Memories about her

This is a memoir...

It's about her...

1. My elementary school

I remember it was the early summer of 2006, and when I first met her, I was in the sixth grade of elementary school... I came home from school that day, and as soon as I got downstairs, my mother pulled me next to her and said to me

"This is the little sister who lives downstairs, and you go to a school, and you will go to and from school with her later, you know?"

I looked at her, and she looked up at me and said, "Brother, you're going to lead me across the street later."

yes? I chuckled...

At the moment of giggling, I looked at the girl, "Sleeper... How to look so good, better than the best looking girls in our class. "At that time, it was the first thought in my heart, probably because I was too shy, I only looked at it once and did not dare to look at it a second time, and I was already blushing to the neck, which is what she told me later. It was this time that she became the only girl I wanted to marry in my life. That's what my heart told me then.

Out of male self-esteem, I replied, "I don't want it, since ancient times men and women have not been intimate, if my classmates see it and laugh at me." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, my mother slapped me on the head, "What nonsense, what are you classmates laughing at you?" Holding your sister across the street to kill you? ”

My mother's operation made me feel damaged and a little self-conscious, while she looked at me, covered her mouth and secretly smiled. At that time, I was thinking, how can there be such a girl who loves to laugh.

It was also from this day that I had only one dream, "To marry her." ”

The next morning when I lazily got up from bed, I found that she was already waiting for me downstairs with her school bag, so I hurried to wash up, change into my school uniform, take the breakfast prepared for me by my mother in one hand, and pull the bag with the other hand and run downstairs.

Seeing me running down the stairs, she asked, "You don't wear a red scarf?" Now they have to wear red scarves, and when they are seen by the class cadres at the school gate, they will register and deduct the scores in the class. Remind me again.

"I know, I put it in my bag, and saw that you were waiting for me downstairs, so I came down and waited for the school entrance." Besides, the cadre at the door is our squad leader and won't pinch me. "Don't say, at that time, our squad leader was a big man in the sky, and I felt so." [Yay] [Yay]

You looked at me and smiled happily.

"Have you had breakfast?" I have bread on me, do I want to give you a little to eat? You asked.

I shook my hand and motioned for my breakfast here. "You eat it, I'll take it with me."

You and I walked through this familiar alley, and when we got to the side of the road, I put my hand to the rear, and you naturally took it and walked together to the school gate.

When I was about to enter the school, the class cadre stopped me and said, "No red scarf is to be registered", I glanced at several class cadres, and did not see my class leader.

Then I took out the red scarf from my bag, and when I was ready to tie it, I found that I couldn't tie it, usually my mother helped tie it, and I fiddled with it for half a day, and finally almost tied a dead knot. You saw my embarrassment and said to me, "You squat down a little bit, and I'll tie it for you." "At that time, I didn't really want to, but because of the time constraints, I was about to go to class, and I had to do it."

I looked at you half-crouched, and for the first time I saw you closely, with long eyelashes, big eyes, and a faint smell of the powder you had wiped on your hands... (This powder is similar to this type of Dabao SOD honey). The clothes are also neatly dressed.

I was still looking at you, and your voice sounded in my ear, "Tie it up, you go to class, I'm in another teaching building, and later my class teacher will take the whip and slap my palm." After saying that, he smiled brightly again, and then ran away with a cigarette, not forgetting to turn around and make a wave gesture for me.

Back in the classroom, as soon as I sat down in my seat, the same table lay down next to me and said, "In the morning, I saw you holding a little girl's hand, you talked about your girlfriend so early, your mother didn't beat you?" ”

I narrowed my eyes and said, "That's my little sister next door, not my girlfriend." ”

At that time, it was also said by the same table, it was also full of excitement, some people said that she was my girlfriend, although the things that liked her were only known to me at that time, but there was no taboo, she was also the capital I could show off.

"That girl is very good-looking, and my cousin is in the same class, and I have seen her before." My brother told me last time that not long after this little girl transferred from school, she was confessed by a little boy in their class. ”

After I listened, I suddenly felt a loud alarm in my heart, thinking, "This girl will not be fooled by others with three words or two." ”

At that time, the first class was the class teacher's language class, and our class's habit was to recite the learned texts in the first language class every day, and when it was my turn, I didn't know where to read, which was inevitable. After being scolded, I thought in my heart, 'Women are really tigers, one messes with my thoughts, one loves to scold people'

After finishing the morning class, I hurriedly packed up my textbooks and rushed out of the classroom to find her.

When I came to her class, I found that she was chatting with another little girl, covering her mouth and smiling. She turned her head and saw me, as if she didn't see me, and then she was chatting with the little girl, and her heart couldn't help but feel a pang of loss.

Then I ran back to the classroom in a daze, feeling a little uneven, thinking, "Did you see me or didn't you see me?" Don't greet me when you see me, don't see me... Obviously, they all turned their heads. ”

While still thinking back, her voice suddenly rang in her ears, "Brother, did you come to our class in front of you?" ”

I bounced off my seat, "Huh? No, I've always been in the classroom. ”

"I saw you before, and I thought you were looking for me." When I looked at you later, you were gone, and I saw you upstairs walking towards your classroom, and I chased after you. ”

"Oh, oh, I'm going to see if you've had lunch, and I'm going to go back to lunch." I replied with a stiff scalp of embarrassment.

"I don't go back to eat, my mom gave me pocket money to eat out at noon, she wasn't at home." After saying that, he looked at me, "Why don't we eat lunch together, it just so happens that my classmates and they all went back to lunch, and I was a little scared to eat lunch alone." ”

After thinking about it for a moment, I reluctantly said, "Okay, then I'll have lunch with you." In fact, at that time, my heart was already happy to blossom.

While eating lunch, I mentioned the little boy who confessed to her. "What about him?" There are always two big snot hanging on it, and many girls in our class are not willing to be friends with him, and I can't, I can't, I want to be a good group. After listening to her, my dangling heart instantly settled.

The process of eating lunch feels very pleasant to myself, although it is only a simple fast food.

But I never dreamed that a simple fast food ate my pocket money for a week, but I saved it with my life... [Crying] [Crying], in the eyes of myself at the time, can be described as a huge amount of money.

In the afternoon class, I suddenly found that the teacher who taught the class was also very cute, and the sun was quite warm, and even the air had a sweet taste.

In the afternoon, when school was out, I still took her hand and walked across this familiar road, although there was no word along the way, but I could feel the sweetness.

It was just that these days were short and beautiful, because I was about to go to school.

When I studied hard with all my might, my parents made a decision that I felt very regretful, even though I agreed to this decision.

"If he doesn't enter the city's key middle school this time, throw him to his uncle, which is also a county focus."

I was in the room eavesdropping on my parents' discussion.

"It's far from home, or the school where he stays, I washed his clothes and pants since he was a child, can he bear this pain?" My mother was still worried about my life over there.

"What you said, are you going to wash his clothes and pants for the rest of his life?" When I was as old as he was, I walked more than a dozen miles to school alone, and now it is very convenient to have a car directly. Dad protested at this time.

"Then you should also ask him to see if he is willing to go, and if he refuses to go, he will not be able to study well, so it is better to let him study in the city." It's close to home, and I can't help but worry when I'm out. "Mom still wants me to take care of me with her.

"You're telling jokes, and how long will it be before he develops his own independent abilities?" Dad retorted at this point.

The old mother was also silent at this moment and did not speak.

I was half cold in the room, and it seemed that this was bound to throw me to my uncle. The thought of not seeing her in the future made me even more upset.

In my impression, my uncle is a person who does not smile, usually talks and does things with one board and one glance, and he will frown when he is half joking. I don't know if this is his majesty as a teacher to his students or his grandparents' words and deeds to him. In short, I don't particularly like my uncle.

Soon, the entrance exams came, and every day there was not much communication except for holding her hand and going to and from school with her, casually chatting about the interesting things in school and class the day before. At that time, I was immersed in learning, and I didn't want to go too far away from her, after all, she was a person I liked. Be sure to try to stay by her side. Now think about it, isn't this the first time you've worked hard for someone haha haha.

The results of my eagerly awaited further education came out, exactly the same as the results of my parents' consultation, and finally missed the market focus with a difference of three points. Mom and Dad also looked for a relationship in many ways, but in the end, the school failed to enroll at the full quota.

Under the persuasion of my grandparents and aunts, and under the shock of my parents' famous stunt 'mixed doubles', I finally reluctantly entered my uncle's county key middle school.

The whole family held a school entrance banquet for me and invited her family to come with me. I sat at the same table with her and my siblings, yes... The kid table where we sat. Then I listened to the adults next door praise me incessantly, "I will definitely study at Tsinghua or Peking University in the future, such a small result is so good." "And so on. I can only smile in return.

Then I looked at her, and she was burying her head in the air, her little mouth moving all the time. I patted her from behind and said, "Didn't you have breakfast?" Eat so hard. She was startled, and then patted her sternum with her hand, hurriedly picked up the water cup in her hand and said, "Oh, yes, you don't know how hard I have worked lately, my mother forced me to learn to dance, the teacher said that I was a little fat, resulting in me not eating well in the past few days." After saying that, he buried his head and ate it violently. Then he looked at me, "Don't keep staring at me, I haven't seen my mother now, and when she looks for you to see me eat like this, I'll be scolded to death when I go back, and you go to chat with someone else." Just go. Then he pushed me a few times, saw that I was indifferent, and said to me with a pleading face, "Please, go quickly, let me have a full meal, is it okay?" I walked away helplessly.

At that moment I saw a light in your eyes, a light of destruction that was about to eat the food in front of you... Suddenly, goosebumps couldn't help but stand up, and I shivered and didn't dare to look again.

When I came back, I found you burping heavily, half-lying on the dining chair, touching your round belly. That expression was really uncomfortable. You saw me, sitting up with your hands on the dining chair, and smiled brightly with a slight embarrassment.

I took the lead in breaking this awkward scene and said to you. "Probably, we won't see each other very often in the future, and I won't be able to hold your hand and cross the street anymore."

You saw my loss and stood up and gave me a frank hug. Then he said, "Oh, don't meet often and don't meet, don't be unhappy." Tell you another secret, in fact, I have long dared to cross the street by myself, but I like you to hold me. After saying that, he smiled at me again.

At that time, my heart couldn't help but sulk. It seems that the emotions at that time were not so rich, but it seemed to be so rich. After all these years, the feeling at that time..., I really can't remember.

"Then I'll wait for you to grow up." After the consternation, I could only say this sentence in a mature manner. Now that I think about it, I was really childish and funny at that time, hahaha.