Original author: Li Shuxia | Alxa League, Inner Mongolia
[The Things of Gulaban (74)]
The Millennium Of Waiting (XVII)
Thirty-three: Kai returns to the dynasty
Although all the dust has settled, people's hearts cannot be calmed for a long time. They firmly believed that Hu Jun would return sooner or later. Kai, Lei Meng reorganized the arrangement of the military camp, the commander is still the crown prince Hu Jun, the deputy will be Lei Meng, with The Aerospace, Yu Zhou and Fei Chuan and other brothers as a team, led by the teacher guidance, mainly Hu Jun left the military camp personnel and horses, plus the recovery of Sha Chengbao's remaining men and horses. With the combination of Bayan, Haote and Lin Er as a team of people and horses, they took over the soldiers and horses under Lei Meng and Guan Meng. Er, Jina, and Taixi took over kai's men and horses as internal protectors.
Kai collected all the crimes of Sha Chengbao and prepared to bring a small number of soldiers and horses back to the Dynasty. It was agreed that it was so, but there are still many problems in the middle that have not been resolved, such as what about Lin Er? How is Yangzi arranged? As an older brother, Kai's heart is very conflicted, Hu Jun has not had accurate news until now, life and death are unknown, this matter makes them very anxious and heart-wrenching.
But the most worrying thing is that Yang Zi is emotionally unstable, does not say a word, and sits there for a day. Kai must solve these problems before returning to the Dynasty. The three of them sat together and agreed, but the two sisters did not open their mouths, as the elder brother Kai, in his heart, he loved the two sisters very much, especially Yang Zi, who had not been around since childhood, had been living a homeless life, and it must be very uncomfortable to drift around, which had always been a heart disease for Kai. And this matter to go back to the prime minister to say or not to say? How can I tell lin er and hot things clearly? Father is older afraid of not being able to withstand these blows, Kaisi thought before, the sisters have grown up, can no longer interfere with their personal lives, and finally there is no conclusion, and then he decided to write the three people's respective ideas on paper and put them together for comprehensive analysis, because some words are difficult to express in language, and even some things can not be opened in language, and can only be expressed in words.
Kai wrote that Lin Er wanted to go home with him, but Haot could not go back with him, and they should never mention such a thing between them. Yang Zi this person this name can not be mentioned, because the cause of the "mole" on the arm will affect the family, as for the relationship between Yang Zi and Hu Jun's love can not be mentioned, can only be buried in the heart forever, and Yang Zi can not go home with Lin Er.
Lin Er wrote like this: Lin Er and Haote will be together for a long time, and will never go home, just when they did not give birth to this daughter, there is no need to mention the relationship between Lin Er and Haote, so as not to let the family lose face and let the royal family find trouble and involve the family, and finally wrote that the name of Lin Er no longer exists, and it is necessary to die without looking for it.
Yang Zi wrote like this: Yang Zi will always wait for Hu Jun to return, there is only Hu Jun in his heart in this life and this life, and there is only Hu Jun in the next life, and he will never be discouraged in the name of the heavens, the earth as evidence, the trees as the shape, and the gold as the basis. In the past, the family abandoned Yang Zi, and now Yang Zi decided to abandon the family, not to return to the interior, and to take root and sprout in the frontier forever, not to mention or ask, not to say that he did not want to read, mainly not to involve the family, hoping that his father and brother Kai would forgive him.
When the content of their respective writings is put together, the three sisters hold their heads and cry, tears like rain, are brothers and sisters but can not recognize each other, is the passerby Coco and see each other, what kind of life is this, how sad and weeping. Today's parting, this life is afraid that we will never see each other, Kai's heart is extremely uncomfortable, what kind of fate is so tortuous, what kind of life is so sad, I thought that the family would be reunited, but on the contrary, let the family be torn apart.
Although Kai said that from his heart, he thought that Hu Jun was more fierce and less auspicious, but this time he would definitely report to the imperial court to bring troops to other side to rescue the crown prince Hu Jun, and he believed that the emperor would definitely agree and would send a large number of troops to let the foreign countries have pressure to release people. When Kai said his thoughts, all the people were deeply encouraged, they firmly believed that the imperial court had this ability, and there was also this method, and everyone held all the hopes and confidence to send Kai back to the dynasty.
Kai's two sisters did not take them back, but instead felt that they had lost two relatives at the same time, and Kai promised that when the emperor agreed, he would return here and rescue them triumphantly.
On this day of departure, everyone watched them return, and he and the generals here all shared hardships and sorrows for more than two years, and already had deep feelings, especially leaving two relatives here. The first night before leaving, he met several important people separately, he first went to see the teacher, although the contact time was not long to see that he was a person with ability and credibility, he entrusted his two sisters to him very relieved and knelt down to thank him, this is a very heavy etiquette, thank the teacher for his previous teachings to Yangzi, but also thank the teacher for taking care of the two sisters in the future, the teacher supported Kai, and patted his shoulder to reassure him.
Kai saw Haote, the two of them met, did not think that Kai kicked Haote a few times and slapped the ground, Haote was motionless and passively beaten, these he had to bear no matter how good the relationship was before, but today to this step must bear the responsibility and consequences, Haote has nothing to say, and finally Kaifo left, he did not have to ask Haot anything, because he understood that it was not necessary.
Kai finally saw his aunt Hongliu and Bayan, he bowed deeply, unable to express his respect for them, they were not relatives more than relatives, far more than his brother, all three of them shed tears, happy to have this fate in this life.
However, on the way back, Kai received the news of the emperor's death, he was really like five thunderbolts, he felt that all hopes were disappointed, he was sad and bitter, crying bitterly, I don't know if the prince can have the heart to save the prince Hu Jun, because when he tried Sha Chengbao, he mentioned that the prince would never let them go, and asked to send him back to the imperial court, let the imperial court decide his life and death, it is precisely because of this sentence that Sha Chengbao's death has been accelerated, and only by solving it on the spot can he repay today's revenge once and for all. Although he knew in his heart that it must be related to the prince, he could not go on to investigate further, and the separation of his family and relatives was an example. Hu Jun was born in this imperial family is actually unfortunate, there is no freedom, life can not be guaranteed, relatives can not be loved, family can not be reunited, love can not be voluntary, just a false identity, Kai for his sister for Hu Jun the more pessimistic, the more he wants to hide his face and tears, the people who follow him think that he is sad for the death of the emperor are very moved.
After Kai returned to the imperial court, he truthfully reported all of Sha Chengbao,the crown prince had succeeded to the throne as the current emperor, and saw Sha Chengbao's crime and scolded: he deserved to be killed, and deserved it, and ordered the family to be destroyed. When he learned that Hu Kai had been captured and detained, he expressed deep pain and said that after the filial period of the former emperor, he would send emissaries to negotiate and send heavy troops to find rescue and so on. He rewarded Kai with his wealth and property and commended him for his meritorious service to the country and the people, and issued an edict to stay in the imperial court as an official. Because the minister was older, he asked to go home for the elderly.
Kai does not want to take everything out completely, put it in the heart may be more able to make everyone feel good, comfort themselves in their hearts, let go, let go, this pain can be borne by themselves in this life, this secret is only their own in this life, since they have said in vain, why bother with it.
Kai went to Hu Jun's imperial mother again, please an after the word stopped, the imperial mother understood to let everyone quit, Kai knelt down, the imperial mother tearfully lifted him up to let him sit down to explain in detail, he told the imperial mother all the things that happened before and after, and said that Yang Zi was waiting in the military camp, Hu Junji had no news, they had been thinking of the son, and believed that Hu Jun would definitely come back, and he also said a little about the attitude of the imperial court, they all understood the serious relationship, they could only serve the funeral for the former emperor first, and then talk about the future. The Imperial Mother held a handkerchief in her hand, squeezed it tightly with her hand to prevent herself from crying, rich and noble in the sky, life and death have a destiny, this is Hu Jun's fate, can not be confronted, can not be changed, she can only cry silently in her heart.
Thirty-four: Yang Zi died of illness in three years
After leaving Kai, Yang Zi held infinite hope, hoping that her brother would bring troops to rescue Hu Jun, she had to go out every day regardless of the wind and rain to stand on the hill that sent Hu Kai to look to the north, and she did not let anyone follow, including Brother Bayan.
Every day, Bayan would open fields and plant trees around the hill where Yangzi stood, saying nothing or asking anything, he just had to look at Yangzi from a distance. In order to find the place where Hu Jun was detained, the teacher and the brothers had already sent out six groups of people and horses, and had been looking outside to inquire, and the place where Er and Jina had come had already been, and they had determined to transfer the position.
Lin Er and Haote had already gotten married, and a grand wedding was held in the military camp, Yang Zi attended the whole time, with a smile on her face, she thought well, and when Hu Jun returned, she would also live such an ordinary life.
Yang Zi has been frightened by Sha Chengbao, her heart is very uncomfortable, she is a sentimental love person, and after seeing the letter about Hu Jun's death, a mouthful of blood made her really hurt, leaving a knot in her heart that could not be released, she was depressed in her heart, but in order not to affect the emotions of others, she sat on the top of the mountain and played the piano, and the brothers and brothers built a pavilion on the mountain.
When the sound of Yang Zi's piano sounded, the melodious sound of the piano spread far and wide to the grassland, and many people stopped their hurried steps to listen, and sometimes they couldn't help but cry when they listened. The geese flew in the sky, the sound of the piano sounded, always hovering in the sky and not wanting to leave, and even when it reached a very sad tone, a big goose fell down and died. Several wolves chased a lamb, and the sound of the piano sounded, and the wolf actually roared to the sky and turned around and ran away.
The aunt cried and begged Yang Zi not to go, and comforted her, Hu Junji would definitely come back if he had a heavenly phase, Yang Zi said that she believed that he would come back, but she must personally welcome her back at the top of the mountain, she was now weak, often coughed, one day actually coughed up blood, she did not let anyone know and quietly hid her hand Juan. She saw that Bayan had planted a lot of trees around her, asked for a sapling, planted it next to the pavilion, and touched it with her hands every day, saying: In the future, I will become you, I will become you, and let Hu Jun find me. Recite it many times a day. One day suddenly felt the surging heart can not control a mouthful of blood spurted out and splashed on the tree pole, instantly absorbed clean, it is really strange that this small sapling turned into a golden yellow trunk and leaves for a while, Yangzi suddenly held the tree and cried, tears flowed on the trunk, the leaves on the tree turned green again, very wonderful.
Bayan stood at the bottom of the mountain and saw clearly, his heart was like a knife, he could understand that when his sister died, he had such a thought that life was worse than death. He hoped that Yang Zi could get through this most painful period and let time calm all this. When Yangzi returned, Bayan went up to look at the saplings and found that it did not seem to be the previous tree species.
A year has passed, and a path has been walked from the barracks to the top of the hill, and the surrounding trees have been planted on a large scale.
The next year, the small trees planted by Yangzi had grown a lot and one or two more such varieties of trees appeared next to them, and Yangzi still went to the top of the hill every day to play the piano.
More than three years have passed, Lin Er's little daughter is more than two years old, she is as smart and clever as her mother, and her small mouth is constantly talking, very cute. The imperial court did not make any other moves except to send some grain and grass and condolences, and their hopes were completely shattered. The teacher and Lei Meng sent a part of the team to camp on the border, and they hoped that one day Hu Jun would return and they would have a pick-up.
Kai brought a letter, which said that after the death of the former emperor for three years of filial piety, Hu Jun's imperial mother may be coming, without mentioning greetings to Lin Er Yangzi, may be afraid of the leak of things, only said that everything in the family is safe as usual, they guess they may not tell everything here in the family, so it is good.
On this day, Yang Zi dressed very neatly in the morning, and also put on makeup, she and Aunt Hongliu went to see the Lin Er family, picked up the child and kissed the little face, the child hugged Yang Zi's aunt's neck tightly and cried and did not let go, the child was inspired. Lin Er saw that Yang Zi's hair was messed up by the child, and personally combed her smooth and smooth. Before leaving the door, Yang Zi turned around and gave Aunt Hongliu a hug, and handed her hand to Lin Er and said let Lin Er take care of her, Lin Er smiled and said that there was no problem, the question was who would take care of your sister you? Yang Zi said I am alone and said, you have children too busy, take care of you first. The two laughed and laughed out of the door, the aunt saw that she was pale and uneasy, and wanted to follow her out for a walk, Yang Zi hugged the aunt for the second time and said I am alone, you are too hard to slow down.
Seeing the teacher and the teachers and the brothers, they have been laughing and talking, and everyone is very relieved to see her like this, feeling that she has come back to life again, and the original little master sister has finally returned.
She finally went to the front of the pavilion and came to Bayan's side, and gave Bayan a picture of Bayan's brother touching Yangzi's hair with his left hand, holding a little girl's hand in his right hand, leaning against a large tree, the sun rising from the east to shine on the branches, the leaves shining golden, and they looked at the forest full of mountains with a happy expression on their faces. She told Bayan to collect it well until he was old, and she didn't want to lose it until he was old, and as she spoke, tears came down.
He also took out a painting and a letter and said that when Hu Jun returned and personally handed it over to Hu Jun, he finally said: Brother Master, if I leave in the future, I will bury it on the top of the hill, and I will watch Brother Wang return with my head facing north. Bayan touched Yang Zi's hair with his hand and comforted you that you should be fine, and it is only right to wait for Brother Wang to return in good health, don't think about it. Yang Zi smiled and patted his heart with his hand and said: It doesn't matter, physical health and unhealth are the same, here is his place. After saying that, he turned around and went up the mountain alone.
Bayan's heart was really unsteady, and he quickly ran back to the barracks, found Lin Er and the teacher to tell them about the situation, everyone rushed to the bottom of the hill and heard the piano ringing, Yang Er was still playing the piano there, they were relieved! In the afternoon, they did not come back, they went to the mountain to see, and as a result, Yang Zi looked north, his hands were still supporting the piano, the piano was still ringing, it turned out that the small bell on his arm had been playing back and forth, the person had long since died, and his facial expression was very calm and serene and smiling. The crowd covered their faces and wept bitterly, how lovely and pitiful it was that a beautiful person with feelings and righteousness left like this.
Er watched this scene with tears in his eyes, and only then did he understand in his heart that people wanted to die, and he was a little worried about Hu Jun, because Hu Jun's daily expression was also so melancholy and sad.
At Yang Zi's behest, she was buried next to the pavilion on the hill, facing north. The piano has always been placed in the pavilion, but many people can always hear the tone of the piano, and there is a cheerful and sad tune playing. Aunt Hongliu ate less and less, her beloved Yang Zi left, she felt that she had lost her sustenance in life, and she felt guilty that she should have followed at that time maybe people would be fine, and her heart was tangled all the time she wanted to be sad and overly sick, and finally asked Lin Er to bury herself around Yang Zi after she left, and she died with tears in her eyes. Lin Er buried herself next to Yangzi according to her request, and after that, many thin trees appeared around the trees planted by Yangzi, and they called such trees red willows. (To be continued)
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Li Shuxia is a member of the Hanhai Garden Book Club. He used to work in the Taixi Coal Group Co., Ltd. Beiligong Coal Mine and Material Company in custody, women's working committee, family planning and other work, and is now retired.