu Shu is autistic.
At the time when he could make the most money, he announced his retirement.
Move to the outskirts of Beijing, play football, engage in creation, and eat old books. But years later, he also admitted:
Money, fame, he was also complacent about it for a while, and quite a few years lost in it, addicted to pleasure, unable to extricate himself.
"Until God, take away all the talent and enthusiasm that was given to me."
This is also the reason why he seems confused, but once sober, he locked himself up and "molted" like a snake. It was not until 2017 that Pu Shu's "only three" album "Orion Constellation" in his life was called out in a thousand calls.
Fan tears: Finally waiting for you, fortunately you and I didn't give up. Pu Shu also used his singing voice and words to tell:
"How reluctant this life is, the heavier the ocean this body. Tell me your story and it will make me laugh and burst into tears. ”
04、
In ten years, the once simple tree "grew like a summer flower", all of which were Tagore-like poetry. Later, Pu Shu crossed the mountains and the sea and embarked on the "ordinary road". But he's still that him. The appearance is still the king of the cold field, and he can talk to death when he opens his mouth.
Song Ke's roast duck shop opened, and others asked him curiously: Have you visited? Pu Shugeng replied directly: I don't eat ducks, I don't like meat very much.
No compliments and no goods, that's how straightforward.
In the finals of "Crossover Singer", when he helped sing Wang Ziwen, he was asked why he came. After he briefly praised a few princely texts, he said in his heart:
"To be honest, I really need money for this section."
In the second season, he went to the scene to sing "The Year of Innocence" for Wang Luodan.
The host asked: Why did you participate this time?
Pu Shu still spoke sincerely: for work, for money.
The host continues to "attack": why did you choose this song? It seems to be expecting what "scene" Pu Shu can say. But it's a pity that he is Pu Shu.
He will only say: the agent chooses it because he wants to promote it.
In the third season, Pu Shu still came. Familiar questions, the answer is still not around the corner:
"I love singing, I'm doing a job I love, and I can still make money."
Not only on the show, but also in interviews, even the Golden Horse Award Pu Shu dares not to give face. Holding the trophy, he couldn't say a word of "peace in the world", and output with a cold face:
"For many years, I also had a preconception about Chinese films, and I thought it was just a game of money!"
It is said that such a Pu Shu should be nailed to the blacklist of the circle of friends. But there is never a shortage of friends around him, and they are all old guys who have been around for more than ten years. Not long after Pu Shu became famous, a friend really couldn't turn around.
I sent him a message: lend me 150,000.
Pu Shu didn't ask the reason, just asked two words: account number.
Many years later, Pu Shu also had an "economic crisis". Thinking of this 150,000, I sent two words to my friend: pay back.
His friend wanted to pay him back 400,000 yuan, but he insisted on only the capital. He did not hide his conflict with Zhang Yadong, only because when creating "NEW BOY", Zhang Yadong wrote unsatisfactory lyrics in a hurry.
He has always refused to do things he doesn't like.
The album that had been preparing for two years suddenly didn't come out because he realized that it was not what he wanted.
And for the things of love, it is obsessed to the end.
Burn money to form bands and find state-of-the-art equipment to make your own music. also silently donated money to build Hope Primary School, and the money for the performance will always be as promised, and a part of it will be credited to Cheng Xin's mother's account.
For nearly thirty years, Pu Shu has been in and out of the entertainment industry. Carrying reality and dreams.
In Pu Shu's "Born Like a Summer Flower", the position of the first song is impressive: "Fools are sad".
But Pu Shu is the "fool" who is occasionally brilliant and always sad.
When he first entered the industry, he saw through this circle.
In 2015, he wrote in his blog post "Twelve Years":
"From the beginning, I hated the industry and was ashamed of it. The stars on TV are disgusting, and I have no doubt that I will be different from them. ”
After becoming famous, he couldn't stand the pain of not being able to obey his heart and being forced to open a business:
"Wrapped up, half pushed, half walked forward, resisting while enjoying the blessings it gave me."
So he is sad.
Locked himself up for many years and once returned. He couldn't accept the status quo of the industry, and his eyes were full of desolation and despair:
So he, anger + sadness.
After running away for half a life and returning, Pu Shu is still the proud fragile, boiling and restless child.
Others lamented him: You are always a teenager.
But he said to himself: not a teenager, not an old age, but everyone else is aging prematurely.
In an atmosphere where everyone only sees the huge dividends of traffic, entertainment to death.
朴树却如“叛徒”一般，走上了娱乐圈外，男演员的另一条大路。
Like his name, lived as a simple tree.
Growing in the courtyard, the foliage looks into the distance.
They also accept the dust returning to the dust when the leaves fall.
With labor pain, imprinted with a circle of warm or sad annual rings.
50-year-old Pu Shu is trying to reconcile with the world:
"You're not that important, please don't cover everything. You don't have to be a good person, just want your heart to be natural. ”
It is still fighting against it: "As brave as a fallen leaf, without worry." ”
Those who understand him love him for ten years, while those who do not understand him will say that he "pretens".
"When criticism becomes a mistake, praise is meaningless."
Also placed on Pu Shu, when turbidity becomes a norm, then Qingliu appears "pretending" and lonely.
"Flowing water does not rot, and the household hub does not beetle."
Two rounds of sun and moon He rushed, a hundred years of snapping fingers, is it really pretending, is it a stumbling waste, or a burst of echoes.
Pu Shu's song is already full of answers.
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