I am the youngest daughter of the Guogong Lin family, and I grew up in Jiangnan with my parents and aunt since I was a child

I am the youngest daughter of the Guogong Lin family, and I grew up in Jiangnan with my parents and aunt since I was a child. Although the first emperor was empress, she had no children under her knees, and her steps were difficult, and when the first emperor was critically ill, he died violently, and his father invited himself to go south to ask for the safety of the family.

The aunt said that the emperor was the result of a one-night stand between the first king and the palace maid, and since he was a child, he lived in the cold palace with his mother, and was the most neglected prince, and after his mother died, his aunt moved him out of the cold palace and taught him.

Now that the war has calmed down, the emperor has taken the throne, and his father has been summoned to Beijing as a minister. The elder brother has followed the emperor from the beginning, has meritorious work in quelling chaos, and is named a great general, the Lin family, and the limelight is not two for a while.

When I entered Beijing, I hid in the house, I didn't know whether it was chaotic or safe outside, I only learned poetry and books with my aunt every day, gossiped with my aunt, tried new tricks, and sometimes my brother also talked about leading the army, at first it was said that when His Majesty was the prince, he led the troops to fight, quickly and neatly, and then gradually lamented that the soldiers were not easy and the battlefield was brutal.

Dad never talked about government affairs at home, so when the call came down, the whole family was caught off guard.

Holding back her tears, Ah Niang complained about my father out of line, and kept telling me to be obedient when I entered the palace, abide by the rules, and not to disobey the emperor's will. The aunt is not as lively as before, holding my hand, and joked with a forced smile that I heard that the emperor is a very beautiful man, and Qing Ruan's entry into the palace is no better than being at home, so you must be careful everywhere, and it will be good for a long time.

My brother also came home and sent me to get married, but he didn't see half a joy.

At that time, I still didn't understand what a violent and ruthless person our new emperor was.

When I entered the palace, the whole city was full of joy, and everyone came to congratulate me, and I always felt that they had a strange feeling.

I never saw the emperor all day after the wedding, and I heard about this lady's command by myself with my little maid Jinluo, from dawn to dark.

Sitting late at night, I was so hungry that I hadn't eaten all day. Remembering my father's teachings, I didn't dare to move half a minute.

I thought that if the emperor did not come all night, I was afraid that I would not have to sit here all night, thinking about my happy life in the mansion before, and thinking about the suffering I suffered on the first day now, and I couldn't help but feel aggrieved.

In the empty hall, I was the only one sitting here, and suddenly the door opened and someone came in.

The hijab that was caught off guard was lifted, and sure enough, as the aunt said, the emperor was very handsome. It's just cold and hard that scares me in my heart.

He laughed, and the laughter made people can't help but be intoxicated.

"You are the little queen of Shu? It's so cute. ”

I was so shy by her words that my face turned red.

"Back to Your Majesty, it's a concubine."

He kept smiling, leaning forward, gently taking off all my hair accessories and clothes, and softly coaxing me to sleep, my stomach gurgling with hunger, and my nervous face was even redder, but he didn't seem to hear.

Hungry and nervous, I lay on the bed with my eyes closed and didn't dare to move, I could feel him lying next to me, even still watching me.

Despite my nervousness, gradually, I fell asleep, restless, and I could occasionally feel him touching my cheek.

The next morning, when I woke up again, he had already left, and I was ashamed and shocked to think about everything last night, and I couldn't help but look forward to it.

There were many more servants in the hall, and they were cautious, did not dare to raise their heads, did not dare to speak, and they did not know how much different from the people in the palace.

On this day, when I first arrived, I didn't know what to do, I went out for a walk, the palace was exquisite and beautiful, I couldn't believe it, I really didn't know what my father and mother were worried about.

In the afternoon, the emperor sent a lot of things, from gold, silver and jewelry to all kinds of strange gadgets, saying, I don't know what I like, so I can pick it.

Naturally, I am very happy, after all, I like to receive gifts.

At night, I still slept with him, and unlike yesterday, he reached out and took me into his arms, surrounded by the breath of the emperor, and I slept extremely peacefully.

For many days, he took care of me so much that I thought I fell in love with him, just like my mother loved my father.

He told me that I don't need to call him Emperor, his name is He Yeming, I can call him Ah Ye, and he also calls me Ah Ru.

I live very well in the palace, occasionally homesick, sad and even sobbing and crying, he can always coax me and comfort me for the first time, I want to marry him, maybe the best home in my life.

Occasionally family letters came, my father and mother were always anxious to ask me about my situation, I told them that everything was fine, and gradually they were relieved, only my brother still insisted on worrying that I was bullied and unhappy.

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I have been in the palace for half a year, and the whole world praises the emperor and queen Qenser and Ming, as a model for the world.

Recently, my grandmother secretly gave me a lot of albums, saying that this is something that must be learned as a wife, and after reading those things, I was really shy, but the emperor hugged me to bed in time, to be honest, I was also very curious about those things.

That night I was really in pain, crying and screaming in pain, begging him with tears, but he was not as gentle as before, and after gently wiping away my tears, he acted rudely and savagely.

I slept for a long time the next morning, so long that when I woke up, I saw Ah Ye, who had descended from the dynasty.

He was so interested, but I was in pain and wanted to die, seeing that I woke up, when he was happy, he said how happy last night was, I looked at his happy appearance, and also began to be happy, swallowed all the grievances and pains of yesterday, and shared this joy with him, after the meal, the palace maid sent a bowl of very bitter and bitter soup medicine, Ah Ye said that I was weak and wanted to use it to replenish my body, he fed me spoon by spoon, every time I drank, my expression became more uncomfortable, after drinking a bowl, I was bitter, but he was laughing happily on the side, I was angry, go and hit him, But suddenly remembered that he was the emperor, but Ah Ye pulled my hand and smiled at this, I laughed angrily, this kind of day is not bad.

There were more and more tricks in that album, and tonight, the eunuch in charge actually sent a thin whip and rope!

I don't understand what this does.

As before, I was intoxicated by Ah Ye's gentle eyes, step by step, and in a trance, my hands were tied, and the thin whip gently flung on my arm, itching and slightly painful, which actually made me feel very stimulated.

Suddenly, it became heavier and heavier, Ah Ye was like crazy, I begged for mercy and cried, but he became more and more excited.

The clouds and rain will eventually end, and I am sore and tired, and I have passed out.

The next morning, I woke up from Ah Ye's arms and saw his face, last night was crazy appearance flashed through my mind, I subconsciously cringed, the distress in his eyes, but as if it was about to overflow, coaxed me softly, and kept apologizing.

I gradually indulged in his tenderness.

I always ask him in his arms why he likes me, and he will kiss me on the forehead, laughing, what is the reason, is to like Aru.

One day, the eunuch chief led many Miaoling women over, some of whom I had seen, the daughters of various ministers, and the chief steward said that these were new Xiu girls who had entered the palace.

I don't understand, I'm so good with Ah Ye, how could he choose other official ladies to enter the palace, those women are really noisy, chattering in my palace, annoyed!

That night, the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and my body coughed indisputably, and I thought that they said that it was because I couldn't give birth to Ah Ye that they were stuffed into the palace, and I hated myself to death, and tears gathered all over my eyes.

Jin Luo cursed angrily, and the little father-in-law next to him was good at talking evil, so he pulled her down.

I was depressing here, the familiar breath came up from behind, Ah Ye kept kissing the tear tracks on my face, distressed, and hurriedly apologized to me.

After coaxing me well, he did not stay, but went to the palace of the new concubine, I know that he has just ascended the throne, the power is unstable, and one day, the two of us will live the happiest life.

After the newcomers entered the palace, Ah Ye came to me much less often, and often had to go to each palace to get rain and dew, and Ah Ye taught me that being a proper wife should be generous, but I was still very angry.

Soon, there was more Shen Changrong Concubine Rong in the palace, Xu Yimei Concubine Concubine, Concubine Mei was born in a scholarly family, and it was good to be proud and upright, but Concubine Rong loved to come to me to add blockage, she also had the tonic medicine ordered by Ah Ye to drink, and also specially came to show off, but I also had to pretend to be generous, but it made me angry, but Ah Ye was very happy every time I saw me.

Soon, the news of Concubine Mei's pregnancy came, the emperor was very happy, sent her a lot of things, I specially assigned a doctor and a waiting mother for her according to the instructions of the grandmother, she is a good person, I will not be bad for a good person.

G15eeE"> Soon, when Ah Ye fed me the medicine, the medicine was still bitter, but it obviously changed its taste.

"Ah Ye, is this a dressing change?"

He gently blew hot air and scooped it into my mouth.

"Well, that medicine doesn't work, Aru Bai has suffered so many sins, and his body is not much better, it is too dereliction of duty."

"Oh, what is the doctor doing now?"

"Killed"

He lightly startled me, so easily killing a Tai Doctor.

Life is still like this, Concubine Rong went to Meifang Pavilion every three to five to make trouble, Ah Ye was in the harem to check and balance, and my health gradually improved.

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(switch to third person)

Concubine Mei lived in Meifang Pavilion, originally wanted to take advantage of pregnancy, so she didn't have to pay attention to the harem fights, but she didn't expect that in addition to asking the empress for peace as usual, Concubine Rong and others also came from time to time, and the emperor also came to bed from time to time.

After all, they are pregnant, and they dare not be too presumptuous.

"Mei'er" Yimei was just about to rest, when she heard the emperor's voice come in.

"It's so late, why did the emperor come." Yimei felt strange in her heart, and still waited.

The next person retreated, untied his clothes, and waited for the bed

Xu Yimei took it personally, and finally lay in bed with the emperor, already sleepy, but even if she was with her husband, even for a moment, it was extremely warm.

The "Mei'er" emperor held her, like an ordinary couple who had been busy for a day, carefully inquiring about her situation in the past few days, and feeling this little life that had not yet been born.

Gradually, the warm fragrance of nephrite was in his arms, He Yeming finally couldn't help it, and went to Wushan Cloud Rain together, Xu Yimei could only force her body to respond to him.

The next morning, Concubine Mei woke up late, and in a hurry, she had to go to Feng Yi Palace to ask for peace, regardless of her physical discomfort, and felt that something was wrong while sitting in the sedan chair.

Rushed to the Feng Yi Palace, it was still the concubines who asked for An Jing tea, and after Concubine Rong was Concubine Mei, who didn't want to shake her hands, and the full cup of hot tea was poured on Lin Qingru's hand, and the hall was suddenly chaotic, even if the girl with a spirit stepped forward in time to protect, Xu Yimei was still bumped.

Between the two looking at each other, Lin Qingru felt that her stupid brain suddenly came to light, scolded loudly, and punished Concubine Mei for six months of grounding, until the prince was born safely.

Looking at Xu Yimei's reaction, Lin Qingru thought that she had probably done the right thing.

Hearing that Lin Qingru was burned, He Yeming hurried over when he got off the court, and he was distressed when he saw the little red hands.

The imperial doctor finished his pulse and hurriedly replied: "The queen mother is not a big problem, and she is already more than a month pregnant!" ”

The two were very happy, and they were a little stuck.

The little eunuch who came in didn't know what happened, but he was also happy, and replied that the imperial doctor who diagnosed Concubine Mei's pulse said that his body was in trouble, and Concubine Mei said that Xu was shocked and wanted to leave the imperial doctor to adjust a little.

Lin Qingru just wanted to agree, but was robbed by the emperor, directly rebuked him for disturbing the empress, took his son to ask for favor, and removed the imperial doctor, making him think about it and not be negotiable.

The arrival of the little life attracted all the attraction of Lin Qingru, and she was looking forward to preparing for his arrival every day.

Lin Qingru is always looking forward to the diagnosis of the Tai Doctor, knowing the development of this child little by little, and carefully following the instructions of the Tai Doctor.

However, Lin Qingru's pregnancy reaction was very serious, since 3 months she kept vomiting, unable to eat, her body quickly lost weight, her body was uncomfortable and weak, and He Yeming was anxious to see in vain, and had cut off many people's heads.

For a time, the entire palace was panicked, and no one dared to guarantee that He Yeming's anger would not affect him in the next second.

Seeing that Lin Qingru's body was getting worse day by day, He Yeming ordered a general amnesty in the palace to pray for the empress.

Amnesty in the palace means that Concubine Mei's grounding is relieved, and I still prefer to get along with Concubine Mei in this palace.

Every three to five, I went to find her, or she came to me, originally thinking that she was a month old, it was inconvenient, I always went to find her, but Ah Ye did not allow it, he was always uneasy when I went out.

"Queen Mother" is Concubine Mei came, she panted slightly, took her own seat, took the tea, and drank it in one gulp, I like to see her do this, crisp and neat, exuding a sense of pride and nobility.

Xu Yimei's body is better than her, and she is happy with such a big belly like no one.

The two talked about the little dolls the most, and they were all looking forward to their arrival.

"The people below came to report that the lotus flowers are blooming just right, is it okay to go with my sister to enjoy the lotus today?" After chatting for a long time, the fragrance of lotus flowers wafted through the hall, and Lin Qingru remembered this.

The lotus pond was not far away, and the two walked, enjoying the scenery, and followed a large number of people to serve, so lively.

Concubine Rong saw them from a distance, and after the embarrassing pleasantries, the team grew stronger, and the words that Concubine Rong said made everyone completely interested, and there were many people, and she always squeezed Xu Yimei intentionally or unintentionally, making her frightened, and soon dispersed.

Suddenly came the news that the Xu family had been imprisoned, the Xu family had committed a crime, the emperor was angry, and he was dismissed from the position of Xu Gongke, a scholar of the palace court, and all three clans of the Xu family were imprisoned.

Xu Yimei got the news and hurried to the imperial study.

"Concubine Mei, the emperor asks you to go back and raise the baby with peace of mind." The Grand Steward of the Imperial Front politely stopped her from the door and did not let her in anyway.

"Duke Ming, let the concubine see the emperor." The family was wronged, and she had to beg the emperor.

Duke Ming still refused to go in.

Xu Yimei gritted her teeth, took a few steps back, knelt down heavily, and was determined to see the emperor.

He Yeming still hadn't seen her.

When Lin Qingru arrived, it was already noon, and Xu Yimei sweated a lot and knelt straight under the scorching sun.

"Amei, why do you suffer like this, hurry up, there is always a way, so far, you can't put yourself on the hook!" Wiping the beads of sweat on her face, Xu Yimei's pale face frightened Lin Qingru.

Xu Yimei was really stubborn when she was stubborn, she looked like this, and she couldn't hold it up.

Lin Qingru couldn't, and went straight into the hall, and He Yeming really sat there peacefully.

"Ah Ye, save Ah Mei!"

But He Yeming seemed to have expected her to come, took out the candied fruit prepared in advance, and prepared to feed her as before.

Lin Qingru reached out and brushed his hand away, the smile on his face stiffened slightly, and He Yeming stopped smoothly.

"Ah Ye, how can you let Amei kneel outside and never see her, she, but she is still pregnant with your child, she is eight months old!"

"Aru is so worried about my children with other women, why don't you remember that you are not in good health and need to recuperate, so you came in such a hurry?" Emperor Xu was really angry, his eyebrows were serious and reproachful, and if he wanted to refute it, he was also strangled in his belly.

"Look, scared Arru? It's Ah Ye's fault, Ah Ye shouldn't be fierce Ah Ru, Ah Ru and stay here quietly, I'll deal with it. He Yeming kissed her forehead, sent someone to wait to send her back from the inner gate, and went out.

"Emperor, my father will never be a fish and meat people, stealing disaster silver, such a thing!" Seeing He Yeming come out, Xu Yimei hoarse and shouted.

Seeing Concubine Mei so embarrassed, He Yeming hurriedly came down, his face was full of distress, scolding Duke Ming for dereliction of duty, and wanted to carry Xu Yimei back to the palace.

"Emperor, please retry the case of the university scholar." Xu Yimei pulled the emperor's sleeve, still kneeling, refusing to get up.

"Mei'er, the evidence in this case is conclusive and a foregone conclusion. Moreover, harem concubines interfere in politics, which is a great crime. He Yeming made a cold face.

"Mei'er, go back first, be good, Shun won't hurt you." Touching his bulging belly, He Yeming became gentle again, caressed his hands, and smiled with satisfaction.

Picking up Xu Yimei, the two took a step to Concubine Mei's Miying Palace, and a carrier pigeon flew out of the palace wall.

After getting the emperor's meaning, Xu Yimei finally relaxed a little, and served He Yeming with a tired body.

The eunuch hurriedly came to report, saying that the empress maiden vomited badly. He Yeming hurried to Feng Yi Palace again.

Lin Qingru was leaning on the bed, half closed eyes, panting, the imperial doctor took the pulse for a long time, sighed, and retreated to the emperor. Looking at the thin Lin Qingru, He Yeming's eyes were full of distress.

As soon as the emperor left, Concubine Rong couldn't wait to come to the Miying Palace and fall into the well.

"Sister Mei, sister is here." Hearing Concubine Rong's voice, Xu Yimei let out a long sigh and ordered someone to invite in.

"Oh, my sister still has the mind to use ice to cool off, but I don't know if Master Xu has such a good life in prison, and whether he knows that his daughter-in-law is so idle when the family is suffering."

"Alas, too, my sister has a prince in her belly, naturally she must be careful to raise it, the emperor can look forward to this eldest son!"

Concubine Rong still speaks badly, and the spices used on her body are increasing, gradually pungent, or the empress is good, the emperor feels sorry for her, and no one else is allowed to bother her without authorization, even please An to save, no need to see this annoying Concubine Rong.

Finally sending this woman away, Xu Yimei frowned and sighed: "Every time I see this Shen Changrong, I am upset, and my body is not happy." ”

Still worried about his father in his heart, Xu Yimei hastily ate dinner, went to bed and was worried, his body was inconvenient, he could only lie straight on the bed, occasionally turned over, lying on his side, and would also be reminded by his mother that Mo pressed the fetus. The little doll still always kicks her, making her sleep poorly.

On the evening of the second day, He Yeming came early, seeing that he was not happy, even if he was worried, Xu Yimei did not dare to ask anything, only silently accompanied him to eat, He Yeming drank a whole pot of stuffy wine, and pulled Xu Yimei to bed early.

The emperor was probably a little drunk, hugged Xu Yimei from behind, put one hand on her stomach, stroked, and muttered, "Emperor, look at the father and emperor, called the father emperor, called ah!" ”

He Yeming was really a little drunk, so he had to call him his father and king for the unborn child.

And the behavior is getting more rude.

Xu Yimei finally realized that something was wrong, and finally broke free, but found that the entire room was only her and the emperor.

Seeing that He Yeming became more and more delirious and inexplicably afraid to attack her, subconsciously wanted to leave, but was knocked down by the emperor who ran over to pull her, almost subconsciously, He Yeming held her and began to kiss, entangle, wanting to merge into one, wanting to die, regardless of the protruding one, there is this little life, belly.

"Emperor, no, no, the concubine is a little tired, the emperor is also tired, the emperor doesn't want it." Xu Yimei panicked, hoping to regain He Yeming's sanity, but it caused him to become more and more irritable.

He Yeming smiled viciously, like a poisonous snake, completely taking off his previous disguise, leaving only cold blood and cruelty.

The pain hit Xu Yimei, and she desperately protected her stomach, blocking He Yeming's ravages again and again, trying to awaken his love for the child.

"Emperor, my stomach hurts so much, please, please save the child, he is your own flesh and blood!"

"Hahahahaha" he laughed madly, "Dear flesh and bones, so what, if you want him to die, he will have to die, not to mention that he is still the remnant of the extinct Xu clan!" I like to watch people dying! ”

"Extermination, extermination of the Xu clan, father, brother... They..."

"It's already dead, how is it, Shu's acting skills, but I have deceived you." He Yeming grabbed her clothes, her face was terrifying.

He Yeming stripped off her clothes, watched the gradual bleeding under her, watched her wail, and perverted to admire her painful appearance.

Xu Yimei tried her best to give birth to this child and give him as much opportunity as possible.

He Yeming stared at her so gloomy, watching her sweat profusely, holding back his strength.

After a round, the pain subsided, and Xu Yimei gasped and silently regained her strength. The weak and pale face didn't know which nerve he Yeming poked, he became gentle again, distressed to hug the weak Xu Yimei, slowly carried her to the bed, supported her body, wiped the sweat on her face, but at this time, Xu Yimei faced him, only fear and hatred remained.

For a whole day and night, the door of the Miying Palace was never opened, all the palace people in the palace were missing, the Xu family was corrupt, the three clans of Yi were judged, Concubine Mei used medicine privately, causing the prince to miscarry, and entered the cold palace, and the originally cold and noble Concubine Mei also became a madman.

Hearing this bad news, Lin Qingru collapsed and cried, she never dared to believe it, but the blood in the Great Beach in the Miying Hall and Ah Ye's meticulous narration made her have to believe that all this was true.

This seemed to scare Ah Ye, and in the next few days, he stayed by Lin Qingru's side as much as possible, hugging her dead when he slept at night, and often whispered at night, begging Ah Ru and the child not to leave him.

His nerves made Lin Qingru sleep badly, so he looked at He Yeming all night and felt extremely happy.

Sometimes, Ah Ye is busy with government affairs, and Lin Qingru is bored by herself, and always misses Amei Shang's good days.

Lin Qingru walked aimlessly in the palace, and then raised his head and walked to the front of the Miying Palace.

"Jinluo, you go in with me to take a look, the others are waiting outside, Amei doesn't like noisy."

It has not been a few days, the Mikage Palace is much more desolate, full of fallen leaves and plants growing haphazardly, and a few plum blossoms have long dried up in this courtyard, just like its owner.

"Empress Niang, you're here." Just entered the hall, planning to take a break, Xu Yimei's voice came.

The master and servant duo were taken aback, and the madman who was supposed to stay in the cold palace happened to be sitting on the main seat of the Miying Palace.

"Amei?" As soon as these words came out, tears welled up indisputably.

Xu Yimei smiled, slowly spoke, and spoke amazingly.

On the way back to Feng Yi Palace, Xu Yimei's words wrapped around Lin Qingru.

After Xu Yimei's telling, the truth may be even more terrifying.

Therefore, He Yeming pretended to spoil Xu Yimei, and even let her become pregnant with the prince, relaxed the vigilance of the Xu family, and once he made a move, he removed the Xu family and took part of the power into his own hands.

"So, who's next? Is it a momentary concubine or pregnant you! Xu Yimei said a vow, Lin Qingru did not dare, and did not want to believe her conjecture, but all this was too coincidental.

Just a few days later, Xu Yimei lost her life in the cold palace.

Lin Qingru is getting older in the month, and the baby kicks more and more frequently, He Yeming has been idle recently, often lying on Lin Qingru's stomach all afternoon, feeling the touch of fetal movement, and sharing this joy with Lin Qingru.

Without the worries of harem battles and the distress of the lady in charge, all Lin Qingru had to do was eat and sleep, sleep and eat, and enjoy her husband's care with peace of mind, just like other happy women.

But He Yeming is the head of a country after all, leisure is rare, and he has recently hurriedly thrown himself into government affairs.

Fortunately, according to the rules, the grandmother can enter the palace to accompany the birth.

At the beginning of Mrs. Lin's entry into the palace, the mother and daughter had endless words, Lin Qingru was anxious to know the situation in the mansion, the body of her father and brother, Mrs. Lin was busy caring about Lin Qingru's body life, the two were so close, but He Yeming was a little vinegar.

The brother has a family and a business, the happiest thing for the two is to read the letters sent by the government together, the parents are short, don't be interesting, the brother is His Majesty's right-hand man, and recently went out to fight again.

Time passed slowly, the emperor seemed to be extremely busy today, returning to the Feng Yi Palace very late every day, and fell asleep after a little washing, but he also knew to carefully protect Lin Qingru, and after he fell asleep, he subconsciously moved with Lin Qingru to make people want to laugh.

Everything seems to be nothing different, Lin Qingru always feels that her heart is empty, occasionally dreaming back at midnight, she can always remember Xu Yimei's crazy and determined look that day.

He Yeming was even busier, afraid that the late return would disturb Lin Qingru's rest, so he simply rested in the imperial study, the smell of incense was light, but the effect of calming the nerves was surprisingly good.

Waking up in the middle of the night again, Lin Qingru clutched her chest, calmed her violently beating heart, and called Jinluo to get up for the night.

"Grandma hasn't slept yet?" Seeing that the lamp was still lit in Mrs. Lin's room, Lin Qingru was really panicked in her heart and knocked on the door of the room.

"Not yet, Ru'er have a good rest." It took a while for Mrs. Lin to answer.

"Ru'er is bored in her heart and can't sleep, so Ah Niang will accompany me."

Mrs. Lin sat down on the edge of the bed with her hand, caressing gently, just as she had been a child.

"Lost weight again."

"Does Ah Niang feel bored in the palace and insomnia to this point?" Lin Qingru rested on his wife's lap and asked.

Mrs. Lin looked at Lin Qingru with pity and sighed, "My child is thin and worrisome. ”

"Aru really has a good meal, but the child grows up so fast." Touching her stomach, Lin Qingru laughed, annoyed, and only hoped that this little doll would arrive soon.

With Mrs. Lin's company, Lin Qingru slept beautifully, woke up refreshed, and planned to dress up, learn to embroidery, and make small clothes.

Lin Qingru's grooming efforts, Mrs. Lin and Jinluo provoked the embroidery sample.

"What is it?" There was still a piece of paper in the embroidery box, and Mrs. Lin picked it up.

"This, it is a tonic given by Your Majesty to the maiden, but it has no effect, and it is bitter that our maiden has drunk the bitter soup medicine for so long." Jinluo glanced at it slightly and replied casually.

Mrs. Lin unfolded, looked at it carefully, was taken aback, and asked, "Is this a tonic given by the emperor?" How long did Ru'er eat? ”

"I started eating half a year after entering the palace, and I ate until the next show girl entered the palace, it seems that it was when the Xu family was pregnant. The emperor said that women are easy to lose qi and blood, and they have been prepared from the first time, and they have not fallen every time, but the medical skills are not perfect, and the white let the mother suffer, and her body is getting worse and worse. ”

Mrs. Lin put the prescription into her sleeve and was absent-minded for a while.

——— Imperial Study Room———

The head of the Tai Hospital respectfully knelt below, sweating profusely, and did not dare to move for half a minute.

"How is the queen mother's body?" On the imperial throne, quite majestic.

"Empress Niang, I have been doing my best to recuperate recently, and I have gotten much better." Dr. Zhao weighed the words and answered carefully.

"Ben? Listen to the truth, otherwise you will miss a big thing and ask your whole clan to pay for your life! He Yeming gulped, and the imperial doctor under the seat was frightened, his eyes closed, his heart was crossed, and he simply went out.

"Back to Your Majesty, the mother is delicate, the pregnancy of the first child is already difficult, it is not easy to raise well, a few days ago, I was stimulated, and her body became more and more poor, and ... The other lady seems to have taken the medicine of avoiding the soup, and it is difficult to attack, and it is the end of the strong crossbow. ”

"Presumptuous! Shu Ranger waited for a good student to take care of the empress, carefully recuperate, how could these things be born! If the empress and the empress are half injured, the nine tribes of Shu'er will mourn with martyrdom! ”

"Mingde, pass the order to go, in the harem, you are not allowed to talk about the court, especially the empress cannot know all the news about the Lin family."

He Yeming arrived at Feng Yi Palace very late, "Ah Ye..." Lin Qingru, who was asleep, felt a familiar breath, subconsciously entered his arms, and whispered in his dream.

He Yeming gently lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, enjoying this rare peace.

In the middle of the night, He Yeming heard Lin Qingru's call in a daze, and somehow suddenly woke up, Lin Qingru was clutching his clothes tightly, frowning, and looking very uncomfortable.

Until Tianming, Lin Qingru wailed until Tianming, his breath weakened, and the imperial doctor asked him whether to keep big or small.

Three years after Linqi, he was born prematurely, the fetus died, the emperor was furious, the slaughter was in the hospital, the blood in the palace was rivery, and the people were panicked.

The child was gone, and the mother did not have time to stay longer, so she hurried back to the house.

Lin Qingru's temperament changed greatly, often sitting alone in the hall, her eyes lost and tears flowed down her face.

Bedridden for more than a month, the harem is sad and calm, and the previous dynasty is changing.

Lin Qingru sat sullenly all day, thinking carefully about various abnormalities in recent days, Amei changed, Ah Niang panicked, hurried back, Ah Ye became more and more busy, the palace was unusually quiet, and there was no news from home for a long time.

Xu Yimei's voice echoed in her ears again, she was really afraid, but there was no evidence, everything was speculation.

Being in the deep palace, it is difficult to get through the outside world, no relatives are seen, and they are self-conscious, obviously enjoying glory and wealth, but they are trembling, like walking on thin ice.

Day after day, even though He Yeming did his best and the palace people took care of him, Lin Qingru always felt that something would happen.

The cool autumn has passed, the cold winter is coming, the silver charcoal in the Feng Yi Palace is still there, the brocade carpet is everywhere, approaching the end of the year, the palace is busy inside and outside the palace, only Lin Qingru is still idle here, like a paradise.

Finally had time to rest, He Yeming leaned on the bed with Lin Qingru, counting his fingers, gossiping, leisurely.

He said that he wanted to live in seclusion with her, firewood, rice, oil and salt, but the body of the Son of Heaven was delusional.

"Ah Ye, I haven't received a letter from home for a long time." Just as she was warm and sweet, Lin Qingru suddenly asked, lowering her eyes and sullen.

"People say that once you enter the palace, you are as deep as the sea, and you are not an outsider from now on."

After less than two years in the palace, he was about to lose contact with his family.

He Yeming kissed her forehead and said with a smile: "Aru thinks more, it's still too idle, I should find you something to do." ”

Lin Qingru thought about it, she is indeed idle, the affairs of the harem do not need her to care, stay in the palace all day, or embroidery and recite books, or wander in the garden, self-contained, regardless of winter, summer, spring and autumn outside the room.

"Why don't you find something for Ah Ye to do, okay?" He Yeming leaned forward and propped himself up in front of Lin Qingru with a sense of oppression.

"What?" She looked at him obediently with wide eyes, and suddenly her face turned red, twisting and pinching waiting for the next step.

He Yeming scolded secretly, got out of bed and went out, all in one go, for fear that he would not be able to control himself.

Lin Qingru's body looks quite healthy, but in fact, it is a terrible loss, and she can't move at all.

Lin Qingru stayed on the bed, staring straight at the direction He Yeming left, tears pouring out of her eyes, A Ye, Xu really didn't love her.

It's just that, and in this palace, but in this life.

Lin Qingru asked the emperor for orders to manage the harem and assume the responsibility of the middle palace.

The emperor rejected her request, and Concubine Rong assisted Concubine Xian in taking care of all the affairs of the harem.

At this time, the entire palace felt that the empress had no children, was disliked by the emperor, and only had the false name of the empress.

Concubine Xian acted cautiously, did not dare to neglect Feng Yi Palace at all, the power was in her hands, even if Concubine Rong wanted to stumble, she couldn't start.

"Aru?" While still outside the door, he heard He Yeming's call.

"Concubines see the emperor." Lin Qingru led people to respectfully ask for a salute.

"Aru, it's a mistake, you forgive Yuan, don't want this." He Yeming picked her up and confessed in a low voice.

As gentle as ever, it is falling.

Lin Qingru was speechless, serving He Yeming for meals, pouring tea with cloth vegetables, and fulfilling the duties of empress and palace concubine.

Lin Qingru was really afraid, afraid that this temperature would not be able to survive the mirror, and it would disperse as soon as it was touched, and she had to admit that the cruel truth was extremely likely.

He Yeming still did not touch her, and slept together, each with his own thoughts.

After a lot of thought, the news from outside the palace finally reached the Feng Yi Palace.

The family has always reported good news and not worries, this time the letter was hasty and short, the brother was missing, some people in the family were demoted one after another, and the emperor was about to move the Lin family.

The elder brother is in the north, the war is scorching, the enemy's plan is no longer heard, the generals of the northern slaves have never changed, it is reasonable to say that the brother will not fall behind, and can even quickly control the enemy, it will not take a few months to return to the DPRK, now, I am afraid that there is a meticulous work in the army.

He Yeming may just want to take advantage of this to get rid of the Lin family, his brother is in trouble, the Lin family is panicked, he took the opportunity to weaken the power of the Lin family, and even, like the Xu family Zhang family, install a trumped-up charge, directly!

Thinking of this, Lin Qingru was stunned in her heart, and it hurt like her heart was directly ripped off, and now, she is in love with the emperor, the Asura who is hypocritical and uses the palace concubine to kill courtiers and consolidate his power!

A mouthful of blood spurted out, and Lin Qingru fainted.

Woke up slowly, and next to the bed was He Yeming, a person kneeling in the palace.

"Ahem, this is, what's wrong?" Weak body, she asked.

"Aru, you are awake, how is it, how is your body, fast, too doctor!"

The doctor hurriedly stepped forward to diagnose the pulse, but it was still those words, his body was weak, and his qi and blood were lacking.

Lin Qingru fell asleep again, and when he woke up again, He Yeming had left, his lips were dry terribly, and there was not a single person waiting in the room.

"Jinluo, water." Lin Qingru shouted weakly, came in a palace maid with a raw face, served her to drink water in a regular manner, and recovered some strength.

"What about Jinluo? Who are you? ”

"Hui Niangniang, the slave is Xiangling, she was newly sent by the Internal Affairs Office to serve the maiden, and the slave does not know where the Jinluo girl is."

What do you mean, Lin Qingru struggled to get out of bed, called all the palace maids in the palace, looking at these unfamiliar faces, Lin Qingru sat on the chair, expressionless.

Well, he changed the people of Feng Yi Palace thoroughly, and even Jinluo was gone, he must have known something and was locked up by him!

At this time, she was grounded in Feng Yi Palace and was alone.

He Yeming still came over at night, she didn't say anything, obediently served him for dinner, and went to bed. He smiled gently, as before, coquettishly to her, but it was frightening.

He Yeming hugged Lin Qingru, hummed a song to coax her to sleep, and after a long time, asked, "Ah Ru can't sleep?" ”

"Where's Jinluo?"

He Yeming stopped his movements and sighed: "Ah Ru, don't ask, just stay by my side." ”

Lin Qingru has always been very obedient, and finally, when the time was ripe, she changed into light clothes, walked down the people, and found her according to the clues left by Jinluo.

It was a dark room in the imperial garden, unguarded, and the heavy iron fence meant that she would never release the brocade.

Jinluo told Lin Qingru everything.

After the brother disappeared, he appeared in the tent of the Northern Nu general's camp, and before the ministry could investigate clearly, the emperor's people sent the news back to the capital, and also accused the brother of treason and defection to the enemy, and the imperial city guard found evidence of collaborating with the enemy and treason in the Lin Mansion, and the emperor was furious and wanted to curse the Nine Tribes.

"Niangniang, this is the emperor's iron heart to get rid of the Lin family!"

Jinluo's voice echoed in his ears, Lin Qingru ran to the imperial study room like crazy, begging him, begging him, as long as he can release the Lin family, he can do anything, he can do anything.

"Emperor! Lin Qingru, the daughter of the Lin family, begged to see the emperor! ”

Seeing from a distance, Mingde hurriedly went in and passed Bing, and soon, He Yeming rushed out of the imperial study room to help Lin Qingru, who was rushing over, and when he saw He Yeming coming, Lin Qingru knelt down heavily, shouting, "The Lin family has been wronged, ask the emperor to thoroughly investigate the Lin family's case!" "The forehead touched the ground, and the sorrow was resolute.

"Aru, get up!" He Yeming held her hand and wanted to pick her up.

Lin Qingru broke free, supported the ground with both hands, looked up at him, tears fell all over her face, her hair was messy, she stated the doubts of the case hoarsely in her throat, and coughed heavily.

He Yeming was extremely distressed, and picked her up horizontally, angry and depraved, calling people to pass on the imperial doctor.

Seeing that He Yeming believed that the Lin family was collaborating with the enemy, Lin Qingru cried: "Your Majesty, the Lin family is loyal, and he also asked the emperor to thoroughly investigate the case, and return the Lin family to innocence, and my father is getting older, and the Lin family will definitely move their family afterwards and never enter Beijing again!"

He Yeming blackened his face, put her on the bed, and told her again, "The Lin family is treason and collaboration, the evidence is conclusive, and there is absolutely no room for turnback." ”

There were only two empresses in the palace of Nuoda, and after Lin Qingru made a fuss, he calmed down, supported the bed, supported his upper body, stared closely at He Yeming's eyes, and said word by word: "What do you want."

He Yeming stopped his hand to wipe her face, and replied in the affirmative: "I want the Lin family, die."

"For, why?" Lin Qingru looked at him in disbelief, why, the Lin family is loyal to the Lord, and his aunt tries her best to protect him, he wants to end up in such a situation.

"Aru doesn't understand, just wait for me here, we will give birth to a child, and live a happy life here." He Yeming gently stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, but this appearance was extremely dangerous and vicious in Lin Qingru's eyes.

"The affairs of the dynasty are complicated, Aru's eyes may not be true, the palace is dangerous, and it is not necessarily murder that saves people."

Lin Qingru tried his best and failed to change the emperor's will.

In the spring of the fifth year of Linqi, the Lin clan colluded with foreign thieves, caused trouble in the government of the dynasty, and cursed the nine clans to comfort the border soldiers, and his daughter Lin Clan, who was immoral and incompetent, deposed his posthumous position and entered the cold palace.

In the same year, Princess Bei Jingru entered Beijing and was named Concubine Ru.

Lin Qingru, also the current Concubine Ru, lives quietly in the magnificent palace, thinking about her relatives who are separated from heaven and earth day and night.

"Emperor, Concubine Ru's cough has become more and more serious recently, and her qi and blood are retrograde..."

The imperial doctor trembled and considered, and the emperor waved his hand and ordered him to go down.

The emperor, who is only thirty years old, has white sideburns and a face full of vicissitudes.

In the past six months, Aru has been a stranger to him, depressed, and Jinluo has returned, and he can't persuade her to take care of her body more.

These days, his mind is not very clear, so He Yeming has the opportunity to get along with her.

"Aru."

"Ah Ye, I want to go home." Lin Qingru lay on the bed, smiling shallowly.

"This is Aru's home, Aru don't go anywhere else, okay?" He Yeming hugged her weak body and begged with a trembling voice.

Lin Qingru shook her head and slowly spoke: "Ah Ye, I saw Ah Niang, she is in the mansion, making hibiscus pastries for me, and father, brother, I haven't seen them for a long time, and I don't know how the little peach tree in the mansion grows."

"Ah Ye, I'm dressed, you take me back, you haven't carried me for a long time."

Lin Qingru looked at him so quietly, not noisy or noisy, with a smile between his eyebrows.

He Yeming finally carried her on his back, step by step, and walked towards the gate of the palace.

"Aru remembers that we used to pick osmanthus flowers here."

"Remember, osmanthus cake failed to make after all."

"I used to embroidered handkerchiefs here."

Little by little, word by word, slowly stay on this lengthy palace road.

Lin Qingru felt that her body was becoming more and more tired, and she gradually didn't want to speak, only He Yeming was still recalling their warm past little by little.

"Ah Ye, where have you been?"

The man on his back whispered.

"Soon, almost to the Shenwu Gate." He Yeming replied.

"That is, it's almost time to leave the palace."

Muddy and groggy, that day, many people saw that outside the Shenwu Gate, on Beiheng Street, a handsome man holding a beautiful girl and crying silently.