There is a kind of heartbeat called destiny, there is a kind of heart and spirit that screams never to mention, and there is a kind of long-term call to keep the mouth like a bottle. The three words "I love you" have always been in the heart, not because I don't love, but because I love too much, and I love deeply but I become cautious.
They all laughed at me as a coward, who has been silently loving but pretending to be just a good friend, obviously jealous of her around you but pretending to be happy and blessed, watching your lost love and heartache still do not have the courage to say that sentence, never dare to fight for their love once.
Forget the day we met, forget the day we met, the memories are full of you, as if you have always been there, from the beginning to the present. We are so similar, with common hobbies, strengths and habits that we have endless words. We love the same poem, the same song, the same movie...
You never know that there was a girl who once peeked at you from a distance, and your every move was written into a diary by her, a diary that was exclusive to you. The weather is your mood, the temperature is your smile, and the content is the distance between her and you. She's trying to learn what she's not good at, just to meet you.
That spring, I planted a secret that sprouted to occupy every inch of my heart. At an age when you don't understand love, I believe that meeting is the best luck. We met unexpectedly, at first sight, because of those common hobbies and topics. The time of youth is so good, always full of surprises!
We love each other and hate each other, and when we encounter difficulties, we always think of you first, and only you can make me angry. We are too familiar with each other to forget the distance, we are not lovers but better than lovers. You never cared about the gossip, and looked at me with a bright and frank gaze; I never paid attention to the gossip, secretly hoping that one day it would come true.
I don't know from what day I got used to having you around, even if I was disliked by you, I felt happy. For your sake, I am willing to bear the hatred of hostility; for your sake, I am willing to reject all the kindness around me; for you, I feel that the position of good friend is enough. I thought that special existence is possession.
That fall, I hid a secret, and the fruits of the fruit were hung in the four seasons of growing up and ignorance. At an age when I was ready to move, even if the whole world had seen through my heart, I could only laugh and say: It doesn't matter!
I don't know when I fell in love with you, but when I found out, you were already rooted in my heart. I thought that if I had enough time, my good friend would become an irreplaceable other. But time has taught me that a relationship that is not yet a lover is an insurmountable gap, and love does not need time to brew.
Watching you fall in love with someone else and be hurt all over your body, I feel hurt. Carrying you behind your back to try to keep the love you want, even if it doesn't matter if you are laughed at and disgusted, only hate yourself for not being able to change your smiley face back. Like you, you always know, with you, you never refuse, we can warm each other, but not suitable for love, just like some words are only suitable for rotten in the input box.
It is a particularly happy thing to be able to be firmly chosen, just like the starry sky at night, no matter how many stars there are, he will only have a moon like you in his eyes. Unfortunately, not everyone is eligible to be chosen.
Between people, causes and conditions gather, and causes are separated. There are too many people walking and walking and dispersing, from being intimate with each other to passing by only nodding and smiling; there are too many relationships that fade when walking, from good morning and good night every day to only occasional praise; there are too many feelings that break when walking, saying that it is good to be together with a white head, and finally people take tea and cold to leave in advance.
Replace "I love you" with companionship, and it is very content to wait for these years. In the memories, we ran together in the sun, walked together in the moonlight, chased on the beach together, and left exclusive memories in each other's youth. Without a beginning, it never ends. We have always been good friends who cannot be copied.
They say that liking this thing can't fool people, it's okay. I wouldn't say the "I love you" and you wouldn't have to say the "I'm sorry." A person's love is not a disgrace, the beauty you give, without love is also simple and lovely.
This summer, I made a decision to put you in the depths of my heart and never mention it again. In the age of youth, I believe that letting go is the deepest blessing. There is a kind of heartbeat called destiny, there is a kind of heart and spirit that screams never to mention, and there is a kind of long-term call to keep the mouth like a bottle.
Silently doing what you like, slowly approaching the way you feel in your heart, I am @ Linglong Yue.