Youth Festival. My distant lover/Li Wenbin

Time is like a gust of wind, blowing through one spring, summer, autumn and winter, and blowing all over the world. However, it definitely does not stop somewhere, giving you the opportunity to reminisce. But in that passion burning years of youth festival, let me unforgettable -

We Chinese six brothers in the 305 male dormitory of the Department, and there seems to be no other specialty, but in terms of the object, the guy is also famous in the whole year, and even the entire Chinese department. Believe it or not: Four and a half brothers, four and a half, are in full swing and resolutely carrying out the love revolution. Only I was still alone, I was the type of person who was shy, saw the girl blushing and heartbeating, and did not like the little girl. That half is my top bunk boss. Dude, the guys are amazing! With his good looks and handsome belongings, he talked about fighting and using twists and turns in a flexible and flexible manner, and he had talked about the object of the next class. Now, people are brewing with our 33rd class flowers to carry out a high-value, white and rich love defense war.

hi! There is no way, the nature of the country is easy to change, I am the kind of wooden, dull, a model of a tendon. Take rice, for example! People are less people at that window, so they run to that window, and I pour well, and I will cut the sixth window every day.

One day at noon, I had to finish a very tricky task before one o'clock. Time was pressing, but window number six was like a holy car coming, and it was lined up in a long line. As the saying goes, there is wisdom in a hurry, but I changed my mind in a hurry, and I lined up to the eighth window with fewer people. I'm also funny, except for using Mandarin in class, I usually use dialects. I handed over the lunch box and said in Zhang Beibei' words: "Here's a pork stew noodles, two steamed buns." The young woman who was looking down to eat looked up, her eyes lit up, and said in surprise: "Are you from Zhangjiakou?" We're fellow countrymen! She said as she neatly served me food. Lang Sheng said, "Fellow, take it!" I shyly didn't know what to say and quickly walked away.

Lifting the lid of the lunchbox, I was surprised like Columbus discovering a new continent. This dish is obviously much more than before. To be honest, in that year, life was really hard, plus eighteen or nineteen boys, it was the age to carry food. What you eat every day is not fishy, vegetarian, but today you eat full. I think the eighth window will be my new continent.

Gradually, we became acquainted. I think this cheerful and generous fellow is very warm, very clean, very clean... What touched me the most was that she "took care" of me as always.

On another "black" Sunday, the housemates who dressed up in pairs went to the park, the field, the qingqing me, and the flowers fell before the moon.

Bored, I don't know what to do. Suddenly, there was a crisp knock at the door. As soon as I opened the door, a beautiful sister with a red skirt, a white shirt, and long hair floated in front of me. As if I had been blinded by the sunlight, I quickly dodged and muttered, "Who are you looking for?" A silver bell-like laughter revealed a northern zhang flavor: "Aren't you a fellow Countryman Li Wenbin?" I fixed my eyes on it, "Hey! "Isn't this the waiter at window eight?" I panicked and asked, "How do you know I live here?" The fellow grinned and grimaced: "Under the nose, is there no mouth?" Then there was another burst of silver bells, which completely broke my twisting and pinching.

Calmed down, I took a closer look: "Oh mom! "Is this the waiter in the overalls?" Isn't this the legendary sinking fish and falling geese, the heavenly immortals of the closed moon and shy flowers?

Her long hair was flowing, smooth and soft like a wave. Mantis head moth eyebrows, bright eyes and bright teeth, flowing hope feminine. The long eyelashes fluttered slightly, the fair and flawless skin revealed a faint reddish pink, the thin lips were delicate like rose petals, and the figure was petite and gentle, like a water hibiscus.

Her name is Zhao Yazhi, a native of Ertai Town, Zhangbei County. Once upon a time, his father was a lazy and idle second-rate man in the village. After the reform and opening up, it became a speculator. After that, the inferiority of that kind of city servant was exposed, and he left her and his mother and sister and led a wild woman to run. The mentally stimulated mother, at one point, was in a trance and delirious. She had to take care of her mother and help her sister, and in this unexpected family change, her college dreams came to naught.

Later, under her careful care, her mother's spirit improved, and her sister also went to high school. She contracted out the family's land, and her mother remarried under her persuasion. To deal with the affairs of the family, she came to the canteen of Hebei Normal University alone to work under the recommendation of Zhangbei Labor Service Company. In his spare time, he Chinese self-study and take self-study exams.

Time is a sharp sword that can cut off all suffering and misfortune of people. At the snap of a finger, I was about to graduate. Yazhi also helped me, thirteen "Ancient Chinese Language and Literature" homework, has passed twelve, just one "Logic" graduation.

Yayuki, affectionately known as "The Spoon Xi Shi" by her roommates, was like a carefree little bird, chirping around me happily every day, and spending the best college years of my life with ease and happiness.

We were like little couples, sometimes going in pairs in the library to absorb the nourishment of knowledge. Sometimes, I go in and out of the gym to play ball, run and run. Sometimes, bathing in street corner gardens, pavilions and pavilions enjoy happiness... And the five pairs of brothers in our dormitory, four pairs, that pair is also in the wind and rain. hum! Let them envy and envy hate to go!

The mood is good, and the rhythm of time is also cheerful. At noon one Friday, I finished the last subject of all my homework, which was completely "liberated". I was ready to get together with Masayuki and go for an internship. Yazhi also said that when she finished her exam and I returned to Zhangbei to complete the marriage. I want to marry Masayuki soon! I came to the eighth window, but it was a little sister of Masayuki who was eating. She said: "Yazhi, after work in the morning, I rode to the Airport Road self-examination bookstore to buy materials, saying that I would come back immediately, but I haven't come back yet." ”

After listening to the words of the little sister of Yazhi, I don't know what to say! I had an ominous premonition in my heart. Hurrying to the airport road, the bookstore attendant confirmed that there was a girl in a red dress and a white shirt who sold information, and I didn't know where to go. My heart "clucked" and panicked, Yazhi had no relatives and friends at all in Shijiazhuang, I rushed back in a panic, and when I arrived at the school gate, I saw a police car.

My heart "snapped" to my throat, and I walked one foot deep and one foot shallow to the dormitory. At this time, our department chair, instructor, and many classmates accompanied the two policemen without knowing what to say. When I walked up to me, a policeman said to me: "Zhao Yazhi was in a car accident, rescued at the Provincial People's Hospital, she asked to see you..." My brain "buzzed", and I didn't listen to anything the policeman said later. Only now I don't know how to get to the car and how to get to the hospital.

In the intensive care unit, Yazhi was covered with a white sheet, his left arm was hanging from a hanging bottle, his face was pale and weak, his eyes were tightly closed, his lips were moving slightly, as if he was murmuring something, and the whole person was dying. The doctor and the two nurses next to me didn't know what to say? I went up and grabbed her hand as if I were crazy, crying, "Masayuki, Masayuki, what's wrong with you?" What's wrong? The two nurses pulled me aside and said, "Calm down, calm down, the patient's life is hanging in the balance, she just murmured a name called Wen Bin many times."

I burst into tears and hysterically begged them: "Hurry, save her, save her, I will bear all the expenses" The nurse and doctor dragged me outside the ward, and the old doctor with glasses said to me kindly: "Boy, the patient has no sign of life, but the patient has a superhuman willpower, as if there is an unfinished mission, can not swallow the last breath, this is what medicine calls a miracle!"

At this moment, I completely lost my mind, became stupid, could not understand the doctor's meaning, "pounced" on my knees in front of the doctor, and begged bitterly: "Doctor, you hurry, quickly save her!" She's still young, and she has a lot of things to do..." The old doctor with glasses sighed, patted me on the shoulder, and said regretfully, "Boy! Heaven is weak, you hurry in! The patient has not been there for long...

I was paralyzed and trembled as I entered the ward. What a medical miracle! By this time, Masayuki had already opened his eyes. With my eyes fixed on me, I happily went up and grabbed her fluttering, soft hand: "Yazhi, Yazhi, are you awake?"

Yazhi's eyes didn't seem to flicker, and he looked at me straightly, tired, and said weakly: "Wen Bin, Wen Bin, I don't seem to be able to do it, I, I really, really love, love you, I, I, yes, sorry for you, I can't, can't marry you, I, I bought you, bought one, on, top, I don't know, I don't know if it fits or not... I, after I die, you must, must find one, a good girl... You take care of yourself, you can't take care of yourself..." I lost my mind completely in heartache, and cried out loudly regardless of it: "Yazhi, Yazhi, I love you too, you are my only one, you are fine, I am still waiting to marry you..."

Yazhi would no longer smile, she was angry, murmuring: "Wen Bin, I, I know, you also love, love me, but I, I can't do it, can't do you, your bride, you must, must find, find..."

Masayuki couldn't pronounce it anymore, but I knew what she said from the shape of her mouth, and my tears were pouring down like a flood that broke the embankment.

Masayuki's mouth didn't move, and two eyes that had no tears somehow "poofed" and dropped two teardrops, her hand slowly slid down from my hand, and her eyes closed tiredly.

I shouted with all my might, "Yayuki! His eyes went black, and he fell to the ground with a "thud" sound... By the time I woke up, my beloved Masayuki had stopped overnight in the morgue.

My stiff legs dragged my body hard to see The Last Of Aya. The moment I was changing her clothes, I saw that her chest had been cracked, and all her internal organs were damaged to varying degrees. The small intestine has been broken several times... My heart was broken.

My dearest Yazhi, how much you have suffered! But in order to wait for me (I still stubbornly believe that she is waiting for me, she will not swallow her last breath) comfort, leave a last word... Must have endured the pain of heart-wrenching liver section.

I tearfully cursed God, it was too inhuman. He also cursed the perpetrator for hurting heaven and earth. Why, why, why? Good people don't always last long?

When I was sorting out Ya's relics, when I saw the strips of strips that she had exchanged her life for being scraped by the car and dyed red with blood, she was tightly and tightly covered in front of her chest, and she didn't want to die.

On the day of Masayuki's accident, she bought the materials and went to the People's Mall to buy me a jacket. She bought her clothes and happily rode back to school, but a seven- or eight-year-old boy ran in front of her, and when she dodged the little boy, she was hit by a speeding car.

According to witnesses, she was knocked out of ten meters, fell under a plane tree, and her intestines flowed out on the spot, but the first words she said when she woke up were: "What about the clothes I bought?" ”

At the moment of cremation of Yazhi, I knew that this time, my Yazhi would always leave me. This is the pain that tears my heart and lungs apart, and it is also the pain that is difficult for ordinary people to understand in my bone marrow. Yazhi, why did you leave me? How do you want me to live in the future?

After doing Yazhi's affairs, I returned to Zhangbei in pain, I took a long vacation, did not have a little internship plan, and stayed at home for two months. For two months, I washed my face with tears every day with a picture of Masayuki.

Masayuki's sudden death took a great toll on my body and mind. Later, my sister told me that at first I was like a dead man, unkempt every day, lying in bed without eating or drinking, and the neighbors said that I was stupid. But it scared my parents. It's true! If it hadn't been for the persuasion of my parents and family at that time, I would have really thought of accompanying Masayuki in a place where there were no cars.

Masayuki, the girl in the red dress and the white shirt, was the pain of my life. If you turn back the clock and have the art of reviving the dead, I will certainly, without hesitation, marry you, cherish you well, cherish you, and let you not be wronged in the slightest.

About author:Li Wenbin, a native of Zhangbei County, Hebei Province, is a freight driver and a lover of literature.

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