"On every side of life, there are beautiful scenery."
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Original: The edge of life
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01
optimism
Will a person who has always been optimistic also have pessimistic times?
The answer is yes.
No one is born optimistic, always optimistic.
Those who are happy all the time are not without sorrows and troubles.
They either quietly endured these alone; or they quietly hid all their unhappiness in their hearts.
A song "Yu Meiren" may clearly illuminate the sadness in Huang Tingjian's heart.
Even though he had worked so hard to be optimistic:
Tianya also has Jiangnan Xin, Mei Break Zhi Chun near. The night wind is so delicate that it does not open all over the south branch.
Yutai made pink flowers should be jealous, and floated to the heart of the eyebrows. I wish to have a cup of deep in my life, and I will go to the country for ten years to fulfill the heart of a teenager.
02
Spring is near
What is Tianya?
For those who dream of a walk-and-go trip, Tianya is definitely a good place.
But for Huang Tingjian, Tianya is obviously his sad place.
In his later years, the lyricist was again belittled, and the word "Tianya" was used to describe the pain and pain in his heart, which was self-evident.
In the face of adversity, people are mostly in no mood to see anything.
In fact, rather, in such cases, people are often immersed in their own world, so it is difficult to notice other people and things around them.
It is conceivable that when the author said that "there is also Jiangnan Xin in the end of the world", how surprised he was in his heart.
It can even be said to be a surprise.
There are too many bad days, and people will easily fall into a strange circle:
I don't think I have the possibility of getting out of this life, but I am used to finding good news in bits and pieces of "signs" to appease myself.
Or to deceive yourself, no problem.
For Huang Tingjian, seeing plum blossoms waiting to bloom in a distant foreign country is obviously of extraordinary significance.
Of course, this significance is not limited to the approaching of spring.
A further implication is that his days of suffering are coming to an end.
Even if this is just a possibility, it is enough to make people cheer and sweep away the darkness.
Can we laugh at Huang Tingjian for being too naïve, preferring to trust the so-called Jiangnan Xin rather than judge the situation and take a serious look at the reality in which we are?
No, of course we can't.
Who is in the midst of adversity, who has been in the midst of adversity, and who has not consciously or unconsciously found a light for himself?
For Huang Tingjian, the fact that Mei broke through the spring was obviously a beam of light that he wanted to grasp.
03
Old exhaustion
Yutai made pink flowers should be jealous, and floated to the heart of the eyebrows.
Legend has it that when Princess Shouyang, the daughter of Emperor Wu, took a nap, plum blossoms fell on her forehead, and she couldn't blow it away.
Later, the palace women competed to imitate, and later generations had the idea of plum blossom makeup.
The plum blossom fell between the eyebrows, and in Huang Tingjian's interpretation, he thought that this was the plum blossom jealous of the jade person's countenance.
Some people therefore think that the author is alluding here.
The so-called plum blossom makeup allusion is only used to cover up the reality of being persecuted by the jealousy and persecution of villains.
Such an explanation cannot be said to be impossible, the only problem is that it is slightly prominent -
Admire the blooming plum blossoms above, how can you see plum blossoms as the representative of the villain in the blink of an eye?
This seems a bit unreasonable.
Moreover, if the plum blossom falling eyebrow heart is interpreted as a villain's obstruction, then the following author's "willing to be deep in the cup of life" cloud also seems to be difficult to handle.
Because the connection between the text and the meaning will become very strange.
Therefore, a more natural interpretation should be to string these sentences together, and the author thinks of plum blossom makeup because of plum blossoms, and thinks of his former interests, which is enough to prove that he is an elegant person.
He has a positive attitude towards life, for a good life, or for life.
But so what?
No matter how positive and optimistic the attitude is, it cannot withstand the indifference of a long time.
Go to the country for ten years to exhaust the hearts of young people.
This sentence alone makes people feel overwhelmed.
Everything that was once happy, everything that could easily touch him, is now a human being, and he is no longer the teenager he used to look like.
No, the appearance of aging is actually not so terrible, what really makes people feel desperate is the gradual indifference of the soul, and a little bit of the heat that should be dissipated.
04
Return
From "Mei Broke the Spring" to "The Old Man And The Heart of the Youth", what Huang Tingjian has experienced, the answer is only known to himself.
Some words, do not need to elaborate.
Some words may not be able to be said in detail if you want to talk about them.
Some words, even if they can be spoken in detail, may not be able to find someone to say.
It is better not to say.
It is better to sigh and leave it to yourself, but also to those who can understand.
Those who can understand will naturally understand.
People who can't understand, ren a thousand words, are also at the end of the world.
Of course, Huang Tingjian was hurt.
Hurt and lonely.
Grief is greater than death of the heart, the heart may not really die, but for a person who has always lived a warm life, losing that warm heart is actually no different from death.
Ten years to go to the country, the old and the young heart.
How much helplessness, how much gloom, how much despair.
Those who have a youthful heart and still don't know it, how many envious eyes are cast on it, it is not too much.
They, of course, are the lucky ones in life.
It's just a pity that such a matter of course is really not so natural for every individual of earthly beings.
Mei breaks the spring is near, the end of the world also has Jiangnan letter, Yutai to make pink flowers should be jealous, floating to the eyebrow heart to live.
May you, whose eyebrows are full of spring, run away for half a life, and return as a teenager.
Life Jun said
"Only when there is light in the heart, youth will never go away."