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Leng Qiuyue put on the wedding dress with a vision of marriage.
But she could not dream that on the wedding night, the moment of spring supper, originally a couple of newlyweds earburns, when the love was sweet, her husband Lu Zhaopeng would rather go to the horse number and the long-term worker Liu Mou'er to sleep in a quilt, and did not round the house with himself, if it were not for the father-in-law Lu Zilin's big mouth, fanned on Lu Zhaopeng's face, he also retreated to the cave house.
What Leng Qiuyue didn't know was that after she made a kiss with Lu Zhaopeng in the face of an arranged marriage, Lu Zhaopeng said that he was unwilling to do anything, hid in the city and did not come back, Lu Zilin entered the city with great momentum, slapped Lu Zhaopeng with a split head and covered his face, and hit him with bloody mouth and nose, and he cried and compromised.
On the third day, the newlyweds entered the ancestral hall to worship the ancestors, Lu Zhaopeng refused to prostrate in the name of worshiping the ancestral hall, which was purely feudal, and was slapped into the ancestral hall by Lu Zilin, lu Zhaopeng was slapped in the first two slaps, she did not see, but really saw the third slap.
How could Leng Qiuyue know that although Lu Zhaopeng thought that the ancestral worship of the ancestral hall was a feudal ritual religion, but it was only his excuse to shirk, in fact, he felt that leading his new daughter-in-law to worship the ancestors was equivalent to acknowledging this wife to the patriarchs, and he did not recognize this marriage in his heart, did not recognize this wife, he was like a pony that was forcibly bred, Lu Zilin's three slaps were invisible shackles, his temporary submission did not mean that he would always be at the mercy of others, the long wind was long, his dream was not on the White Deer Plain, and his love was not on Leng Qiuyue.
And Lu Zhaopeng's temporary submission harmed Leng Qiuyue's life, and the marriage that Lu Zilin had saved for himself was just a tomb of the living dead, burying his happiness, dignity and life.
On the third day after marriage, Lu Zhaopeng left Leng Qiuyue with no joy and pain, only a scorching desire after the wedding night, and it was this "anxious desire" that made Leng Qiuyue go from a cycle of spring dreams to greasing and powdering to seduce Lu Zilin, her tragic life, finally like broken porcelain uncontrollable, and this tragic fermentation process, Lu Zhaopeng's evil sins are unforgivable.
Leng Qiuyue is a pawn in Mr. Leng's chessboard
In the original work, Mr. Leng appeared very early.
Bai Bingde had a strange nightmare, and after waking up, he found himself falling on the floor tiles under the kang, his heart was burning, his body became hard and stiff, And Bai Bingde's violent illness, frightened and panicked Bai Jiaxuan, under the reminder of Lu San, went to the Chinese medicine hall to call Mr. Leng.
Mr. Leng in the author's pen, the benevolence of the doctor, in his eyes there is only illness and pain, there is no high and low, whether you are a dignitary or a poor person, in his eyes are treated equally, high medical fees He does not refuse, no money to see a doctor he does not ask for, truly to save lives and help the injured, benevolence and benevolence.
Moreover, Mr. Leng's humbleness, non-contention, and the aura of basing himself on the White Deer Plain with superb medical skills are impressive.
But when Lu Zilin found Bai Jiaxuan and asked him to pull fiber for Lu Zhaopeng and Leng Qiuyue, saying that this was Mr. Leng's meaning, and later Lu Zilin came to Mr. Leng's second daughter and Bai Xiaowen of the Bai family as a matchmaker, I found out that I misunderstood Mr. Leng, he was not as simple as we thought, he had already played a chess game, his daughter's marriage was one of his pawns, but he never expected that the final loss was completely himself.
Although, in the end, the second daughter promised Bai Xiaowu, not his favorite Bai Xiaowen, but Mr. Leng still met expectations, and climbing the family with bailu was his ultimate goal:
"Mr. Leng is very satisfied with the settlement of the two daughters' lifelong events, he is not looking at the property of the Two White Deer families, the White Deer Plains is concerned about the family belongings, no matter the White Family, no matter the Deer Family, it is not a great wealth and wealth, he likes their sons, and also respects their family morality, they are all serious croppers, and more importantly, because of his long-term plan of practicing medicine in White Deer Town, no matter the Deer Family, no matter the White Family, if he offends any family, he will rarely have a foothold in this town."
Only from this sentence, I read Mr. Leng's hypocrisy, obviously the figure is the wealth, power, prestige, land and wide houses, cattle high and large, but he vigorously denied, Bailu originally had richer and more powerful than Bai Jiaxuan and Lu Zilin, Mr. Leng's wisdom is here, he has self-knowledge, knows that the door is comparable, do not disparity is too large, in order to be undivided, sitting on an equal footing, this point, he weighed it very well.
I have always been very puzzled, Mr. Leng, a foreigner, although he has no foundation in the White Deer Plain, no ancestral inheritance, no background, but he has a skill, and he is the common savior of the poor and the rich, noble medical ethics has won a very high prestige, relying on the opening of the medical center, although he can not enter the gold every day, but also has no worries about food and clothing, and there is no children and grandchildren to inherit the family business, need to lay the foundation for them, find a good son-in-law who is in love with the two girls, he could have been as cold and majestic as everyone can see, and there is no dispute with the world.
But he was unexpected, using his daughter's marital interests to maximize, Bailu Town is not Bai Jiaxuan and Lu Zilin's two families, he wants to practice medicine here, the long-term solution is not to hold the thighs of the Bailu and Bailu families, but his own medical skills are superb, and he is convinced by the people, so even if he does not marry the Bailu family, or offend any of them, he cannot shake Mr. Leng's foundation in Bailuyuan, why does he still plot to marry when he knows that Lu Zhaopeng does not like Leng Qiuyue, and also say something grandiose?
With doubts, repeatedly studying the original work, I finally realized that Mr. Leng, who seems to lack nothing, actually has no roots, he is a complete household.
Now, the daughter is the intimate little cotton jacket of the parents, but in the era of the heavy young woman, the daughter is a money-losing commodity, a family without a son, consciously the waist pole is not hard, there is no inheritance, there is no top door, the first thirty years to see the father respect the son, the last thirty years to see the son to respect the father, Mr. Leng does not smile, under the appearance of poverty and happiness, in fact, there is an inferiority and sensitive heart. Although no one joked that Mr. Leng was a desperate family, he felt that he was a rootless duckweed, inferior, and the two families of the white deer, before he could take root. Only then is he grounded.
Therefore, he sacrificed his daughter's happiness and felt that this was her fate, and if she married everyone, she should confess her fate.
The villagers all say that Mr. Leng, who looks even colder than his father, Mr. Leng, is actually talking about his appearance, and Mr. Leng's coldness emanates from his body, cold to the bone marrow and blood, to the point of cold and cold blood, otherwise he will not disregard his daughter's happiness, and even in the end, in the face of the daughter of a mad demon, make a move that we ordinary people cannot understand.
On the third day after marriage, Leng Qiuyue, who began to be a widow, began to dream of spring
Lu Zhaopeng, who received a new type of education, insisted on marriage autonomy, and only because of Lu Zilin's slap, it collapsed and was forced into marriage.
On the wedding night, Lu Zhaopeng, who did not love Leng Qiuyue, and handed over homework, and she fished and watered, he just entered Leng Qiuyue's body and trembled like malaria, Leng Qiuyue, who did not understand the affairs of men and women, thought he had sheep epilepsy, and after finding out that it was not, she was dumbfounded, which showed that she had not received sexual enlightenment education, and was simply like a blank piece of paper.
On the third day after the marriage, Lu Zhaopeng did not quit for a year, at first she did not care, respectfully obeyed her father's orders, served her in-laws, got up early and slept late, because she did not know that Lu Zhaopeng married her as a wife, it was the result of Lu Zilin's three slaps and fans, not to mention that Mr. Leng told her that the boy was in the four directions, she felt that Lu Zhaopeng was a bird outside the sky, not a sparrow with a nest on the eaves, and sooner or later he would return to his hometown and return to his hometown with glory, so that she would be proud of him.
But as she grew older, she was hungry and eager for Lu Zhaopeng's return, and her love for men and women had changed from ignorance to knowledge, from hazy but clear, and she was incomparably eager to tremble with Lu Zhaopeng, oblivious and wanted to die.
She often dreamed, in which she and her husband hugged each other tightly, trembling like a sheep's epilepsy together, and after dreaming too much, she began to lose sleep, and for that trembling, she no longer felt funny, but became a burning desire.
She went to the courtyard to pull firewood, and saw Tian Xiao'e, a woman who made her despise her in her heart, who couldn't resist being jealous of her, she envied that she could be with Heiwa, and she could shiver in the broken cave night and night, while she was lonely and sleepless, cold pillow cold.
Where is my cold autumn moon difference? Why can't you only linger in your dreams every night? But what makes her ashamed and embarrassed is that she still has spring dreams every three to five years, but the man in the dream actually changed from Lu Zhaopeng to little uncle Lu Zhaohai, and later dreamed of trembling with Heiwa, and what made her even more difficult to say was that one night, she actually dreamed of trembling with the male deer Zilin.
Either they can't sleep at night, or they have spring dreams, and Leng Qiuyue's tossed heart is weak and weak, and he does not dare to raise his face and look into the eyes of any adult man.
Finally, Lu Zhaopeng returned, he became the principal of the new school in White Deer Town, Leng Qiuyue finally gave up, but she finally had to accept a cruel reality, that is, he would rather live in the school's damp house than come back for the night.
Leng Qiuyue comforted himself again, that is, he deceived himself, was tired of Lu Zilin's hidden family hidden dangers, and finally did not attack himself, the rumors in the village, used to be a head-to-ear, now it is a big fanfare, Lu Zilin came to the school in a hurry, but in the face of Lu Zhaopeng, who is not the same as before, he no longer has the courage to slap the fourth slap in the face, but whispers to his son, even if he does it, he has to go back to live for a night or two, to cover up the leisurely mouth of everyone.
And over there, Lu Zilin did not dare to face Mr. Leng, who finally realized that the twisted melon was not sweet, and he asked Lu Zilin to bring a message to Lu Zhaopeng, hugh a letter, and he took his daughter home.
Lu Zilin, who was ashamed and embarrassed, was as uncomfortable as being slapped by someone, and he promised that he would not say that Lu Zhaopeng had become the principal, that is, the county governor, and he did not want to abandon the wife of the chaff and he would not agree here.
At the beginning, Mr. Leng and Lu Zilin, wishful thinking, made a marriage contract for the two children, which was a mistake, and after marriage, after finding that they could not get married and dragged hard, they still had illusions, which was the second mistake. If at this time, when Mr. Leng asked the Lu family to take a letter of suspension, Lu Zilin could face the reality and no longer exercise the style of the patriarch saying one thing and the other, letting them shoot twice and scatter and run for the future, perhaps, the tragedy would come to an abrupt end.
And Lu Zhaopeng, his new concept of love freedom and marital autonomy, collapsed only under the slap of his father, and was forced to marry Leng Qiuyue, which is a mistake; not loving but with Leng Qiuyue round house, planting the desire of male and female love in her body, and then irresponsibly walking away, laying hidden dangers for tragedy, which is the second mistake.
Although, in the end, Lu Taiheng came forward and knelt down to beg his grandson to return home, and when Lu Zhaopeng returned home, he beat up and taught his grandson a lesson, but the tragedy was doomed, and their efforts were useless.
The cold autumn moonlight seduced Lu Zilin, and a handful of wheat grass crushed her spiritual world
Lu Zhaopeng disappeared from the White Deer Plain again, and when Lu Zilin went to great lengths to find him, he found that he had already pretended to be husband and wife with Bai Jiaxuan's daughter Bai Ling, pretending to be husband and wife for the revolution, and finally had a long life and fake drama and lived a life.
And in the courtyard of the Lu family, an incomparably lonely soul is struggling to survive the sun and the moon, no hope, no head, no one knows how she tosses and turns every night, tears wet pillow towel, spring dreams soothe her anxious desires, the only night of spring supper, moisturizing her hungry and thirsty body.
Late this night, Lu Zilin's wife went to the Three Officials Temple and did not return, he went home drunk, took the daughter-in-law who opened the door as his wife, and put his arms around Leng Qiuyue's hands.
Leng Qiuyue screamed, her hot and dry legs trembled, almost falling into a comatose trance, the joy of fish and water in the spring dream surged through her body, her body, like a green seedling in the long drought, longed to be satisfied, and reason told her that this was a shocking custom against ethics, she recovered her sanity and broke free.
Gong Lu Zilin fell to the ground, and soon snored loudly, Leng Qiuyue concluded that the father was not intent on being rude to her, he was indeed drunk and confused, he could not bear to watch him drunk in the courtyard, and dragged him to the bedroom of the upper landlord's house with great effort, in his room, listening to the snoring of the grandfather through the wall and breaking the wall, he did not sleep all night.
Lu Zilin, who woke up the next day, looked at himself and his clothes and slept, and realized that he might have lost his morality after drinking last night, but the specific process could not be remembered. He saw that his daughter-in-law was as usual, and he put his mind at ease.
But when he picked up a bowl of thick porridge sent by his daughter-in-law, habitually stirred with chopsticks, but the blood rushed up, he was shocked, the bottom of the bowl was a handful of wheat grass eaten by livestock, this pinch of wheat grass, proving that his most worried thing was still confirmed, he lost his morality after drinking last night is an indisputable fact, the daughter-in-law used this way, venting her inner anger, but also issued a warning to herself, but also let herself have no place to look at herself.
Lu Zilin, who has experienced the world, is overwhelmed and has nothing to do, he instinctively wants to pick up the bowl and smash the humiliation, but he knows that that is equivalent to the daughter-in-law tearing her face, and then going in and out, looking down and not looking up, how to get along?
If you pour out the porridge and slam the door, how will the door come back? Originally, I was wrong first, so I was poor at words. Embarrassed and thinking repeatedly, Lu Zilin decided to quietly pull the wheat grass aside, drink the porridge, and ask his daughter-in-law to hold another bowl.
In the face of insults, Lu Zilin did not break the bowl and scold, but chose that nothing had happened in general, and he was at peace, after all, such a thing was ashamed to open his mouth, and he used his own way to admit his gaffe to his daughter-in-law, his mistake.
In the face of Lu Zilin's unexpected reaction, Leng Qiuyue was panicked, the iron fortress in her heart suddenly collapsed, her eyes were full of trepidation, the six gods and no master were confused, there was no courage and pleasure to retaliate, just like it was not Lu Zilin who did the wrong thing, but herself, the mother-in-law game, Leng Qiuyue was still too tender, and she lost in one round.
I still don't understand, Ming Leng Qiuyue judged that Lu Zilin was not deliberately offended by herself, but drunk and immoral, why did she still come to such a show? Let both sides be embarrassed, originally her life in the deer family is a torment, if you tear your face, it is even more embarrassing.
I think that Leng Qiuyue loves and hates Lu Zhaopeng, and she also has a grudge against the Lu family, she now only has a little pitiful self-esteem, this is her lingering confidence, she does not allow herself to be trampled and violated by anyone, your son is gone, do not treat me as a person, you also bully me, despise me, I am partial to embarrassing you, let you know, I also have temper dignity, not a rebellious fate.
But not long after, Leng Qiuyue was horrified to find that her father-in-law's frivolous behavior towards her that night lingered in her mind, and she even enjoyed and was fascinated by that process, she was powerless to block those temptations, and she knew very well that it was all sin.
After countless struggles and entanglements, she finally plucked up the courage and began to test her husband, and what she didn't know was that the dao was a foot high and the old treacherous father had already doubted her abnormal behavior, he felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't be sure, so he decided to test the plan, finally confirmed his guess, and then gave her a stick to drink.
Therefore, when the daughter-in-law was unusual, attentively and enthusiastically stir-frying herself warm wine, outside the words, every move was close to his guess, he smelled the powder on his daughter-in-law' body, and Lu Zilin, who had been a woman for half a lifetime, how could he not see through her explicit and clumsy tricks, he caught the opportunity to fight back, mixed with wheat grass in the cold mixed bean sprouts, when Leng Qiuyue "wow" spit out, he said to his daughter-in-law in a strong voice: "Learn the rules, you are the animal that eats grass." ”
Leng Qiuyue sat paralyzed on the ground, wanting to cry without tears, she knew that she would never be able to stand up in this family, she wanted to use a rope to end her life of humiliation, but she still did not have the courage, from then on, she never spoke again, just robot-like, mechanically doing her job, three or four months later, she was spinning threads, suddenly fell to the ground trembling, heard a clatter in her head, she jumped up, ran out of the street, ran to the village alley, read words in her mouth, gibberish:
Dad is good with me... I'm good with my dad... You say oh to Grandma. ”
Mr. Leng prescribed medicine to his daughter-in-law, a bowl of medicine was poured down, Leng Qiuyue was dumb, and in the middle of the night of the winter solstice, this poor woman died miserably:
"The daughter-in-law no longer shouts, no longer crazy, no longer spinning and weaving, not even drying the courtyard to cook, not eating a mouthful of food for three days and two days, just climbing to the water tank and scooping cold water to drink, and then becoming thinner and thinner, like a skeleton, died on the kang on the night of the ninth day of the winter solstice." When the women of the neighbors were stripping her of her clothes and changing into a birthdaygown, they smelled a foul smell and found that her lower body was eroded and soaked with pus and blood..."
A woman's life, there are two reincarnations, one is born, one is married, Leng Qiuyue gave birth to the wrong family, married the wrong man, her life is wrong again and again, death, is the best relief for her...
Write at the end:
I have always felt that Lu Zilin is really cruel, originally he had mistakes first, as an elder, he should be more tolerant and understanding, not to mention that his son destroyed people's homes, in the face of Leng Qiuyue's excessive behavior, he should be tolerant, found that her thinking has deviated, and should guide her back, but he chose to short soldiers, tit-for-tat, with his human way, but also to treat his body, accelerating the collapse and death of Leng Qiuyue, it is really an unforgivable sin.
But I found that even Leng Qiuyue's biological father was so cruel and ruthless to her, what qualifications do we have to ask Lu Zilin to be kind and compassionate?
And in this tragedy, Lu Zhaopeng, who has gone away, his evil is extremely evil. He fought against feudal etiquette, but sacrificed innocent people, you insisted on marriage freedom to the end, resolutely did not marry Leng Qiuyue, since you married, you assumed the responsibility of being a husband, lived a good life, divorced if you did not love, gave Leng Qiuyue an account, and returned her free body, but he left a mess, irresponsibly patted his ass and left, he was not even as good as a black baby, and dared to call himself a new youth.
Of course, in this tragedy, everyone is not innocent, including Leng Qiuyue, but Lu Zhaopeng is the most responsible, and he should repent all his life.