Child star debut Justin Bieber is controversial. Recently, he went live in a YouTube documentary, and in a recent episode of "The Dark Season," he admitted that he had been smoking marijuana since he was 12 or 13 years old, and his addiction to drugs became more and more serious, leaving him deeply involved.
"I decided to stop because I felt like I was dying." Bieber revealed that he started taking drugs because he thought it was fun, similar to a kind of "experiment", and did not expect to "start to really rely on it".
Bieber has vaguely stated in the past that he had indulged in "taking a lot of drugs", and in the documentary, he said that the outside world did not know how frightening his real situation was.
"There was a time when I smoked lean, ecstasy, shrooms... Anything comes. Bieber listed a whole bunch of drug names, "for me, it's an escape." Like a lot of people in this industry would try like this, I always stood in front of the camera and got too much exposure. ”
Bieber has published a long article on social networks about how his insecure childhood due to the debut of a child star affected his mentality after becoming famous.
His father, Jeremy Bieber, and his mother, Patti Mallette, were both teenagers when they were born, and the two were in poor financial situations and did not live together after he was born. At the age of 13, Bieber himself suddenly became a superstar, "money, travel, luxury cars, honors, awards are all available, but I always feel unsatisfied." ”
Bieber felt it was because people had "done everything for him" so much that he "never learned how to be responsible."
At the age of 18, he wrote something like this: "I don't have any skills in real life, but I have millions of dollars to get anything I want." ”
Beginning at age 19, he "ruined all relationships" and "I became resentful, disrespectful to women, and often angry." I kept my distance from all the people who loved me, hiding behind shells to alienate them. ”
At the age of 20, Bieber was arrested for drunk driving, drug use and speeding. After the miami police inspection report was disclosed, it caused an uproar.
His friends were very worried, and fans still tried to excuse him.
Bieber admits that at the time "people simply didn't understand" how serious his addiction was.
"My security guards and staff would come to the room at night and check my pulse." Bieber said that the level of madness at the time made everyone around him worry that he would unknowingly die of drug use.
"It's crazy, I wake up every morning and the first thing I do is take a drug and take the first puff of smoke to start the day."
Bieber, who was deeply involved in it, also thought about quitting drugs, but his self-control was weak. His career was also nearly halted by drug addiction.
"I basically say to myself every day, 'God, if you're real, please stop me, I'll work well...' But after I got those pills, I almost never actually worked again, and every day was such a vicious circle, which is also the story of most drug addicts.""
"At the age of 20, I've made all the mistakes you can think of, from being the most admired person to being the most ridiculed, criticized, and hated person in the world. Work, responsibilities, emotions, family, finances, relationships... When everything is overwhelmed, it is difficult for me to get up in the morning to face these troubles. Because it was predictably another bad day, and every day was a cycle of fear and disappointment, I felt as if I could never turn things around. ”
"The older I get, the more I feel like I'm not putting my talent in the right place." Bieber said.
Bieber's health doctor Daniel Amen revealed that bieber suffered from depression in the media, which was actually a misdiagnosis.
"He recently stopped taking drugs, so he was anxious and had insomnia. When I examined his brain, I found that he did not have bipolar personality disorder. "But Bieber did suffer from Lyme disease and severe chronic mononucleosis, which also affected his skin condition.
And Justin Bieber's new wife, Hayley Bieber, said she was with Bieber after he decided to quit drugs, and she believes Bieber "is not only healthier than ever, but also on a path that is healthier than ever." ”