What is the meaning of my existence in this world

January 16, 2022 My world collapsed

To be precise, my life was ruined

Right! Ruined by my own hands

Debt hovers back and forth now

I'm so tired

Everything was ruined by my own doing

28 years old

Nothing else is in debt

My parents and family were disappointed in me

Friends around me were afraid that I would look for them

I really deserve it

If only the time could be turned back

I was still a mediocre child in the eyes of my parents

And not bad boys

I am still an ordinary friend in the eyes of a friend

And not a street rat

I'm sorry for everyone, sorry for myself

I don't know what the meaning of my present existence in this world is

Either involvement or injury

Everything without regret pills

now

I'm not me anymore