My name is Zhang Cui'er, an ordinary rural woman. Because I was an only child, I was a treasure in the hands of my parents since I was a child, and although my family was not rich, I was never allowed to do heavy work. The failure of the middle school entrance examination allowed me to enter the society early, experienced the boring life of the Guangzhou garment factory machine, and made me determined to return to my hometown to marry, not only to teach my husband and children, but also to take care of my elderly parents.
I didn't make a mistake in my choice, but I looked at people at average. My husband is introverted, thick-skinned, not good at talking, thinking that marrying such a person will not be bullied by my husband, but after marriage, I found that his personality brought me into the bottomless abyss.
Because I lived with my in-laws, I didn't do much work since I was a child, and I was disliked by my mother-in-law after marriage, no matter what I did was wrong in her eyes, and my husband never helped me defend a word. After giving birth, forced by economic pressure, my husband can only go out to work, I am alone at home with children, at this time the mother-in-law is even more careless, every day to me full of fire, let me overwhelmed.
Who is not yet a little princess, who is born to do anything?
On this day, because I broke a thin bowl, my mother-in-law kept nagging and talking about how incompetent and crippled I was, and I decided to give my mother-in-law a "profound" lesson, and then quietly say goodbye to this nasty world.
"Sister Zhu, bring me a bottle of paraquat"
Sister Zhu is the owner of the town's agricultural cooperative, I am an old customer, every year fertilizers and pesticides are bought here, she did not ask me why I bought paraquat, the countryside to buy some pesticides to control weeds is like the city people buy a KFC, unremarkable.
"To you, Sister Zhang"
Sister Zhu took a bottle of paraquat from the cupboard and handed it to me, somehow, today's hand is particularly unstable, I trembled and put paraquat into the back basket.
It was late afternoon when I got home, and I was about to start cooking, and when I saw that my mother-in-law had not yet returned from the field, I quietly went into the kitchen, opened the porcelain bowl containing vegetable oil, and poured half a bottle of paraquat into it.
After a while, the mother-in-law returned, and the mother-in-law saw that the family had not yet cooked, and went to the kitchen with a scolding grin and prepared to cook.
I sat in the living room watching TV, my eyes wide open as the frames passed frame by frame. I had already sent my children to my parents' house in advance, so I could confidently and boldly enjoy the Last Supper with them.
However, due to no experience, half a bottle of paraquat was poured into a bowl of oil, and the small half bowl below was full of pesticides, which was a problem at a glance, and the mother-in-law found it when she was preparing to stir-fry, but she did not think much about it, and thought that it was fed to the pig at noon to pour swill water into it, because paraquat also had a sour and unpleasant pungent smell.
The mother-in-law put the oil bowl into the pig food bucket, did not want to waste the oil in the bowl, and then took the bowl again and poured oil from the oil bucket and began to stir-fry.
I was glaring at everything that was happening, and my heart was full of paraquat dumped in the pig's food, and it would happen when the pigs were fed at night, so I would have to find an opportunity to start later.
After dinner, my mother-in-law was watching TV, and I saw that there was a Coke I bought today in the back basket, and I suddenly had a plan.
I took the coke into the house, poured the paraquat into it twice, learned the lesson of the past, did not dare to pour too much into it, and then put the paraquat in my pocket and carried the coke to the living room.
"Mom, come and have a Coke"
"Nothing to offer, no adultery or theft"
My mother-in-law glanced at me and said in her mouth.
I was immediately nervous and embarrassed, but I still took out two bowls and poured a bowl of Coke for each of my in-laws.
The mother-in-law picked up the bowl, did not drink it, and said strangely: "How can this Coke also smell of water?" ”
"Mom, you drink, Coke is this taste"
I didn't want to miss the last chance, so I went up and poured the Coke in the bowl into my mother-in-law's mouth, and kept persuading.
My mother-in-law saw that it was not right, shut up and did not drink, and then wrestled with me.
How petite I was my mother-in-law's opponent, she was destroyed many times in a few clicks, and the paraquat in my pocket fell out at some point.
"You dare to drug us"
The mother-in-law roared in fright and ran out of the house, and the father-in-law stood inside looking at the Coke in the bowl in a daze.
How long did I have, the police came to the door, I explained the incident, and finally I paid for ten years of youth, living in a cold iron house of a few square meters.
I went from being a treasure in the palm of my own parents to a fecal generator in the eyes of other people's parents, just a wrong choice to start with.