In the letter sent by Zhang Ailing to Hu Lancheng, there was a small picture of herself.
The woman on the small phase has a wave of love, the water-colored cheongsam wraps the exquisite figure below, and the short hair of the half-curl is pinned behind the ear, as if deliberately, revealing the pearl-sized earrings, at first glance, only to feel that the color is compelling.
After Hu Lancheng received the letter, he was naturally ecstatic, looked left and right, and discovered the secret on the back:
Seeing him, she became very low, low to the dust. But her heart was joyful, and flowers blossomed from the dust. ”
It is Zhang Ailing's autograph, the pen and ink have not yet dried thoroughly; and then turned to the front, the beautiful smile is qianqian, Hu Lancheng feels a warm current in his heart, and he is even more in love with Xiao Xiang.
At that time, Zhang Ailing did not know that she would be entangled with this man for half a lifetime, but she was really like Xiao Xiangshang wrote, deep in love, she only saw her own humility, the more she loved, the more she did not dare to monopolize, the more she loved, the more she felt that she was unworthy.
Therefore, she will say something less "Zhang Ailing", "I thought, you can come and go from me in the future." When she said this, she was just a 23-year-old, young and beautiful girl.
At this moment, Hu Lancheng is not only married three times, but also a middle-aged man. What kind of charm does he have that can make Zhang Ailing love so deeply, even regardless of dignity, it must be lowered to dust?
Life is a love obsession, and this hatred is not related to the wind and the moon. Let's uncover the mystery of "nonsense love".
Fei Fei Jia Gongzi, exported into Hua Zhang
Hu Lancheng was one of the most famous literati in the Republic of China, and could stand shoulder to shoulder with Lin Yutang and Liang Shiqiu.
Yu Guangzhong once commented that his "writing is light and round, and the use of words has a unique charm ... The syntax is open and swallowed, the turns and turns are easy and free, and the flow is more than enough, and it is not effortless at all."
This is reflected in his own book, This Life and This Life.
"I only see a big moon." Gradually dew rose, and the voices of the people fell silent, and only the sound of the stream under the bridge could be heard. At this time, someone played the horizontal flute, and the straight blow made the moon color and roof tiles of the creek and mountain become flute color, and the flute sound is also the moon color of the creek and mountain roof tiles. ”
I haven't seen the whole picture yet, but I have heard the flute sound for a long time, which seems to have turned everything on, houses, streams and mountains, moonlight... There is no place that is not a scene, the affection is long, there is no wave, only one or two sentences, it seems to be written in a thousand autumns.
I am afraid that only Zhu Ziqing's "Lotus Pond Moonlight" can compete with each other.
When I meet such a big talent, it is even more difficult to talk about love. Others say "I love you", he is partial, only to have a deep meaning of the confession, after listening not only to have a sense of perception, but also a sense of reality, reading to make people shudder.
"I miss the modern city because I love Ling. I have a big wish, I can't be old, I can't put my hair into the mountains", I can fall in love with a city because of a person, which may be the most primitive look of "earthy love words".
Moreover, Hu Lancheng is also good at using metaphors to pack and send beautiful things.
He once said that Zhang Ailing, "the face is like the plains of Burmese, the mountains and rivers are vast", resembling "white painting of peonies", simply portraying a white and dignified woman vividly, jumping on the paper.
Modern people often take pictures of the style of brush strokes, do not know that under Hu Lancheng's pen, the text can also outline the imagery, beautiful and playful, the love words out of thousands of looks, may be Hu Lancheng's first charm.
Without this first charm, there may be no "nonsense love" afterword, so we say that to attract a woman, we must first let her worship and recognize the relationship in her heart, in order to stimulate the "hormones" of love.
Be considerate of a good lover and warm a woman's heart
Hu Lancheng's second charm is his gentle and considerate personality.
The reason why many lovers have conflicts is because both people refuse to give in, and finally they are not happy. But there is never any real right or wrong in the relationship, if you are stubborn, or have your own opinions, you can only lose both.
At this time, anyone who makes a concession, or does not quarrel from the beginning, can often achieve miraculous results. If you meet Hu Lancheng, he will give you a good lesson, what is a "textbook" coaxing girlfriend.
It is said that when he and Zhang Ailing privately made a lifelong agreement, they wrote a marriage letter: "Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing signed a lifelong contract and married a couple." May the years be quiet and the present world be stable. However, in ancient China, people often used the metaphor of "qinser quiet and good" to get married.
But Zhang Ailing didn't like the piano, if shelved others, it might have passed like this, but Hu Lancheng was not like this.
He first silently wrote the marriage book, and then when Zhang Ailing came to see it, he found that he had changed the original "Qin Se Jing Good" to "Years Quiet Good", which was full of affection and fully respected Zhang Ailing's wishes.
This kind of care and care that flows from the details is not usually accumulated, I am afraid it is difficult to do it at once. I believe that Zhang Ailing never thought that Hu Lancheng could do this, so she would be willing to go down to the depths.
Perhaps for her, meeting Hu Lancheng was the greatest luck in the first half of her life. Because she has always lived in the shadow of her authoritarian father, her impression of men has always stayed on the fear of either beating or scolding and commanding.
At this time, there is a gentle and courteous Hu Lancheng, not only will boo cold and warm, but also learn to be rich in five cars, talented, able to protect herself, is simply a lantern can not find the "best boyfriend", so she would rather be low to the depths and willing to eat.
As the old saying goes, it is hard to buy I am willing. No matter how stinky Hu Lancheng's reputation in politics is, Zhang Ailing doesn't care, she became famous in her early years, she didn't lack money or fame, only a person who loved herself.
Therefore, the reason why she will still entrust herself to Hu Lancheng when she knows that she has a family and has been married for the second time, and the reason why she supports her to go all the way to the black may be that her own need for feelings is reflected to Hu Lancheng.
Therefore, we say that women are sometimes "love brains" who will be blinded by the good in front of them, thinking that others are good to themselves, that is, loving themselves, in fact, this is an illusion that confuses emotional needs with real feelings.
The soul is good to know, the hardest thing in life is to "understand"
For Zhang Ailing, falling in love and writing are all spontaneous, interested, not so many twists and turns, really in love with a person, no matter how he "scum" and how "do" are extremely inclusive.
However, in the hot love stage of "Nonsense Love", Hu Lancheng is really not as bad as everyone thinks. He is the only confidant of Zhang Ailing, and he has a soul density and height that is not inferior to Zhang Ailing's in the paper-obsessed and drunken Shanghai Beach.
Therefore, they can get together because of the text, and they can talk freely for five hours when they first meet, and both sides still feel that they are still unfinished.
To achieve this level, it is necessary to have souls in harmony and to know each other in order to be possible.
Therefore, Hu Lancheng wrote that "her (Zhang Ailing)'s article is loved by everyone, as if looking at the lamp city... I face the beauty of the world like them, but only I am alarmed and want to smell the chicken dancing", which is evident in the deep feeling.
Feeling empathetic to the point of "smelling the chicken dancing", I am afraid that it is not a simple sentence or two that can be summarized, if there is no emotional resonance with Zhang Ailing, Hu Lancheng is just a spectator visiting the lamp city, but he is not.
In literature, they can produce a collision of inspirations, giving birth to one masterpiece after another, and the brilliance we see on paper may be far less than half of what the two of them talk about, but just a few words.
In life, Hu Lancheng firmly and forcefully broke into Zhang Ailing's life, disturbed her pool of spring water, and then impressed her with his own talents, words and thoughts, making her spring heart sprout, and it was difficult to calm down.
If it is only the confidant of literature and life, it may not produce love, but the swaddling of love is ready, and there is only a frank treatment from the depths of the soul.
Zhang Ailing sent a love letter to Hu Lancheng, only a few words, "because I understand, so compassionate", praise is Hu Lancheng's insight into people's hearts, he seems to be pervasive, infiltrated into Zhang's life, taking care of her needs;
And Hu Lancheng also immediately replied with a letter, "because of mutual knowledge, so understand", the reason why it can be pervasive, it is precisely because his confidant knows the lungs, can sense the needs of the other party for the first time, and provide "emotional value" according to the needs.
Therefore, we often say that love itself is to find the person who fits its soul, in the process of continuous search, talent, appearance may become a measurement condition, but in the end it is better to find a confidant.
Hu Lancheng is a complex historical figure, his "love for the city" with Zhang Ailing, the world has their own comments, but love itself is like people drinking water, cold and warm self-knowledge.
The two of them, one is a world-class writer, the other is a "cultural traitor", which is not equal, but they have come together because of love.
If Zhang Ailing only wants to find an ordinary person to fall in love, then she does not have to entangle with Hu Lancheng to the end, physically and mentally exhausted.
However, in the face of Hu Lancheng's charm, when Zhang Ailing's love is strong, it often makes people intoxicated and unable to extricate themselves.
The world feels that Hu Lancheng is not worthy of Zhang Ailing, but what Zhang Ailing wants from beginning to end is just a man who knows her, understands her, and loves her, and it just so happens that Hu Lancheng occupies these three, so the "love of Hu Zhang" can be passed down.
But in fact, Hu Lancheng's "understanding" is just a scene, after the impulsive period of love, he began to look for another sea, which is really not a good match.
For Zhang Ailing, the impact of Hu Lancheng's short stay was extremely far-reaching.
She had "seen him" from the beginning, and she had become very low, low to the dust. But her heart was joyful, and flowers blossomed from the dust", and to the end, she was separated and two wide, and each rejoiced, and experienced a whole half of her life.
In June 1947, she wrote a farewell letter to Hu Lancheng:
I don't like you anymore, you don't like me anymore. This determination was something I had considered for a year and a half. He does not want to increase your difficulties. Don't come to me, even if you write a letter, I won't look at it.
This love came vigorously, low to the dust, and when it went, it was also extremely decisive, decisive, and not humble.
Author: He Yuyao
Editor-in-Charge: Grass
Review: Blue Orange