In the documentary "Wheat Harvest", the moment Hong Miao sat on the edge of the bed and hung up the phone, the original cheerful smile on her face froze and became stiff, and when she got up, the smile disappeared and her face was bitter.
Her expression declared the end of her love. There was a sense of relief at the moment of seeing this shot, is a young lady really expecting it to blossom and bear fruit when she is in love with her own client? It is better to be relieved early.
In her early 20s, she was already an old man in the dusty place, and several women sat together and chatted about customers, and they did not shy away from it. Their professional peculiarities doom the men they meet may be more than other women know in total, but how many men they know can give their hearts to them?
Hong Miao in "Wheat Harvest" is a girl with ordinary looks and a more ordinary family. She wasn't just her, she also had a father who was bedridden for many years, and the family needed money, and she made money. Her first job after dropping out of school was to go to Zhangjiakou to be a lady, for only one reason - the money came quickly, plus she was a daring master who dared to break in, and silently provoked the burden of the family.
Until she met the driver who opened the tower crane on the construction site, lying together and chatting happily, his booing and warming touched her tight heart.
It turns out that a girl who has not been loved will be warmed by tenderness.
The shyness and contrivance she showed in front of him was love. Their love has only the present, not the future. He wouldn't give her a commitment, she wouldn't give up on her job, and he still wanted to marry a decent woman when he got married, and she needed money to fill the family.
A love between a flower in the mirror and a moon in the water is to be broken after all.
At the moment of the breakup, there were no tears on her face, only bitterness, until the end she was in tears when the director asked her what she would think if her father died, but quickly wiped away the tears, just like her short-lived love, her life did not have tears, and perhaps there would be no more moments of love in the future.
Her brief love with the customer tower crane driver is just to comfort the loneliness and bitterness of wandering away from home, and this love, not so much about two people, is more a manifestation of Hong Miao's love for herself.
Just like Zhang Ailing's Ge Weilong, the reason why she will let herself fall in love with Qiao Qiqiao is just to find a tool for her to continue to stay as a social flower and live a life of fine clothes and food.
When Ge Weilong first went to visit her aunt, she knew that the Liang Mansion was not a good place to go. But she had to turn to her aunt, and at first she thought she could keep her heart, but it was so worthless that she wavered in front of a cabinet of beautiful new clothes.
Beauty but poverty is her criticism, gorgeous new clothes become her fig leaf to cover poverty, when she tried to wear one by one "people will also have soft knees, sit down on the bed." This sitting also lost the heart she wanted to maintain, and completely fell into the glitz.
The most interesting part of people is also this, you think you have a strong concentration, but in front of reality you not only bow your head but also find a high-sounding reason for yourself.
When Ge Weilong got used to the silk of Aya luo and the taste of mountains and seas, she could never go back to the days when she fantasized about relying on herself. But why did she stay? At this time, Georgie Joe appeared, and his presence gave her an excuse to stay, and she wanted to make herself fall in love with him.
"I love you" has nothing to do with you, behind this love, it is more the exit that Ge Weilong is looking for for his vanity and greed.
No one can escape reality, but people are good at giving all this to fate and saying that they are created and manipulated.
There is also Lisa, who has a similar experience with Hong Miao, and the difference with Hong Miao is that she is married.
When the place where she worked was raided, she calmly spat out a cigarette roll, "The business can't go on, go home and marry someone." "She did get married, the family arranged a blind date, in order to marry her brother, the condition for choosing a son-in-law is whoever can afford the bride price can marry her, and her life's events are determined in less than 24 hours."
The person she married was exactly the person she didn't look up to, short, hunchbacked, not very well paid, a face of Loss, Lisa couldn't stand him, and couldn't stand the poor days of living in her hometown by relying on people to give money to count the flowers, and she went out to work for two months after marriage.
Why? Opening a clothing store has gone out of business and lost money, and dry restaurants can't eat the bitterness of early greed, and they can't stand the smoke of oil smoke. Or do the old business, lie down and make money.
As the saying goes, "A paper bag can't hold a fire." The man soon learned of her livelihood, did not beat her or scolded her, but only asked for a divorce. Lisa was unwilling, she thought that a bag dared to mention divorce, how to divorce is also the old woman to mention ah, she refused.
Without going home and not divorcing, marriage becomes a graveyard in name only, until the man finds his true love, and Lisa is angry.
She didn't expect that he could still find true love, in addition to her own women willing to follow him, or in his state of marriage? She still can't help it...
She endured his instigation but could not stand his betrayal, and this time, Lisa took the initiative to propose a divorce and soon completed the formalities. When she moved her things out, she smashed the wedding photos that had been used to show her love.
After a series of divine manipulations, Lisa returned to singlehood, and her marriage was exchanged for her brother's money but failed to exchange her relief and destiny.
She started her old business again, and what Lisa didn't understand was that she had clearly escaped the past but was going to destroy it with her own hands.
The last thing a person should do is to compete with himself.
Regarding love, the most heard is "I love you and you love me." This is just the appearance and state of ideal love. In reality, love is always mixed with "impure" particles.
Just as Hong Miao's love is actually to comfort herself, Ge Weilong's love is to give herself an excuse to enjoy a prosperous life, and Lisa's marriage has become a weight in her struggle with her own destiny.
Where there is any spotless pure love, just falling into love and not seeing the dirt hidden in it, the dirt of Na.
Understand, and you will be relieved.
Text: Yan Yan
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