The Road My Husband and I Walked in 2021 (Chapter 7)

Sir, my time in the hospital passed so slowly, I wanted to be discharged from the hospital immediately to accompany my husband, hospitalized for almost a month, I could only call mr. every day, but unfortunately on November 2nd, I called mr. to chat, was heard by your wife, and then mr. told me that she smashed everything in the house, and also beat mr. I was very heartbroken, all the grievances suffered by mr. are because of me, nevertheless, I still have contact with my husband every day, I know that mr. is actually worried about my physical condition in the hospital, So I can't bear to leave me at that time, but I also have a deep sense of guilt in my heart, I always feel sorry for Mr. And I'm sorry for My Husband's family, on November 12, I was discharged from the hospital, I went from Hunan to Wuhan Union Hospital, to help the hospital do the archival records after chemotherapy, on the 13th I returned to Macheng, unfortunately, I didn't see Mr. at the first time, on the 14th, I went home to Shenzhen, Guangdong with My Husband after lunch, and before I left, I said to Mr. that we would never quarrel anymore, but in the end......... ..., sir, you always say that I am unreasonable, that I do not trust you, that you are very tired, but have you ever given me a sense of security? Not long before we went to Tibet, you also chatted with your jiangsu girlfriend, called her dear baby, you said that you want the support of the beloved woman, so that you have the motivation to conquer the world, this sentence you also said to me, but at the same time said to her, on the night of departure on the road you still received a call from your Jiangsu girlfriend, is all this a coincidence? How would she know that you were gone that day, or that you have always been so clear about me and my connection, and since you can't let go of her so much, why should you provoke me? There is a wound in the heart, some hurt is irreparable, I am also very tired, I am because I love you too much, I care too much about you, always afraid of losing you, after arriving in Shenzhen, Mr. said that every day is at a loss, and I also need to do the company to summarize and deal with some things because of a year's work, I can't accompany Mr. at any time, and Mr. often quarrels, Mr. Finally said, I will give money to my family for my family, even if I am embarrassed again, and Mr. You say that I don't care what I say, what Mr. said, I can understand, but the grace of parenting is greater than heaven, It is precisely because I know in my heart that I am not their own child, so I try to make up for it in money, maybe you can never understand it, but I have never helped Mr. to Mr., I have tried my best in life, Mr. seems to have never felt, and Mr. in the time I was with Mr., I never spent any money on Mr. Bar, eating and drinking did not let Mr. spend money, Mr. never gave me any gift, even my birthday Mr. You sent me 520 yuan, I later returned to Mr. you, you also received, in addition, sir, we two cleared, sir, because after the quarrel I called you do not answer, send WeChat messages you do not reply, I came here in Shenzhen to find you, looking for you are almost crazy, I made a wrong decision, cut my wrists to commit suicide, was saved by a strange taxi master, he helped call the police to call 120, fortunately I picked up a life again, today I lay on the hospital bed, in the memory of these times in the heart without the slightest discomfort, did not feel regret, I only hope that in the future life, I will not meet people like Mr. Sir, sir, today's Christmas Eve, the rest of my life I only wish you peace and security, health and joy!