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The moment when life collapses

author:Rationality and emotion coexist

That year, I experienced the most crushing moment of my life in Hainan. At the age of 30, I was still working as a cashier in a small sixth-tier town in my hometown, and I felt very bored with this life in front of me, and when I finally couldn't bear it anymore, I embarked on a journey of traveling while working.

First went straight to Yangshuo Guilin, then went to Nanning, Beihai, Zhanjiang, and finally came to Sanya, Haikou. It's so beautiful that I decided to stay for a while. I quickly found a job as a waiter, but the overload of more than ten hours a day made me gradually overwhelmed and planned to leave. So I went to find a youth hostel over the weekend, negotiated the price of accommodation, came back and quit my job, and the moment I moved out of the dormitory, I was relieved.

Who knew that after arriving at the youth hostel, when he was about to pay the money, he suddenly found that his wallet was missing!!! Suddenly scared me into a cold sweat, hurriedly rummaged in the backpack to look for it, but never disappeared, and finally died: the wallet is indeed lost!

The moment when life collapses

But not only is there money in the wallet, but more importantly, the ID card and all my bank cards are in it, which is my entire net worth! Thinking of this, I was sweating again, it was really fatal, without my ID card, I couldn't even handle accommodation! I left there with a lost soul, touched the only more than 100 yuan in my pocket, and silently comforted myself: It's okay, it's not penniless [cover face]

I didn't have time to think about it, so I quickly called customer service and reported the loss of several bank cards, but I could not withdraw, spend and transfer out during the loss report. Then I learned that in Hainan, ID cards and bank cards cannot be replaced in different places, on the grounds that Hainan is an island and isolated from the mainland (probably this meaning, I can't remember exactly) I felt that this reason was really nonsense, but even the replies given by several banks were the same. The moment I walked out of the bank, I suddenly felt very hopeless, as if my life had come to an end. Looking at the crowded streets, I don't know where to go, do I have to live on the streets? Tears suddenly gushed out [tears], and seeing the strange eyes cast by passers-by, I had to desperately hold back. I quickly fled and sat down in a secluded place.

The moment when life collapses

Slowly I calmed down and realized that the priority was to find a place to stay quickly, but the hotel needed to register my identity, what should I do? My brain was racing, and I suddenly remembered that when I first came to Sanya, I stayed in a hotel for a few days, where there was my identity information, and the boss should still have an impression of me. I was overjoyed and quickly dialed the phone and explained my situation to the boss in detail, and the boss happily let me check in. And just like that, my first crisis was lifted!

That night, I pondered the next step, it was impossible to continue working, because the only 100 yuan could not support the day of payroll, and I could hardly find a job without an ID card. Instead of suffering, don't go back. I had just enough money to buy a train ticket home (the slowest kind) and the next day, I got on the train and my journey ended in a hurry!

The moment when life collapses

Until I got home and sat on the bed, I still felt like a dream. I didn't expect my journey to end in this way [covering my face]. I can't tell what it tastes like, but I feel like I have gained. It's just that since then, I know that when it seems that there is no way, there will always be a way, don't be afraid, don't be anxious!