Recently, she had to go home cautiously, afraid that she would inadvertently run into the one who had paid attention to her for a long time
The neighbor, "say what you like, I guess it's fainting," she left this little episode behind, or don't meet well, everyone in the province is very embarrassed.
The children recently made a fuss that Dad did not come back for a long time, very much miss him, the children and Dad have been very close, intimate to the point that the parents at home are not the original couple who rely on each other, the father is fighting outside when they are very young, the time to come back after a year is very small, the children have recognized this family model, usually the mother accompanies, often video chat with the father, share some interesting things, the father will come back from the field or will eat together, go out to play together, and sleep at home for a few nights, A family of four "happy and harmonious".
She sent him a WeChat message, "Come back and see the children when you have time."
Dad came home, the children were very happy, her face was also full of smiles, she looked at the man who was playing with the children in front of her, both strange and familiar, her best twenty years, were spent with him, she thought that between them was love, and his sense of alienation reminded her from time to time that he did not belong to her, twenty years in exchange for not to accompany the old, when the peaceful breakup, she almost had no feelings about divorce, the days were still the original days, just a change of evidence, and the reason for this man to go home Also single, for the sake of the children, they still talk about work at the dinner table as before, talk about relatives, friends and children, eat dinner, she brushes the dishes by the sink, the children start their animation time, Dad comes behind her and hugs her from behind "Are you doing well?" "The old way," they will still be intimate, but they will not go to bed again, she still loves him, although he no longer belongs to her, or hope that he can often come to see the child, by the way she can look again, to see if he is doing well, is not very happy, remember the divorce he said, "I am tired of this life like boiling water, I want to escape for a long time, the conditions you mention, as long as you let me go," she wanted the house and the child, most of the savings were given to him, the car he also drove away, the two people quietly divorced, he left like a business trip Only this time the luggage is a little bigger, and the business trip time is longer.
Two years after such a day, no one knows that the two people have been separated, there are no middle-aged women in this building, no children with broken families, just one more woman who loves to smoke in the corridor late at night, and sometimes she has an extra can of beer in her hand. The elevator room is her refuge, where her joys and sorrows are.
Late at night, the children and their father slept, she quietly got up again, gently opened the door and went to the stairwell, her own story can only be digested and decomposed by herself, her negative emotions will slowly melt into the night, the night gives her the strength to face tomorrow, the smoke is not smoked for some days, she closes her eyes, in the smell of tobacco, she tells herself that she is now very good, such a life is now very comfortable, "You just need to make money, making money is what you need to do most, children need you, nothing is important, nothing work is important, You don't have a job, you don't have anything. ”
"Why don't you go to sleep yet, when will you smoke," she opened her eyes, and saw that the child's father had come with her.
"There's no fuss, people or courage may be coming from these vices, or there is no fun in living!"
"Do you have something on your mind, can you talk to me?"
"What are you going to talk about?"
"Me, I want to come back." "Come back?"
"Let's get back married!" "Remarriage?" Did she hear it correctly, the man in front of her, what did she think, call it and wave it away?
"We can't go back, besides, aren't you tired of married life, so why remarry?"
"I miss the child, I miss you, don't you want me?" As he spoke, he hugged her, "You're obviously glad I'm back today." He buried his head in her neck, smelled the long-lost fragrance, and couldn't help but burn his fiery lips on the side of her neck, and his hands were not honest.
"You, you restrain yourself," she said, holding his dishonest hand, "I am indeed happy, that is because the children are happy, but I have been ~, we are not all the way, you will still go when you come back, don't make the same mistake again." ”
"But I really miss you, think of the smell of you, dream of you," Dad involuntarily kissed again, the familiar smell of tobacco, the familiar man, she wanted to sink into his arms like this, at this time she was no longer an indestructible mother, she longed for this is a person who really cares about her, really loves her and wants her, and he has long abandoned her, like throwing away a long-worn dress.
"Don't do this," she didn't want to be his venting tool, she pushed him away, "go back, wake up and think about whether you need me or do you need a woman." ”
"'You are my woman, I want you," he had begun to attack, lips and hands began to invade the city, he was familiar with every inch of her skin, once tired of his body, but at this time it was very charming, this damn charm is like when they were in love when he longed for her, she couldn't help it, under his touch, panting, after all, she was really lonely in the past few years, not to mention that she still had attachment to him, and her heart, which was already cold, was burned, two long-lost people, obsessed, entangled, "Do you love me?" She was like a little girl who didn't know the world, asking this childish question, he froze, and this stunned gave her an irrefutable answer, she pushed him away, "You go, I don't want us to even have friends to do." ”