Xie Jin, a popular female singer at the end of the last century.
At only 27 years old, why would she not want to jump from the 23rd floor?
Regarding the cause of death, there are also many opinions,
People are not familiar with it, but for it
"The blue-faced Dou Erdun steals the imperial horse The red-faced Guan Gongzhan Changsha The yellow-faced Dianwei The white-faced Cao Cao The black-faced Zhang Fei is also familiar."
Looking back on Xie Jin's life, it is also a smooth sailing,
Since she was a child, her mother guided her to learn various musical instruments, and she also learned dance for two years at the Municipal Children's Palace.
When she was a child, she did not look outstanding and lacked self-confidence;
In order to exercise her self-confidence, she often practiced repeatedly in front of the mirror, and then she made her debut in middle school.
At first, people thought she was young and didn't take her seriously, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she amazed everyone.
He won the second place in the competition and was the youngest singer to win at that time.
In order to fulfill her dream, her mother accompanied the eighteen-year-old to the north,
Kung Fu paid off, and she joined the City Art Troupe.
I hope that I can make a scene in the song world and break out of my own place,
Recorded seven albums and ten compilation albums in two years!
Her peers were naïve and ignorant, hiding in the arms of their parents and playing with each other, but she did not have the slightest time to rest.
Her efforts were not in vain, and her singing skills were rapidly improved.
Originally talented, she added the help of her mother,
By chance, she participated in the large-scale gala "90 Asian Games";
For singing the "Light of the Asian Games" composed by Sanbao, it became popular in one fell swoop,
The scene pressed many stars,
Became a female singer with the same name as Na Ying and Mao Amin.
Even at a young age, he performed on the same stage with Yang Yuying, Cai Guoqing, and Mao Ning, a singer of this level.
At that time, she could be said to be a "quasi-first-line singer".
With a unique voice and self-created style, he was signed by a company invested by Andy Lau,
Later, he signed to Warner Records, where Ye Qianwen worked.
Warner is very important to her, and even spared no expense to create her debut album,
Xie Jin did not disappoint the company,
The album was snapped up as soon as it was released.
In the same year, he sang the song "Rap Facebook" on the spring evening,
This song combines Peking Opera and pop music to integrate traditional Chinese drama elements into the song,
Make the whole song sound easy to understand, and the song is also dramatic, so it becomes a household name.
At a young age, he was recognized by his predecessors in the music world, and at that time, Xie Jin's career was in full swing.
But as she became more famous, so did her mindset...
Xie Jin's friends said that Xie Jin was a lively and active girl who was happy to share stories with others;
But slowly become taciturn and do not like to talk;
Later, it simply became that he couldn't speak when he saw the living person.
Maybe it's because of the sharpness of the young age,
She also suffered the ups and downs of her life:
During a campus concert, the sound equipment on campus was not good, causing Xie Jin to be unable to enter the state.
There was an unwritten rule in the singing circle at that time:
The singer must give the representative "benefit" before going on stage, otherwise he will deliberately give you the whole thing!
Xie Jin felt that someone was jealous of her and deliberately disrupted the sound to prevent her from finishing singing.
So she went to the staff to theorize indiscriminately,
The staff tried to explain without her forgiveness.
She slapped the company's entourage,
And this entourage is actually not a security guard, he is the manager of the Tianjin company who manages Xie Jin, and he is the "boss" of the partner!
It was because of this slap that she ruined her future,
It was hidden by the company, and the sales volume of the album was also very unsatisfactory.
After the expiration of the company's contract, he did not continue to renew his contract, and his business began to decline.
The fact that this matter was exposed also caused great controversy.
Some people say that she is playing a big card, which pushes Xie Jin to the cusp of the storm,
She was also banned by Warner Records for this matter.
After being banned, Xie Jin rarely appeared in front of the public,
However, he still participated in the 1995 Spring Festival Gala song and dance "What Do You Want to See",
It was also her last public appearance.
Banned at the peak of her career, she couldn't accept this fact for a long time.
At the beginning, some fans encouraged Xie Jin to make a comeback.
At that time, she was plagued by black materials, and no other company dared to sign a contract with her.
Her comeback path has also been pressed from above,
The age of talent is the slightest accident and will be replaced by others.
For the next five years, Xie Jin did not appear in front of the public.
Everyone thought that she had withdrawn from the entertainment industry away from the prosperity and worldliness of this circle, and lived her own life ordinary.
However, on February 14, 1999, the news of Xie Jin's death suddenly came...
This singer of the popular generation ended his life in this way,
In the face of this sudden bad news, everyone knew that she was suffering from severe depression.
I didn't expect her to be remembered in such a determined way for everyone to remember her.
Throughout the entertainment industry, there are many singers who have left us because of depression, one of whom is the superstar Zhang Guorong;
Due to the pursuit of perfection in all aspects of the character,
There was also pressure from all sides on him and his lover Tang Hede, which also caused him to suffer from depression.
The once spirited teenager on the screen no longer appears in the eyes of the public,
Suffering from illness every day;
One day in 2003, he jumped from the Oriental Hotel in Central, Hong Kong, to end his life at the age of 46.
For Xie Jin's illness is also a matter of opinion,
Some people say that she is because her psychological endurance is too poor;
Although the fame of the debut for many years has been there, it has always been a talent,
Did not encounter the appreciation of their own Bole, resulting in music has been stagnant.
The real fuse is also the occurrence of a "slap" accident,
In fact, as long as she admits her mistakes, everyone will understand her.
Making such a scene in the end, ruining his own future,
And let his life stay forever at the age of twenty-eight,
Some say it was her mother who put too much pressure on her;
Her mother was a music lover and a well-known local singer.
Xie Jin has heard music since she was a child, and her mother has also given her great hopes.
Xie Jin also did not hire a professional manager, and has always let his mother take the role,
Her mother disciplined her very strictly, and even went to the streets with her mother's consent.
Many performances are also decided by her mother, as if she were a puppet.
Her mother manipulated her life and work, causing her to go to a desperate end!
In the face of various positive statements from the outside world, Xie Jin's mother came out to speak:
"My daughter's depressed mood is not a matter of a day or two!
It is difficult for outsiders to understand her hardships, and she has faced pressures large and small in recent years, and has been troubled by various problems.
The child's heart is too wronged, at home is also biting his lip and does not like to talk, and always coax me to say mom, I am fine."
Her career development has been smooth since her debut, and this sense of disparity has made her depressed, which led to her finally ending her life in this form. ”
Xie Jin's friend Jia Ding also said:
"The tragedy of Sherzin gives us a warning, that is, on the one hand, singers must have the mental readiness and endurance to adapt to society.
Peace of mind, good at regulation and self-discipline, open closed concepts;
On the other hand, the music scene should protect voices with individuality, give tolerance and understanding, and give more opportunities."
Children can lose their temper when they are unhappy, they can be willful, they can cry when they are sad and sad, and emotions are placed on their faces.
For adults, more emotions are hidden deep inside.
Xie Jin is like this, she does not want to tell others about the troubles in her heart,
Don't let others detect her strange emotions,
Whenever others asked, she always pretended to be calm and said that she was fine, but in fact, only she knew the pain in her heart.
When the pressure accumulates in the heart for a long time and does not get the correct guidance, it will always escape over time.
This led to the idea of taking her own life, and a new star that had once shone brightly fell.
In fact, for The Death of Shezin,
There is also the pressure that her mother has given her, and her mother has been bound to her for many years.
Xie Jin once said: Without my mother following me, I can't speak in front of unfamiliar people.
This is enough to see that at that time, There was some depression in Shezin's heart.
There are also knots in her own heart that cannot be untied, as if she is trapped in a cage and cannot break free,
Watching her daughter become like this, her mother was also heartbroken,
In the face of her mother's endless control, she finally couldn't resist,
In the face of her daughter, who has always listened to her own words, she suddenly rebelled against herself,
Her mother pointed at her and said angrily: I will let you do whatever you want!
Career blows, mother's strength, narrow social circles,
These are the causes of the Shezin tragedy.
When Xie Jin first died, few fans remembered her, and her friends were only Wei Wei.
Wei Wei, who was still abroad at that time, heard this bad news and immediately rushed back from abroad to bid farewell;
Wei Wei still felt very remorseful, she felt that Xie Jin's departure had her responsibility,
Thinking that he did not pay more attention to Her when Shezin was banned, did not give her more care,
Although she is the predecessor of Xie Jin, she did not put up a shelf in front of Xie Jin.
He also gave Xie Jin a lot of help in his career.
The two had a feeling of seeing each other and hating each other at first sight,
Therefore, Wei Wei regretted the death of this close friend.
A few years later, he wrote a song to commemorate the sincere feelings of both sides.
He even withdrew from the circle for a while later, in order to mourn his friends.
Xie Jin's departure warns everyone: how high you stand must be how high you can bear.
When encountering things, we must learn to be peaceful and good at adjustment, and do not turn others away;
You need to communicate with people more to live better.
Life is short, and some people live a life that everyone envies with unlimited scenery;
Some people are desperate to live every day.
Hopefully, we don't want to give up when we fall to the bottom,
It is not impossible to find the right direction to start over, and to live again.
Si Ren has passed away and can not recover her life by pursuing too many reasons.
The red flower of this singing world has withered away before it bloomed in front of people.
May she be a carefree, happy girl in another time and space.