Ma Sichun's life is like a capsule.
Smooth on the outside and bitter on the inside.
Later, after the hydration of life.
The smooth appearance is also gradually withering.....
In 2016, Ma Sichun and Zhou Dongyu both stood on the podium of the Golden Horse Awards.
Dressed in dazzling dresses and confident, the two men stood on the stage to receive the award.
It is also the first time in the history of the Golden Horse Awards that the "Double Shadow Queen" has appeared.
However, no one expected that that moment would become Ma Sichun's most dazzling moment.
Since then, she and Zhou Dongyu's road has gradually drifted apart.
She was more and more ridiculed, while Zhou Dongyu became more and more dazzling.
But how did Ma Sichun get to such a point?
Supposedly not.
Her family can be regarded as an acting family.
XiaoYi and Xiao Uncle are the famous actor Jiang Wenli and the famous director Gu Changwei.
My mother was my sister-in-law's agent, and even my father had strong connections.
Born on the starting line.
Looking at Zhou Dongyu, she is exactly the opposite of Ma Sichun.
Compared with Ma Sichun's happy family, she lost her father at a young age.
Zhou Dongyu was young
While Ma Sichun enjoyed pampering, she remarried with her mother.
Call the strange man "Father."
Although bitter, she was lucky because she met a good stepfather.
Spoiled her to the bone.
Just when Zhou Dongyu slowly enjoyed his father's love and grew up carefree.
Ma Sichun has become a small actor.
It was in 1995 that Jiang Wenli entered the crew of "Winter of Three People".
Before filming could begin, the director approached her and asked her to find a way to find a little actor to play her little daughter.
Jiang Wenli immediately thought of her sister's daughter, that is, Ma Sichun.
So Ma Sichun officially entered the show business circle, when she was seven years old.
Therefore, compared with Zhou Dongyu's life, her starting line is too high.
But Ma Sichun, who has an excellent family, is not as happy as Zhou Dongyu.
In high school, she experienced the ridicule and teasing of her classmates.
Put chalk ash into her cup, or put the mop water into the cup.
Force her to drink it.
In the teasing of his classmates, Ma Sichun slowly lost his aura.
"Inferiority" and "cowardice" became labels on her.
In the face of bullying, Ma Sichun had nowhere to tell.
She told her parents that she wanted them to come forward for her.
Her parents told her to ignore her and try to prove herself.
It is also this kind of education that makes Ma Sichun fall into the darkness.
Growing up, I almost ruined my life.
Zhou Dongyu, on the other hand, was different from her.
Because her mother and stepfather had high expectations of her.
So she went to learn gymnastics when she was 12 years old.
Because of the love of her parents, her personality is bold and lively.
Faced with life, always want challenges.
In 2010, Zhou Dongyu went to Nanjing to take an art exam.
He was favored by the assistant director of the love affair of "Hawthorn Tree".
So she became the heroine of "Hawthorn Tree Love".
When filming the show, she was acting for the first time.
But because of her talent, she played "Jing Qiu" to life, and she also seemed to have a goal.
Of course, she is also very lucky to become popular with this drama.
Zhang Yimou once commented on Zhou Dongyu: Very aura, others can not replace.
Obviously, most of this aura comes from the family growth environment.
And Ma Sichun? The body has a heavy life early on, and it is all negative emotions.
Perhaps this is also the reason why their future situation is very different.
Ma Sichun and Zhou Dongyu met in 2016.
That year, the crew of "July and Ansheng" set Ma Sichun and Zhou Dongyu as the heroines.
A play brought out two film queens.
This is not only the first time in the history of the Golden Horse Awards, but also the most beautiful double film queen in the film and television industry.
Not only because the two heroines won the film at the same time, but also because they are very young.
After taking the double shadow, their future should have been more dazzling.
However, there are too many twists in life, and Ma Sichun and Zhou Dongyu face different lives.
Zhou Dongyu can be said to have been controversial since his debut.
For example, when she starred in "Hawthorn Tree Love".
Although it is popular, it is also criticized by people as ugly.
For example, in 2015, she appeared on a variety show.
But when Wang Xun asked her for a photo, he not only refused, but also said: I don't want to shoot with you.
Hence the accusation: impoliteness, lack of quality.
But she can skillfully "turn danger into disaster" every time.
It can even become a good actor in people's hearts.
That's because her acting skills have been improving.
And constantly challenge yourself.
For example, "Young You", let her win a number of best actresses.
Her resources are also at the top of the ladder.
From the beginning of being ridiculed by the soil, to the endorsement of many top luxury brands later.
She completed her counterattack.
And Ma Sichun?
Since "July and Ansheng", there are no representative works.
There are also some works that feel insensitive.
For example, "The General is on the Top", and then "About Winter".
When she took over one small production after another, Zhou Dongyu had already completed the counterattack of life.
Even the audience found that the gap between them was getting bigger and bigger.
Even Yu Zheng is mocking her acting skills for regressing.
At first people didn't approve of Yu Zheng's words.
But when she saw "I Am an Actor", she played against Qin Hao.
Only then did I suddenly find that Ma Sichun, who had attracted much attention, had no acting skills.
Not only that, but even her works are frequently complained about.
Especially after the release of "The First Incense", it was ridiculed as "fat", "poor temperament" and so on.
If, just in terms of resources and works, the distance is not too sad.
But in love, the chasm is difficult to cross.
After all, there are too many people in the circle, because of love, buried youth and career.
Ma Sichun is obviously this kind of person.
Open her love history and you will find that all she fell in love with were "scumbags".
For example, falling in love with Ouhao.
In 2017, she and Ou Hao made an open love affair.
The first thing that doesn't match this relationship is age.
Ohau was a full four years younger than her.
The second is fame.
She is a child star debut, an acting family.
Ou Hao is a poor boy with a draft background and nothing.
With Ou Hao, she gave everything, as long as Ou Hao has a new play, the first publicity is Ma Sichun.
Even in July of 17 years, Ma Sichun also said: July is Ouhao's.
Ou Hao, however, did not care about her efforts and intentions.
Asked by the reporter who Ou Hao was, he said on the spot that it was his own.
Perhaps the bitter pursuit of love is too bitter, and she and Ou Hao finally broke off their fate.
But the second one, I found a more unsightly Zhang Manle.
Zhang Manle, the rock circle is famous for eating soft rice, and is "soft rice hard to eat".
Someone on the Internet has revealed that he is a scumbag.
However, Ma Sichun did not care at all, and plunged into love, eager to suffocate.
Even if netizens advised her to polish her eyes, she never looked at it.
Over time, Ma Sichun, who insisted on going his own way, eventually "consumed" his popularity.
And Zhou Dongyu?
In 2015, it was revealed that he was intimate with her boyfriend in the villa.
Generously posted the love affair, a sentence: Teacher Zhuo, I will pull the curtains in the future.
Countless fans for her.
Career, love, from the beginning of winning the film, she gradually lagged behind Zhou Dongyu.
However, in the beginning, she and Zhou Dongyu were still good sisters.
But this sisterhood is gradually worn away by time.
On the way forward, she and Zhou Dongyu eventually ran counter to each other, leaving one person in vain.
At a certain issue of "Spitting Conference", Yi Lijing asked Ma Sichun:
You have so many friends, how many of them are sincere?
You regard Zhou Dongyu as a good friend, does she have time to be friends with you?
July and Ansheng, are you now ansheng?
These few words poked directly into Ma Sichun's heart socket.
Every sentence is heartfelt, and the words are bloody.
Just when Yi Lijing was complaining, Ma Sichun's face was getting worse and worse, and finally he could only barely maintain his smile.
After all, in 2016, after they won the double film, they became good sisters.
Be together every day, and make a dynamic to relate to each other.
Even travel together, celebrate birthdays for three years, help promote works, and publicly complain about each other.
All of this shows that their girlfriends have a deep love.
Until the end of June 2020, Ma Sichun's birthday, Zhou Dongyu fell silent.
Don't say card points, the blessings are gone.
In 2021, Ma Sichun's birthday, Zhou Dongyu is also missing.
Ma Sichun, who usually likes to talk about Zhou Dongyu the most, never mentions it.
The outside world sensed the changes between them and once asked Ma Sichun, she said:
We are two individuals.
When he said this, Ma Sichun's eyes had something inexplicable and unclear.
However, they really have no contact anymore.
Later, Zhou Dongyu lived happier and happier.
No matter what kind of occasion, it is very flexible.
She can swing the hem of her skirt while walking the red carpet.
It is also possible to make a loud laugh in a variety show.
Putting aside those negative reviews, you'll find that she's happy.
And her smile is also extremely "infectious".
Let you see, you will involuntarily smile, only the word "sunshine" remains in your mind.
This is also the charm of Zhou Dongyu.
So when she took out her own powerful works one after another, showing her upright personality and the smell of sunshine.
Her future is getting better and better, and the road is getting brighter and brighter.
But Ma Sichun is not as good as one work, love is not as good as one, and the breath is getting heavier and darker.
She was growing up and too cautious.
In dealing with people, the most worrying thing is that others are angry and worried about others being upset.
I didn't dare to go to the toilet by car, worried that the driver's uncle would be in trouble.
Always wronged yourself and fulfilled others.
She is loveless and unconfident, and even always hangs the three words "I am not worthy" on her body.
This is also the case, will not dare to fight, do not dare to choose, can only retreat to the second, to the worst.
Whether it is love or resources, she has always gone with the flow.
Therefore, it will deviate from the route step by step, getting farther and farther away.
The idea she received from childhood: keep to herself.
But what the heart desires most: is the wild.
So the boyfriends she talked about are all people with a very heavy atmosphere.
So she once went to open a CN certificate because of her boyfriend's words.
These are her rebellions.
But none of this made her feel safe.
"Depression", what a heavy word, appeared in Ma Sichun's body.
A lot of people are surprised, and a lot of people are not surprised.
The unexpected person, who thinks that Ma Sichun is more grinning, is not an unexpected person, is to understand her experience.
That time, when Ma Sichun was recording the program, he suddenly felt dizzy.
The body began to tremble and the face turned pale, and the sudden change interrupted the recording of the show.
A good show that was suddenly interrupted.
It seems to be a very abrupt thing, but it has become the norm in Ma Sichun.
Because of depression, she had to take medicine, but she gained weight because of hormones.
Because of depression, she can't fully show her acting skills, nor can she immerse herself in emotions.
Therefore, the drama that can be received is also getting less and less.
But this medicine cannot be stopped.
Because once she stopped, she would tremble all over her body and she wouldn't even be able to walk.
Psychological, physical, external pressure, Ma Sichun eventually became "inferior" and "cowardly".
So she lived herself as an "anti-textbook."
Ma Sichun and Zhou Dongyu: Their fates are completely different, but they have come together.
But for various reasons, walking and walking, life has a big difference.
Slowly, she also changed from a close sister to the most familiar stranger.
For this change, they accept it in their hearts, and no one knows.
But compared to Zhou Dongyu, Ma Si was really a pity.
If a person's inner energy is all negative energy, then it is difficult for her to find a way out of reality.
Ma Sichun is like this.
Therefore, due to her childhood experience, coupled with emotional defects, and the decline of her career, her heart was full of darkness.
It also indirectly ruined his life.
In the future, she and Zhou Dongyu completely divided the flowers and willows, and there was no possibility of handover.