After all, the dream awakens the passers-by (forty-three) and the sun rises as usual, and everything starts again

The taste of love, after trying to know how much pain. In fact, this result is also expected. Wang Xixi has asked me countless times what would happen to me if she talked about boyfriends. I thought I would be sad, but I didn't expect it to be so sad.

After a big cry, sanity slowly returned. Wang Xixi occupies most, but not all, of my world. After all, I still have a lot to do.

At the end of 2012, I took the national examination, and I was lucky enough to pass the written test and obtain the interview qualification. It's March, and although I'm not fully prepared for the interview, I'm still planning to go.

At that time, the young and crazy, put their feelings in the first position, for the national examination involving the future and fate, but they despised too much, and even did not buy the interview book. Until I entered the interview venue, I was not very clear about the interview process.

Wang Xixi did not tell me the date to go back to school, nor did I ask, not wanting to be bored with myself. However, from her Weibo, she happily returned to Beijing accompanied by Luo Yuxiang. They broke the mirror and reunited, which is the period of hot love. And I am just a dispensable sad person.

In fact, before we made an appointment, we wanted to take a written test together and interview together. Now it seems that it is just her casual words. I changed into a formal suit and went to the interview alone. Although there is not much effort in the process, but the image, can not be too casual, otherwise let people feel that I do not have a serious attitude.

The first time I participated in the national examination interview, I entered the examination room and sat down at a small table dedicated to the candidates, on which there was a table, as well as paper and pencil. If I had looked at the process in advance, it is estimated that it would not be so fresh, and I deliberately observed the watch for half a day.

There was a row of examiners sitting across from me, I don't know if it was six or seven or eight, it was a battle I had never seen before, and I was not mentally prepared. In fact, the university has participated in many activities in the past four years and is also the class leader, and has experienced a lot of speeches, elections, applications, interviews and other occasions on stage, but this kind of interview has not been encountered. So I was nervous, nervous like never before.

Although the examiner was serious, he was not fierce, and still smiled and asked me questions. I wasn't prepared for these questions, it was almost all impromptu. From the expressions of the examiners, I could see my results.

Coming out of the exam room, my back was wet. I knew very well that this interview was a smash. However, I also realized that my mentality was not very good and still needed to be honed.

The phone rang, and it was Wang Xixi.

"Ye Feng, how about the interview?"

"I wasn't well prepared, and I was so nervous that I didn't play well, and I guess it was no play."

"Oh it's all right, keep trying next time." Do you have time tomorrow for us to have a meal together? ”

I was stunned for a moment, I thought that after Wang Xixi fell in love, we would not have any chance to meet. Moreover, I am also prepared to keep my distance from her, after all, she has a boyfriend, and I do this to avoid disturbing her, so as not to affect their feelings.

"Uh... I have nothing to do, I can go. I thought about it and agreed. If you can't be a lover, your friends can do it. After all, let me cut off contact with her at once, and I really can't do it.

"Great, then we will meet at Xiaonanmen at eleven o'clock tomorrow morning, let's go together, and we will go to the Baofu temple bridge to eat Japanese food." Wang Xixi said happily.

The next morning I didn't have classes, I didn't go to the classroom to study, and I stayed in the dormitory until almost eleven o'clock. The other day I suddenly found that my bicycle was missing, and I searched every corner of the campus and couldn't find the little blue bike full of good memories. But if I lose it, I won't need it after all.

I walked to the small south gate, and Wang Xixi had not yet arrived. In Beijing in March, although it has been stung, the weather is still quite cold. The trees on the side of the road have not yet sprouted and are still in a daze.

Not long after, Wang Xixi appeared at the intersection where the girls' dormitory turned. I haven't seen her for more than two months, but I actually miss her in my heart. I was also eager to see her. But this time when I saw her, although there was a lot of joy in my heart, it was also accompanied by deep pain.

She wore an orange scarf, a familiar ponytail, and crimson boots, still so beautiful. It's just that this kind of beauty has never belonged to me.

When she approached, I was a little unable to say hello, wanting to be intimate, but not daring.

"Chief, you are beautiful today."

"Thanks, let's go."

A simple greeting was our first meeting after experiencing a drastic change. I don't know what's wrong, but I just feel like everything is different from before.

(To be continued)