Tell me my own story.
I had just graduated from college that year. I've been changing jobs and looking for a job, like a headless fly. Soon there was no way to even spend the day, and there was no way around. I thought of borrowing a little money from my best friend to eat and pay the rent first.
I first sent her a message, she may be afraid that the message is fraudulent or something, so she immediately called me. She asked me what was going on, how I was going to borrow money, and it kind of said that she herself had been having a hard time not having money lately, but she could help me ask someone else, and I didn't say anything but hung up the phone.
After about a day, she called me, she said that the classmate he was willing to lend me 500 yuan, but he told me to go to him to get it, I am a very face-saving person, and I don't want others to know that I don't even have 500 yuan, I thought she would borrow in her own name, I didn't expect that she still told others that I wanted to borrow money, I was a little angry, but I didn't show it. Since you said it, it doesn't matter. I thought for a moment, that classmate his place is actually not very close to me, the bus may take an hour or so, I thought to myself, if you are willing to lend me, then lend me, then transfer it to me, why do you want me to run to you to get it? I didn't understand what it meant, but I didn't take the money anyway.
And then we're here for the next 10 years, and we're all barely connected, because a lot of things are going on in between. Life has not been going well, so I didn't even go to her marriage, but she didn't inform me.
One morning many years later, I saw a message she sent me in the middle of the night, the first time in all her years, that she had been sending me a message, and inside the message, she said that she had been sleeping well lately and had been dreaming about me. Dreaming that time I asked her to borrow money, at that time she herself was indeed very difficult, but her heart has always been very guilty, for more than ten years she just thought about this matter and felt sorry for me, wanted to apologize to me or something, anyway, this is the meaning. She was sending messages in the middle of the night that I had only seen when I got up in the morning. At that time, I didn't know how to get back to her, I told her that in fact, I had long forgotten about this matter, everyone has their own difficulties, and I understand that she did not blame her. Although I said these words to him, but the relationship between us later is still very cold, did not continue to contact, slowly more and more distant, and then I asked her to come to my side to play, she did not come, maybe the friendship between us has ended.
Looking back now, I think about how happy it was to go through those days when we were younger. Such a good friend, from elementary school to middle school to college. So many years have experienced so much, so there is no contact, it is really a pity, it may be that neither of us know how to cherish it, in the heart she actually cares about me, I also care about her, but we can no longer be like before, or because we have been separated for too long without contact, two people have different lives and there is no common language. Even if we are together, we may only be able to talk about memories, and sometimes I don't want to mention too many things about the past, so I slowly become so distant.
Sometimes friendship is also to be managed with heart, once you snubbed him, you may really lose him forever, leaving eternal regrets in your heart.
Sometimes I really miss her, and if I can do it all over again, I will definitely cherish our friendship. It's just that now I see that she's so happy, and there are a lot of new friends around me that I don't know. She didn't need me anymore.
Then let's go our separate ways!