21 years old, undergraduate study in Shanghai Foreign Trade and Economic Cooperation;
22 years old, qualified as a Slovenian exchange student;
23 years old, studied at the University of Bristol in the United Kingdom, and traveled alone to more than 20 countries during his studies;
At the age of 24, he graduated and entered a foreign enterprise in Shanghai, and later joined a senior office building in Beijing;
At the age of 25, he applied for a doctorate degree from a Canadian university and got a post offer from the British Embassy...
At the age of 26, with a "bang", everything returned to zero.
If it wasn't for the sudden car accident, her life would have been very good.
The girl in the story is called Sun Chenlu, or you are more familiar with her other name: Lu Yingliu.
Lu Yingliu was involved in a car accident on his way to the capital airport.
She had planned to travel to Singapore to add to her multiculturalism to add to her "travel" experience.
But with a loud bang, as dazzling as fireworks, Lu Yingliu suddenly lost consciousness.
By the time she woke up, she had already changed.
The life monitor flickered and jumped, the ventilator was blocked at the end of the nose, the whole body was inserted with tubes, the overhead lights stabbed tears, and the ceiling and sheets were also reflected in the tragic white.
When the doctor told her that she had a "comminuted cervical fracture of 2, 4, 5, and 6 sections," she didn't feel anything.
After lying in the intensive care unit for 9 days, going into the icu 3 times, performing 5 surgeries, and being completely unconscious from the neck down, Lu Yingliu had to accept the fact that she was really paralyzed.
She can no longer wear a beautiful little skirt, and she can't walk in high heels;
She can no longer run wildly, can't dance...
She was in the best of a girl's life, but fate was so cruel to her.
Lu Yingliu has undergone a series of difficult treatments, and just thinking about it, she can't help but tremble in her heart:
A long flowing hair was shaved;
The skull was drilled with 4 holes;
Pressure sores on the buttocks, ulcerated and smelly skin;
Witnessing the throat being cut open due to the inability to cough up phlegm, and the blood splashing everywhere;
Up to 10 times a day, the tube stirred in her throat, making her suffocate several times, and spit out the food she had eaten...
Can't eat, can't move, can't speak, has no dignity, the whole person is like a pile of blocks, a light touch, it will fall apart.
The pain is like a beast that silently lurks in the dark night, and it will jump out at any time to tear her apart.
That overwhelming feeling of pain, powerlessness, and suffocation made Lu Yingliu think about giving up more than once:
"It's better to die than to die."
Even sadder, she didn't even have "freedom to die."
Paralyzed, she couldn't even pick up the knife, let alone commit suicide?
Looking at her parents busy, nervous and worried but cautious, Lu Yingliu was distressed.
Mom is a very beautiful mother, but in order to facilitate the care of her, cut a long hair;
Dad is also a very strong dad, but in order not to affect her emotions, secretly shed tears so that people can't see it.
Lu Yingliu told herself that she had to be strong!
"Parents are a wall between us and death," she said.
What is more difficult to live in the world than to die is to live well.
Lu Yingliu decided to live well, she actively cooperated with rehabilitation, and the actions that seem simple to ordinary people were as difficult for her to ascend to the sky.
With each stroke, the wound hurts again from head to toe. But she felt happy, and it was better to hurt a little than not to feel it.
Spring always comes, the rivers thaw, and the wounds heal.
The wound in her throat became a scar, Lu Yingliu also spoke again, her long hair was re-erected, and she also changed back into the little girl who loved beauty——
Just after being discharged from the hospital, she ran to dye her hair, but she was deceived by the color difference, so angry that she ran to re-dye it again;
After arguing and crying with your parents, don't forget to apply an eye cream to reduce swelling;
Painstakingly practicing eyeliner, nail art, and going out with three lipsticks of different colors, she said:
"If the lipstick is bright enough, even the scar on the throat is no longer conspicuous."
The happiness of those ordinary girls who were accidentally lost in the past, Lu Yingliu used her strong endurance to find it back little by little.
In 2018, she posted her first note on the Little Red Book, which was about nail art.
She put her hands together and slowly, painstakingly, and for a long time, painted herself with a blue-purple manicure.
In the background, a flower bloomed by itself, and since then, sun Chenlu, an unfortunate girl in the past, has transformed into a sunny Lu Yingliu!
In the Korean comic "The Temptation of the Wolf", Inchi is a mysterious and handsome boy who treats people with a smile on his face but tears in his heart.
The identity of the illegitimate child, congenital heart disease, always fighting with people and scaly wounds... It's particularly heart-wrenching.
But he said, "From the light into the darkness, you see nothing; but if you are in the darkness from the beginning, you can see it when you get used to it." ”
In the Japanese manga "Slam Dunk Master", Kaede Ryukawa is also a tall and handsome boy, he is alone, seemingly indifferent, but full of enthusiasm for the basketball he loves.
He was the team's ace, and when facing the most formidable opponent, the corners of his mouth showed a smile, which was the first and only time in the book.
Like many adolescent girls, Lu Yingliu also likes and admires these two boys.
Yingqi's strong and free in the face of a bumpy fate, and Liu Chuanfeng's self-confidence and fearlessness in the face of a strong opponent, gave her great encouragement at the trough of life!
This is also the origin of the name of Lu Yingliu id: Sun Chenlu's "Lu", Yingqi's "Ying", And Liuchuan Feng's "Liu".
In 2019, Lu Yingliu told her own experience on the Little Red Book, which attracted a large wave of attention and likes.
While realizing that "she has not been abandoned by the world", her story has also inspired many people.
In this way, she has loved beauty since she was a child and embarked on the road of "beauty blogger".
Her parents helped her shoot, she spoke with all her strength, and after each shooting, everyone was tired and couldn't do it.
But she felt it was worth it, and she enthusiastically shared the beauty secret of a wheelchair girl:
Wear loose skirts that cover paralyzed legs;
Wear a puff-sleeved top that covers the robust forearm of pushing a wheelchair;
Carry a simple shawl, cover the legs, versatile and protected from the cold...
She used all her strength to run to light and happiness, bargaining with the cruel fate.
She practiced swimming, learned to play table tennis, and picked up the trip she loved.
She went to Japan with her parents, wearing a kimono and flowers on her head, smiling sweetly under the cherry blossom trees. For a moment, people couldn't tell whether it was "smiling like a flower" or "people are more delicate than flowers".
She also went to Qinghai, quietly staring at the salt lake where the water and sky meet, and her whole soul seemed to be purified. For a moment, the sky and earth lost color, and only bright red scarves fluttered in the wind.
Accompanied by her parents, she also traveled to Singapore to swim in the infinity pool of the Sands Hotel, like a mermaid returning to the sea.
There is a passage in Maupassant's novel "A Lifetime":
"Life can't be as good as you think, but it can't be as bad as you think. People's vulnerability and strength are beyond their imagination. Sometimes I may be so fragile that I burst into tears with a single word; sometimes, I find myself gritting my teeth and walking a long way. ”
The tragedy of the past seems to have a rest in the portrayal of falling into the water, Lu Yingliu has gritted her teeth and walked too long Lu, she has no time to regret the past, she is trying to move forward!
There are two very different kinds of life in the world: one is picked up and broken; the other is broken and picked up.
Lu Yingliu belongs to the latter.
Fate choked her throat, but she smiled slyly and reflexively tickled the itch of fate.
4 years ago, there were always people who felt sorry for her: if it wasn't for the sudden car accident, Lu Yingliu's life would have been very good.
4 years later, those people are still sorry, but more is admiration, they said: even if there is that sudden car accident, Lu Yingliu's life is still very good!
She studies hard, works hard, and "wants to make more money in pursuit of a better life." When I was in the muddy swamp, I still didn't forget to look up at the stars.
As the title of her offline speech in Little Red Book wrote:
Fate beats a cruel finger, but I'm still pretty!
This article is written by | Three feet clear
Responsible Editor | Willow leaf nagging