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Nietzsche once said:
If a person knows what he lives for, then he can endure any kind of life.
After watching the movie "When the Prayer Ends", the first sentence that comes to my mind is this.
And it is most appropriate to apply Nietzsche's words to his father in the movie, Asaka Nakao.
Originally, he didn't know why he lived, and even wanted to die to apologize, but as a father, he finally knew what he was living for.
So, from the very beginning, because of his love for his daughter, he chose to live in the world, and in the end, because of his love for his daughter, he chose to die bravely.
Perhaps, this is not the meaning of life itself, but for him, it is his meaning as a father!
In the movie, Asahi Nakao originally lived happily as a family of three, but her wife's betrayal of the family made him and his daughter instantly fall into a desperate situation in life.
The wife not only cheated, but also stole his seal and borrowed a loan shark, resulting in a huge debt to the family.
After the accident, his wife had already absconded and disappeared, and this debt naturally fell on his head, so his and his daughter's lives fell from heaven to hell.
It was obviously not easy to live a hard time being forced into debt by a creditor, so fleeing with his daughter became his last and best choice.
In this way, when no one was there in the middle of the night, he escaped with his young daughter Hiromi Asami.
At that moment, he did not want to turn back, because for him, no matter how much he turned back, it was not a shore.
That's right, he actually had another purpose for absconding this time!
He did not want to really escape with his daughter, on the contrary, he had another plan in his heart, that is, to find a no-man's land to end his life and leave his daughter alone in the world.
He was forced, after all, as a normal man, his heart could not bear such a life change.
So, death was the only way he could think of to liberate himself.
However, at the moment of death, he was still a little relieved about his daughter, and what was even more fatal was that when he went back to find his daughter, something even more unexpected happened to him.
His daughter killed someone, and yes, his daughter killed someone by mistake.
This made his life turn upside down again.
A man, from the most want to die to the point of not wanting to die, sometimes, really just a matter of a moment.
As for the reason, perhaps it is only because they have another, greater name in them - Father.
Yes, because of the word Father, they can bear any weight of life that they could not bear before.
Asaka Nakao is a father, and his daughter Hiromi Asakai killed someone at a young age, and as a father, he needs to help his daughter solve such a big problem.
But how do you solve this?
Thinking about it, there is only one way, that is, the fake drama is really done, don't you want to die? That's just right, just when the daughter killed this person is herself.
Thus, a shocking lie took shape smoothly.
He died like this, but he was going to live in another way.
Yes, he wants to live well for his daughter, even if this kind of life is a secret life, anonymity, in short, anything can be, it doesn't matter.
As a result, he naturally disappeared in front of the world in this way, and everyone knew that the man named Asaka Nakao no longer existed.
In addition to heaven and earth, there was himself and his daughter.
However, more painful things also followed, after all, the death penalty was avoidable, but the living sin could not be escaped.
How to meet her daughter and how not to be discovered has become an ultimate problem and test.
If it is discovered, the lie will not be broken, and if you can't see your daughter, this obviously deviates from the original intention of the lie.
After all, he lives to watch his daughter grow up healthy and live happily, if he can't see it, then what is the meaning of his original choice to live?
Fortunately, they later found a perfect solution.
This method allows the father and daughter to meet and conceal the lies.
Life is so normal, watching her daughter grow up day by day, and stand out, Asaka Nakao is happier than anyone.
At the beginning, his choice was right, and now it is worth it to hide his name and steal his life, and all the efforts have a corresponding equivalent return.
Come to think of it, what could please a father more than that?
Although the price he paid was a bit large, it was a blessing for him.
If everything can develop according to their own imagination, then everything is beautiful, but people are not as good as heaven.
Soon, their test came, after all, paper could not contain fire.
Often walking by the river, where there are not wet shoes, in the end, this earth-shattering secret was discovered.
The person who found Asaka Nakao alive was named Michiko Oshitani, a classmate of her daughter Hiromi Asami.
How is it possible that a person who has been dead for decades can actually die and rise again? Among them, there is obviously cattiness.
The clever Michiko Oshiya soon discovered the secret, and she felt that she had found a good opportunity to get rich, after all, Hiromi Asami was now a well-known director.
With such a big handle in your hand, do you still have to worry that you will run out of money?
She found his father and daughter and told her own purpose, but in the face of such a threat, Asaka Zhongxiong could tolerate it and let her do whatever it was, who was he, he was someone who had already died several times.
Besides, he had worked so hard for so many years, how could he fail because of a small Oshitani Michiko.
How could he not let that happen.
Soon, he made his own choice, one of the most extreme ultimate choices.
Because he knew that he had to solve all the obstacles that hindered his daughter's happiness, even if the price was to crush himself to pieces.
Because in his opinion, no one can hinder her daughter's happiness, after all, the first half of her life is so unfortunate, so in the second half of her life, she can no longer bear more grievances.
Everything comes at a price, and no one is an exception!
Michiko Oshiya thus became another victim because of her own greed and because she met a father who did not die.
Oshitani Michiko is dead, things are settled, and in the future, no one can threaten the happy life of herself and her daughter, all this just thinking about it makes people feel very beautiful.
However, the matter is still far from being resolved, as the saying goes, a lie needs to be covered up with countless lies, and besides, this is still a murder?
Asaka knew that he needed to make a decision!
Another thought came to his mind, and he wanted to end it all with his own death.
Although such a choice is a pain, it is also very beautiful for him, because as long as his daughter can live well, after all, that is the only sustenance and hope for his life.
If it hadn't been so, he would have been buried in the sea on that night many years ago.
For him, from that moment to the next few years, in fact, it was extra life, he actually did not lose at all, he made a lot of money.
He had already lived enough, and he had lived for a long time, and now death was not a pity for him, not terrible at all!
Remember, Kane once wrote in "The Postman Always Rings the Bell Twice":
Despair has the power of despair, just as hope has hope and hope!
Once, he desperately wanted to end his life, but his daughter's manslaughter gave him the last bit of strength in his desperate time.
This touch of strength has supported him to live to the present.
Now, there is still new hope in life, but for him, in the face of such hope, he needs to make a final choice, and at that moment, he seems so powerless.
But he couldn't do it, who called him a good father, and more importantly, it was time for this matter to be completely settled.
So, in the end, he chose death, a way of dying that he had never thought of or dared to try.
I have always believed that there is always a state of man at some point, that is, he suddenly becomes not afraid of anything.
He can embrace everything, both mentally and physically.
This also includes ways to end one's own life.
For when a man knows why he himself died, his heart can accept any way of dying, even if this method of death is the one he has ever feared the most.
And the emergence of this state, I think it comes from love, from his personal release and relief of life itself.
Asaka Nakao, he was originally the most afraid of being burned by fire, just like he said in the film, no matter how dare to think, nor dare to choose such a way to die.
But in the end, he chose such a way to die!
You say, is this because he has the courage he didn't have before? I don't think so.
I think that is because of love, because of a complete relief and relief of life, which can make a person's heart have no fear, and can make him calmly and calmly face things that he has not dared to face before.
It's also because he's a man and a father.
Therefore, in the face of what he was most afraid of, he still has no remorse and is unswerving.
He knew that by doing so, he would be able to exchange the happiness of his daughter for the rest of her life.
This has always been his long-cherished wish, and to be able to complete it in this way is also his long-cherished wish!
I remember that in the original book of "When the Prayer Ends", there is such a sentence:
"Listen to me, live happily, and watch over your growth and success is the whole meaning of my life, and the more you grow and succeed, the more it is a curse on my destiny." 」
I think this is asaka's last thought, and at the same time, this is also his greatest wish and the meaning of life!
At this moment, he had nothing else to ask for, his wish was fulfilled, and he could finally leave this world with a peaceful smile!
Father's love is like a mountain, the mountain is heavy, and at the same time it is great!
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