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Identity (35) Loneliness is the most terrible

author:Writer 荟

Text/Han Xueli

Identity (35) Loneliness is the most terrible

Identity --- call employees home, feeling particularly uncomfortable

Li Bida thought about it, yes, each has its own circle, you don't use that circle, inquire about Ma Dong.

Zhou Hong looked around at no one, forget it, Ma Dong's driver, should not say will not say, useless, moreover, Ma Dong is quite taboo about this, I still save some things, I do not want to toss so much, big deal I directly said hello, I do not understand, to now, Zhuang Lei what to do, he simply ran directly to Ma Dong's home, not everything is known, he wants to take the initiative to run to show weakness, Ma Dong must give him an attitude, he is too arrogant.

Li Bida smiled, this may be the meaning of the grind, but he shook his head slightly, the character of Vice President Zhuang is not a day and a half, it turned out to be a deputy post, now, it must be the main post, he actually overdrawn a little joy in advance.

He did have some understanding, for the old subordinates who had followed Ma Yunpeng for more than ten years, Zhuang Lei of course thought that he was the beneficiary, and if he changed others, it would be the same, but he was a little too strong.

Zhou Hong said, I have a few times, I want to click with him, but yes, can not grasp the measure, afraid of light white said, heavy, he is jealous of me, as if Ma Dong is better to me than to him, I did not dare to say anything, just like this, I will accompany him to grind it, grinding I to Qinghang a little temperless.

Li Bida was funny, at this time, his mobile phone rang, it was actually Tan Kaixuan's phone, he was a little surprised, he heard Rong Jie mentioned, Tan always attaches great importance to life, usually, he has nothing to do on his rest day, do not disturb his subordinates, mainly he himself is also a gu family, at least if Tan Kaixuan goes out on holiday, he must tell his wife clearly, what to do, where to go, who to be with, what is the matter.

He looked at Zhou Hong, pressed the answer button, Tan Kaixuan was chatting about home, had he eaten, where was it, and then asked him, or else come out for tea.

Tan Kaixuan's words surprised Li Bida, what tea to drink at night, are afternoon tea, all drinking at night, that of course, is not good for health, Tan Kaixuan's office, there is a please write word, health is everything.

Of course he nodded, I just happened to be fine, so I went over to pick you up.

Put down the phone. Li Bida looked at Zhou Hong, got it, we Tan always let me go over and drink tea.

Zhou Hong exclaimed, no, now drink tea, still sleep. Zhou Hong wondered why he let you pick him up and run outside the tea house and drink at home.

Li Bida explained that he was a person who took good care of his family and generally did not work from home, and his wife had the final say.

Zhou Hong said, this habit is good, I like, I am particularly afraid of that kind of superior, calling employees to the home, feeling particularly uncomfortable, fortunately, Ma Dong is also this habit.

Identity (35) Loneliness is the most terrible

Identity --- this stupid boy, will not look at her mother's face

Zhou Hong sighed, you are not easy, this point, but also to accompany people to drink tea.

Li Bida smiled, got it, you have spent a day with people on their birthdays, go back to rest, anyway, at this stage, are grinding, you and I, it is still easy, someone is more anxious than us, we are also anxious, sometimes, who can calm down, they will win.

Zhou Hong nodded, yes, I know, you go, drive slower on the road, one of the two people go home, one picks up people for tea.

Zhou Hong went in, the son pounced on it, did not see him for a day, complained about his father, did not count, said to go to the playground, and lost the appointment.

Zhou Hong promised, next week, next week to the zoo.

This week Haitian is happy, you said.

Samui stepped forward, OK, the zoo is too expensive, the tickets do not say, the venue inside, which is cheap, especially the aquarium, just the playground.

Zhou Haitian ignored mom, dad, I listen to you, we don't take mom, isn't she too expensive, we both go to save money. Samui pretended to be angry, OK, you have a father, no mother, wait.

The three of them said hello to Li Bida's parents, Li Luan was still cleaning up, but he was not in a hurry to go, and the little leopard and his mother said, Mom, I also want to see animals, I also want to see the aquarium.

Li Luan thought, well, turn around and ask your father if he has time, if he has time, then I don't care.

Li Luan does not take the child out alone, it is the child who is too naughty, unlike Li Zhu, she would rather take Li Zhu out, if she takes her son, she must call the big tree last week, anyway, Zhou Dashu looks at the big temper outside, people are a bit tigers, but for the son and wife, never high voice atmosphere, especially patient with the son, it is completely the posture of being a cow as a horse, if Li Luan loses his temper, he will coax at both ends, afraid that the son will provoke his wife to be angry, afraid of the wife scolding the son, he himself and Li Bida sighed, I can be there, otherwise, my son will definitely be beaten, This stupid boy wouldn't look at her mother's face.

Zhou Hong went out, folded back, and Dazi had something to do.

Li Zhu was surprised, my father left.

Zhou Hong smiled, your father led the call, let him work overtime, Li Zhu nodded, I know, she continued to bow her head and teach the little leopard to read 26 English letters, the little leopard followed his sister, more serious than in school. Li Luan packed up, look at the son, you are here, or we go back.

The little leopard shook his head, here, my sister and I study, waiting for dad to come and pick us up.

Li Luan shook his head, your father didn't order, play for half an hour, we will go back, you still have to take a shower and change clothes, not too late.

She has strict time rules for her son's sleep and eating, so that Zhou Dashu said that it is not possible to make her son want to sleep more all day long, but it is good, he is not in bed, his mother shouts, he will get up immediately, sometimes, Li Luan goes out, he runs back and then sleeps.

In fact, Li Luan thought, if Zhou Dashu does not come back tonight, she will not go back, she likes her room, so many years, has been the same, to thank Li Bida, that is, when Li Bida got married, she also said that Li Luan's room can not move, that is, Li Luan's, now it is also all year round, summer laid out a cool mat, winter put the quilt, sometimes she lies on it, it feels like she is back to when she was a child, time is really fast, she seems to be running behind her brother, and now in the blink of an eye, her son is about to go to school. Really fast.

It was not Zhou Dashu who came to pick them up, it was Zhou Dashu's mother, she came in, the little leopard and the grandmother went to kiss, the milk sounded milky, the grandmother, Li Zhu looked up, also called the grandmother, outside, the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship is particularly good, she went up and nagged a few words with the relatives, and then said to Li Luan, go back, I got the bath water for the little leopard.

The little leopard nodded and went back, Mom, you slow down, Grandma and I went first.

Identity (35) Loneliness is the most terrible

Identity --- later found that it was too lonely to be a poet

Li Zhu is a little lost, everyone is gone with her parents, dad is not on the weekend, not living here, the boss, but also called dad overtime, otherwise, you can play chess with her, she sometimes, can also win dad, it feels like dad let her, but she feels that she has improved.

Li Zhu sent her aunt out, turned in, closed the courtyard door, locked it, she looked at her grandmother, still shaking the fan, it was a little cold outside, she went into the room, took a blanket for grandma, she knew that grandma and grandpa were the people who lived with her all day. Grandpa turned on the TV, listening to the drama, she snuggled up next to Grandma, the old lady looked at Li Zhu, you, also clean up, tomorrow Monday, to get up early. Li Zhu nodded, Grandma does not sleep, the old lady nodded, I sat for a while and slept.

Li Zhu entered the room, took out the calendar, and drew a red circle on the next Sunday, a week, a long time, and on the weekend, dad can come back, she is like other children, she is most envious of Zhou Haitian, Zhou Haitian's mother does not care about study, dad comes back all day.

At this time, Li Bida, when he arrived at the door of Tan's house, in the small courtyard, saw Tan Kaixuan walking, Tan Kaixuan got into the car, go to the clouds.

Li Bida was a little surprised, the cloud layer is the most expensive tea room in the local area, one room and one yard, each tea room inside, has its own small landscape.

When the two arrived there, Tan Kaixuan could see that it was quite familiar, and he asked, is there anyone in the bamboo color.

The other party led them to a bamboo forest, into a small tea house, the house is a picture of lotus flowers, and the tea set is lotus leaf style, Li Bida understands, the bamboo under the creek is green, the mirror is fragrant with lotus flowers, the bamboo turned out to be the most colored, and the green is its verdant.

Tan Kaixuan smiled, do you know why it is called bamboo color, Li Bida said, the bamboo under the creek is green, and the lotus flowers in the mirror are fragrant.

Tan Kaixuan nodded, I like bamboo, he gently chanted Spring Wood has a rong rest, this festival has no withering, when he was young, he wanted to be a poet, and later found that being a poet is too lonely. When I was young, I was afraid of loneliness, afraid of being forgotten, afraid of being eliminated by society, so I rushed forward in particular.

Li Bida nodded, yes, I sometimes, when fishing, I feel as if people have forgotten, especially can not do without mobile phones, as if the mobile phone does not ring for a day, where is not right. Alas, he sighed, yes, loneliness is the most terrible.

Tan Kaixuan said, you are in college, as the president of literature.

Li Bida is really a little surprised, such a topic, he has not mentioned it with people, after going to work, he has not mentioned, in general, acquaintances in the workplace, do not know, he is somewhat surprised, Tan Kaixuan's background investigation, not to run his university, he is not recruited, it is more than ten years after the society.

He was really surprised, Tan Kaixuan smiled, not for background checks, you and my daughter are a college, you may not know, when she was in college, she was also in the literary club, and also saw the poems you wrote, take it back to let me see, you use the real name, there is a sentence in your poem, bamboo shakes the wind of the four seasons, but only frost and snow know the loneliness. I sighed.

Identity (35) Loneliness is the most terrible

Identity --- bamboo shook the wind of the four seasons, but only frost and snow knew the loneliness

The bamboo swayed in the wind

Frost and snow are clear in dreams

I can't get close to you

Gentle times

Drizzle for the spring light

Peach blossoms are fragrant in the wind

I don't want to forget you

The frivolity of youth

The bamboo shakes the wind of the four seasons

But only frost and snow know loneliness

If I'm willing not to change

Can you not be silent

If I would like not regret it

Can you not be reluctant to do so

Identity (35) Loneliness is the most terrible

This poem is the best poem li bida felt, he loved the bamboo downstairs of the dormitory, at that time, he did not have anything to wander there, did not expect, many years later, there are still people remembering this, he was a little surprised, some sighed, for a while did not know what to say, the mood was somewhat affected.

Tan Kaixuan took the initiative to pour tea, Li Bida woke up, busy saying, a moment of sighing, remembering the university life, more than ten years, he immediately adjusted his mood.

Li Bida's expression made Tan Kaixuan sure that this was a person in personality, spread outside, he was particularly calm and rational, but let him feel that Li Bida is a more emotional component, the stability and calmness in his personality, is the day after he entered the society, his heavy feelings are affirmed.

The two talked about poetry, Li Bida was surprised, Tan Kaixuan said that when he was young, he loved poetry, it turned out that he did not say it casually, but he had some research, especially love Li Bai's poetry, like his boldness and open-mindedness, so that, for more than an hour, they were talking about poetry, And Li Bida had some wonderful feelings.

For many years, after leaving college, he almost did not talk to people about poetry like this, and his later life, feeling, looked very good, in fact, it was a chicken feather, and the departure of his wife still made him feel a blow.

Although that end, later found that people are good to themselves, but think about it, a person seems not to be in the state of marriage, is a kind of regret, imperfect, even if you don't feel it yourself, but in the eyes of others, it is such a feeling.

Fortunately, the aunt was worried that her daughter Zhou Ying's old age would not marry, saying that she picked and relaxed about her nephew's affairs, otherwise, with Li Ying's personality, she would have put pressure on Li Bida earlier.

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