The Internet sometimes really hurts people, the one I know, in a chance, we addEd WeChat to each other, and then for nearly two or three months there was no interaction, each doing its own thing, and nothing to do.
Recently, because of an accident, she and I were in the online world, sending each other rambling words, and I wanted to know more about her, but I was afraid that I was trapped very deeply, and in the end I was just a small fish in her fish pond, crying alone in the corner.
Whenever I have time, I will send her WeChat, in fact, I am also testing her, I do not know what her attitude towards me, so I do not dare to have further ideas, I am afraid that when the time comes, it will be just my own hot head, in vain sadness.
I gradually had her in my heart, so I always took the initiative to find her, but I didn't know how to break through this layer of relationship, it turned out that it was really difficult to find someone to fall in love.
I haven't been well loved by anyone, so as long as someone treats me a little better and responds to messages in a timely manner, I think I've met the right person, maybe it's just my wishful thinking.
Every day I want to send her a message, and I am afraid of disturbing her, in the midst of gain and loss, pluck up the courage to send her a message, and then in the torment, wait for her reply, if she replies in time, I will be happy for a long time, if she replies very slowly, I always find various reasons to defend her.
I may really not be suitable for love, I also doubt my own life, have always doubted my own ability, in the denial of my own gradually lost my way, the future road I do not know how to go?
I can only pray silently, hoping that this encounter with her will have a perfect ending.
I watched the people around me get married and have children one by one, I was really panicked, I just wanted to talk about a love for the purpose of marriage, is it really so difficult?
Although the current society is too realistic, but I still want to try my luck, I hope that my one she can understand, I just want to find a white head to old her, why is it so difficult?
I also want to ask the heavens, am I doomed to end up alone?
I have heard and seen many truths, I still have a bad life, and I now seriously doubt that I am not suitable for survival in this world.
The negative emotions were vented, and I was going to dry my tears and continue on the road ahead, and I still believed that my one she would soon appear in front of me.
