The most familiar stranger

Because it is a different school, see once or twice a year, every day in the school always think wildly, why you don't bring a mobile phone, I send you messages every day, always look forward to your return, you and they borrow mobile phones to log on TO QQ, I see you back to my moment I don't know how happy, at that time really want to be around you every day, although we talked for a year, but we have not seen each other several times, but you are my favorite person, specially bought a book to record the words of thinking about you every day, always thinking about something.

But in the third semester of junior high school, I lost you, because that time was more playful, always like to be crazy with the boys in the class, suddenly felt that the boyfriend is not so important, on that weekend, you have a mobile phone when you come home from vacation, I broke up with you, and I don't know if your words are in the end! You deleted me from that point on, and we didn't intersect since then!!!

Until the beginning of the school we are in the same school, military training to see you, and you greet you also do not want to talk to me, but because we are a floor, every day will see, let me think of the way we used to look, I can't put down, even stupid to find you compound, but you did not agree, but I did not give up, a whole semester, I washed my face with tears every day, my eyes were swollen every day, I really never disappeared, so I was used to my look, crying every night in the dormitory, my roommate asked me, I also just said it was okay, really that time was a special shame for me, a very embarrassed look. From that time on, I decided that if I was in love, I would never be able to get back together, whether it was me seeking a reunion or him, I would not accept it, because I knew how humiliating it was to ask for a reunion!