Wen | Fang Xiaoju
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > Lu Zilin's daughter-in-law Leng Qiuyue is crazy. </h1>
One day in the late autumn and early winter, a strange thing happened in Bailu Village, lu Zilin's daughter-in-law Leng Qiuyue, who rarely showed her face, suddenly jumped from the courtyard to the village alley and laughed a lot.
She laughed and stopped abruptly, instantly transforming into a shy, timid, mysterious eyebrow, and whispering, "My father is good with me... I'm good with my dad... You say oh to grandma."
The people of White Deer Village were horrified by this and looked at each other.
A few women came forward to persuade and scold, not to let her talk nonsense, she not only did not listen, but her eyes widened to prove to people: "Who is talking nonsense?" You go and ask your father to see who he is good with, and you look down at me, his baby is not on my kang, but his father is rushing to get on the mile"?
The benevolent bailu villagers were not amused by this big joke, but were amazed.
The madness of Lu Zilin's daughter-in-law spread in an uproar in the village.
When Lu Zilin heard the news, his face was immediately frightened, and he was disturbed by this inexplicable scandal, and his woman coldly skimmed on the side:
"Now your reputation in the original is getting bigger and bigger."
Lu Zilin did not pay attention to the woman's ridicule, in his own gatehouse, the woman's taunts about him no matter how ugly it is, it does not hurt the overall situation, the trouble is that if this matter reaches the ears of Mr. Leng, how will he meet and talk to him in the future.
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Leng Qiuyue's father, Mr. Leng, Lu Zilin's relative, is a famous doctor in Bailuyuan, who runs a medicine shop in Bailu Town and also operates traditional Chinese medicine.
He sat in the hall and was in full swing, and because of his noble medical ethics, he won a very high prestige on the White Deer Plain.
When his father, Mr. Lao Leng, passed away, the people of the ten miles and eight townships sent gold plaques and silks hung half the street.
The Leng family has excellent tutors, and the two daughters have received a good education since childhood, especially the eldest daughter Leng Qiuyue, who is not only dignified and generous, but also gentle and considerate.
Matched by Bai Jiaxuan, Leng Qiuyue and Lu Zilin's eldest son Lu Zhaopeng were engaged.
Mr. Leng is very satisfied with his daughter's lifelong events, he is not interested in the property of the Lu family, but likes his son, in his eyes, Lu Zhaopeng is a person who can do great things, and his daughter will have a lifelong dependence when she marries him.
And he didn't know that he had read countless people in his life, but this time he looked away, Lu Zhaopeng was a person who did big things, and he was also a person who pushed his daughter into the fire pit.
Lu Zhaopeng was very disgusted by this arranged marriage of three media and six certificates; he was a revolutionary youth who had received a new-style education, had thoughts and pursuits, and did not have a common language and common ideals, and he resolutely could not accept it.
On the day of the wedding, the new daughter-in-law waited in the house, but he was in the city and did not want to go home, and his father Lu Zilin rushed to the city, and a slap made his nose bleed, and he cried and gave in.
When the cave house was candleged, he refused to eat the wontons, let alone go into the new room to sleep, it was his father who slapped him again and stuck a hand of blood, and beat him into the new house.
After completing a series of wedding ceremonies, his father Lu Zilin angrily said to him:
"You can now roll wherever you want, and die wherever you want, but you have to remember that you have a daughter-in-law in your house."
Listening to his father's words, Lu Zhaopeng went into the city without saying a word.
After he returned to the city, he did not return to Bailu Village for a whole year, and Lu Zilin did not send him money and goods, nor did he allow his own woman to carry things for him, in an attempt to force him to return home without food or clothing.
However, these practices had no effect at all, and when another New Year came, Lu Zhaopeng was still hiding in the city and did not want to go home, as if he had forgotten that there was a daughter-in-law waiting for him at home.
Lu Zilin couldn't sit still, he was afraid that Mr. Leng knew the truth, so he had to go to Mr. Leng's Chinese medicine hall every three or five minutes, saying how his son went to school while giving a newspaper officer, every day too busy to stand.
Leng Qiuyue was unaware of the hidden pain of Lu Zhaopeng and her mother-in-law, she was tightly wrapped, and she did not know that Lu Zhaopeng and her consummation were the result of Three Slaps drawn by Grandpa Gong.
At that time, she was in the shyness and panic of her wedding night, and she had no doubt about the look of Lu Zhaopeng who later entered the cave.
In the year after the marriage, although she did not see Lu Zhaopeng's face, under the strong concealment of Grandpa, she did not feel that there was anything wrong, but she felt a little lost in her heart.
She would occasionally go to her father's Chinese medicine hall with a slight melancholy, and every time she went, her father would admonish her with a cold face:
"The boy is determined to be in all directions, you must serve your in-laws well in the house, get up early and go to bed early."
After greeting her father and accepting his father's admonition, she would return to the deer family's yard in a better mood.
After a year of marriage, she was now very eager for Lu Zhaopeng to return to their new house as soon as possible.
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Leng Qiuyue and Lu Zhaopeng's wedding night was the only thing that left her joy or pain, and as soon as the two were together, Lu Zhaopeng trembled like malaria, and she was startled, thinking that he had a sheep's epilepsy, and even thought he was funny.
The only pleasure she had with Lu Zhaopeng was like a dream to her, in which she often hugged him, and the wonderful taste of trembling always appeared in the dream, and after the dream disappeared, she could no longer sleep.
She began to lose sleep, unable to sleep all night, and the pleasure of being with Lu Zhaopeng turned into a burning longing.
She went to the courtyard to pull firewood and grass, and saw The woman of the black baby, Tian Xiao'e, walking on the road carrying a bamboo cage, a pair of delicate little feet lightly touching the ground, the thin waist twisted, the arms were swinging, the round ass was constantly swinging, she always felt disgusted before, and now she was jealous, jealous that she could enjoy the pleasure with the black baby in the broken cave every day.
However, when she returned to the clean courtyard of the Deer Family, she began to regret the evil thoughts she had just had, how could she be like this, how could she look at a woman like Hongtian Xiao'e?
Leng Qiuyue began to struggle in this situation of love and longing for pleasure.
When the year had passed and Lu Zhaopeng had not yet returned, she turned from longing to disappointment.
She spent the New Year in extreme disappointment and deep suspicion, forcing herself to entertain relatives with a smile.
Lu Zilin saw that his daughter-in-law's smile was pretended, he went to Xi'an, and when he returned, he announced to everyone:
"Hey, Zhaopeng went to Shanghai."
Ah Gong's deception trick swept away Leng Qiuyue's disappointment and suspicion, and his emotions suddenly glowed, and he dreamed of the pleasure of being with Lu Zhaopeng that night.
After the joy, she was actually surprised to find that the face that rose from her body was not Lu Zhaopeng but the little uncle Lu Zhaohai. The next day, when she saw Lu Zhaohai, who had returned home for the New Year, and took the rice bowl from her hand, she couldn't help but blush and beat her heart.
Since then, this strange dream has been haunting her, seeing Heiwa walking in front of the door, she also had such a dream, and sometimes dreamed of Ah Gong Lu Zilin in such a dream.
All kinds of strange dreams made her weak and weak, making her dare not raise her face to look into the eyes of any adult man, and those chaotic dreams appeared more and more frequently.
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When barley and barley were ripe, Lu Zhaopeng returned to Bailu Village, where he returned as the principal of the new primary school in Bailu Town.
His return made the family excitedly out of control.
However, as soon as he returned, he completely shattered the joy of his father Lu Zilin and the joy of his daughter-in-law Leng Qiuyue.
After greeting him and his family one by one, he walked into the box where Leng Qiuyue lived and greeted her politely.
Leng Qiuyue sat helplessly on the edge of the kang, timidly staring at her husband who was thinking about it day and night, but she couldn't say anything.
The two sat wordlessly for a while, and Lu Zhaopeng came out and said to his family, "I have to go back to school and have a meeting at night." The family all said in unison: "You will come back early after the meeting."
As a result, for a month, Lu Zhaopeng lived in the school and did not go home to live overnight.
The paper finally could not contain the fire, and the relationship between Lu Zhaopeng and Leng Qiuyue, the people in the village changed from quiet legends to public discussion.
Lu Zilin felt that he had never had the face to walk past the door of Mr. Leng's Chinese Medicine Hall again.
He went to school to find his son no less than ten times, suppressing his anger, persuading, begging, and even repeatedly persuading his son with a crying voice:
"Even if you do something, you should go back and live for two days and cover up the voices of the people..."
But he did not know that his son Lu Zhaopeng was now a member of the provincial party committee of Shaanxi Province and a vice minister of the Provincial Agricultural Cooperative, and his whole body and mind were devoted to the revolutionary cause, and if he had not submitted to his father's will, he would not have become related to Leng Qiuyue at all, and he had too many revolutionary feats to accomplish.
Let him sleep with an emotionless woman against his will, or kill him.
Lu Zhaopeng and Leng Qiuyue, who have combined eight characters, three media and six certificates, the marriage that everyone was optimistic about at the beginning has now become a family's heart disease.
It has become an indisputable fact that Lu Zhaopeng's vows to die will no longer have anything to do with Leng Qiuyue.
Mr. Leng has made his best efforts for his daughter's marriage and to win back his son-in-law's heart.
After Lu Zhaopeng organized a disturbance among the starving people in the original and was caught by Tian Fuxian, when his father Lu Zilin did not want to save him, Mr. Leng used his own strategy and opened up all his family to rescue him.
Afterwards, Mr. Leng made a request to Lu Zhaopeng:
"Give your daughter a doll, give a baby, your daughter can survive in the deer family, and she can also hold up a human face in White Deer Town."
Lu Zhaopeng listened to his father-in-law's words, sat down softly, and held his head with both hands:
"Oh my God, it would be better to let Tian Fuxian kill me."
Lu Zhaopeng, who has a firm revolutionary will, is even stronger in the matter of marriage.
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The son did not give himself face, a vigorous face to his face paste, Lu Zilin came home every day, saw the daughter-in-law Leng Qiuyue indifferent and cold face, he could not help but sink in his heart, his poor daughter-in-law at home to guard the embarrassing situation of widowhood, but helpless.
If the daughter-in-law had not been Mr. Leng's daughter, he would have sent her away from this family long ago, so that at least he, the grandfather, would not have to bear the burden in his heart, nor would he have to face the cold face of his father-in-law from time to time.
The son was intoxicated with the revolutionary cause, and threw his daughter-in-law's hot potato at home, Lu Zilin's scalp was numb when he thought of it, and he was already a good winemaker, because of this matter, he often drank drunk outside.
Late one night, when Lu Zilin came home drunk again, his toes were tripped by the threshold, and he fell into the door and could not get up for a while.
That night his woman went to the temple to burn incense and vigil and did not come back, the door was opened by his daughter-in-law Leng Qiuyue, seeing that he fell to the ground and could not get up, the daughter-in-law hurriedly pulled him up, and supported his shoulder to help him stand firmly.
Lu Zilin was already drunk enough to tell who was helping him, thinking that his own woman had supported him, so he instinctively put an arm on his daughter-in-law's shoulder and moved forward while sighing loudly:
"Wife, you are still good to me."
The daughter-in-law's face was full of burning, and she whispered:
"Dad, it's me and I'm not mom."
Lu Zilin's eyes narrowed and he stood still:
"What the fuck are you doing?" What do you mean? It's all the same, you're good to Daddy."
When Leng Qiuyue helped Grandpa walk through the gatehouse and enter the courtyard, Lu Zilin whispered to her, "You...... Filial piety is very.....", said and hugged her, a pair of hands on her chest commotion.
Leng Qiuyue screamed, her body was hot and dry, and she almost fainted, and she instinctively said, "Dad, what is this... Throw away your hand...", after saying that, he broke free violently and ran into the house to close the door.
The next day, when Lu Zilin woke up, he felt that he might have lost his morality after drinking last night, but he couldn't recall the specific process, nor could he see anything abnormal about his daughter-in-law.
However, during breakfast, when he used chopsticks to stir the thin porridge brought by his daughter-in-law, his brain exploded, and he immediately felt a whirlwind of heaven - a nest of broken wheat grass fed to the animals was stirred up at the bottom of the bowl.
He instantly understood that he must have done something humiliating last night.
Leng Qiuyue sat quietly in the stove room, waiting for the sound of the bowl being broken, and the roar of Grandpa.
But nothing she expected did happen, all she heard was the sound of purring and drinking porridge, and the sound of Grandpa calling for food as usual.
In response to Grandpa's voice, when she took up the rice bowl, she saw the handful of wheat grass at the bottom of the bowl, and Grandpa drank the porridge and left the wheat grass to her.
What does Ah Gong mean? Leng Qiuyue suddenly had no master and was flustered. As she washed the dishes, she poured out the wheatgrass, and the courage to take revenge that had been held in her heart was all gone.
In front of Grandpa, she lost, Grandpa's soft killing method, so that she can no longer summon up the courage to retaliate, she washed the dishes and brushed the pot, has been judging Grandpa's actions.
Could it be that Grandpa was admitting that he was a grazing animal? Or does he not compete with villains? Or did he have other intentions.
After the Wheatgrass Incident, Leng Qiuyue found herself in a kind of disaster, and the scene of supporting Her Grandfather was constantly staged day and night in her mind.
Especially at night, when she was lying on the bed, she could feel Grandpa's big hands that were restless, and she could smell the mule-like breath that emanated from Grandpa's body.
Grandpa's drunken words and the mule and horse breath on her body made her feel shy and couldn't help but thirst. She knew all these sins, but she was powerless to resist these temptations.
She often stared at Grandma's loose yellow face in a daze, and then at Grandma: "Do you recognize me when you stare at me"? In the sound of reprimands, he suddenly woke up.
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Leng Qiuyue struggled painfully in these indescribable lusts and seductive dreams, unable to extricate herself.
Temptation and guilt tormented her all the time.
After the wheat harvest passed, and the heat wave rolled in, she became more addicted to those dreams of lust and temptation.
One day on the fifteenth day, Grandma went to the temple again to burn incense and keep vigil.
At lunchtime, Leng Qiuyue said to Grandpa:
"Dad, you love to drink in your own house, when your mother is not in the house, you go out in the dark, I am alone at home afraid... You drink, I'll fry you a few dishes."
Lu Zilin listened to his daughter-in-law's words, and was as surprised as when he stirred the wheat grass out of the porridge bowl, he panicked and promised: "That's good..... That's fine."
Tragedy happened that night.
In the moonlight, Lu Zilin drank wine, sandwiched between his daughter-in-law's fried dishes, secretly observed her every move, and when he smelled the freshly rubbed powder fragrance of his daughter-in-law, he confirmed his premonition. After half a lifetime of being a woman, how could he not understand the signals sent by his daughter-in-law.
But he remembered the handful of wheat straw his daughter-in-law had stuffed into the bowl, which was his last obstacle.
He said to his daughter-in-law, "You sit here with your father and drink a cup with your father."
Leng Qiuyue sat down across from him, feeling that the wine was too spicy to swing his hands and did not want to drink, Lu Zilin said to her:
"You don't drink alcohol to eat vegetables, try your cold bean sprouts."
When Leng Qiuyue put the bean sprouts into her mouth, she was stunned at the stone table, and she ate wheat grass.
Lu Zilin threw his chopsticks on the plate with a loud roar, stood up and said sharply:
"Learn the rules! You are the beast that eats grass"!
Lu Zilin spent all his life on the experience of women, and used it to deal with his young daughter-in-law.
After Leng Qiuyue woke up from the initial shock and stunned, she suddenly realized what was going on with the wheat grass in the bean sprouts.
Humiliated and landless, she wanted to cry and couldn't cry, and unconsciously fell down from the stone pier, clutching the placket of her chest with both hands, and hanging down her head, which could no longer be supported.
She realized that she would never be able to stand up in this life.
After silently collecting the dishes and chopsticks and taking them to the stove room to wash them, she returned to the house, and from this night on, she stopped talking.
The terrible thing was that although she no longer spoke, those dreams of lust and temptation entangled her more deeply, and her eyes still appeared often and very much expected, the appearance of Grandpa when he was drunk and the big hands that were restless.
One day, when she was sitting in front of the spinning wheel spinning thread, she suddenly heard a rattling sound in her head, like the crisp sound of the cotton thread breaking, she jumped up, ran out of the house, ran out of the street door, ran to the village alley, and rushed straight into the White Deer Town Security Center where Ah Gong worked...
Since then, Lu Zilin's daughter-in-law, Lu Zhaopeng's nominal daughter-in-law Leng Qiuyue, has completely become a madman.
When Mr. Leng learned that his daughter was sick and went to Lu's house to diagnose her, as soon as he walked to the courtyard of Lu's family, he heard his daughter gaging and shouting: "Dad, come back to Kang", the muscles on his face twitched in pain, and he felt a whirlwind.
He prescribed three pairs of medicines to his daughter, and after taking them, she fell asleep for four days, and when she woke up, she became a dumb person who no longer shouted and was no longer crazy.
On the night of the winter solstice, the cold autumn moon, which was shaped like a skeleton, died tragically on the loveless kang that he guarded alone.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > written at the end:</h1>
Leng Qiuyue is a woman whose fate is even more tragic than Tian Xiao'e in "White Deer Plain".
Tian Xiao'e has also loved and been loved, and Leng Qiuyue's short life has neither been loved nor loved well.
Under the double suppression of patriarchy and male power, she struggled in the lust of women and the temptation of men, and finally lost her dignity and lost her life.
Her so-called husband, Lu Zhaopeng, because he did not share a common language with her, unconsciously abandoned her for his own revolutionary cause.
Her grandfather, Zi lin, first seduced her after drinking, and then insidiously humiliated her.
Her father, Mr. Leng, in order to save the face of the family, ignored her and the water and fire, and when she was crazy, he used a strong medicine to make her dumb.
Sometimes, I often think like this: If Leng Qiuyue was not born in that patriarchal and patriarchal feudal society, if she could be as rebellious and bold as Tian Xiao'e, maybe she would not be trapped by lust.
If she could see clearly and dare to expose the hypocrisy and insidiousness of Ah Gong Lu Zilin, she would not be deeply tempted by him and could not extricate herself.
And if, she has the courage to say no to the feudal arranged marriage, when faced with a man who loves but cannot be loved, she will turn away with dignity and freedom, with her family lineage and conditions, it will not end like this in the end.
Mr. Chen Zhongzhong wrote the story of Leng Qiuyue in order to let the world see clearly: man's primitive desires, like flood beasts, once released, cannot be controlled.
Whether it is a man or a woman, if you cannot grasp the desire to control yourself, you will be controlled by desire, and even eventually swallowed by desire.
In the traditional concept of Chinese, women's lust has always been suppressed, and we have always ignored that the more suppressed things are, the easier it is to grow.
In the face of lingering lust, Leng Qiuyue from the initial remorse, to the later gradual indulgence, and then to the complete sinking of being seduced by the grandfather, let us see how pitiful and helpless women are under the feudal system under the collision of human nature and desire.
Leng Qiuyue finally went crazy, although pitiful, but also a relief.