Sitting in front of the computer, we will see the window advertisements popping up on the computer desktop from time to time, and most people, like me, will not deliberately look at what the advertising content on the pop-up window is, because we are very busy at work, so we don't have so much leisure to pay attention to. However, I don't know why, these two days I will always inadvertently stay on the window of the pop-up advertisement for a long time and do not want to leave, sometimes subconsciously to open the window, as if from "them" to see their own at that time, so many years after graduation, I vaguely remember the situation at that time, and suddenly feel the corners of my eyes sour [crying].
That year, I, graduated. In the past three years, all the repression, dissatisfaction, anger, hardship and effort have been put down, the moment when the answer sheet was handed in was released, walking out of the examination room, I stood on the balcony, looking at the downstairs shoulder to shoulder, rubbing their fists, the corners of my eyes were blurred, those days and nights of learning scenes, those boring book knowledge, those who picked up the lights and fought night just to solve the past piece by piece connected into a line, now finally can be put down, yes, can be put down, I said to myself. Downstairs, the sweaty, lively venue began to slowly become quiet. Not far away, there were a few good buddies waving at me and telling me to hurry downstairs, I carried the exam bag, turned around and began to go downstairs, I knew, this turn, we will no longer be hysterical in the classroom, playing on the balcony of the child, we will face the school in a new posture, face the teacher, face ourselves, face the parents. I seemed to walk for a few minutes, and when I got downstairs, a few of my buddies said I was stupid, and I smiled softly.
In front of the building, sparse crowds, empty classrooms have gone to the empty building, we met in the classroom to look, each returned to their familiar positions and sat quietly for a few minutes, perhaps, this is the last time we stepped into the classroom, those everywhere can be seen in the college entrance examination refueling quotes, those desks on the traces left over the years, those everywhere figures, will eventually drift away from us. A short hug is to say goodbye to each other. Goodbye to my high school, goodbye to my school, goodbye to my classroom, goodbye to my teacher, goodbye to my classmates, maybe at this moment, we should enjoy a lazy life to the fullest, do not have to worry about the noise of classmates, do not have to worry about the teacher's nagging, do not have to worry about the chatter of parents, but at this moment, it seems that everyone is not so happy, originally thought that the long-suppressed emotions will be released with the end of the exam, but at this moment, everyone did not show much ecstatic expression, On the contrary, there is a feeling of suffocation. Maybe I am more sensitive and can read everyone's mood at this moment, so the next question of my brothers, instantly overwhelmed everyone, do not know what to do, "How are you doing, your ideal university should have no problem, right?" "As soon as this question came out, I instantly felt an invisible pressure pressing on myself, I didn't know how to answer, because I vaguely knew that I was not playing very well, and I might have to lose touch with my ideal university, but I still hoped that a miracle would happen, from that moment on, my uneasy heart has been with me, and at the end of the college entrance examination, the score has not come out for a long time, I began to suffer from loss and anxiety every day.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="8" > once had a high school learning career, like a brand deeply burned on my heart, simple and fast, but without losing pain and suffering, that year today, I graduated, but my heart was still uneasy, until later................... </h1>
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