Two days ago, a friend who had not been in touch for a long time suddenly called me and asked me if my number had been stolen, saying that he had seen a lot of messy messages in my space.
I quickly logged on to QQ, which I had not been on for hundreds of years, and when I changed my password and deleted the space message, I accidentally turned to the log sent many years ago, feeling that I was very naïve at that time, but I missed it very much.
At that time, it was popular to step on each other in the friend space, like a person will secretly look at Ta's space, guess Ta's mood today, pay attention to every dynamic of Ta, pay attention to whether there are suspicious people in the comments, and carefully delete visitor records after reading, afraid that the other party will see.
When WeChat came out with new features before, girlfriends joked: "Fortunately, the circle of friends does not have a new function to view the visitor record, so you can also secretly look at the circle of friends of the people you like." "
She liked a man for many years, followed in his footsteps, went to his city to study, walked through the streets that appeared in his circle of friends, listened to the music he liked, watched the plays he recommended, but she knew that the man just treated her like a normal friend.
So over the years, she has kept to her own principles and boundaries, not to disturb or to dwell on. To tell the truth, none of our friends around us understood her: "You know it's impossible, why do you want to continue?" "
She was drunk that day and talked about the years she had been following him. In fact, she also understands that she is just used to it, and habitually goes through his circle of friends to see the happy things or troubles he has recently encountered.
She said: "That person is like tearing away the light of my dull and tired life, allowing me to work hard without reservation, to live happily, to become a better version of myself." Whenever I encountered difficulties, felt frustrated, disappointed, there was such a person who encouraged me to get up from the dirt. "
For so many years, because of liking, she grew from an inferior and ordinary girl to a sparkling person in other people's worlds. Love gives her far more spiritual power than being together per se.
You are the liuchuan maple that I loved when I was young, and you are also a dream that I have experienced through a thousand sails. Falling in love is a matter of two people, but I like you, it is my own thing, some people, do not have to ask for a long time, do not have to ask for companionship, meet itself is worth it.
I once had a crush on a man who would look for his name in his visitor records, and if there was, he would explode like fireworks all day long, and if not, he would suffer for a long time.
At that time, I thought it was really difficult to have a crush on someone, but looking back on it for so many years, I suddenly felt like it wasn't a big deal.
Many years later, I recalled the days of that crush again, no longer the dark and bitter sky, nor the pillow towels and lost nights that were wet with tears, but the blossoms of summer, the joy of encounters, the crazy and green rush of that year.
In other words, what I miss is not the aging of time, but the brave self of that year. At that time, the liking was as transparent as a crystal, without impurities, without thinking about reality, naïve, pure, and warm.
Although unilaterally liking someone is a very sad and humble thing, having a liking person is a happy thing in itself, because that person appears in your life and will definitely teach you something.
Like Karen Mok, I remember many years ago, she choked up on the stage and sang that sentence: "He doesn't love me, he is too cold when he holds hands, and he is not close enough when he hugs." "
Many people say that this song is a true portrayal of Karen Mok, she has had three unforgettable loves, first because of distance, left her first love in Germany, and then broke with Zhou Xingchi's three-year underground love, and then cut off a nine-year long run with Von der Lun.
However, even after tasting the bitterness of love and facing the bumpy love road, she still maintained her composure and said open-mindedly: "My first love boyfriend taught me to speak German, Xingzai taught me to taste red wine, and Von der Lun taught me to be happy in love." "
Some people commented on Karen Mok, saying that the most difficult thing for her is that she has experienced all the sorrows and joys in love, and even has the courage to love and wait.
Fortunately, fate did not disappoint her, going around, 40-year-old Mo Wenwei and her first love reunited, just gentle she met him just mature, everything was just right.
After a thousand turns of relief in love, Mo Wenwei hummed the warm song "Slowly Like You", and slowly held hands with the loved ones.
Who has no regrets in their love? Feelings are like this, hitting the south wall, having regrets, learning to grow, trying to love, in order to fall into the chest of the right person.
You can never guess at which intersection life will give you a hurdle, nor at what stage it will give you a love.
I hope that no matter what kind of situation, what kind of person you meet, what kind of past you have, you will not lose the courage to love. It's not yours that you don't have to force, it's yours, no matter how big a circle you go, the destined man will definitely come back.