2019-12-31
The real despair is probably calm, there is no trace of waves, and under the face that has long been accustomed to waves, the broken ground smacks, calmly shedding hot tears, as if it has not been sad, this is probably what has been gained after years. I waited until 11 o'clock, settled the children's homework, washed bedtime stories, still haven't come back, can't go, forget it, can't go to the department party, there will be a chance later. Coming to Japan for a long time, now I am so afraid of this word. 2019, this year is going to pass again, their own choice, although I am still unhappy, satisfied is good. What will be in 2020, nothing, or to look forward to it, I have been able to accept my life calmly, the original intention is still good.