Lucky people use childhood to heal a lifetime, unfortunate people use a lifetime to heal childhood!
According to Lan Bo, Will had a mathematical exchange with him once a week, which always amazed Lan Bo, because he felt as if this child was born for mathematics. But in the face of psychological counseling, Will seems unusually rebellious. He would know in advance the psychological professors he was going to face and read their books to fight them. Every professor was embarrassed by his rebuttal, which made Lan Bo also have a headache.
On the other hand, Will's date with the girl went well. On this day, Professor Rambo found his college classmate, Professor Shane, a professor of psychology, who wanted to save this talented and rebellious child. Shane also agreed to Blue Wave's request.
Will's first meeting with Shane, inside his office. Through his habits and the books and paintings he read, Will regurgitated that Shane might have suffered betrayal from his wife. Shane was furious and grabbed Will by the neck, which made Will think he wasn't more than that. The first battle between the two seems to have sunk into a disadvantage. At the second meeting, Shane took the initiative to talk about the past, and he said, Do you remember the baseball game in 1960? Will replied, of course, that although I wasn't born at the time, I think it was the most frequent game, and you wouldn't tell me you were there. Will showed an unbelievable expression, Oh my God you're on the scene. Shane described the scene, and Will's pupils were filled with longing.
Shane immediately said that I was not there. Because I met the girl at the bar who I wanted to have a drink with her, and then this person became my wife. Will is puzzled and asks if he will regret it, and Shane says that no regret is just regret. And in the 19 years that my wife and I have lived together, the bad habits that she used to think were indescribable at the time seem so beautiful now. Since she died last year, Will asked if he had considered starting a new life, such as remarrying. Shane said: She's dead! Will asked again in puzzlement, and Shane intensified his tone and said: She is dead! Will was so puzzled that Shane took him to a lake and looked at the swans wandering in the lake.
Shane said to Will: You are young and tough, if I discuss war with you. You might quote Shakespeare: Go to war together, dear friend. But you've never been on the battlefield, you've never buried your best friend's head in your arms, watched him take his last breath, stared at you, asked you for help. Ask you about art, and you may make superficial arguments in art books, but you don't know the smell of the Sistine Chapel, and you never stand there and look at the beautiful ceiling. Ask about love, and you'll quote sonnets, but you've never seen a woman's vulnerability, and she can knock you down with both eyes. Feel that God has made angels do it for you, that she can save you from hell and have love for her forever. Go through it all, go through cancer. You don't understand true loss, which can only be experienced by loving others better than yourself. I can get to know you through "knowledge", but that's not you. Unless you're willing to talk about yourself, I have no idea who you really are.
Will fell silent, knowing that he had been putting himself in complete isolation all along. Not because I don't want to show my heart to others, but because I don't dare. He was afraid that he would fall in love with someone else, and he was afraid that others would really fall in love with her. When his girlfriend really wanted to get to know him, he backed down and didn't even dare to tell her that he loved him. Because he was afraid to give her hope! So her girlfriend left her and went from Boston to California alone to continue her studies. And Will also does odd jobs as usual, although Professor Rambo helped him find many jobs that suited him and did not have a low annual salary, and he did not do it all! He still chose to live with his good friends and had a job that did not last.
Professor Rambo finds Shane again and tells him very clearly that if Will doesn't get any better in him, he'll send him back to jail, whether he wastes his talent or not. Shane insisted on giving him some more time, believing the child would open up to him. The two were arguing in the office, and that's when Will came in. The two pretended to be indifferent again, and Professor Rambo walked away. And Will sat there, both of them without a word. It's just that Will never took a cigarette out of his pocket and lit it again.
The two were engaged in a psychological game, but will opened his mouth. He told Shane, "Do you know what I want to do most?" Or, my ideals? My ideal is to buy a farm in the township and become a shepherd myself! Shane Rage: Fuck you doing, saying that will drive Will out of the office, and Will doesn't understand. Aren't we talking very well? Shane said: If you still come here to talk about these boring things in the future, then you will never use them again. Will left the office and went to his best friend, where the two of them sat down at the demolition work. Afterwards, the two sat in front of the car and opened the beer.
A friend said to him: Will, do you know what my happiest moments of the day are? It's ten seconds I drive out of the parking lot and onto the road to your doorstep. Every time I knock on the door I wish you weren't in that house anymore, because we all know you don't belong there. Don't say goodbye, nothing, you go, I don't know much, but I know very well.
On this day, Will comes to Shane's office again, and Shane holds Will's file and sees a picture of Will as a child, and his body has been cut by a knife and a long wound. Will leaned against the cupboard in front of him, and Shane said to him: "It's not your fault, Will: I know." Shane: It's not your fault! Several times in a row, The defense line of Will's psychology was finally broken, and he could not cry. When he is willing to show his vulnerable side in front of people, we know that Will has let go of everything in the past.
He found a job recommended by Professor Rambo that suited him best, and Shane found that he should also put it down and prepare for a vacation to travel in the process of getting along with the two. Will's best friend cobbled together a "broken little car" as Will's coming-of-age ceremony, and when the good brothers knock on Will's door again, they find that Will is not at home and smile at each other. Will gave Professor Shane a letter before practicing, helping me to tell Professor Rambo that the work he recommended to me might be delayed, and I would not regret my life, the camera was stretched, it was Will who drove to the road to California, and he also had to go to the girl who wanted to have a drink with her like Professor Shane.
It is extremely difficult to break through the psychological cage, and childhood trauma may accompany us throughout our lives. But we must not give up on ourselves, because one day in the future. There will be a man who is willing to take your hand and pull you out of the mire. Fill your dark world with light, and until then, we just have to wait.