Story: Chasing the high cold male god is always rejected, she is lost and runs to kiss someone, he is angry and kisses her to confess

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Chen Jiahe mentioned Shen Yan with this beginning - I have a friend.

Shen Yan is certainly an extremely important "friend" in her life, they met briefly, Shen Yan brought her another possibility in life, but also took away some precious things from her.

1

That year, Chen Jiahe drifted in Beijing for two years after graduation, and finally could not float, and returned to his hometown under the threat of his family.

Hometown in Jiaxing, Zhejiang Province, a small town, because of the preservation of ancient history and culture, in recent years the tourism industry has developed in full swing, the family is busy with business, and no one greets her, the sun is scorching, Chen Jiahe stepped on the bluestone street alone.

She was blocked in her heart, each step was extra hard, as if to flatten the road ahead, the guitar on her shoulder became heavier and heavier, and in the future, she probably wouldn't need it, thinking about this, Chen Jiahe's vision became a little blurry.

Passing by a trash can, she stopped and slid the guitar off her shoulder, the trash can was too small, and she tried it several times in a horizontal and vertical comparison, and couldn't plug it.

Chen Jiahe simply put the guitar on the lid of the garbage can, kicked the useless garbage can hard, and turned away.

In the tea house along the street, Shen Yan's gaze was concentrated somewhere, he was a little distracted, and he did not hear what the person across from him said.

"How long are you going to delay here?" Jiang Wei maintained an elegant demeanor and repeated the sentence again.

"Was it my dad who asked you to pick me up?" Shen Yan finally returned to his senses, turned the teacup in his hand, and there was a kind of casual ridicule, "You really listen to him." ”

Jiang Wei's face changed slightly, and Shen Yan only then regained his correct color: "I have found this side from Yuyao, give me another week, if I can't find it within a week, I am willing to go back." ”

"Decades have passed, and finding someone is like finding a needle in a haystack, and is that important?"

Shen Yan was still staring out the window, and saw that the thin black figure ran back and stood still in front of the garbage can, as if he was doing a fierce battle between heaven and man in his heart, and finally reached out his hand and hugged the guitar back.

Shen Yan took the corner of his mouth and drank the tea in the cup.

"It's important." He said.

"But you will delay yourself like this..." Jiang Wei still wanted to say something, and Shen Yan raised his hand to interrupt her.

He had already made a decision, and Jiang Wei knew that it was only in vain for her to lobby again.

"Well, I'll come back to you in a week."

2

"Forty is forty, everyone is at this price, I can't break the rules here!"

The next day, Shen Yan saw the girl from yesterday again in the small alley near the tea house, and he stopped to watch with great interest.

Chen Jiahe is still dressed in black, black T-shirt and short skirt, a pair of black boots on his feet, a lollipop in his mouth, a bulging cheek on one side, and his mouth is clear.

Surrounded by several young people dressed as tourists, seeing that Chen Jiahe had already spoken to death, several people whispered a discussion, and one of them turned to Chen Jiahe and said, "That's it, but you must be responsible for taking us to the scenic spot." ”

Seeing that the business was about to become a reality, Chen Jiahe patted his chest with great pleasure and promised: "That is, you can rest assured, I have lived here for more than twenty years, can I still curse you tourists?" ”

Speaking, Chen Jiahe clicked on the mobile phone collection code, looked at several young people scanning the code to pay, and sighed in his heart, all of which are forced by life!

Every scenic spot has locals who make a living, taking tourists through the residential passages, bypassing the ticket offices of scenic spots, earning remuneration below the normal fare, and the relevant departments are also turning a blind eye.

Before, Chen Jiahe was very dismissive of this kind of opportunistic behavior, but now is different from the past, she graduated for two years, there is no "serious work", there is no savings, and she can't go home to be an idle person who eats white rice, so she is forced to "go to the sea" to solve the urgent need.

"Let's go!" Chen Jiahe waved at the tourists and walked to the entrance of the alley, startled by the tall man with the pestle there.

Shen Yanchong Chen Jiahe revealed an extremely friendly smile, he stood there at a distance to give people a sense of distance, laughing like a gentle breeze, making people overwhelmed.

Chen Jiahe took the lollipop from his mouth: "... Are you okay? ”

Shen Yan approached her, as if still deliberating: "Can I inquire about a person?" ”

Chen Jiahe looked up and down at this person, his facial features were superior, even if he wore a simple cotton and linen shirt, he was temperamental, his attitude was humble and courteous, and it was difficult to hide his eagerness.

It looks like it's time to inquire about a very important person.

Seeing that Chen Jiahe did not refuse, Shen Yan took out his mobile phone, crossed the album page, and pointed the screen at her: "I only have this black and white photo, and I don't know her real name, but I heard my grandfather call her 'Ah Tang'." ”

Chen Jiahe stared at the mobile phone screen, or Shen Yan's hand, unable to move for a moment.

His hands were really good-looking, his fingers were slender and white, his bones were clear, his nails were rounded and clean, Chen Jiahe's heart was full of all kinds of mixed emotions, but his brain was occupied by this irrelevant thought.

Shen Yan maintained a good cultivation and did not urge, several tourists waited impatiently, and complained.

Chen Jiahe raised his head and rushed to Shen Yan without much expression: "I want to take tourists into the scenic spot, do you want to go together?" ”

Shen Yan pursed his lips and thought about it, and nodded his head from a kind and flowing point.

"Oh, no," one of the tourists was not convinced, "why doesn't this friend need to buy a ticket?" ”

"Oh, he's good-looking, and good-looking people can enjoy special treatment!" Chen Jiahe said reasonably.

Tourist: "..."

Shen Yan: "..."

3

When the tourists dispersed, Shen Yan still followed Chen Jiahe's side, he grew tall, his figure was not thin, and his sense of existence was strong.

Chen Jiahe turned sideways, and as far as her eyes could see, his well-defined side face, she finally asked the question that had lingered in her heart from the beginning: "Where are you from?" ”

Shen Yan leaned down slightly at her height: "I was born in Singapore, but my grandfather's ancestral home is Yuyao, Zhejiang." ”

Chen Jiahe nodded knowingly, as if everything was right.

Shen Yan saw the hope of finding someone in Chen Jiahe and looked at her with an eager look, Chen Jiahe avoided the deep gaze and walked straight forward, Shen Yan followed closely behind.

They walked along the street facing the river, in the low season of tourism, there were not many tourists, and the cool breeze of the early morning breeze shuttled between the two people, as if to deliberately close the distance between the two people.

Shen Yan talked about the purpose of the trip and the story of that era.

His grandfather went through a difficult and difficult period, when he went to Singapore to run to relatives, and there was a sympathetic Ome in his hometown, and he wanted to wait until she stabilized before taking her out with him.

However, the development in other places was not as smooth as expected, and coupled with the inconvenience of communication, the two gradually broke off contact.

"Grandpa married my grandmother in the third year of going abroad, but Grandpa definitely can't let go of that person in his heart, and recently Grandpa is in a very poor state, shouting a name in his mouth when he is confused, and staring at a photo in a daze when he is awake."

"Grandpa has experienced ups and downs all his life, and it seems that in the end he only remembers this one thing, and I want to make a wish for him, otherwise he will not be at ease even if he leaves."

Shen Yan's voice was clear, like a gushing spring, and Chen Jiahe listened to it and did not express his opinion.

She introduced a variety of snacks to Shen Yan from time to time, Shen Yan would buy a little, most of the business was locals, there were people who knew Chen Jiahe, and their eyes looked at the two people ambiguously: "Yo, Jiahe, this is a boyfriend?" ”

Shen Yan couldn't understand the local dialect and looked at her confusedly, Chen Jiahe shrugged his shoulders: "Irrelevant things, don't mind." ”

At noon, the sun was scorching, Chen Jiahe took out a black duck-tongue hat from the backpack behind him and put it on his head, a few strands of soft hair were exposed outside the hat, and when he looked back, he saw Shen Yan staring at her, and she found a pavilion for him to sit and wait for a while.

Not long after, Shen Yan saw Chen Jiahe trotting over, holding a dark gray fisherman's hat in his hand, buttoning it on his head, pinching his chin and looking at it, and pertinently commented: "Good-looking." ”

Her appearance belongs to the delicate beauty of a southern girl, her skin is already white, because she runs with a vigorous and healthy red halo, which is a little dazzling in the sun.

Shen Yan had a momentary trepidation and trance, but he immediately turned back to God and cleared his throat disguisedly: "So, when will you take me to find someone?" ”

Shen Yan did not show any impatience all morning, and seemed to be enjoying this slow passage of time, feeling like friends who had been together for many years, ignoring that this was the first time they had met.

Chen Jiahe hadn't been so relaxed for a long time, so that he almost forgot the right thing, and turned back to lead Shen Yan into the alley.

"Forgot to tell you, my grandmother's name is 'Lin Meitang', her ancestral home is Yuyao, Zhejiang, my mother married more than twenty years ago, she only followed this side, she should be the 'Ah Tang' in your grandfather's mouth, that black and white photo, my family's old photo album also has one." 」

Shen Yan opened his mouth, as if he was so shocked that he was speechless, and after a long time, he finally asked: "Is Grandma doing well?" ”

Passing a narrow alley for only one person, Chen Jiahe walked in front, and Shen Yan heard a brisk voice coming from the front.

"Very good, my grandmother got married in the second year of your grandfather's trip abroad, and had five children, my mother is the youngest and most favored, so she has been living with my mother." 」

Chen Jiahe slowed down and murmured, "Who will always be waiting for whom?" ”

"What about your grandfather?" Shen Yan caught up with her and stood shoulder to shoulder with her.

Chen Jiahe took a breath and said slowly, "Passed away, passed away for many years." ”

"Sorry." Shen Yan said a low word, and the two people did not speak again, and walked silently to a residential building.

The small western-style building on the second floor, with white walls and black tiles, is no different from any house in the town, and on the low stool in the corner of the wall sits an old man, with his back to his back, holding a gray-white bun behind his head, peeling broad beans in his hands, looking at it from a distance, calm and serene.

"Grandma is in good health, but her ears are not good, but my mother said that it may also be pretended, because she can only hear what she wants to hear."

Shen Yan squatted down to greet the old man, speaking standard Mandarin, and the volume rose by several decibels.

The old man could not understand, and his wrinkled face was dazed, looking at the handsome young man in front of him, and then looking at his granddaughter.

Chen Jiahe also squatted down, held her grandmother's hand, and translated it for her in dialect.

Shen Yan looked at her sideways, Chen Jiahe deliberately slowed down the speed of speech to let his grandmother read the lips, soft and sticky Wu language, as if flowing in his heart.

When she heard the three words "Singapore", Grandma's look changed slightly, her cloudy eyes were stained with a clear water color, and Shen Yan's attention was still on Chen Jiahe, missing her short momentary change of expression.

Chen Jiahe watched as her grandmother stretched out her dry bark-like hand and stroked Shen Yan's face, Shen Yan did not dodge for half a minute, his hand covered that hand, feeling its rough texture.

Chen Jiahe suddenly felt that the air was a little stagnant, and she turned and walked outside the house, half leaning against the door frame, looking at the locust tree in the distance.

Shen Yan did not know when to stand next to her, Chen Jiahe peeled a lollipop and handed it to him, the other party was stunned, waved his hand to refuse: "I have not eaten candy since I was a child." ”

Chen Jiahe turned to shove the lollipop into his mouth: "These two old people, one only remembers what he wants to remember, and the other can only hear what he wants to hear, which is very good." ”

This is also the best ending, perhaps another kind of consummation, Chen Jiahe thought.

She did not tell her grandmother that the person had been married in the third year of going abroad, but her grandmother was not confused, and Shen Yan's identity, she probably guessed it.

"I'm happy for my grandma when I see her doing well, and I'll tell grandpa when I get back to reassure him."

Shen Yan seemed to have completed an important task, and he suddenly felt relaxed.

Chen Jiahe only smiled shallowly and did not respond.

4

Shen Yan never went to the Chen family again, because Chen Jiahe said that the old man needed to rest, and she did not want her grandmother to be disturbed too much.

He walked aimlessly down the street, not knowing what he was looking for or who he wanted to meet, but he did not meet Chen Jiahe, who was leading the way for tourists.

There were still a few days left before the deadline of the week, the matter had been successfully completed, and Shen Yan thought that maybe he could go back early, but this place seemed to have something that bound him and made him feel a little attached to him.

Finally, on the evening of the third day, Shen Yan met Chen Jiahe in the tea house.

She sat in a secluded corner on the second floor, with a heavy unopened book in front of her, pouting, putting the pen between her nose and upper lip, looking out the window, lifeless, like a student who was extremely bored with school and forced to open.

Shen Yan felt funny, he pulled over the chair and sat across from her, and saw that the cover of the book was impressively written with the words "Guide to Recruitment Examinations for Public Institutions", and he couldn't help but wonder.

Chen Jiahe lazily raised his eyelids to glance at the man across from him: "Is it ridiculous?" My family wants me to have a stable job. ”

Shen Yan raised an eyebrow: "Oh, it doesn't look like it's right for you." ”

Chen Jiahe sighed, "Man, you still have to live realistically." ”

This sentence was just nagged in her ear in the morning, and it was easier to obtain and more realistic than the so-called ideal.

"Let's go, please go for a drink!"

This little girl was not very old, but she suddenly became old,000, and Shen Yan thought that maybe she needed to release her emotions.

Sure enough, Chen Jiahe's eyes lit up, and a spirit stood up: "Go!" ”

In the evening, the bar street is already brightly lit and bustling, and big red lanterns stretch out on both sides of the street.

Chen Jiahe asked for a dozen beers and handed Shen Yan a bottle, Shen Yan hesitated, or took it, and touched the bottle with Chen Jiahe.

Shen Yan looked up, the throat knot rolled, Chen Jiahe looked at it for a moment, his throat was inexplicably dry, and the word "sexy" popped up in his head.

The resident band began to operate, Chen Jiahe held his cheek with one hand, listened to the half-shaking, did not know what was said, and disappeared in the noise.

"What do you say?" Shen Yan leaned over a bit.

I said, "Chen Jiahe also got closer to Shen Yan, almost in his ear, "I sing better than her!" ”

The root of her ear was a little itchy, Shen Yan looked at Chen Jiahe, and the dim light could not cover the streamer in her eyes.

He remembered the guitar that had been thrown away and picked up, the few photos hanging in Chen Jiahe's home, her experience of performing on stage from childhood to adulthood, and finally the words she said, "Live realistically."

Shen Yan pressed her ear back to her: "Then you go up and sing a song!" ”

"What are you kidding?!"

Perhaps it was the distance between the two people too close, or perhaps simply because of what Shen Yan said, Chen Jiahe felt that his heart began to beat uncontrollably, with a eager desire to try, and an excited expectation.

"You wait." Shen Yan took a deep look at her and walked onto the stage, not knowing what he said to the keyboard player, the other party nodded and looked at Chen Jiahe again.

Shen Yan returned to his seat and raised his chin at Chen Jiahe: "When this song is over, it will be your turn to play." ”

"Hey! Who said I was going to go up and sing! ”

Despite this, when Chen Jiahe was pushed to the stage, he did not resist, and even felt that every cell in his body began to become active, shouting, and breaking through the siege.

She borrowed only a guitar, turned it down, and stayed on the stage alone, skillfully adjusting the microphone position.

The guitar's simple chords sounded, her tone contrasted sharply with her punk-inspired outfit, sweet and graceful, and her long hair was scattered to cover half of her face, which had a mysterious feeling that people wanted to taste.

She was immersed in the world she had created, occasionally glancing down the stage.

Shen Yan held up his mobile phone to record a video, he did not look at the mobile phone screen, his gaze fell directly on the center of the stage, pursing his lips, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and his eyes were filled with shadows.

Time and space shifted, the world suddenly fell silent, leaving only two people on and off the stage, until the end of the last chord, the crowd erupted into fierce applause, mixed with whistles and screams...

5

The two men came out of the bar and stepped into the deep night.

After drinking some wine and regaining the feeling of being on the stage, Chen Jiahe seemed particularly excited and talked more.

She walked backwards, and when she returned to her hometown, she first mentioned the experience of singing in the past two years.

After graduation, her family wanted her to come back to find a stable job, Chen Jiahe wanted to stay in Beijing to continue to chase her dreams, her parents cut off her financial resources, and her life was once very poor.

Squeezed through the group rental house, also did a bar singing, and later signed a brokerage company, thought it could get better, but was only used as a tool to make money, followed by several other artists were pulled by the bus to perform everywhere, each show only earned a few performance fees.

"I managed to save a sum of money, and a producer said he could record a song for me, and I gave him the money, but he made all kinds of excuses to prevaricate me, and eventually ran away."

"When I was growing up, I seemed to have the specialty of singing, but in the end my dream became a daydream, and then I came back, and my mother told me that to be a person, you must recognize reality." 」

"I grew up so big, it seems like I didn't do a good job..."

In the end, Chen Jiahe's nose was a little red, and she made a big determination to give up and return to a "normal" life, but just standing on the stage, the feeling of being noticed and being able to speak freely made her so addicted.

Shen Yan walked slowly with his hands in his pockets, he looked at Chen Jiahe, watched her reveal his heart in front of him, and the way he laughed and cried was so vivid, it seemed that from this moment, he really began to know her.

He always had a shallow smile on his face, but his heart gushed with a sour and indescribable taste, and there were vines growing silently in his heart, giving birth to wisps of entanglement and entanglement, he knew the consequences, but he could not stop it.

"By the way, what did you just say to them on stage?" Chen Jiahe suddenly asked him.

"I just said... Today is my birthday and my friends are going to sing a song for me to celebrate my birthday. ”

"So cheesy?" Chen Jiahe was amused and laughed uncontrollably.

Walking to the river, met the young girl who sold water lamps, Chen Jiahe whispered a few words to her, and the other party walked away.

They strolled along the river, this road had been walked during the day, and the night was a different scenery, perhaps under the cover of night, the dark emotions would spread more and more wildly.

Chen Jiahe sometimes took a few quick steps, still walking backwards, she liked to look at each other when talking, the stone road was not completely flat, she accidentally tripped down, and she was about to fall backwards.

Between the electric light and flint, Shen Yan stepped forward with an arrow and stopped her waist: "Be careful! ”

Chen Jiahe was terrified, and the frequency of his heartbeat rose to a new level.

Shen Yan did not immediately let go of her, the two maintained an intimate posture, a distance away, breathing can be heard, the river behind them flowed through a string of water lamps, colorful, reflected on the water, like a little star.

"Happy Birthday." Chen Jiahe struggled to find his voice.

Shen Yan pulled the corners of his mouth, and his voice became hoarse: "Didn't you say cheesy?" Don't you believe it too? ”

"Whether your birthday is today or not, I wish you a happy birthday every year."

Shen Yan looked down at her, and there was a gentle spoiling flash in her deep eyes, and she suppressed some emotions that she couldn't understand.

Chen Jiahe blinked, she thought that at this moment Shen Yan might kiss her, take away her first kiss on this wonderful night.

However, the expected thing did not happen, Shen Yan seemed to remember something, the bottom of his eyes suddenly returned to a clear look, he stepped back, let Chen Jiahe stand firmly, and his hand was also withdrawn from her waist.

A long time later, Chen Jiahe recalled that night, with a mood of ups and downs, a confused midfield, but finally a hasty ending.

"It's not too early, I'll send you back." Shen Yan said this and sent Chen Jiahe downstairs to her house.

He watched Chen Jiahe enter the house, go upstairs, and look at the window that was lit up, staying for a long time before leaving.

In the dark moonless night, Chen Jiahe did not know all this, and her mood was difficult to say that she was not lost.

6

In the next few days, Chen Jiahe would meet with Shen Yan every day, and with Shen Yan's encouragement, she took out the guitar that had been put into the storage room again.

In the private room of the tea house, she sat cross-legged on the tatami mat by the window and sang to him the songs she had written earlier.

The breeze blows the window screens, the young girl sings lowly, the picture flows quietly in the music, and it seems to be frozen, Shen Yan sometimes records it with his mobile phone, sometimes just listening intently.

Most of their relationship is silent, and some questions are deliberately avoided, such as the upcoming parting, such as the relationship between the two people that is difficult to define, and Shen Yan's unspeakable heart.

The time agreed upon by Shen Yan and Jiang Wei had reached the deadline, and on the day when they should have said goodbye, Chen Jiahe did not go to the tea house to meet as originally agreed.

Shen Yan wandered aimlessly on the street for a day like before, until he saw Chen Jiahe in a café at night.

She rarely wore a floral dress on a white background, tied two fluffy braids, and a girl in her early twenties added a bit of purity and beauty.

There was a young man sitting opposite, his appearance was acceptable, but the words he said were a bit obscene: "I heard that you wanted to enter the show business before?" I know that the circle is very messy, you... Haven't been unspoken, right? ”

Chen Jiahe lowered his head slightly, unable to see her expression clearly.

"But it doesn't matter, you look pretty, as long as you live a good life in the future, even if you don't have a job, it won't be a problem."

For Chen Jiahe, who did not intend to develop a relationship, this kind of words is not harmful, but the insult is extremely strong, just like someone bluntly hinted at her a few years ago: "If you want to sing, you always have to pay something, money, or sex, there must always be the same." ”

She clutched the cup in her hand tightly, her bones were white, and the remaining sanity was already difficult to control not to spill the coffee on the other side, but in the next second, her hand was grasped by a powerful hand.

Shen Yan dragged her and involuntarily pulled her into a small alley nearby, which was too narrow and they were forced to get very close.

"Chen Jiahe, you tell me, what are you doing?"

In the past few days together, Shen Yan has always been well-mannered, the first time he saw him angry, opened his scarlet eyes to question her, Chen Jiahe was shorter in momentum, rubbing his sore wrist: "I am on a blind date, didn't you see it?" ”

"Blind date?!" Shen Yan seemed to hear such a ridiculous word for the first time, and he laughed irrepressibly twice.

Chen Jiahe was stimulated, and argued with his neck: "Stable work, a decent marriage, this is the life of an ordinary person, I am working in this direction, what qualifications do you have to laugh at me?!" ”

"A decent marriage? Is this how you're looking for marriage? That kind of person doesn't even deserve to sit with you! ”

"Yes," Chen Jiahe looked down at himself, "I don't know why I dress up like this stupid and sit with that kind of person, but I always have to take the first step, how can everything be as good as I want in life?" ”

Since returning to town, Chen Jiahe knew that she could not escape the blind date bureau arranged by the enthusiastic masses, and someone advised her: "You don't resist this way, don't have illusions, what love, some people will never meet in their lives, and they still have to be realistic." ”

She remembered Shen Yan, did she meet love? But after that night, Shen Yan always kept a safe distance from her, perhaps it was really her one-sided fantasy, so she agreed to the arrangement of the introducer with a brain heat.

She looked up at Shen Yan, more and more aggrieved, and reached out to poke at his chest: "There are more unsatisfactory things, such as right now, you as a person, you can't like me, can't you?" ”

Shen Yan was stuck in place, it was like poking his heart directly, he did not respond positively to the relationship between the two people, thinking that this would reduce unnecessary bondage, but he actually gave the other party this illusion.

The crumbling water light in Chen Jiahe's eyes like broken glass made his suppressed emotions gush out like a regurgitation.

Shen Yan hugged the person into his arms and leaned down to kiss her fiercely.

Chasing the high cold male god was always rejected, she lost and ran to kiss someone, he was angry and kissed her to confess

"Don't give up, it's going to be fine, it's going to be fine."

He leaned over Chen Jiahe's ear and told her, like a murmur.

7

Shen Yan woke up before the first glimmer of light entered the room in the morning, his consciousness was still obscured, but he opened his eyes suddenly, because he felt the familiar sweetness from the nose to the throat, and it was a bit like the smell of rust, reminding him of a cruel reality.

He did not rush to deal with it, turned his head to look at the sleeping person next to him, her eyelashes were very long, covering the lower eyelids, the skin was almost transparent, it seemed to sense his line of sight, sniffed a few times, and fell into a deep sleep again because of exhaustion.

It shouldn't be like this, Shen Yan thought, after all, it was his own greed that would cause this difficult situation to be cleaned up.

……

Chen Jiahe was woken up by the chanting of the boatman outside the window, woke up in a strange place, and at first there was always some discomfort, and last night Shen Yan took her to the homestay in Linhe.

Chen Jiahe pulled up the quilt and covered his head, fortunately, it seemed that Shen Yan had gotten up, otherwise he really didn't know how to face it.

She lay down for a moment before getting up, still dressed in the clothes of last night, and the lady of the inn looked at her with a scrutinizing look, watching her until she left.

However, Shen Yan had not contacted her all day, and Chen Jiahe had made a phone call indicating that the phone had been turned off.

The sweetness of the morning was replaced by ignorance, and she seemed to fall from a high point into an abyss, spending the first two days in anxiety, until the third day, when she had a realization, That Shen Yan had left, or disappeared.

He said that he had left the date, and it turned out that no matter what step of development between them, it could not change his decision, and he had already gone resolutely, without dragging the mud and water.

She had never dialed that number a second time, she wanted a clear answer, cheekily asked the lady owner of the homestay, Shen Yan's room was refunded.

The lady boss looked at her strangely: "I left early, and I retired the day you left." ”

"Oh, a young woman came over and gave him a room." The hostess thought about it and added another sentence.

Chen Jiahe didn't know how he got out of the homestay, his feet were like lead, every step was so heavy, there was a feeling of being punched in the face by reality.

The days seemed to be no different, and Chen Jiahe forced himself to pick up his spirits.

She still sat in the tea house every day to read the exam guide, but often she would not turn a page in a day, and the words on the book gradually became vague dots, and then she simply stopped reading.

She had to admit that Shen Yan was right, that path was not suitable for her.

The bar owner came to her to sing, and the response from the guests that day was very good, and someone posted a video of her singing in the bar on the Internet, and she can now say that she has a small fire in the local area.

Chen Jiahe agreed, the family did not object for the first time, probably her recent state is a little worrying, in the end, people are back, and the rest will slowly go on track.

Only Chen Jiahe knew that her soul had drifted farther away, she sang at night, and during the day she led the way to tourists on the street, she needed to save a sum of money, maybe one day she would leave here.

She didn't know where her destination was, but she realized that she was still fantasizing about Shen Yan coming back to give her an explanation, and she panicked.

She couldn't let herself live in unconscious waiting, and she reminded herself not to repeat certain mistakes.

8

Shen Yan reappeared half a month later, and that night she was on the stage, in the midst of a black pressed guest, and she saw the tall figure sitting in the corner.

Her gaze didn't linger on him for long, and when she looked again, the seat was empty, and she thought maybe it was her hallucination.

At ten o'clock in the night, the work ended on time, and after successive droughts, there was finally precipitation, as if it had been accumulated for a long time, and the rainstorm poured down.

Chen Jiahe did not bring an umbrella, she hid under the eaves, the slightest coolness brought by the rain made her unconsciously hug herself, the next instant, there was a heat pasted around her, looking back, Shen Yan stood on her side.

Chen Jiahe turned his head and was about to leave, and Shen Yan grabbed her back and forced her to look at herself.

"Listening to Jiahe, I contacted you with a very good producer, he has seen your video, he also thinks you are a malleable talent, he will contact you after a while..."

Shen Yan eagerly explained these things, his voice was washed by the rain, it didn't sound very real, and even he was a person, Chen Jiahe didn't see it really enough.

At a certain moment, Chen Jiahe found that she may never have understood this person, some things she took seriously, in his opinion, it may just be a sexual encounter in a distant and strange place, and after returning to his conscience, he suddenly found a way to make up for it.

She just wanted an explanation, a reasonable explanation for the half month of disappearance, not a scolding that sounded like compensation.

That feeling of disappointment, almost shame, spread in her mind with hindsight.

"Does that seem to you to be a deal?" I'm not unable to play, you don't have to go to great lengths to exchange for equals. ”

Shen Yan stared at Chen Jiahe's cold look, and finally recalled what she was saying, his eyebrows were slightly frozen, and his eyes were burning: "You don't say such a gambling word, I just want to support you to do what you want to do..."

Chen Jiahe turned and interrupted him: "What I want to do now is that you disappear from my eyes!" I'd rather never meet you! ”

A muffled thunder overshadowed her voice, she didn't know if Shen Yan could hear it clearly, accompanied by another lightning bolt, she could clearly and truly see the look of pain under his eyes.

In an instant, the world returned to darkness, and she felt his silhouette in the darkness, probably she was wrong, how could a person lose so much weight in half a month?

Chen Jiahe did not want to hesitate for half a minute, she broke free of Shen Yan's shackles, and a second before rushing into the heavy rain, Shen Yan handed her the umbrella in her hand.

Shen Yan knew that he was powerless to stop him, and compromised: "Even if you must leave, you must wear an umbrella and be careful of the cold." ”

Chen Jiahe knew that not far behind him, there was a young woman with a black umbrella, who had been paying attention to this side, and she and Shen Yan appeared at the same time.

She took her umbrella and rushed into the rain curtain, and her head did not turn back.

That night, Chen Jiahe listened to the lightning and thunder outside the window and did not sleep all night.

The next day she and Jiang Wei met on the street, the night before the light was too dark, Chen Jiahe could not see the woman holding the umbrella, it was Jiang Wei who stopped her.

Chen Jiahe looked at the woman on the other side in confusion, and when he saw the black suitcase in her hand, he already knew that it was Shen Yan's.

"You know Shen Yan's physical condition, you still drink with him, let him run back and forth, and last night hurt him in the rain, do you know how serious the consequences are?!"

Jiang Wei rarely had no makeup, her face was very poor, and she couldn't help but say that it was a rebuke to Chen Jiahe.

"What do you mean?" What happened to his body? Chen Jiahe's thinking was a little sluggish, but he quickly added the information in Jiang Wei's words.

"You don't know?" Jiang Wei showed surprise, obviously did not want to explain too much, pulled the suitcase to leave.

"Don't you go, you make it clear, what the hell is going on?" Chen Jiahe was anxious and blocked Jiang Wei's way.

"If he doesn't say anything to you, there must be a reason for him, and I won't say much to anyone else." Jiang Wei finished speaking, pulled the suitcase and left.

Jiang Wei obviously had something to say, and Chen Jiahe's heart was hanging there, and it was gone for a while.

She repeatedly thought about the sentence "Do you know how serious the consequences are", and had to wonder if something had happened to Shen Yan, and his body, was there something wrong?

Calm down and think about it, he can come to find someone from afar for the sake of Grandpa's wish, unlike people who treat feelings casually.

On the one hand, she felt that there was another hidden plot in it, and the more she thought about it, the more afraid she became, and on the other hand, she would rather he have nothing to do, just as she thought before, he had only come and left.

She was tormented left and right, almost collapsing, but Shen Yan had indeed completely disappeared from her life, and there was no way to know his recent situation.

In hindsight, what has the absolute upper hand is missing.

9

Chen Jiahe fiercely forced himself to return to a life that was so simple that it was almost monotonous.

After returning to her hometown, life is not stressful, the income brought to her by the resident singer is enough, the rest of the time she spends creating, she has a steady stream of inspiration, or desire to express.

She revises and rehearses over and over again, records videos and transmits them online, and also sings her own songs in bars, sometimes warmly and sometimes mediocre, but it does not affect her very much.

Chen Jiahe thought about his insistence, was it because of Shen Yan's sentence "You don't give up"?

Sometimes she felt so tired that she did nothing and sat with her grandmother at the base of the wall for a while.

"Grandma, you have waited for decades, do you have any regrets?" Chen Jiahe rested on her grandmother's legs, removed a lollipop, and put it in her mouth.

Chen Jiahe actually lied to Shen Yan, probably because of his compassion, he couldn't bear to let the old man at the time of his death still walked uneasy, and she used lies to achieve the best ending.

In fact, her grandmother waited for that person and missed the age of marriage, and she never met the right marriage after that, and she never married for the rest of her life, let alone five children?

Her mother was adopted by her grandmother, and the relatives were looking forward to having a son, and the daughter was about to be abandoned, and the grandmother said, "You don't want it, then give it to me, let me raise it." ”

At that time, grandma was in her early thirties, she raised a child alone, and then came here with her daughter who was married, Chen Jiahe often heard her grandmother mention the past when she was a child, including that person, but her grandmother never revealed half a grudge.

As for whether she regretted it, Grandma probably didn't hear it or give her the answer, she combed her granddaughter's long hair with her fingers, and her smile was still peaceful and serene.

Three seasons have passed, the spring sun is warm and melting, Chen Jiahe squinted her eyes comfortably under the sun, and she remembered Shen Yan again.

From the very beginning, she was superficially attracted to his outstanding appearance, and she was particularly friendly to him, and the process of getting along with him was extremely comfortable, just like this melting warm sun, she was attracted by his unique temperament, step by step.

However, the days they spent together were only a week, but Chen Jiahe thought that she probably would never forget it for the rest of her life.

In that era, because of the inconvenience of communication, grandma could only regret for the rest of her life, but in this era, she only held a number that could no longer be dialed, and there was a sea of people, she did not know where to look, she did not mind waiting, but she was extremely eager for her waiting to come to an end.

A few weeks later, a music producer contacted Chen Jiahe and said that he wanted to record songs for her, chen Jiahe did not know whether it was Shen Yan who contacted her, but the other party never mentioned the name.

Whether it was or not, Chen Jiahe gladly accepted that her career had finally opened up and begun to enter a period of rise.

Three years later, Chen Jiahe is already a little famous, of course, it is still far from the big red, but she is satisfied with this state, not overly concerned, and enough for people who pay attention to her to see her.

She avoided talking about her private life and emotions, and once in an interview, the host asked her how she insisted on getting to this point, and the dream of a small-town girl sounded quite topical.

Chen Jiahe pursed his lips and thought about it, and only then did he say a few words: "I have a friend." ”

Everyone expected her to make a statement, but Chen Jiahe only continued to say "he told me not to give up", and then there was no follow-up.

Then the host asked again, and she was a little dazed, responding only mechanically.

10

Shen Yan looked at the interview video in front of the computer and was speechless: "Hey, how can there be such a person who can't speak." ”

Jiang Wei knocked on the door, she looked at the computer screen, and sighed in her heart, it turns out that no matter how far apart, attractive people will eventually attract the attention of the other party.

Shen Yan no longer remembered something, but he was now a big fan of Chen Jiahe.

Two years ago he heard the sweet and gentle chanting of the female singer in the Chinese restaurant, and his footsteps stopped until the song was finished, and he asked the waiter what song it was.

The waiter told him that the name of the song was "Wait", Shen Yan couldn't wait to search for the song after he returned home, the information about the singer was very simple, and the surrounding news was basically no.

"Chen Jiahe... Chen Jiahe..." He smacked the name repeatedly, like some hazy and distant memory, but he couldn't catch it.

He listened to all her songs, puzzled: "Why is the melody so familiar, like where have you heard it?" ”

Shen Yan was found to have a tumor in the brain because of nosebleeds, and the doctor told that if he did not do the operation, it would eventually be life-threatening, and the operation would also produce various complications, such as aphasia, taste disorders, headaches, and even severe hemiplegia or long-term coma.

At that time, grandpa was dying, shen Yan decided to complete his wish for his grandfather first, and ran back to China alone.

The morning with Chen Jiahe, he was already familiar with the emergency treatment method, but the blood could not be stopped, he had no choice but to secretly go to the hospital, and the news came from home, his grandfather passed away, and Shen Yan did not have time to tell him about Ah Tang after all.

Because of the involvement of the aftermath, Shen Yan fainted once, the condition has clearly reached the point of urgency, the night before the hospital to prepare for surgery, he could not rest assured Chen Jiahe, begging Jiang Wei to take back the mobile phone he had been taken away.

Jiang Wei was embarrassed, but followed him back secretly, just that time, let Jiang Wei regret it.

She didn't know that there was such a deep misunderstanding between the two people, and thinking about it, according to Shen Yan's personality, she would definitely not tell the other party about his situation, and he would not let others worry about him.

Shen Yan was cold because of the rain, and after returning to Singapore, he continued to have a fever, almost delaying the operation, Shen Xiuming made a big fire, and he did not approve of his son's behavior.

Obviously, he had reached the point where he couldn't take care of himself, and Shen Yan still remembered Chen Jiahe.

"Sister Wei Wei, Jiahe may not be able to accept it now, you ask the producer to contact her later, don't mention that I mean it."

The first time he called her "sister", it was also the first time Jiang Wei saw him pleading with others in a humble gesture.

Fortunately, the operation was quite smooth, but Shen Yan had partial amnesia, and the content of the amnesia was mainly about Chen Jiahe's part.

The doctor said that it was not a category of surgical complications, it may be related to the patient's psychology, Shen Xiuming will calculate the plan, ordered Jiang Wei not to mention Chen Jiahe again, and even the mobile phone was replaced.

"By the way, Sister Wei," Shen Yan said casually, fiddling with his nails, "it is said that a singer is going to open a LiveHouse here, I am afraid that the ticket is too difficult to grab, you will help me when the time comes." ”

Jiang Wei smiled: "I resigned, I'm afraid you can only grab it by yourself this time." ”

Shen Yan put away his legs in front of the computer desk, stood up, stood up in front of Jiang Wei and looked her up and down: "Are you afraid you are not a dummy?" Will you resign? Aren't you the most obedient to my dad? ”

Jiang Wei was seven years older than him, and had been by his side since he was in high school, reporting to Shen Xiuming on his situation, he understood Jiang Wei's attitude towards his father, but his father had changed countless times since his mother's death, but he had never responded to Jiang Wei's feelings.

"A woman's best ten years I waste on waiting, I call this timely stop loss, understand?" Jiang Wei said relievedly.

Shen Yan nodded in agreement and gave her a thumbs up: "The first time I found out that you were so smart!" ”

Jiang Wei smiled lightly, another change in Shen Yan's personality after the operation was that he seemed to have become more cheerful than before, which was not bad, before it was too stuffy, he would not say anything in his heart.

"My cleverness is still waiting for you to slowly discover it!"

Jiang Wei took out a black mobile phone, placed it on the desk in front of Shen Yan, and said, "After reading the things inside, I hope you don't blame me, I used to just obey orders, and now that I resign, naturally I don't have to listen to him." ”

Before Jiang Wei left, she saw Shen Yanzheng twisting her eyebrows to open the mobile phone, and she remembered that she had deliberately found Chen Jiahe that day and deliberately said something that slipped through her mouth, and she thought that everyone who understood could hear the meaning.

On the one hand, she couldn't bear to let Shen Yan be misunderstood, on the other hand, she hoped that if Shen Yan found Chen Jiahe one day, the other party would no longer have any doubts.

This is the best thing she can do for Shen Yan after more than ten years of being a "sister".

The software installed on the mobile phone was basically the same as what he was using now, Shen Yan clicked on the photo album, his expression froze, and the blood in his whole body was gradually boiling.

In a few videos, the girl who sang was clearly the singer he liked, but she looked a little younger than she is now.

Shen Yan was extremely confused as to why he had these things, and found the answer when he drew to the last video.

It was himself, shaving his head, probably before the operation, and the person inside had a pale and haggard face, and said to the camera: "No matter what happens in the future, I hope I don't forget an important thing..."

11

End.

This small LiveHouse Chen Jiahe had performed several times before, but she had never been so nervous, perhaps because of the location, although Shen Yan had not heard from him in all these years, psychologically, she felt close to him at this moment.

Until she stood on the stage, the nervousness disappeared, and she felt wave after wave of enthusiasm surging in this small space.

During the break between performances, she tried to communicate with her fans, but no matter which performance she was in, she only said the following sentence: "Standing here, I want to thank a friend of mine, who told me not to give up." ”

After a moment of silence, a high-pitched cry broke out from the crowd: "Chen Jiahe! Look here! ”

Chen Jiahe followed the sound, and all the audience's eyes were also concentrated, and in the center of the stands, there was a person holding aloft a light sign, which read: Chen Jiahe, Shen Yan loves you!

In that performance, the fans on the scene witnessed that a singer who had always been indifferent would also choke on the stage until he lost his voice and cried. (Original title: "Friends from Afar")

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