These two days I saw a lot of leaves, different colors and different shapes, they swayed in the wind, wearing the most beautiful clothes, showing the most beautiful posture. Some are like small fish tied together to grab food; some are neatly arranged in a bunch of strings, with their heads enlarged ears of grain; some are like the spread palms of a toddler, tender and subtle; some have a thin golden canopy, like a mature yellow sorghum.
I love autumn and love that it's rich, tolerant, and thick. Autumn trees are the most beautiful, the leaves are the most beautiful, I thought, when can I have the ability to paint these beautiful?
Like too much, it is inevitable to make people anxious.
It was another unspoken weekend with blue skies. Knowing that it is already frost and the season, I cherish the last day of this autumn even more.
After enjoying the autumn colors with friends, I went home to make food and talked a lot of gossip.
In the autumn, the home was so cold that I didn't pay attention to the cold, and I had to spend one night and one day to cover my bed tightly, except for sleeping, or lying still, or thinking of nothing.
The rare silence of the noon, only the sound of the water flowing in the fish tank, prompting the flow of time. Originally, the sun shone in a lot more warmth, so it gradually shifted with the sound of the water flowing, no longer caring for my needs for this window.
Occasionally laboriously holding up a book, watching the author describe with delicate brushstrokes between him and his parents, ordinary can not be more ordinary trivial, from time to time there are hot tears gushing out of the corners of the eyes, followed by having to sit up and blow your nose. Suddenly thinking of the word "snot and tears to grab" can't help but swallow more "gushing into the heart." ”
For many years, the most irresistible thing was the cold, which was plagued all year round. Just like the nomadic peoples of ancient times who relied on plunder, sudden attacks, unexpected, invincible.
So annoying.
The same is to wear the same number of clothes, sleep as much, I can not eat more than others. Some don't feel a single risk a year, and some have a cold and drink some hot water or take a meal of medicine to push it over.
I can't, I always have to go through several stages such as sneezing, runny nose, coughing, etc., and I always have to sweat all over my body before I am tired of it. I have also learned that others sat there with a bucket of water and went to the toilet countless times, but I felt heavier.
No way.
I think my cold is more caused by fire than freezing. As long as I have something in mind, I am in a hurry and I am prone to colds. It seems that only when you have made yourself sick can you have reason to comfort yourself and let go for the time being. Or find a cathartic outlet for the repression that has been saved for a long time.
Cold that little thought, I understand. I just haven't thought of any other way yet, or I won't give you a chance.
Haven't I started exercising now? When I keep going and my body is strong, you won't have a chance to get close to me. Walk and see.
Text 丨 Zhang Hong
Picture 丨 Zhang Hong
Typography 丨 Zhang Hong