Xiao Fang
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Xiaofang worked as a nanny in our family for a period of time, watching my granddaughter Hui Hui. From three months to seeing her at the age of two and eight months into kindergarten daycare.
She is Anhui Wuren, Wuwei Mutian Town ChengJiawan. Wuwei is a poor county, with fewer people in the land. The terrain is low, and rice rapeseed is grown. In ordinary years, the grain is barely enough to eat. Floods are common in the area. Often the rapeseed is blooming, the ground is golden, a big water, all finished. Therefore, there are many people who go out to make a living. Young girls come out more as nannies. What Beijingers call "little nannies in Anhui" are mostly —half innocents. Most of them are a little kissed. Even if it is not related to the family, when it comes to nothing, it will soon become mature. Kiss or not, hometown people. They exchanged voices, took care of each other, and often interacted with each other. Sometimes ten eight, about the same day rest (nannies usually rest once every two weeks), go to Beihai, visit the Summer Palace; visit dashilar, visit department stores. They soon learned to speak Beijing dialect, but when they were together, they still spoke nothing, twittering, very lively. Xiaofang came to Beijing to find her sister. Sister Xiaohua arrived in Beijing first.
Xiao Fang left home in a hurry, and did not send a telegram to her sister. My sister received a letter from someone else she had entrusted, and knew that she was coming, but she didn't know what day it was, didn't know the train number and time, and couldn't pick her up. Xiao Fang took her sister's address, and there was no way to do anything. Ask people, people don't know. Beijing is so big, where to find it? Xiaofang stood in Beijing overnight. Later, a PLA soldier took her to the alley where her sister was. Xiaohua was coming out to take out the garbage, and when she saw her sister's appearance, she hugged her sister and cried. Xiao Hua's "main family" was very good, saying, "Tell your sister to wash and wash first and eat something." ”
Xiao Fang stayed at home for three months, serving a paralyzed old man. The old lady liked her very much. Once Xiaofang put alkali noodles into the milk as white sugar, and the old lady was not angry. Xiaofang did not want to serve the patient, and after being introduced to us by her sister, she stayed at our house. For such a long time, the relationship — straight is very good.
Xiao Fang is quite good-looking, tall, long legs, eyebrows are not vulgar. She once took a portrait in Kida's photo studio, which enlarged and displayed it in a window. When her father saw this, he was furious: "How can my daughter put this electricity for everyone to see?" After serious negotiations, the photo studio finally agreed to take the photo down.
Xiaofang is very smart, her ear sounds are particularly good, her memory is good, no matter what song or play, she can sing it twice, and sing it very accurately, not out of tune. It's a rare talent. She would sing lu opera. Lu opera is a popular local drama in the Wuwei area. I asked Xiaohua, "How did your sister learn Lu opera?" "Every day after the village radio speaker reports the news, she always plays a few lu opera records, she listens to it, and it will be." "There is a Lu opera troupe in Kita Town, and Xiaofang has gone to the examination. The regimental commander saw that her figure, appearance, and voice were good, but unfortunately there was no culture - Xiaofang had only read books for four days in total, and she did not know the score, but she wanted to enter the regiment to study, so she was admitted. Xiaofang also sang a few plays in the Lu Opera Troupe. Her father knew about it, resolutely disagreed, and forced Xiaofang to return home. Kida's Lu Opera Troupe was later changed to a prefectural troupe, and Xiaofang's father regretted it a little, because when he arrived at the prefectural troupe, he could change from a rural hukou to an urban hukou and eat commodity grain. If Xiaofang enters the county theater troupe, her fate in life will be very different, and she is likely to sing popular. The tune of Lu Opera is twisted and twisted, like crying. When she was with the old lady, sometimes a person whispered, and the old lady's family asked her: "Xiaofang, are you crying?" "I'm not crying, I'm singing." ”
Xiaofang's work in our house is not heavy. Cooking, washing large pieces of clothing, these are not her care. Her task is to see Hui Hui. Xiao Fang looked at Hui Hui very carefully. Hui Hui's mother went to graduate school, lived on campus, and only came back once a week, and Hui Hui handed it all over to Xiao Fang. The set of urban parenting, XiaoFang has mastered. Give Hui Hui milk, eat fruit, take a bath, and change clothes on time. Every morning, Hui Hui went downstairs to play. Hui Hui grew up to be very playful when she was a child. Very strong, chubby, hair is very thick, the skin is white and tender, two big eyes, who see it likes, all want to hug, Xiaofang is very proud, Xiaofang is always praising other people's children: "Ugly death!" "It seems that under the heavens is her huihui the best." Hui Hui swept a little bigger, and took her to a nearby construction site to play with sand, pick trumpet flowers, dog tail grass. Every day, I must also take Hui Hui to the playground of an elementary school next door to pull a bubble of. When he was finished, he picked up Hui Hui and ran, afraid of being seen by the school teacher. Go upstairs, — enter the door: "Drink water, wash your hands!" Hui Hui washed her hands and washed her little handkerchief, and Xiao Fang cooked for Hui Hui, steamed egg soup, green vegetables and chopped up boiled cereal and tomato noodles with liver puree or minced meat. Xiao Fang also loves to give Hui Hui dumplings, a little bit of big small dumplings.
In the afternoon, Hui Hui slept—a long afternoon nap," and Xiao Fang was on the side sorting out Hui Hui's clothes, embellishing the loose buttons of the thread, sewing two stitches on the open seams, while gently humming Lu Opera. Later hypnotized by her own singing, she was also sleepy,
I fell asleep on my pillow.
At night, I watchED TV with Hui Hui. Xiaofang loves to watch TV series, movies, and local dramas. Hui Hui watch cartoons, watch commercials. Hui Hui saw something new on the TV, children's clothes, toys, chocolates, and said, "I don't have this yet!" She thought that anything she didn't already have, she should have. Once on TV there was a big apple plate, and she wanted to eat it. XiaoFang explained to her: "This can't be taken out." Hui Hui burst into tears.
Hui Hui has a lot of clothes - her sister-in-law, my second daughter, loves to buy her clothes, a lot of toys. Xiaofang sometimes packs up her clothes and toys, and will sigh: "Hui Hui's life is good, my life is not good." ”
Xiao Fang taught Hui Hui to sing a lot of songs:
The sea, the sea,
That's where I grew up
No floral fragrance, no tree height,
I am a little grass that no one knows
Xiao Fang sang these songs, all with a little melancholy flavor.
She also taught Hui Hui to read a lot of songs. These songs were probably read by her when she was a child, but she changed the pronunciation of Wuwei to Beijing characters.
Grandma, it's weird,
Lying on the gums can't get up.
The son bought her some meat,
The daughter-in-law gave her some wine,
Can't touch the shoes, can't touch the pants,
Set - dog - head!
Old man
Go up the hill to catch monkeys
Monkey jump,
The old man is useless!
Sometimes I coax with Hui Hui and say, "The monkey didn't jump, the old man is useful!" Hui Hui shouted, "The old man is useless! I had to admit, "Be well, the old man is useless!" ”
My eldest daughter once brought her daughter Qian qian, and she usually came once every two weeks. It's hot, the child has to take a bath, and the coriander and the huihui wash together. Put water in the bath and let them play in the water for a while. Qian Qian took three bites of Hui Hui and Hui Hui cried. The bite was heavy, three red tooth marks. Qian Qian is small, Xiao Fang is not good at saying anything about her, my eldest daughter is on the side, Xiao Fang is not good at saying anything about her, so she loses her temper with Hui Hui's mother: "It's you!" Why don't you look at her? Hui Hui's mother could only smile bitterly. She was very grateful to Xiao Fang in her heart, and Hui Hui was bitten like this, and Xiao Fang was distressed.
Once, Xiao Fang was washing clothes in the kitchen, and Hui Hui was playing alone in the house. She somehow closed the door, she couldn't open it herself, she couldn't get out, and she cried in the house. Xiao Fang couldn't get in, and she cried outside the door, while saying, "Hui Hui! Hui Hui! Don't be afraid! Don't be afraid! "Then it was a neighbor who was engaged in construction, who took an axe and chiseled it, and dug a hole in the door. Xiao Fang put her hand into the hole and pulled Hui Hui to hold on. The door opened, and Hui Hui threw herself into Xiao Fang's arms. The flesh on Xiao Fang's body was still jumping. This round hole in the door is still there.
Hui Qi is very close to her aunt and sometimes very sensible. XiaoFang has menstrual pain, every month always have to lie down two days, Hui Hui is alone in the small bed playing dolls, playing with blocks, do not want aunt hugs, do not argue to go downstairs. Xiaohua wants to send Motherwort cream and Angelica pills to Xiaofang every month. Hui Hui remembered. As soon as Xiao Hua came, Hui Hui asked her, "Did you send Motherwort cream to Aunt XiaoFang?" Her doll was sick, and she said, "Eat a little motherwort cream!" Eat a little angelica pills!" But Hui Hui sometimes loses her temper and makes unreasonable trouble. She called XiaoFang: "Stand on the window sill!" ”
Xiao Fang looked at the window sill: "The window sill is so narrow, I can't stand up!" ”
"Stand on the bed railing!"
"How does this stand?"
"Sit on the heat!"
"Hot!"
"Stay in the kitchen!"
Xiao Fang then went to the kitchen to stand.
After a while, Hui Hui shouted very affectionately, "Auntie! Aunt Xiaofang! Xiao Fang happily returned to the house where the two of them lived.
Why would a two-year-old have such a strange mischievous thought? How can this be explained in early childhood psychology?
Xiaofang sends Huihui to kindergarten. She pressed her foot against the door of the classroom, not letting the teacher close it, she wanted to see Hui Hui. Hui Hui ignored it, her head did not turn back, rubbed it, approached her own small bench, and sat down. Xiao Fang came back alone. Her heart was empty.
Xiao Fang's life is not good. She was only six months old, and her grandmother made a decision, promising it to her aunt and cousin Li Deshu. She has not liked Li Deshu since she was a child, and the older she gets, the more she doesn't like it. Li Deshu's appearance is trivial. He had diarrhea, and there was a big bald scar on the top of his head, shining brightly, and Xiaofang hated it when he saw him. Li Deshu's family was originally better than Xiaofang's family, but he was good at gambling, and as long as the casinos of Cheng Jiawan and Kida were opened, there would always be him. Only three mud rooms remained. He did not do his job, and the grass in the field grew tall. This man was a second-rate man who often did humiliating things.
When Xiaofang was fifteen years old, she often went to the mountains alone to cry. It was dark, and her mother called her down the hill, and she wouldn't agree. She told us that she was not afraid of anything, nor was she afraid of wolves. She committed suicide once, drank pesticides, was found, and was sent to Kita Hospital to save her life. In the past, women in rural China committed suicide by throwing themselves into the river and hanging, but since there are pesticides, they drink more pesticides, which is more convenient. Most of the township hospitals are experienced in emergency pesticide poisoning. She later hid two small bottles of enemy fear under the pillow, and Xiaohua knew. Xiaohua and her sister slept in a bed and watched her at any time. Once, Xiaofang went to the big river outside the village to throw water, and her sister desperately caught up with her and hugged her leg. Xiao Fang grabbed her sister's hair and touched it to the stone, telling her to let go. Xiao Hua's head was broken, his face was full of blood, and he did not withdraw his hand: "Sister! I can't let you die! If you marry, You are alive, and when you die, there is nothing left! ”
Xiaofang is still married to Li Deshu in the end. On the day of receiving the marriage license, Xiaofang herself did not go, and her father did it. Cousins cannot marry, and marriage by close relatives is not permitted by law. Of course, Xiao Fang's grandmother does not know this, she thinks that this is a kiss. Xiaofang's father didn't know either. After Xiaofang arrived at our house, my wife told her that she only knew. The village cadres who have gone through the marriage registration procedures should know that if they are not present, how can they issue them a marriage certificate?
Li Deshu borrowed a few pieces of furniture from his neighbors and arranged the three earthen houses, even if he did something. Xiaofang and Li Deshu did not share a room. Li Deshu knew that she had enemies on her, and he didn't dare to do anything to her.
XiaoFang couldn't go on a day, so she went home and cried every day. Crying made my father's heart soften. Xiao Hua later said to us, "It is actually flesh and blood." The father said, "Then you go." Don't walk from home. Li Deshu is coming to ask for people. XiaoFang took Li Deshu out to gamble money, packed up a little stuff, took a car from Kida to Hefei, and then took a train from Hefei to Beijing. She actually escaped.
When Xiaofang stayed at our house for a while, someone from her hometown came and told Xiaofang that Li Deshu had been arrested. He and four other lepers stole a cow from someone else' house, killed it and ate it, and the people reported it to the public security bureau, which arrested him. Xiao Fang was very happy, and she hoped that he would never let it out. How is this possible? Stealing cattle cannot be sentenced to life.
Li Deshu has come to Beijing! He asked Xiaofang to go back with him. He found Xiaohua first, and Xiaohua made a phone call to Xiaofang. Li Deshu had the address of our home, he found it, did not dare to come up, just turned downstairs. Xiao Fang went downstairs and said to him, "What are you here for?" I can't go back with you! There were a few little nannies downstairs, who knew about Xiao Fang, so they surrounded Li Deshu and scolded him: "You still want to marry Xiao Fang, look at your virtue!" "You go!" In a moment, the public security bureau will come to arrest you! Li Deshu actually told them to coax them away.
Some days later, Xiaofang's father wrote a letter asking Xiaofang to come back soon, and Li Deshu threatened to burn down their house and kill her brother, and her mother took her brother into hiding in the mountains. Xiao Fang then made up her mind to go back. Xiaofang had an opinion this time, and she wrote a letter to the Kida court in Beijing, requesting a divorce and sending the cost of divorce proceedings.
Xiaofang was about to get off the train in Hefei, and when the train entered the station, she found Li Deshu waiting for her at the station. Xiao Fang wore a short coat of rose red artificial leather, half-high heeled leather shoes, put on sunglasses, and swung past Li Deshu, who did not recognize it!
Xiaofang got into the car bound for Kida and returned home.
Li Decun and a few friends, that is, a few of the same bullies who stole the cattle with him, snatched XiaoFang out in the middle of the night. Xiao Fang held a tree in both hands and shouted loudly, "Hui Hui! Hui Hui! What does the shout hui do? Can Hui Hui save you?
Li Deshu asked his sister-in-law to look at Xiaofang. The sister-in-law was very sympathetic to Xiaofang. Xiaofang said to her sister-in-law, "I want to go to Kida to take a shower." The sister-in-law said, "Go." Xiaofang went to Kida and ran to the court to argue: "You took my money, why don't you get me a divorce?" The court ignored her. Xiaofang came to Beijing by train from Kida to Hefei.
We have a relative in Anhui, and we know a responsible cadre of the Provincial Women's Federation very well. We wrote a letter to the relative about Xiaofang's situation, and the relative and the comrade of the Women's Federation reflected that this comrade was going to wuwei to inspect the work and asked xiaofang questions to the Kimada court. The court had no choice but to accept Xiao Fang's case and leave, but asked Xiao Fang to pay Li Deshu nine hundred yuan.
Xiao Fang's father took out a little money, Xiao Fang took out all her savings, Xiao Hua borrowed a little money for her, and successively paid Li Deshu, Xiao Fang was free.
Li Deshu took nine hundred yuan and quickly lost it.
After Xiaofang left our house, she went to a self-employed candy pastry factory to make candy, in Fengtai. There is a small Hu in the pastry factory, who is Xiao Fang's fellow countryman, who pedals three wheels to the city every day to deliver to each family. Xiao Fang had a day to see her sister and took Xiao Hu with her. Xiao Hua thought to himself: How did you bring a man to me? Are they okay? Looking into my sister's eyes, yes, she quietly asked, "Are you all right?" My sister laughed. Xiao Hua looked at Xiao Hu and said, "Too short!" Xiao Fang said, "What does it matter if you are shorter, why do you want to be so tall?" According to Xiaohua, "My sister likes that he has culture. Xiao Hu went to junior high school. She has no culture herself and especially likes cultured people. ”
Xiao Hu also had to go back to entrust people to Xiao Fang's house to talk about the media. Private booking for life is not exciting. Xiao Hu walked for two days first, and Xiao Fang then returned home.
When she got home, she said to her, "You go to see your third aunt tomorrow, you haven't seen her for a long time, she misses you." Xiao Fang thought, too, and went with a bag of pastry factory snacks.
When I went, I realized that the third aunt thought of her and told her to let people go on a blind date. Cheng JiaWan produced a million yuan household. This man made his fortune by selling clothes upside down. From Fujian Shishi sold clothes, removed the original trademark, and replaced it with a fake brand name. One hundred dollars to buy, three hundred dollars to sell. This grandfather is very fond of Xiaofang, saying that Xiaofang married him, and he has taken care of Xiaofang's family life, and can also be used for her brother to go to school. Xiaofang said: "He is a billionaire, and I will not marry him!" Yan's mother said: "The XiaoHu family is poor, with only three earthen houses. Xiao Fang said: "Poor is poor, as long as people are good!" ”
Xiao Fang and Xiao Hu got married, and a year later gave birth to a daughter, also known as Hui Hui.
Our Hui Hui had a lot of clothes to wear, and it was useless to keep them, so Hui Hui's mother sent them to Xiao Fang and sent them more than once. Xiao Fang let her Hui Hui wear the clothes she had sent and took a picture of it. Xiao Fang's Hui Hui is like Xiao Fang.
The family could not get by, Xiaofang's two sons still had to come to Beijing, and the candy and pastry factory was still willing to ask for them.
Xiao Fang brought Xiao Hu to our house. Hu was a little shorter. In fact, it is not too short, but because XiaoFang is tall, it seems that he is short. Xiao Hu's appearance is very beautiful, and the person is very quiet, like an intellectual. Xiao Fang was black and thin, so thin that her cheekbones were protruding, and her expression was very haggard. Hui Hui was already in kindergarten and didn't remember Xiao Fang much, so she asked Xiao Fang, "Are you the aunt who brought me?" Xiao Fang picked her up, and Hui Hui stuck to Xiao Fang's body and did not come down.
Less than a year later, Xiaofang went back, thinking of her daughter.
Soon after, Xiao Hu also returned, and the family's responsible field had to be planted.
XiaoFang gave birth twice. The doctor warned her: "You can't regenerate, regeneration is dangerous!" "Xiaofang has not been in good health since she was a child. Xiao Fang said, "I must leave a root for their family!" XiaoFang finally gave birth to a son, Xiaohua said: "This child is a dragon in their family." ”
Xiao Fang has always wanted Hui Hui. She wrote to Hui Hui for a photo, Hui Hui's mother kept sending her, she asked for Hui Hui's recording, Hui Hui's mother recorded a tape of Hui Hui singing and telling stories. Hui Dan's mother asked Hui Hui to talk to Xiao Fang. Hui Hui squeezed and said, "What are you talking about?" - "Whatever! Just say a few words! Hui Hui thought about it and said:
"Aunt Xiaofang, how are you?" I miss you so much, I remember a lot of you. ”
Listening to Xiaohua, Xiaofang is living a very hard life now, sometimes without even salt. There was no salt, so Xiao Hu took the net, hit one or two pounds of fish, went to Kida to sell, and bought some salt.
I asked XiaoHua, "Xiaofang is now bent on pulling the two children up?"
Xiao Hua said, "It is." ”
Is Xiaofang still singing Lu opera?
Probably singing, while she coaxes the child to sleep.
About author:Wang Zengqi (March 5, 1920 – May 16, 1997), Gaoyouren, Jiangsu, graduated from Southwest United University, Chinese writer, essayist, representative figure of Beijing writers, founder of the Lixiahe literary genre, known as "lyrical humanitarian, China's last pure literati, China's last scholar". His writing is plain and simple, such as homely, and his major works include "The Chronicle of Da Nao", "Ordination", "Supper Flower Collection", etc., and has won the National Short Story Award. He died of illness in May 1997 at the age of 77.
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