"Principal, I was wrong, I didn't dare, I was already reforming, let me wear the guilt and make a contribution."
"Yi Man, hurry back to the house to make a school uniform." Remember, don't come out no matter what happens, don't listen to anything, don't care about anything, remember? ”
In order to prevent Rose from discovering the truth, the commissioner and Principal Sun teamed up to perform a brassser's fake death scene.
If the crazy Zhang Yiman is seen, things are likely to be dressed, so Principal Sun asked her to stay in the room and make school uniforms at ease, and not to come out if she is not ready.
In the past, Zhang Yiman was a person who went his own way.
In the face of Pei Kuishan's confession, she can refuse without hesitation, because not liking is not liking.
In the face of the coppersmith, she can also open her mouth to all kinds of insulting words, because although she has a good feeling, she cannot destroy other people's families.
In order to live freely, Zhang Yiman has never considered the feelings of others.
Now Zhang Yiman, having experienced multiple blows, has begun to care about the eyes of others.
The most direct embodiment is that she confessed to the principal, picked flowers to please the commissioner and the Americans, and even begged Pei Kuishan to marry her (the plot in the play).
Some things can only be learned to grow if they really feel pain.
This kind of growth, in the eyes of others, is like crazy, quite ironic.
Zhang Yiman's transformation can be said to be painful to the heart.
The first is Pei Kuishan's verbal abuse.
The film borrowed the mouth of Pei Kui Mountain and told us the reason why Zhang Yiman was willing to follow everyone to remote areas -
When he was in the city, Zhang Yiman's wind evaluation was very bad, and he had reached the point of being spurned.
As Pei Kuishan said, she has become a street rat.
When Zhang Yiman was in a desperate situation, Principal Sun just planned to start education in a remote area.
So Zhang Yiman followed.
There is no one who knows her, no one knows her past, and everything can start all over again.
For Zhang Yiman's matter, several other teachers are tacit, but they will not say it, which is an open secret.
After all, everyone looked up and didn't look down, there was no need to deliberately embarrass Zhang Yiman.
Even when the commissioner came to investigate, he clearly explained the "stain" of the other three teachers, and the matter of being alone and not mentioning it alone was also considered to have left her face.
Now Pei Kuishan nakedly said zhang Yiman's matter, and the matter was put on the table.
This is tantamount to reopening Zhang Yiman's scars and stomping Zhang Yiman's self-esteem to the ground.
Pei Kuishan's words also implied that he did not treat Zhang Yiman equally.
Subconsciously, Pei Kuishan believes that Zhang Yiman is a woman that no one wants, so his confession and desire to marry her can be regarded as a gift.
But the result was rejected, which greatly hit Pei Kuishan's self-esteem - Zhang Yiman, who was scolded by others, couldn't look at himself, how bad was he?
Taking advantage of the opportunity given by the coppersmith, Pei Kuishan said all the dissatisfaction in his heart.
From this point of view, Zhang Yiman's rejection of Pei Kuishan was very correct.
If it is not premised on mutual respect, then the two are difficult to stay together for long.
The second is the coppersmith's revenge.
In order to let the coppersmith and his wife go home, Zhang Yiman deliberately said a lot of hurtful words, and even called him a "cattle".
This matter is indeed Zhang Yiman's mistake, irrefutable.
After all, there are many ways to draw a line with the coppersmith, but Zhang Yiman chose the worst one.
This also led to the coppersmith's revenge.
After the coppersmith won the battle, he first let everyone verbally insult Zhang Yiman, then slapped him, and finally asked Principal Sun to cut Zhang Yiman's hair.
For the girl, everything the coppersmith asked for was extremely excessive, and he also made three at once.
The key is that Zhang Yiman had a good feeling for the coppersmith before.
The front scolded the coppersmith in that way, and she felt bad in her heart.
Seeing the coppersmith become like this now also has a feeling of blindness to the wrong person for Zhang Yiman.
Compared with Pei Kuishan, the coppersmith fought back because he was insulted by Zhang Yiman after his ideological awakening.
Judging from his performance, he also has feelings for Zhang Yiman.
And this feeling is more pure, there is no sympathy and pity, only reluctance and regret.
Compared with others, who are also hurting themselves, Zhang Yiman may have the least complaint about the coppersmith.
The biggest blow to Zhang Yiman was President Sun's "doing big things without being informal".
As mentioned earlier, she and Principal Sun came to do education in the region because they wanted to start over.
When she first came into contact, Pei Kuishan seemed to be the person who best met her conditions.
Who knew that later found that Pei Kuishan loved to hide (diarrhea) when he encountered trouble, and his physical ability was not good (a few seconds).
Then Zhang Yiman is certainly not willing to live a lifetime with such a person.
Principal Sun is the leader of Sanmin Primary School, but he has been making all kinds of wrong decisions.
One of the biggest mistakes was to let the coppersmith pretend to be Teacher Lu Deshui, and the biggest sacrifice in the process was Zhang Yiman.
Faced with the reluctance of the coppersmith to take pictures, Principal Sun's "ingenuity" could not think of any useful way at all.
In order to repay the favor, Zhang Yiman decided to "sleep in" him.
Who knew that after the coppersmith's daughter-in-law came, Principal Sun directly betrayed Zhang Yiman like an outsider.
Later, the coppersmith asked Zhang Yiman to cut off His hair, and Principal Sun was the one who did it himself.
Principal Sun, who seems to be the oldest and most serious on the surface, is actually the person who is the most unreliable in doing things and hurts Zhang Yiman the most.
If Principal Sun had followed Pei Kuishan's advice from the very beginning and told the commissioner the truth, none of these things would have happened in the future.
In the end, Zhou Tienan's death was not saved.
Originally, Zhou Tienan was the only person who had neither a conflict of interest nor an emotional conflict with Zhang Yiman.
But that night, when the officer wanted to rape Zhang Yiman, he saw that he was not saved, which became the last straw that crushed the camel.
For Zhang Yiman, he has experienced the injuries of Pei Kuishan, the coppersmith and Principal Sun.
Even if Zhou Tienan didn't do anything, she would think he was a trustworthy person.
(For example, if everyone in a class bullies you and only one person has neither beaten you nor scolded you, you will feel that this is a good person, even if he has not comforted you.) ）
But at this time, Zhou Tienan had already been scared out of his guts by the pistol, and he couldn't raise a trace of resistance at all.
Having experienced the life and death line and knowing what is really strong, this cannot be blamed on him.
But from Zhang Yiman's point of view, she was abandoned by everyone.
Under repeated blows, Zhang Yiman suddenly found that he had become a superfluous person in Sanmin Primary School.
When she was in trouble, no one helped her.
So she changed from her previous self-righteous thinking to a thought that needed to be recognized by others.
Only by embodying her own value will others need her.
Zhang Yiman's huge transformation, from the perspective of others, is like crazy.
The huge gap between before and after is also psychologically painful for Zhang Yiman.
What used to be free now has to be careful.
This is in serious conflict with her philosophy of "living freely".
So at the end of the movie, she chose to commit suicide, so that at least she didn't have to grievance herself.
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