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Qingwei | reverie in the illness

Text/Wang Baohua

Qingwei | reverie in the illness

The most beautiful April day on earth is coming to an end, and winter has ushered in summer. The world that was once depressed is now green with green canola flowers, and the petals of Yu Meiren dancing with the wind...

The reason for the epidemic is that I rarely go out, and whenever I go out, I can see people wearing T-shirts, whether in bustling markets or fields, there are 50 or 60-year-old people in the age, and there are children under 5 or 6 years old, and I dare not try to wear T-shirts in this beautiful season. I used to be very confident that I was an authentic peasant child, and my body was so delicate that I knew it when I was sick.

Due to work reasons, I sorted out most of the documents in front of the computer for most of the day, and when it was close to twilight, I felt a slight chill in my body, so I lay down early. In the confusion, I felt that the quilt was burning, and I wrapped myself in a hot wrap, trying to break free, but I couldn't break free. I felt that the fire was getting stronger and stronger, and I couldn't break free. After a while, I felt the hot water sweep in, as if I had fallen into a pot of boiling water, and people began to gradually wake up.

Qingwei | reverie in the illness

Only then did I realize that I had a fever, and the place where I reached out was hot, including the sheets and covers. Struggling to get the thermometer. 38.5℃。 The first reaction is to go to the hospital, the other I told myself, how to go you can't get up, during the epidemic, the doctors are too busy to take care of nucleic acid testing, who has the spare strength to treat you? Look at the time, it's not yet eight o'clock.

Time crawls hard, ticking, like a snail that doesn't know the world. He didn't know that I was expecting the dawn to come, but he ran a little faster for me, even for a few minutes and seconds. In the confusion, the body temperature to be measured was 38.9 ° C, the temperature was constantly rising, and the pajamas on the body had long been completely soaked and could no longer be worn. The sheet cover is also hot and humid. A little away, I felt sweaty and trembling again. What can be done at 39.1°C, 39.3°C, 39.5°C?

Forced to endure the discomfort, climbed up and drank a package of compound aminophenol nanoparticles, shivered, and hurried back to bed. The moment I slowly lay down on the bed, I remembered the words of my ancestors: About the time of the big death is not far away. The eyes hurt like pins and needles, the head seemed to be cracking, and the lower abdomen was faintly painful.

At this time, I thought of Stetson's mother, who when she was carried to the car by everyone, kept saying that she had an underage daughter and drank her son who had been paralyzed for many years. Am I really going to die too? I also have an underage daughter and an unborn child. Thinking about it, I fell asleep in a daze.

Qingwei | reverie in the illness

A high fever overnight, burning people to the ground, has been in various struggles, strange things.

It is not easy to get to the dawn, and then measure the body temperature, 37.2 ° C, or higher than the usual body temperature, but I have been very satisfied, because today is the third time for the nucleic acid testing of all staff, I must not delay the opening of the school because of myself, the safety of the people around, the nucleic acid test first monitor the body temperature, at this time, the heart is scared, in case I exceed 37.3 ° C, what to do? What if I quarantine? I also have a bunch of cute kids waiting for me to go live, and they look forward to meeting me every day! At 36.1 °C, there was no danger, and a stone was finally about to fall to the ground. The next morning I opened the phone, the first thing was to look at the results of the nucleic acid test, negative, a stone finally landed, rest assured, although I was still dizzy, eyeache, stomach pain.....

Qingwei | reverie in the illness

As the saying goes, illness comes like a mountain, and illness goes like a silk. This illness made me deeply feel the discomfort of nine deaths, and also made me feel that I spent every day in the slightest discomfort, and now I have spent four days and four nights.

The most attached thing to the disease is the bed, rarely go out, and the wind outside the house seems to be not friendly, blowing people like me with headaches and stomachaches. Passing by the dead magnolia flower furrow, I did not want to glimpse a few bright colors, and suddenly attracted, the "caryo bamboo" born among the weeds, if it is not a flower, if it is not a bright new red, who will find it? He squatted down in pain and cleared the weeds around him, so that he could have a more comfortable environment, more effectively accept the sun, absorb water, and grow stronger.

I also want to learn like this obscure but brightly flowered "caryophyllus" and be a tenacious person.

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