On the stage of life, it is impossible for everyone to appear in the same order, there are always people who come earlier, some people arrive late, some people enjoy wealth and prosperity, harmony and beauty, and some people can only bear the vicissitudes of depression, and even experience the blood of the dog. Luck and misfortune depend on luck.
In order to celebrate Jia Mu's eightieth birthday, Jia Fu held an eight-day flowing water feast and invited all leaders and subordinates and relatives and friends to jointly wish the birthday of Shi Taijun, who was a senior dexun. On the day of the relatives and clans in Jia Province, a large number of distant relatives came, and there were more than twenty young girls alone. Among these granddaughters, Xiluan and the fourth sister "were born well, spoke and acted differently", which jia mu liked the most. She deliberately called the two girls to sit next to her, and asked Feng Jie to leave them to live and enjoy the "transfiguration meter" for two days.
Unexpectedly, this night, when everyone dispersed, in front of many people, Lady Xing suddenly attacked Sister Feng, in order to offend the two mothers-in-law of you the day before, she interceded with her daughter-in-law in public, which made Sister Feng extremely embarrassed. At the same time, You Shi and Lady Wang did not give Sister Feng a round field at all, one reproached her and said that you were too much to do; the other immediately ordered the release of people, giving Sister Feng a big red face, and could not help but shed tears on the spot.
The guests Xiluan and the fourth sister did not know the ins and outs of these things, but they must have felt the tension of the atmosphere, and these senior leaders in the Jia Mansion actually competed in public, which was really shocking to others. What's going on? Can't hide the contradiction anymore?
Immediately, Xi Luan and the fourth sister followed Li Feng to xiaocui hall in the Grand View Garden, and talked and chatted with Baoyu and others of the Tanchun You clan. At this time, Mandarin Duck was ordered to pass on Jia Mu's words, and let Li Feng tell everyone that they should not neglect the poor girls in these two families. Then Mandarin Duck and everyone chatted, she said about Feng Jie's grievances and breathlessness, Tanchun sighed that there were many adults in the family, others thought we were happy and happy, but they didn't know that we were more troubled... Baoyu said that he was with his sisters, and that he would count one day at a time, and that he would be finished when he died.
You Shi Li Said, You can not come out, are the sisters not out of the cabinet? At this time, the naïve and simple Xiluan interfaced:
"Second brother, don't say that, when the sisters here are really out of the cabinet, the old lady and the wife are lonely, and I will come to be your companion."
Li Yiyoushi immediately smiled at Xiluan, what kind of nonsense are you talking about, aren't you out of the cabinet?
Xiluan was enthusiastic and was poured cold water, so he had to bow his head and say nothing. There was no more talking point for everyone to talk about, so they dispersed.
The other girl's fourth sister did not say a word from beginning to end, she coldly looked at the people in Jia Mansion, etc., and she must have deep feelings in her heart, right?
Grandma Liu entered the Rongguo Mansion twice, witnessing the prosperity and wealth of the most prosperous period among the nobles, when the upper and lower levels were even more harmonious, in her words, it was "courtesy to everyone". And Xi Luan and the fourth sister, these two little girls of the Jia clan of the Han clan, witnessed the open struggle between the upper leaders at the brilliant moment of Jia Mu's eightieth birthday, and the grievances and frustrations of the young masters were frustrated and discouraged.
After returning home after the "Metamorphosis" of these two days, will Xiluan and the fourth sister still envy and yearn for Jia Fu? Are they also confused: these people look so happy and perfect, dressed in fine clothes, they don't have to be like us, often worried about life, worried about livelihood, but how can they still be so unhappy? Seems more anxious and depressed than we poor?
This is the confusion of the two little girls, and it is also my confusion. As a person who has experienced a bumpy fate and is also deeply involved in mental pain, I often really don't understand. Many of my relatives, friends and colleagues, all of them are happily married, the work is easy, the children are excellent, there is a house and a car at home, there is no shortage of anything, but how can someone live with themselves, often depressed and breathless, unable to sleep every day, taking a lot of medicine...
Life is as short as a white colt, in the blink of an eye is a lifetime, why not enjoy happiness, have to waste time with their emotions, and compete with insignificant small things?
Don't believe it, many times, it is really "what you want to do". You see, Jia Fu was making a lot of noise, and finally made himself a complete failure and fell apart, and those masters who had once been pampered and superior lived more desolate and depressed than those who were not as cold as Grandma Liu, Xi Luan, and the fourth sister. They can only remember the "Dream of the Red Chamber" in the depths of time...
Life is not easy, only self-improvement. May we all be able to bear suffering and happiness.